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Lauf weg (Electro Version)

Lost & Found REMIX🍋 @user-297959700 Thomas Mierkiewicz for FAWM 2/26/2025
Written by Kate E. Stanton 2/9/2025
Lost & Found
I don't know where it starts, & I don't know how it ends.
But I know that I'm lost again, found again, & how will I ever begin?
I drew a line in the sand while the iron gates of Alexander stand.
I'm somewhere in between, 3 bears & me,
Too little, too much is never just what I need, no!

Where do I go? Where does this lead me? How will I know?
Every step I take feels like I'm chasing my own ghost,
Running through this maze where I needed answers most.
Just keep it moving, slowly, 'til my path unfolds.
C'mon, let's go!

Every path whispers, "Hey! Hey, hey!"
Over here, over there—it's a game, hey!
Every choice has a price to pay,
No regrets yet—is that just what they say?
Roll of the die 'til we die,
Climb to heaven's spiral steps of steel.
I question everything—authority, gravity,
& the Blade of Evil's Bane is never the same, no.

Where do I go? Where does this lead me? How will I know?
Every step I take feels like I'm chasing my own ghost,
Running through this maze where I needed answers most.
Just keep it moving, slowly, 'til my path unfolds.
C'mon, let's go!

Move slow.
One foot... then another.

Where do I go? Where does this lead me? How will I know?
Every step I take feels like I'm chasing my own ghost,
Running through this maze where I needed answers most.
Just keep it moving, slowly, 'til my path unfolds.
C'mon, let's go!

Lost & Found Remix (Feat. Lemonbrew)

#dark #darkcore #goth #songwriter #nightmare #alternative
This is a re-release.

waking up from this nightmare

#electronic #altfolk #alternativefolk #altindie #electro

Lyrics:

They tell me I’m strong
You tell me I’m not
I wanna believe 
But you have me in a fucking knot
You take me off
When my need is you
I wanna believe 
Do what can I really do? 

Lalalalala hahahaha
Yeah we know you lie
Yeah we know I don’t care 
Could when I give a shit
Nothing matters now
Nothing matters now

Lalalalala hahahaha
Yeah we know you lie
Yeah we know I don’t care 
Could when I give a shit
Nothing matters now

Lalalalala hahahaha
Yeah we know you lie
Yeah we know I don’t care 

Creepo pervs ooze from the edges
While i try to make myself known
Send me DMs that are too fucking cringe
Trying to make me push send
One asked me to be his sugar baby
Like I’m candy for his taking
Chew this you shithead 
My boyfriends dead

I’ve been on the street
Scared to walk alone
They tell me I’m strong
You tell me I’m not as if you know
I wanna believe them
But you have me in a knot
You take me off
When my need is only you

Lalalalala hahahaha
Yeah we know you lie
Yeah we know I don’t care 
Could when I give a shit
Nothing matters now
Nothing matters now

Could give a shit
Nothing matters now

Lalalalala hahahaha
Yeah we know you lie
Yeah we know I don’t care 

They tell me I’m strong
You tell me I’m not
I wanna believe 
But you have me in a fucking knot
You take me off
When my need is you
You fucking died so now what do I do?..

They tell me I’m strong
You tell me I’m not
I wanna believe 
But you have me in a fucking knot
You take me off
When my need is you
You fucking died so now what do I do?..

[fade out]

i'm in a knot

A Whisper

IF YOU COME AND SEE ME, JUST READ ME THE NEWS

You wanna hear a story
You want your bubble wrap
You only want the world
If it gets dropped in your lap
There are no more secrets out there
Even in the shadows
Tell me, what’s the use

If you come and see me
Just read me the news

Tails you win
Heads we lose

Throw the dullest words
From the tallest building
We can watch them shatter
Upon the pavement
Call it in the air

Scattered syllables
Easy entertainment

Heads we lose
Tails you win

Pattern recognition of
Mental somersaults
Staying up until the dawn
Just flipping coins
Tell, me what’s the use

Stay up and sell me lies
Easy entertainment

Tails you win
Heads you lose
Heads you lose
Heads you lose

Follow/Find

Easy Entertainment

#alternative #womanartist #songwriter #lyricist #love #lost #lovesong

Gone forever
Forever in my heart
Forever in my heart
Gone 
Forever…

I held on to you
So tight 
(To you)
So tight
(To you)
That the blood flooded your pretty face
I held on so hard so hard (to you)
To you
Turning you into a deep crimson red
Rich and dark
But 
You quickly turned into vinegar
Bitter and sharp
So now I must release you 
I release you (release you)
and you fade (you fade) away
Away
Away

Gone forever
Forever in my heart
Moments flood me
memories of goodbyes
Coming back again
And again 
Goodbyes
Goodbyes
If I could only get (just get)
Just for a peek backward
But you’re never there
Never there

Gone forever
Forever in my heart

Gone forever
Forever in my heart
Forever in my heart
Gone 
Forever…

fade away

Sisters in life, sisters in song

I guess looking back there was a time when I felt how shallow and short this life can be and what our existence can amount to are we lost in time what was it all for when we all slip back into the ground....

My Bones all thats left

There's No Way Outta Here Sittin' Still (DJ CATATONIC CHIMNEY God is Calling Remix)

I'll See You All in the Afterlife

Love music as much as air. I am writing & creating  my own music with the help of Ai tools. Hope you will listen to some of them.

waking up from this nightmare

ilasky