『 0245 2021 1218 』「Q」
[Further description below]

[THE AUDIO CONTENT]
Juli♡ / ☆Julia Alexa☆
Fem. Singer Songwriter
Melancholic | Emo | Sad
[Prod.] Zug/Switzerland

[RELATED PLAYLISTING] 1
Moar Sad Boi Sad Gal Emo Vibez
by Artist & Mashup Compilations.

chill for melanchoholics
https://soundcloud.com/mrqlx/sets/004-q2-va-sad-boi-trap
singer acoustic (t)rap
https://soundcloud.com/mrqlx/sets/122-q2-a-ghosty-emo-sadboi
fem(cel) songwriter usa
https://soundcloud.com/mrqlx/sets/165-q2-a-brynn-miche-singer
melanchoholicompilation
https://soundcloud.com/mrqlx/sets/109-q1-va-gloomy-sad-boi-1
weltschmerz swag rap
https://soundcloud.com/mrqlx/sets/007-q2-va-de-rap-emo

[RELATED PLAYLISTING]
Singer Songwriter Voices (Human)
Artist (Label/Profile) Playlists only! 

vocal folk rap reggae ukr
https://soundcloud.com/mrqlx/sets/055-q2-a-piatnica-duo-ukraine
rastafari irie tunes usa
https://soundcloud.com/mrqlx/sets/101-q2-a-sennid-rootsreggae
tokyo based songwriter
https://soundcloud.com/mrqlx/sets/058-q2-a-ren-al-cistus-japan
alt indie folk songwriter
https://soundcloud.com/mrqlx/sets/052-q2-a-mario-show-china
sad boi acoustic singer
https://soundcloud.com/mrqlx/sets/203-q2-a-kayou-emo-lofi-chill
singer acoustic (t)rap
https://soundcloud.com/mrqlx/sets/122-q2-a-ghosty-emo-sadboi
fem(cel) songwriter usa
https://soundcloud.com/mrqlx/sets/165-q2-a-brynn-miche-singer
bootleg songwriter etc
https://soundcloud.com/mrqlx/sets/459-q2-remix-tributes-cover-va

FURTHER RELATION/S]
My dear reader! (And/or listener!)
Keep scrolling, you'll find a set of
"Intertwined Playlists," designed
for smooth access & reachability!
I will NOT state that there's W.i.P.
although there IS always Work in
Progress! Until further notice... Q

[6 x SUB SECTION Q+2]
At first, the Playlist most related
to the one you are in right now...
Sort of a Genre based Schedule
with "similar" music and tunes...

voices "english" MAIN
https://soundcloud.com/mrqlx/sets/157-q2-plus-hum-engl

Plus these five ones below,
same thing for the various
Subgenres of the "Human"
Singer & Songwriter, Rap &
Hip Hop, Indie Pop section

voices "japanese" MAIN
https://soundcloud.com/mrqlx/sets/134-q2-plus-hum-asia
voices "europe" MAIN
https://soundcloud.com/mrqlx/sets/121-q2-plus-hum-euro
voices "deutsch" MAIN
https://soundcloud.com/mrqlx/sets/010-q2-plus-hum-germ
voices "east side" MAIN
https://soundcloud.com/mrqlx/sets/053-q2-plus-hum-east
voices "multi lingo" MAIN
https://soundcloud.com/mrqlx/sets/398-q2-plus-hum-misc

[Q10 MAIN SECTION 1+2] & 3?
My best attempt of an overview
with a mere 50 plus of Playlists!
Meaning that's the "Homebase"
of all the Q+ Style Subsidiaries!
Not to mention this Sh*tload of
DJ-Mixes, Livesets, VA's & LP's!

long live the "red queen"
https://soundcloud.com/mrqlx/sets/091-q1-plus-q10-alicia

She has even already received a
sequel that includes ALL * Links
to my sorted Mixes & Live-Sets!
*Except for the Playlists released
later than February/March 2023!

the journey continues...
https://soundcloud.com/mrqlx/sets/460-q1-plus-q10-alice2

So much for now... I'm quite sure
that pulling up with a Volume 03
is inevitable, but it will be a damn
hell of a hassle to link that sucker!
However, there's always a reason
to return to the very first one and
start a re-do of things! Until then
I hope y'all are havin' a good one
and enjoy your music and/or arts!

*someday i'll have a signature. Q

[A] Juli[a] Alexa Piano Sad Gal Emo Singer | Q2 (245)

hated spring

Type shit

Just U Laughing Is Enough

julia alexa

Copy of AKUMUH

julia alexa complete

please hold me - Julia Alexa

new song with @lvgg via @dabootlegboy
stream : https://too.fm/6x300qo
lyrics 🌧️

hook (julia alexa):

i don’t want to die
i just don’t want to live
cause the more i try
the less i get back

verse 1 (levi):

i fall apart in your arms
and i don’t even know how this started
stay by my side till we sleep but baby
i know you‘re gone in the morning
(i know you‘re gone in the morning)

and i’m writing song after song
i just don’t feel like i’m being honest
and every word that i say hurts you deep
and thats not what i wanted

hook (julia alexa):

i don’t want to die
i just don’t want to live
cause the more i try
the less i get back

verse 2 (levi)

you said you will call me i guess you were lying
can’t handle emotions but god i’ve been trying
too many days i’ve been stuck in this circle
don’t wanna lose you, i don‘t wanna hurt you
running around with no heart in my chest
don’t tell me your feelings it makes me upset
i try to change but i‘m still work in progress
i‘m walking miles baby i‘m crossing oceans

and i‘m writing song after song
i just don’t feel like i‘m being honest
and every word that i say hurts you deep
and that‘s not what i wanted

hook (julia alexa):

i don’t want to die
i just don’t want to live
cause the more i try
the less i get back

i don’t wanna die
i just don’t want to live
cause in my twenty years
i have never felt a thing

i don't want to die (with levi)

us against the world - juli

when u needed me i stayed hidden
so 4 u this is good riddance

good riddance

if god exists

i hate myself

wishing well

damage

2 scared 2 lose u

am i the problem?

