prod - @prod-number48

mix + master - @kainebot <3

I woke up in my bed with a razor
staring into the mirror at a stranger
if I lose you things jus won’t be the same
I’ll blame myself because there’s no one to blame
man that’s bullshit
I know that you know it
you’ll get on your phone type RIP and fucking close it

RIP MY HEART RIGHT OUT MY CHEST
ILL LET THE DEVIL DO THE REST
I AM NOTHING I CONFESS
I FEEL THINGS I CANT EXPRESS

YOU WONT EVER HURT ME MORE THAN I HURT MYSELF

blood dripping off my face
I’m bl00dy m4ry!
I’m the goddess of sorrow
forcing you to wake up in the hell we call tomorrow
hard pill 2 swallow
shards of broken dreams are running laps around my wrists
there is no end
may my soul be condemned
there’s nothing left to defend
into the darkness I descend

RIP MY HEART RIGHT OUT MY CHEST
ILL LET THE DEVIL DO THE REST
I AM NOTHING I CONFESS
I FEEL THINGS I CANT EXPRESS

YOU WONT EVER HURT ME MORE THAN I HURT MYSELF
HANGING FROM MY NECK AMONGST THE WISHES IN THE WELL

JUS LET ME SINK IN 2 THE GRAVE THAT IVE BEEN DIGGING FOR MYSELF

bl00dy m4ry!

bl00dy m4ry! (number48)

streetlights, long nights
it feels like winter 
ill run and hide
if u be the seeker
tell me where im
most likely to find
someone like u

so fast forward to summer
i dont think back often
but it always made me me wonder
how ur doing now
it would be nice to figure out
it feels like when the sun goes down
theres always something playing on my mind

streetlights, long nights
it feels like winter 
ill run and hide
if u be the seeker
tell me where im
most likely to find
someone like u

it feels like winter

HOOK:
Over the edge, over the edge I tried 
(and I don't wanna say goodbye ; I don't wanna say goodbye)
I've been done, done with life
(yeah, i just wanna die, i just wanna die)
you just want waste my time
(so I won't reply, I won't reply)
I can't take all these lies
(i just wanna fly, i just wanna fly)

VERSE:*will be updated asap*

Over the edge

Over the edge w/ Evilmiku (Wixxy)

prod. kazba w/ additional percussion by me

Text never sent I get It
You dont wanna talk at all
I dont really blame you tho
Its the reason you always go
Yeah my heads still a mess
Found our playlist again
While youre out there with someone instead
Like a phantom your love for me is in the shadows
Wonder what the deal is when you chose to let go
I hope they do it for you now
Kinda wish I knew what the fuck I was talking about

Like a phantom you only want me from the shadows
Evil or not, you’re still watching me from your castle
But to know me is just too much of a hassle?
I’ll go ahead and pass on the tassel

I just hope youre doin alright
Maybe we can talk at another time
Maybe we can finally lay sumn down
Still tryna take you out to game night
Its a huge bummer that ill never get to
Take you to the spot out in west pines
the window was open for only a moment
Ran til I collapsed, missed the deadline
A buck short
Little too late
Never had a chance in the first place
Now dont get me wrong ill be okay
But still I feel the sting to this day
you said you fell in love with my voice and that there could never be another
I should’ve known not to trust you when you told me to say your name as if it was a number
You was undercover
In my eyes youre Jen
I know you want Alex
But im simply Wes
and im doin my best
We cant go back to the past
What id give just to hear you say my name in that way again
Kinda fucked up we had no conversation
The sword that I yield is now masked as a pen
Ill take the blame though you might disagree
it’s alright. No need to understand

Like a phantom you only want me from the shadows
Evil or not, you’re still watching me from your castle
But to know me is just too much of a hassle?
I’ll go ahead and pass on the tassel
Like a phantom your love for me is in the shadows
Wonder what the deal is when you chose to let go
I hope they do it for you now
Kinda wish I knew what the fuck I was talking about

phantom (prod. kazba x skrwd)

old one idk
produced by melon

im roaming arounddd
(im) barely goin out
(im) anxious when people talk
but im always here if youu wanna call
painted the walls wit red paint baby
all i need when im in pain youuuu baby
shutdowen the second your away baby
babyyy

in constant agoneey
barely on me feet
it is hard to breathe
when ur all i neeed
with every scar beneath
her emotions bleed
tho donet want her to leave
but my heart breaks guaranteed
baby please just say u want meee
how coold i be so naive?
why do i feel so gloomy

i love you (i want you)
break me again
i dont care (i dont care)

my hearts beating fast, please dont make it bleed
id bleed out so fast, tell me you love me
me
i dont care at all
ill just kill myself for you

agony

produced by @herskylin

w/ @seenyona

lyrics:

(dazed)
youre getting off from my pain, you masochist
you take advantage and you masked it by a kiss
every now and then i'll catch u in a photo
but u dont wanna leave, so i'll go
darling you watched me cry
AND YOU WATCHED ME DIE
the way you pushed back my hair
and then the pain got harder to bear
slow down, i dont want u, u movin too quick
i try, but u always seem to act like a prick
stayin basic, makin fun of my oversized fit
here we go again, ur actin like a bitch
you're acting like its not a problem when i dissipate
i think i got a good grasp at life at a decent age
you hit me up out the blue then you leave me to waste
you grab my arm and then you drag me, this aint fair
i see the hate in your eyes
i see my fate in your lies
i hear my name in your cries
i scream your name as i die
turn the corner and i see your face
so now i'm gone
without a trace

(dazed, 𝘆𝗼𝗻𝗮)

if there was a problem it'd be gone in an instant
𝗱𝗼𝗻𝘁 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗱𝗮𝗿𝗲 𝗯𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗸, 𝗶𝗳 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗱𝗼, 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗰𝗼𝘂𝗹𝗱 𝗺𝗶𝘀𝘀 𝗶𝘁
i know im the reason that you're staying d-d-d-distant
𝗯𝘂𝘁 𝘆𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗯𝗼𝗱𝘆 𝗶𝘀 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗿𝗲𝗮𝘀𝗼𝗻 𝗶 𝘀𝘁𝗮𝘆 𝗽𝗲𝗿𝘀𝗶𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗻𝘁
its kind of interesting that he's the one you're siding with
𝗯𝘂𝘁 𝗶 𝗴𝗼𝘁 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗰𝗮𝗹𝗹𝗶𝗻' 𝗺𝗲 𝗸𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗵𝗼𝘄 𝗴𝗼-
(bro.)
you said you're praying you're the one who im dying with
𝗯𝘂𝘁 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗴𝗼𝘁 𝗺𝗲 𝗿𝗼𝗹𝗹𝗶𝗻 𝗶𝗻 𝗺𝘆 𝗴𝗿𝗮𝘃𝗲, 𝗸𝗻𝗼𝘄𝗶𝗻 𝘂𝗿 𝗻𝗲𝘅𝘁 𝘁𝗼 𝗶𝘁

(dazed)
you're constantly in denial that im
right
you're always stuck up on the fact that im
alright
you're constantly in denial that im
right
you're always stuck up on the fact that im
alright

(yona)
got me constantly lookin over my shoulder
youre a wraith, killing of soldiers
swords in the field, rusted and torn in
and my chainmails halfway ripped

(dazed)
breaking up glass, stepping on shards
are u here yet?
you know my wrists can't take it
PLEASE JUST LET IT END
PLEASE JUST TELL ME HES A FRIEND
ITS GETTING HARDER TO MEND

grave (feat. yona)

lyrics:

clementine
hazel eyes
i know that i could spend
forever with you
forever and always
starting to see the light again
clementine
angel eyes
alone on the front yard you lie
happy by yourself in the sunshine

in misery, i found a home
but you, you’re comfortable when alone
while i think of terrible thoughts
and all of these things that i’ve done
decipher which was the worst one
the leaves are falling down
i’m feeling more left out
i’ve never understood why

(chorus)

wish i could make it all slow down
slow it down for you
live my life for you
you're here with me somehow
it’s so obvious and innocent
you’re all i want now
and to slow it down

(chorus)

clementine

Everything Anyway

[Verse]
Snare snaps, I’m a clock with no hands,
Time bending, flipping like a gymnast lands.
Corners I cut sharper than chef’s steel,
Reality’s a fruit, and I’m peeling the real.

Blueprints burn, I’m an architect’s curse,
Words flood fast, I’m a dam that bursts.
Skipping through the cosmos, feet don’t touch,
Every rhyme a brick, building way too much.

[Chorus]
Bounce and blur, the world’s a slur,
Spinning too quick, can’t find my spur.
Bounce and blur, no lines concur,
Lost in the motion, all things occur.

[Verse 2]
Metaphors stacking, Jenga with fire,
Truth in the ash, built my own pyre.
Thoughts spiral like DNA strands,
Mapping my chaos with these bare hands.

Cracking the frame, Mona Lisa in neon,
Art’s a mirage, still, I keep the beat on.
Tongue's a cyclone, twist every sound,
Fast flow’s a maze, never slowing down.

[Chorus]
Bounce and blur, the world’s a slur,
Spinning too quick, can’t find my spur.
Bounce and blur, no lines concur,
Lost in the motion, all things occur.

Bounce and Blur

lyrics:

i don't know what follows
if only i knew then
that you'd only live in photographs
i would've taken more photographs

because now i feel hollowed out
if you find me in the summer sun
lying out in the grass
i'm wondering where it all went wrong

and before 
i lose you
you need to know 
that i love you
before you go away
so unsure
if i'll lose you
you need to know 
that i love you
before you go away

i don't know what follows
but can you tell me what to do with
everything you gave me?
i cant just keep it all in boxes
covered in the attic
decaying in the cobwebs
i'll think of you as tragic
and that's no way to think of you

(chorus)

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away

Last thing I Need (ft. scapegoat)

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Over the edge w/ Evilmiku (Wixxy)

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