empty_l1fe w/ fridvy (kubsy)

nonprofit 

mix.ztope



lyrics-
You ant got a clue 
What I went though 
All this fuckin pain that
I hold never helped
You never learned to heal 
So you learned to 
Just Pop pills I
Was only 12 when it
Happen now I miss you 

Face turned blue when I
Heard you crashed that 
Car I didn’t even get
To see you now
Im turning 18 I
Don’t even feel it
I’ve been numb to pain 
I’ve been starting at
The ceiling 


Verse 2
Nah I can’t stand the 
Silence I can hear the
Static in the air I
Can smell the sadness  fill
My lungs when no one’s
Here I Can feel the 
void in My chest disappear 
When I smoke or i 
Drink never mind I’m just
Drunk again yeah I'm dunk 
Again yeah I’m numb again 
I can feel the void
In my chest come back
Yeah it hit me like
A train wishing I could 
Go back to the old 
Days where I never felt 
Like this

18 (nevrfall)

defeated on my floor, i fucking gave up finally
the person of your dreams is all ive ever tried to be
sitting on this couch by myself, i decide to leave
talkings not an option, you only can lie to me
split the difference, cause everythings the same regardless
disposition, crying all alone on the carpet
and i just want you to know
that i will never get better when everydays a new low
when im missing you and all the things that we shared
im reminiscing, screaming at the gun like it cares
and i just want you to know
that i will never get better when everydays a new low
id never wish this on my enemy
which is me, so i guess i deserve it
i read those messages you sent to me
and i think, "well, am i really worth it?"
tied the noose
no reason to hide the truth
years spent in my head now
all comes down to finding you
finding me is the hardest thing ive ever done
pouring rain still falls when ive had enough
oh fuck i woke up again
oh fuck i know how this ends
no fun when shes with her friends
so what? im dying instead
split the difference, cause everythings the same regardless
disposition, crying all alone on the carpet
and i just want you to know
that i will never get better when everydays a new low
when im missing you and all the things that we shared
im reminiscing, screaming at the gun like it cares
and i just want you to know
that i will never get better when everydays a new low

i will never get better (prod. cl6udy + yung rospo)

Mixed/Mastered By Me & https://soundcloud.com/sakuradoves 
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Cover Art By https://soundcloud.com/vendilmz
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Produced By https://soundcloud.com/nevrfall
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[Lyrics]

(akiradoves)
you should know you disgust me way too much
oh dear i just think you should know 
i just miss you way too much 
you mistake me for someone i don't know
just take me away i just wanna disappear

so tell me why you stabbed me in my back 
you're acting like a little bitch don't know why
you ripped my heart i think i'm just a waste
i think it's about time that you let me go

(sakuradoves)
darling let me go im falling in the snow
i wonder if you know
how much i need you sleeping with me 
baby im so empty maybe they gon envy
when im going up with you now

yeah yeah yeah up with you now
come bring me out 
stuck in this crowd of the memories
from the past living 
fast have fun killing me

(akiradoves) 
i should of known that you'd leave me for him
oh i apologies for the things i did
i fumbled my words way too much 
i wanna be together forever

you should know you disgust me way too much
oh dear i just think you should know 
i just miss you way too much 
you mistake me for someone i don't know
just take me away i just wanna disappear

mistake w/ sakuradoves (nevrfall)

beat made by https://soundcloud.com/sadboiforever and Low Hope

2001's yt: https://www.youtube.com/c/Prod2001

low hope's yt: https://www.youtube.com/c/ProdLowhope   


/lyrics/

i can't breath in this dense crowd
could you lead me through i need you right now
eyes piercing through me i feel naked 
could you hold me closely and recalibrate my brain love

i know that it's stupid
i can't help but worry
i know you said you will be here
but still i grip your hand so tightly

and i will never let you go again
i can feel my body tense 
every thought i reprehend 
still rots inside my broken head

and i can't bring myself to step outside
anxiety builds and i just want to hide
i think my body's giving up this time
i can feel my chest collapse when i look inside your eyes

i just feel so fucking useless
can't ask for help feel like a nuisance
just do my best to hide and numb it
a facade that's built with cuts and bruises

i think i have lost it
but don't know what it ever was
nothing like what used to be
lately i feel like a husk of myself 

i can't breath in this dense crowd
could you lead me through i need you right now
eyes piercing through me i feel naked 
could you hold me closely and recalibrate my brain love

i know that it's stupid
i can't help but worry
i know you said you will be here
but still i grip your hand so tightly

and i will never let you go again
i can feel my body tense 
every thought i reprehend 
still rots inside my broken head

inmyhead (2001 x Low Hope)

