120 of the plays are probably from me at this point

All finds end.

I wrote this song around the time I made a big shift in my life and went through a period of self-validation, acceptance of my scars and trauma, as well as the proper method of taking care of and healing myself. Two years later, I've finally taken the time to finish it and I'm really happy despite how life has been going.

155 BPM
4/4
A Major

Lyrics:
[Verse 01]
Please let me know
As I stumble and trip on my own
I'm alone with this wolf
And I'm running out aloof
Is there anything that I can do?
I don't want the pity 
I just want the endgame
Ride the airwaves and
Coast the Mondays
Sick of waiting and
Pulling teeth out for
Nothing at all
But all finds end

[Bridge]
The signs point north yet
The time goes south so
I stand

Fleeting feelings of
Past mistakes unwind

Just a tandem of memories
Cycling in my mind

[Verse 02]
I’ve gone AWOL in my head
Following the prints of feral truth
Distant roots and vigorous sooth
Kept hidden through
A quarter of a century 
Sworn into secrecy
To be or not to be
Too cautious of my ornery
Wrist is red and slapped bad
Heart up on my lonely sleeve

But I don’t think I’d ever sleep
If I could keep my head on beat
I will smash this glass ceiling
For my friends and fam and me
Shatter insecurity 
Be brazen with the newer me 
I no longer fear the howling roars up inside my head

But the nights get oh so dark
And the lights have gone so far
Yet the heart will race and keep its pace still, but
All finds end

[Bridge]
The signs point north yet
The time goes south so
I stand

Fleeting feelings of
Past mistakes unwind

Just a tandem of memories
Cycling in my mind

Memory Tandem

Higher Brothers - Franklin (Flip)

Toxin (feat. Ill P)

We talk movies, don't eat during "A quiet place", games, and what are podcast rockstars? Well, listen in to OUR podcast to find out.

TWL Episode 14 Podcast Rockstars

UPDATE: As of 1.8.2019, I remastered this track and released it in 16-bit WAV at 44100 Hz. If you want a high-def 24 or 32 bit version, kindly message me and I can provide you with a higher quality mixdown. I can also remove the extra layer of reverb (which I dig personally - it really fills out the track).

This was written and produced in seven days using Ableton Live 9, Serum, Massive, and whatever other plugins I threw in the project file.

Ultimate shoutouts forever to my wonderful sister Zoe and our amazing friend Loree for hooking it up with a place to stay, no judgments, and these new Audio-Technica ATH-M50x's which have enabled me to bring you the highest quality sound that I can muster.

Much love and many thanks to the aforementioned parties and to whoever else reads this message :) <3

Birdz

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4.12.2019 - Happy Boom Bap Track - "Lissajous"
6.4.2019 Trap Idea - "Flux"
8.14.2019 - Trap Egypt - "Tenochtitlán"
5.11.2019 New Beat Chem Class Goldlink - "P L A Y S T A T I O N 1"

I loved playing PS1 as a child - it was my first console gaming system and I enjoyed games such as Tekken, Ridge Racer, Road Rash, and Madden '99. I loved the retro saws and sounds of those old-school (to me) games - and the synths prevailing throughout this track attempt to replicate those vibes

Artwork modified under Creative Commons CC-BY-SA 4.0. Original picture by Matemateca (IME/USP)/Rodrigo Tetsuo Argenton

Lakes of Wada

Playstation1

P L A Y S T A T I O N 1

4.12.2019 - Happy Boom Bap Track - "Lissajous"
6.4.2019 Trap Idea - "Flux"
8.14.2019 - Trap Egypt - "Tenochtitlán"
5.11.2019 New Beat Chem Class Goldlink - "P L A Y S T A T I O N 1"

Artwork modified under Creative Commons CC-BY-SA 4.0. Original picture by Matemateca (IME/USP)/Rodrigo Tetsuo Argenton

Tenochtitlán

4.12.2019 - Happy Boom Bap Track - "Lissajous"
6.4.2019 Trap Idea - "Flux"
8.14.2019 - Trap Egypt - "Tenochtitlán"
5.11.2019 New Beat Chem Class Goldlink - "P L A Y S T A T I O N 1"

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Artwork modified under Creative Commons CC-BY-SA 4.0. Original picture by Matemateca (IME/USP)/Rodrigo Tetsuo Argenton

Flux

Lissajous

Sweaty streamer and music producer. I do commissions as well, so if you're looking for intro music, general content music, or anything really, email me! (-:
Contact: nigeleben@gmail.com (Commissions, inquiries, questions, permissions, etc.)

Everything I release is free to use for anything. I just ask that you credit me via "prod. illethP" or "X by illethP" when citing me. Thanks and enjoy! <3

Memory Tandem

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