this shit so tuff it made my soundcloud mobile crash😎

end the year right

all plats: ffm.to/redhorse-anecdote

words:

verse
felt like yesterday
that i had all these fucking words to say
i was free and all alone
no one was gettin in my way
keep on punching thru these walls
the clock keeps getting louder
bloody hands all up my face 
jus wanna tell u that im down there

prechorus 
n im wasting my time
putting those thoughts in my head
n i was reading ur texts 
try n feel some typa way
u know ur home to me
but i always pull the plug
from my reality
let you know now

chorus (one of my best)
that im way too fucking done
get me out this rut 
am i just another anecdote
another bit of fun
standing out here in the cold
stood me up with all them missed calls
they all look at me weird now
what am i here for   

break

rap
no eye contact jus mind my business
mantras like dat were drilled into me
not enough for the cool ones like u
not soft enough for the nerds and geeks
odd one out, was a way of life
too hard to make friends thru struggle n strife
sat by the keys practicing bee thoven
before i couldnt say it right
every day i stare down the clock and dread the time ticking
mum tells me that im just being silly
cry on her shoulder im too scared to die
see pitch black it’s the last day of my life
like what would i do then
anything to get out this system
9 to 5 nightmare situation 
n now u fucked me up lets face it
lets face it

bridge
what is life 
when we're drifting apart
what is purpose 
when i cant fall in ur arms
asking all the questions 
what is all your rush
oh u distress meeeee

alt prechorus
and im going insane!
having those thoughts in my head
thought u loved me in those texts
feeling all these kinda ways
u know ur home to mee
but i always pull the plug
from my reality
let you know now

chorus
that im way too fucking DONE
get me out this rut 
am i just another anecdote
another bit of fun
standing out here in the cold
stood me up with all them missed calls
they all look at me weird now
what am i here for
repeat

ty 4 listening, love all of u
also did sum actual non-midi guitar on dis 🫢

anecdote

2024lovesong (⁠ ⁠◜⁠‿⁠◝⁠ ⁠)⁠♡

all plats: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/redhorse1/miracle

words:
show me ur pain 
i'll make u okay
wish u the best things in the world
make all ur knots go away

your glow's undeniable
appeared like a miracle
i grew up so lost with disdain
and then i met you

you make me care

you make me care

you make me wanna share

its almost unfair
x2

i was rude to all my friends
never made a single effort
bottled up all of this anger
went and lost all my resemblance
went and saw the grass be greener
i could never see it through
thought i couldn't lose myself more
all of a sudden i saw you

now i care

u did the truth i did the dare

i breathed again

pushed ahead 

but this time i took a break instead 

show me ur pain 
i'll make u okay
wish u the best things in the world
make all ur knots go away

your glow's undeniable
appeared like a miracle
i grew up so lost with disdain
and then i met you

you make me care

you make me care

you make me wanna share

its almost unfair
x2

outro

miracle

stream the mf song

prod. by: thms.
drums by: @chrislolz
written by: thms.
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And I think
that its funny that you're open
because you know im so broken
accosted
and left on the floor

oh no
oh no
oh no

I know
That we're running out of options
So you'll just steal it again
yeah i know

oh yeah baby I know

And if we wait for the answer
It won't come our way
We'll wash and fade  
Is that okay? 

Its not hard when
you don’t hide
your face
and those eyes tell me that there's
   
//they tell me everything


no time for reckless truths and
We'll find the only proof is
behind the curtains moved and  
this time I'll fight for you but

Next time you'll bite the bullet
rewind there's still time to move and
Realize there's nothing to this

Just say it
Please say it

peace be with you
I just won't go

are you gonna steal my heart again 
oh no

//put your hands up and 
//type in your snapchat right now 
//type your snapchat right now
//do it come on

Those brown curls showing gold and
Its bout the way it flows and
You know just where this goes
and you know I'll follow you

Endless I won't be holding
Something you know is stolen
Sometimes silence will fold and
I said I wont hold

//i can't handle this

The peace inside
You'll tear the line
Know we won't find it again

Petrified
Can't reside
I won't lose this again

Think of my
Endless nights
Waiting for that face to walk in

How will I
Dream tonight
Well I won't cause I fear

//they tell me everything

That you'll steal my heart again
Oh no

I fear you'll steal my heart again
Oh no

I fear you'll steal my heart again
Oh no

I fear you'll steal my heart again
Oh no

//no time for reckless truths and
//We'll find the only proof is
//behind the curtains moved and
//this time I'll fight for you but

//Next time you'll bite the bullet
//rewind there's still time to move and
//Realize there's nothing to this

