i got new knifes so i could get drunk easier    ,kaysnoto

ive waited long hours
4u to hold my hand
i dont know what you want
i fear this is the end
tell me what u want, ik im not her
yk what i want
tryna be mature
i dont think its working, its kinda hurting
i dont think its worth it
u seemed so perfect
i dunno what u want
tell me ur favorite song
please dont hurt me!
youre always working
i dunno what i want
i needa kno whats wrong
see how ur hurting:((((((
but u seemed so perfectt...
i dont know what u want
i loved u from the start!!!
promise im holding on

u do what u want
n its making me kinda crayyzzz
u keep leaving me baby
i rlly miss my babyyyyyy.............

this isnt what i wanted
u made me think i was something
so many empty promises
u made me think u were honest

but u seemed so perfect

ive waited long hours
4u to hold my hand
i dont know what you want
i fear this is the end

u seemed so perfect

I don't believe it, no, it's just a trick
A twist in the wires, a glitch in the mix
I see you there, like you’re not really gone
I’ll wake up soon, I’m just hanging on
 It’s just a dream, its not my night
I’ll keep on moving, I’ll keep on trying

Ain’t no reason for me to be crying

but its not real

I’ll pretend you’re still around


This is your fault, yeah, I’m pointing fingers now
I thought we’d have time, now the clock just lingers loud
Can’t stand the silence, the empty space
I’ll scream it out, I’ll scream in your face
ill ruin your life like you ruined 

Maybe if I pray, if I make a deal
Maybe there’s a way you'd stay
I’ll give up everything, scratch that just let me be
I’ll make it right, please come back to me

I’m sinking slow, into the deep
I can’t find the strength 
but i think im okay with letting u go

5 stages of OH grief

@revivle

stare at your silhouette
waiting for you
i need you here with me
staring at my phone
are you coming home tonight?
call me when i cant sleep
calling out your name
looking at the sky
its hurting, im yearning
my hands are shaking
i feel this aching in my chest 
you knew what was best
i hoped you were faking
my heart feels vacant
too early to rest
i wish god took me instead ( instead ) 
so now i talk to you in my sleep
hoping that you'll hear me
see you in my dreams
hoping that ill hear you again

@revivle @kiheir 

stare at your silhouette
waiting for you ( waiting for you )
i need you here with me 

@kiheir
pardon me oh, my anxiety peaks 
my anxiety is peaking oh 
i know that you're upset with me and 
i cant find the time 
to shape up in your eyes girl 
i isolate for too long 
you lay in my head like a song girl 
but if i tell you my reasons 
you'd probably think im bluffing 
and just say that im too far gone

silhouette w/ kiheir

prod. souljahrosa
stab a bitch in the tummy
she said she wont fuck me
she said she dont love me
she said she wont touch me
so i didnt touch her
i just let this blade do
do what it wants too
and i think im retarded
none of this shit make sense
fuck it she was my bitch
so i fucking killed her 
i think im retarded
fuck it i just stabbed the bitch
that was so retarded

am i retarded? :(

running after
you I'm tired
you don't know how long I've tried
its exhausting
chasing after
someone who wouldn't care if I died

I just want you girl 
I just want you here
id give you the world 
baby I'm not scared
I just sit and watch
baby its not fair
when I see you pass 
baby I just stare

slipping through the cracks
want you to notice me
peeking in your windows
just to watch you sleep
one day ill be there
it'll be you and me
and ill stab you in the back 
just watch you bleed out

cracks

prod me

you made your choice again
i showed you to my friends

you wrote me out instead
and stayed right in my head

you were always in my bed
dont know how its supposed to end

you always tried to defend
and i cant keep playing pretend



show me what i did to you
and i know you arent telling me the truth 

take my hand im turning blue
so i can be the one to tell you we’re through

and you always put the blame on me
cuz i promised that i take the heat

and when i see you on the street
i remind myself that im finally free

IDIOTIC

NO GOING BACK (FEAT. XIXVII - X)

everything by me

living in moments
i'm counting my days
acting like you never  knew me 
while i'm wasting away
spending my time in the moonlight
we're ignoring the pain
never mattered after all
did this matter after all ? 
i'm still here
and it's like you don't know what you do to me
i'm crying quietly
i'm spending days in bed again like i used to 
the things i do for love it seems
waiting outside for me
this all means nothing if i'm waiting to lose you

cracks

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