(New version of this will be postponed until further notice but this will stay up until the new version comes out) but my voice is cracking cause I’m a bit sad about it :/
lryics:
did you want me to please you?
did you want me to tease you?
cause you knew that i didn't want to
yea you didn't know that i didn't want to
it's nothing new
why didn't you see me for me?
or my body?
i hate that i see everything after

the after effects are coming
i knew you were onto something 
the after effects are coming

didn't see the red flags
i really thought you had my back
now i can't even sleep at night
knowing what you took was mine

you took what's mine x2 
now that's left behind x2

the after effects are coming
i can see it all ending
the after effects are killing me 
it's empty
it's everything

everything is ending *acoustic preview*

l y r i c s
s ɔ ᴉ ɹ ʎ l

Got this bigass sword just to comfort you.
Imma come for you, baby be my lil boo.
baby come with me, imma make you cum too!
I M U N S T O P P A B L E 

I know she love me!
I know I love her!
I know you hate me that's why I'm crazy.
I be getting money, I be getting paper, yeah that's why you lazy!
W A I T I N G Y O U T O P A Y M E 
(ǝ ɯ ʎ ɐ d)

s o c i a l s
s l ɐ ᴉ ɔ o s

i n s t a g r a m
ɯ ɐ ɹ ƃ ɐ ʇ s u ᴉ

https://www.instagram.com/l_y_p_i_a_r_c_h_i_v_e_/
https://www.instagram.com/castoff_castaway/
https://www.instagram.com/heyzbee/

y o u t u b e
ǝ q n ʇ n o ʎ

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCBRhaBYCJgTSWchUzYeNhOA

d i s c o r d
p ɹ o ɔ s ᴉ p

l y p i#9009

f o l l o w m e t o v i c t o r y
ʎ ɹ o ʇ ɔ ᴉ ʌ o ʇ ǝ ɯ ʍ o l l o ɟ

w h y [ ʎ z ɐ ɹ ɔ ɯ ᴉ ] w/  ZBee + Castoff. (Rinne)

Produced by sk8miles

(Every person who met you before
Can back my case on the fact that you're a perfect score
You didn’t hurt my heart bitch I hurt yours 
That why were apart because I sunk the burg)

Every person who met you before
Can back my case on the fact that you’re a perfect score
You didn’t hurt my heart bitch I hurt yours 
That why were apart because I sunk the burg

Iced heart and the fact you can read this verse
Is the outcome of my dumb and pathetic words
Sometimes i like to sit down and watch the birds
It was 3 years ago when I sunk the burg

it was 3 years ago when you damped my eyes
cross paths with my demons who persuade the lie
can't go without thinking of you everytime 
bridge burnt into ashes no memories to suffice

lost touch with souls who lead me to rot
back then I was there with my brothers and ties
now i’m just a fellow shit heartbroken guy,
put my headphones on and drown em out with sy

Every person who met you before
Can back my case on the fact that you’re a perfect score
You didn’t hurt my heart bitch I hurt yours 
That why were apart because I sunk the burg

Iced heart and the fact you can read this verse
Is the outcome of my dumb and pathetic words
Sometimes i like to sit down and watch the birds
It was 3 years ago when I sunk the burg

Persuade The Lie (sk8miles)

Autumn (Jolst) Ft. silentcxbin remix

yeaa riiiiight... 

i had a variety of reasons not to release this song throughout this past year but honestly everything i wrote, felt or feel now couldnt change that its a cool song lol :P

alsooo just fyi i had that song done before skele dropped his song with the same sample hahaha

prod. @wisssery & @jolst

lyrics:
so i guess theres no problem at all 
its still killing me
make up all this shit as we talk 
theres no simile 
til now i never felt with my heart 
and ive visibly 
been tripping over all of my thoughts 
we're both sick of me
so i guess theres no problem at all 
its still killing me
make up all this shit as we talk 
theres no simile 
til now i never felt with my heart 
and ive visibly 
been tripping over all of my thoughts 
we're both sick of me
so i guess theres no problem at all 

do i deserve this?
determined 
to break out the ice and now thats a burden 
equipt with a mind thats just never working 
but i wish we could try it until i'm worth it 
do i deserve this?
determined 
to break out the ice and now thats a burden 
equipt with a mind thats just never working 
but i wish we could try it until i'm worth it

so i guess theres no problem at all 
its still killing me
make up all this shit as we talk 
theres no simile 
til now i never felt with my heart 
and ive visibly 
been tripping over all of my thoughts 
we're both sick of me
so i guess theres no problem at all 
its still killing me
make up all this shit as we talk 
theres no simile 
til now i never felt with my heart 
and ive visibly 
been tripping over all of my thoughts 
we're both sick of me
so i guess theres no problem at all

Persuade The Lie (sk8miles)

ILA

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