//Just say it
//Please say it

I love you.

one day you wont be a kleptomaniac and im praying for it to come

All my life
I stood there in fear
What's fair?
Not here
I can't breathe in

Can i hold your hand?
Can we look once again
Know that, I healed
Dont look back, hooked
I try, my best
Ill fly, like the rest

It's a fall out life
You wont see my rights
But ill survive
Ill see the night
But you cant go go go
Not yet

Yeah, oh

Oh
Drown my liver
I cant forget her
All my sorrows
Begin to wither 
All my life 
I try and try
Oh I cant fight
It's treasons light

spotify

Fallout, I Can't Forget Her

wishes

official music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MHobHG2OXfE
stream: fordis.lnk.to/wishes

-

i wont take you back since
i hate to remember that all of this shits my fault
left it in the past tense
when it hits september i feel like im on my own

i was so wrong
i wont ever take you back
left your phone blocked
got fake friends
dont trust them too
got some cuts up on my shirt
shit you put me through

wasted all my time and
ruining my past and
cheated on the race but you still finished up on last place
fuck that
you dont know me too
hope they're always looking up to me
cause i wont look at you

sometimes i wish and i pray
that you'd call my phone
and you'd tell me its okay
now you killed a part of myself
put a pillow to my head and i'd
cry the pain away

i've been trying so hard (damn)
i've been trying so hard
i've been trying so hard
damn

damn
damn
damn

i was so wrong
and i haven't felt this lost in like so long (so long)
put it on god
he ain't care about my struggle in like so long

so i act like i ain't numb and im so strong
and am i a waste of time cause you moved on?
closing both my eyes hope i respawn
left me on my own had to sit and write a new song

i was so wrong
i wont ever take you back
left your phone blocked
got fake friends
dont trust them too
got some cuts up on my shirt
shit you put me through

wasted all my time and
ruining my past and
cheated on the race but you still finished up on last place
fuck that
you dont know me too
hope they're always looking up to me
cause i wont look at you

sometimes i wish and i pray
that you'd call my phone
and you'd tell me its okay
now you killed a part of myself
put a pillow to my head and i'd
cry the pain away

i've been trying so hard (damn)
i've been trying so hard
i've been trying so hard
damn

damn
damn
damn

i was so wrong
and i haven't felt this lost in like so long (it's not worth it)
put it on god
he ain't care about my struggle in like so long

i wont take you back since
i hate to remember that all of this shits my fault
left you in the past tense
when it hits september i feel like im on my own
—

song credits:
produced by @prodelxnce and @cymricxo
mastered by @1falc

video credits:

directed by me
co-directed: ricardospdp
creative director: nevefilms
cinematographer: thomas hall
gaffer: zak fenning
steadicam operator: corey milo
steadicam assistant: luc vrhovnik
make up: emily rayner-airey
vhs: zakari hosein
drivers: jarek brdak + paul barbra
editor: nevefilms
colourist: anri adler
graphic design: sblngr
studio: visual line ltd
rental: onestopfilms + haze films ltd
process & scan: on8mil
model: amber sharkey

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wishes

#freakyvibes

#lyrics:

you think you're tied up now
why don't you wait a minute
try to cope with me but 
I done made you hit the limit
babe I know it's bright out 
but we've been busy sinning
cause when you're beautiful and hold me close

you could tell me that I got to see to believe it
everybody wanna be a freak till the knees bent
pull the rug underneath her feet till the weekend
touching teeth baby I deceive
I run around thinking I'm the shit but I'm a thief

breakdown stunted made me talk like I wanted to
late-town coming and I don't want me 
coming to terms with the shit on my back
when my brain isn't hurt I can fucking relax 
on god

melatonin don't work
had to fiend until my soul hurt
I could run across the whole earth
I been bleeding till my nose burst
I feel a little low-worse 
I feel a little more
oh I feel a little more

breakdowns made me someone I'm not
break a hole through the wall looking through what I sought for
late-town made me something I hate
and I'm always in the corner yelling

you could tell me that I got to see to believe it
everybody wanna be a freak till the knees bent
pull the rug underneath her feet till the weekend
touching teeth baby I deceive
I run around thinking I'm the shit, but I'm a seed to believe in
everybody wanna be a freak till the knees bent
pull the rug underneath her feet till the weekend
touching teeth baby I deceive
I run around talkin shit but baby I'm a FREAK

breakdown stunted made me talk like I wanted to
late-town coming and I don't want me 
coming to terms with the shit on my back
when my brain isn't hurt I can fucking relax 
on god

why don't you wait a minute
try to cope with me but 
I done made you hit the limit
babe I know it's bright out 
but we've been busy sinning
cause when you're beautiful and hold me close
you could tell me that I got to see

everybody wanna be a freak
baby I don't wanna be deceived
come into come into come into fact
come into come into come into please (freak)

