(prod. ruan x maxflynn)
Ft clone12
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STILL THE SAME ME [w/ Clone12]

happy valentine's day

if i could change our lives and make it all alright i would
my heart's been chained, you're tied, i didn't mean to come off rude
i'll plant myself inside this home
i'll fuck your life up, give you hope
my lies are set in fucking stone
open your eyes, i'll cut the rope
i'll grab your hand, we'll get eloped
my heart beat faster when you spoke
a perfect life oh what a joke
a perfect life i wish i chose
i hope you choke
i'm bleeding faster, my skins soaked
i fed you lies
i know i know
you want to die
but soon you won't

a perfect life

mane kids these days always putting the word hyper in front of everything smh

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/oxidize1/fishing

shoutout to @niko_ix for the dope guitar solo

out on all plats now :)




lyrics:

woke up in the middle of the ocean

lungs feel sore and my chest feels tight (yea)

been feelin like i'm going thru the motions

body's waterlogged and i'm too scared to go outside (yea)

and i'm too scared to talk 

i'll just tell em that my hands are tied

and they'll let me off

tell em everything will be alright

no reason to stalk

but i'm stuck inside my bed and i can barely even walk

(wake up)

i've been staring at the ceiling just blinkin

letting every single negative emotion just sink in

always feelin like i'll throw up off whatever i'm drinkin

its got me going fucking crazy in the middle of the night i'm thinkin

	
WHY!?

DO I TERRORIZE MYSELF WITH ALL OF THESE

LIES!?

FIRING FLARES BUT THEY CAN NEVER SEE THE 

LIGHT!?

FUCK THE ODDS I'M ALWAYS DOWN TO ROLL THE DICE!?

BUT I ALWAYS SEEM TO RUN WHEN I'M HAVING TO PAY THE PRICE!?

PATHOLOGICAL SO I TELL MYSELF IM 

FINE!?

EVEN WHEN THE TRUTH IS RIGHT IN FRONT OF MY EYES!?

A PAINFUL FEELING THATS LINGERING EVERYDAY I TRY TO FIGHT!?

BUT THERES NO POINT IN TRYING WHEN ITS ALL JUST WASTED LIFE!?

 
when it's all just wasted life

every single day and every night
  
it's all just wasted life 

WHEN ITS ALL JUST WASTED LIFE!? 


EVERY SINGLE DAY BLEEDS INTO THE SAME

THE ONLY WAY OUT IS TO POISON MY BRAIN

SO PULL UP EVERY SCREEN AND CLOSE EVERY ESCAPE

AND HOOK THAT FUCKING DOPAMINE STRAIGHT TO MY VEINS

Fishing

prod. @785rie
mixed + mastered by me
(Released: May 30, 2024)

never work out 🤷‍♂️

[Chorus]
I'mma keep my guard up
I know that it's not love
and it's been a minute since I
could feel what once was
it's a damn shame baby it's a damn shame
I could give you everything if you just change your ways
back to back girl it's back to that
we got some problems that need fixing
I get too attached don't break my heart baby
don't go do all of that I know they want your body
but that will never last.

[verse]
looking for love in all the places that you won't find it
can't trip about that hoe I'mma stay solid
I know that I'm selfish you know that I can't help it
even if I tried to that would be a lie too
uh huh believe me I tried it it's like we chasing these highs
they just don't last as long as we want em to
and I could take back these words it's just like what you heard
if you want we could just say goodbye too.

[verse]
gotta get that paper stack it I can't wait up
I know he a faker he want smoke we got different flavors
too much on my plate I got way too much at stake
he think that I'm a hoe well hope he meet my drake bitch

free my brother J Rip I know they wanna take my life
but that's why I keep this pipe they mad that I'm still alive
I ain't going back nah we can save the best for last and it's all that I have.

engarde Prod. Dgmz

blessed ft fooly prod 51five + sochi

Intro:

The same nigga that you kickin with 

Is the same nigga that get you fuck up

Gun that boy down like a pigeon,

Choppa don't care about no region

been around blocks

Been around hating ass nigga

Choppa ain't afraid to flip that nigga

Magic trick, I'm in my bag

Bullet connecting like wifi ain't no lag

(Ain't no.... Aint no lagggg)

Verse:

I stand on my own two feet lil nigga

I feel like Goliath, I feel like I'm bigger,

Gun don't kill people but I pulled the trigger,

I'm the composer, my choppa the singer

Chalk on the floor he pose like a figure,

Stand with my brother, we shooting like soldier,

Stand in my shoes, I been around (I been around

Hating ass nigga,

The street made that nigga

Bitch, I became that nigga.

Walk around with my troops,

We post up on the block we do not pose,

2 2 3 we ready to shoot,

Play with dem snakes, you become there food.

(Ain't no.... Aint no lagggg)


I stand on my own two feet lil nigga

I feel like Goliath, I feel like I'm bigger,

Gun don't kill people but I pulled the trigger,

I'm the composer, my choppa the singer

Chalk on the floor he pose like a figure,

Stand with my brother, we shooting like soldier,

Stand in my shoes, I been around (I been around

Hating ass nigga,

The street made that nigga

Bitch, I became that nigga.

