An experimental dark ambient album about slowly drifting away from life. My goal with this album is to try and convey what it is like to die put into sound.

DEATH

music video ⬇️
https://youtu.be/lZhjiFFC_YU

受理

This album is about the emotional stages of dying, put into sound. It’s like the stages of grief, but you’re the one being grieved. When you listen to this album try to imagine you are the one who is dying. Attempt to put a picture in your head of what it's like to slowly drift away from life.

絶望(despair)
There is no hope left, death can’t be escaped, it's inevitable to die, and it's happening.

否認(denial)
It is hard to accept the fact you are dying, this can't be happening right?Most people don't want this to happen, and are unable to accept it.

怒(anger)
After denying that death is near, still not being able to accept it; coming to the realization that it's really happening. Why now? Why can't anything be done?
 
恐(fear)
After being in pure outrage because death is getting closer. Being utterly terrified that there isn't much time left to live becomes apparent.

丞(help) interlude
Help is wanted, but help is not possible. Wanting help is the beginning of transitioning to more melancholy emotions.

交渉(bargaining)
Wanting to do anything to try and stay alive, willing to give anything to stay on earth instead of Drifting off.

窪(depression)
There's no more motivation to want to be alive. there isn't anything that feels significant enough to care about. 

受理(acceptance)
With no hope or solution to be found, it is personally accepted, the concept of dying. And dying in general, now having a form of closure and being okay with leaving the world. A bittersweet feeling.

至福(bliss)
With nothing to worry about anymore when dead, and nothing negative left to happen. Having eternal peace, no harm can be done. Feeling blissful 


I want to give a special thanks to, chaos, lxrditami, pickyourpoison, indica beats, flowty, GLITCH, sixty9sixty, star AV, dan ivory, BIGUGLYBILL, krisz miranda, often forgotten, SpLaCh, dad, mom, ethan, nicolette, matthew, max, braxton, tiff, brad, nana, spencer, connor, ethan (2nd cousin), quinn, delia, maverick, jas, roslansa, rh pellerin, tristan, and everyone else I forgot to mention 

I love all of you, the amount of support I have gotten from everyone is overwhelming (in a good way). I can't put it into words how much it means to me, it took me about 8 months to finish this, it would've been longer if it wasn't for all of yalls support. Get you some death merch! jus email me or msg me on insta or soundcloud <3 

-r✫ven

受理

RAVEN