FREAK

Produced, mixed & and mastered by me 
cover art by @haroldsboxers 

lyrics: 
they pull my strings 
tell me when to walk and how to talk
and where ive been 
its like theres a voice inside my head 
and its telling me where it stings
i cant live like that (x2) 

I keep checking the clock 
i swear to god the hands havent moved an inch
its still three on the dot im thinking all this for what?
and i can never tell when im dreaming
because my brain turns off every time i feel arlight
its like that shit doesnt matter at all
ive been living on auto pilot for to long 
but deep down i know its my fault 
(is it my fault?)

Strings

been a min

4cf - Meraki ft. riptony (gambitz)

mane kids these days always putting the word hyper in front of everything smh

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/oxidize1/fishing

shoutout to @niko_ix for the dope guitar solo

out on all plats now :)




lyrics:

woke up in the middle of the ocean

lungs feel sore and my chest feels tight (yea)

been feelin like i'm going thru the motions

body's waterlogged and i'm too scared to go outside (yea)

and i'm too scared to talk 

i'll just tell em that my hands are tied

and they'll let me off

tell em everything will be alright

no reason to stalk

but i'm stuck inside my bed and i can barely even walk

(wake up)

i've been staring at the ceiling just blinkin

letting every single negative emotion just sink in

always feelin like i'll throw up off whatever i'm drinkin

its got me going fucking crazy in the middle of the night i'm thinkin

	
WHY!?

DO I TERRORIZE MYSELF WITH ALL OF THESE

LIES!?

FIRING FLARES BUT THEY CAN NEVER SEE THE 

LIGHT!?

FUCK THE ODDS I'M ALWAYS DOWN TO ROLL THE DICE!?

BUT I ALWAYS SEEM TO RUN WHEN I'M HAVING TO PAY THE PRICE!?

PATHOLOGICAL SO I TELL MYSELF IM 

FINE!?

EVEN WHEN THE TRUTH IS RIGHT IN FRONT OF MY EYES!?

A PAINFUL FEELING THATS LINGERING EVERYDAY I TRY TO FIGHT!?

BUT THERES NO POINT IN TRYING WHEN ITS ALL JUST WASTED LIFE!?

 
when it's all just wasted life

every single day and every night
  
it's all just wasted life 

WHEN ITS ALL JUST WASTED LIFE!? 


EVERY SINGLE DAY BLEEDS INTO THE SAME

THE ONLY WAY OUT IS TO POISON MY BRAIN

SO PULL UP EVERY SCREEN AND CLOSE EVERY ESCAPE

AND HOOK THAT FUCKING DOPAMINE STRAIGHT TO MY VEINS

Fishing

produced by daywatch

lyrics:
tired of thinking up bars in my room that don't make sense
sometimes don't compute and i feel like i'm not cut out for this
sometimes
and i remember when they used to come up to me crazy, like
they had no respect for me but, i got ahead
in my own little way, in my own little space
in my head

and most don't even care about the consequence, i'm tryna guide
people like me to the light but only if they want to go
cus' when you fine with your situation, you gon' stay froze
don't matter how many loving people want you to be brave
i don't think you know how long it took too pull me out the grave
took me twelve long years just to figure out i'm hazed
took me four more years for my parents to relate
took me some more overthinking just to clear the slate

oh my god, i'm sick to core
y'know that it's bad when the hatred is decor
i think that i used it as protection
i'm older now and i don't seem to get the message

i guess i hate when everything gets on my nerves and i can't get out
of my head and i get real awkward and i can't get the words out my mouth
i really hate how i talk so i put an impression on my sound
my friends say it's all in my head so i guess that i'm just full of doubt

i guess i hate when everything gets on my nerves and i can't get out
of my head and i get real awkward-
sometimes i wish all four of my friends were packed in my skin
he wishes to be himself but, i wish i could be like him

oh, i think i'm done for the night
woah, feeling like i'm soft-locked
beat boys say it's beat block
but spitters say it's writers block
big boy in a corner
big boy in a corner

but i still try

could you sometimes think about us?
sometimes think about love?
cus' i need your company
would you do it for me?
i can't

sometimes think about us
i sometimes think about love and
it feels so dumb to me
i look in the mirror and fantasize about who i wanna be

dumb mic'd up wannabe
i wanna be seen
i wanna be me
i wanna find peace
imma let life do the finding

Fishing

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