Walk around with my troops,

We post up on the block we do not pose,

2 2 3 we ready to shoot,

Play with dem snakes, you become there food

Outro:

The same nigga that you kickin with 

Is the same nigga that get you fuck up

Gun that boy down like a pigeon,

Choppa don't care about no region

been around blocks

Been around hating ass nigga

Choppa ain't afraid to flip that nigga

Magic trick, I'm in my bag

Bullet connecting like wifi ain't no lag

Same people you kickin with (T4Z + Neurotic+ GrimDior)

i bare the hollow's curse

i remember the day
when u decided 
to walk away
the hate inside escaped 
shunning my fate
took my serenity in vain 
nothing to hold 
im looking at myself 
with nothing there to see
but my empty reflection 
looking back at me
this is my life
what did you expect
the years of disgrace 
my world of regret
for this is my moment to show all my pain
it ate thru my heart for 3 lifetimes of hate
i bleed thru my words 
i scream from my hurt 
i wish you were here laying beside me
in the dirt 
nothing will fill me like the way
you fill a grave
and i dont think anything will make
my memory of you fade
here is my moment
eternal and guise
alone in this darkness
to rethink my life
here is my voice
ever silent i speak 
remember this voice
as you grow weak
what did you expect
the years of disgrace 
my world of regret
for this is my moment to show all my pain
it ate thru my heart for 3 lifetimes of hate
hate...

проклятие на хралупи

Co-prod. & Hook by HIK4RI
soundcloud.com/yunghik4ri
Co-prod. asaka
soundcloud.com/yourasaka
Feat. Pocky Boy
https://soundcloud.com/raiikou
Feat. xoxoredd!
https://soundcloud.com/heyyxoxo

VISUALISER: https://youtu.be/_a1kn7VIJzc

xoxoredd! hit me up for a feat sometime ago, and it just so happened me and asaka had a collab that was way overdue. Along with fellow Castleguard Pocky Boy, it seemed like a good idea to bring everyone together on this one track.

Pocky Boy and xoxoredd's verses really made the song, and asaka's production is top-tier as always.

This song took a month to make cus irl stuff has been packin.

LYRICS:
[HIK4RI]
Hey where’r ya goin
Lost on your board, makin out a gambit 
Playing all my cards, tryna make the endgame

If this is your game you gotta play it to the end init
Don't go leave me hanging when you've got the clock ticking

I just wanna know, if you're gonna go out winning
Bury me in snow, this victory is cold-feeling
Just so you know that I will never let you concede
I'll keep loving you until the day I forfeit

I'll let you take a piece 
Even if I'm left to freeze
You can always have the win
In my heart only I sin

[Pocky Boy]
You push my buttons like controller
Your love is like a roller coaster
Can’t wait for this game to be over
Gave me the shoulder but I’m colder

But I know that I won’t let you go
Without you I don’t know who I am

[Xoxoredd!]

Bae I need u, I'm all alone
You saved my life, you’re more
Cuz you know yea I only need you
Yeah my friends were so fake
I don't wanna see your heart break
Pls bae I don't wanna fight
I know that you were all shy
I know we ain't the same
I think it's time for me to fade away

Heartbroken 
I wanna see you alive
But I don't wanna see you fuckin die
I know it's gonna be you and I
Can you give me a sign that ur fuckin mine

(hook)

GAME! ft. Pocky Boy, xoxoredd! (prod. HIK4RI x asaka)

✦prod, vocals, cover art by me✦
lv: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0ld-LUuepiM

Lyrics:

["I guess im afraid like other people wont like it.
So what? Who cares? The ones that dont like it, its not for them anyway
its only for the ones that will like it. Isnt it?
*laughs*
Does that make sense?
Yes
Not everyone is going to resonate to what you have to create
but it doesnt matter.
what youre creating isnt for the ones who arent attracted to it
it's for the ones who are 
so who cares about the ones that arent.
Is that too logical for ya?
*laughs again*
no, it makes sense
do you understand?
you have no business measuring yourself against others."]

@mysticbummer 
im $ickk of the silence, im $ickk of the violence
yea
just dont let me die here
just dont let me die here
no I cannot take it no more
steppin all up on the cracks on the floor
really close to breakin, I dont understand it, think I gotta help myself more
and im tryna bring myself back up, yeah I cut it real close but I had no luck
yea he talk mess but he aint so tough, prolly so mad cuz he aint got luv

I got tears up in the rain, I got luv to give today, so dont take it far away (take it far away)
give it back right when i need it, or im being nice for no reason
but thats not me yuh

kindness in my heart is depleting, everytime I talk they delete it, and still dont see it (noo)
they still dont see it, they still dont see me, they still dont see them things do
them things they do to me

(yuh

know they dont see me

nah

nah, huh

yeahh

yuh

know they dont see me)

@mysticbummer
im $ickk of the silence, im $ickk of the violence
just dont let me die here
just dont let me die here
no I cannot take it no more
steppin all up on the cracks on the floor
really close to breaking, I dont understand it, think I gotta help myself more
and im tryna bring myself back up, yeah I cut it real close but I had no luck
yea he talk mess but he aint so tough, yea he prolly so mad cuz he aint got luv

Same people you kickin with (T4Z + Neurotic+ GrimDior)

LongDays