the first time we met - Julia Alexa

s/o to deckabeats & alsbeatz for bringing this one to life
& s/o to you for stickin' around! it's guardin szn!

lyrics
--------
clock strikes twelve it's all over after
distant memories of disaster
full eclipse the sky's falling fast
we're all dead by dawn  

i guess the goal is
to set my body back beside my soul
cause i guess really all i wants control
this world is ugly but we paint it gold
i've lost my discretion a decrepit hole
sits inside my body where i tug and pull
and pull and pull
your life code was patched
with a fine tooth comb
all the lights were detached
i guess nobody's home
in your bed lies a match
where the fire was thrown
i don't like where this goes
can you leave me alone
(cause when the)

clock strikes twelve it's all over after
distant memories of disaster
full eclipse the sky's falling fast
we're all dead by dawn  

i don't wanna do this
feeling like i got to
channel what i'm bestowed
pushing on the gas
till i'm drivin real fast
when i crash imma reload

enter the void

distant memories (prod. deckabeats x alsbeatz)

bathroom floor - Julia Alexa

poison myself - Julia Alexa

knife in my heart - Julia Alexa

i hate how i love u - Julia Alexa

i want to live forever when i die - Julia Alexa

happy halloween! thought i'd hit y'all with a fun one for the holidays!
s/o to @siemspark + @rjpasin for brining this to life!

lyrics
--------
wake up
get the crust out of your eyes
it's so late it's like 7:45
this whole place is asleep while i'm alive
i'm lonely but i guess that i'll survive
it's alright if you look me in the eyes
don't be afraid yeah i promise i won't bite
i'm not awake was asleep when you arrived
now i'm half baked & i don't think that i should drive

and i don't think that you're alright
it's the little things about you i've been noticing on site
you've been howling all night
inconsistencies will always be attached to your life
if you're running don't hide
cause the probability of getting caught is so high
oh and at least i fucking tried
a corrupt intervention when your truth is just a lie
so throw this away
flush it right down the drain
you've perfected your aim
looks like nothings changed
so maybe

wake up
get the crust out of your eyes
it's so late it's like 7:45
this whole place is asleep while i'm alive
i'm lonely but i guess that i'll survive
it's alright if you look me in the eyes
don't be afraid yeah i promise i won't bite
i'm not awake was asleep when you arrived
now i'm half baked & i don't think that i should drive

music video

half baked (prod. siem spark x rj pasin)

lover’s grip

lyrics
--------
december left me cold
lying in the snow
you left me here alone
freezing through my coat
the ice inside my throat
ain't melting anymore
these bones of mine are old
and time will take it's toll

this story's mine to tell
and i'll tell it for forever
when the time comes
we can measure
how my pain is now your pleasure
and i know
nothing in this world will ever bring me back
from what you took can't take it back no more
can't take it back no more
can't take it back no more
cause i am not the man i was
i'm merely pantomiming him for show

warm wishes

@akumuh - AM I REALLY THE DEVIL? (prod. RezzyDaCreator)

@akumuh - I WISH WE HAD MORE TIME, BUT LIFE IS CRUEL THAT WAY (prod. RezzyDaCreator)

Lyrics

What do I do? I don't even know
I don't have a home, I got nowhere to go
I been holdin' it in, I don't know how to cope
With the pain that's within every ounce of my bones

Don't look up to me, I am the epitome
Of all the reasons everyone got rid of me
Don't say you care cause I know you just pity me
God if you're there tell me why you did this to me

I'm a loser, I know I'm a mess
Only at this computer know how to confess
All the things I can never get off of my chest
Life is a game I just wanna reset

Pushing away any entity tryna be friends with me
See everyone as an enemy
Tired of fighting though, I wanna stop
At this point I don't know if I can turn it off

I'll never be who I wanted to when I was wanting you all I could dream of was holding you
I couldn't change all the hoe in you, I was just boring you, how did I ever see love in you?

Never was there when I needed it, pain you were feeding it 
My heart was yours, you were beating it
I feel like X you were eating it, I kept repeating it
Knife in my back, I'ma leave it in

God I don't know where I went wrong in life
But I need to figure it out but I can't figure it out
I just been losing myself, all been doing well
Tryna call god, think I'm going to hell

But I don't want to, no I don't wanna
I just succumb to all the weight I'm under
I'm not an angel, baby I'm a monster
From another angle, I'm a motherfucker

That's just how this thing go, I'm just on the river
Might let this pain go, I might pull the trigger

spotify.

bones. | Produced by septfree

@akumuh - NONFICTION (prod. shvde)

Produced by tennis player

Lyrics

Truth is I'm a liar
I can't go to heaven my soul already on fire
This is shit, I can't even get a grip
I been walking on a cliff and I think that I'm bouta slip

Like woah, I can't hold on
No more I'm so done
Go just like everyone else
We went through the same thing but you ain't feel what I felt

You don't know the cold in my bones
You don't know the ghost in my home
You don't feel the hate in my veins
You don't know my story, we ain't even on the same page

I just wanna feel alive
I don't wanna feel like this, I'm dead inside
Maybe in another life
I won't need to think about another life

Maybe you won't leave me for another guy
Maybe you won't tell my ass another lie
Maybe I won't give a bitch another try
Maybe I won't give a shit and you'll just die

Bird brain, head cage, I'ma let it fly
I don't think about the pain tonight
I can't get away from the pain inside
All I feel is hate, I just wanna say goodbye

I can't heal with all the pain I deal with
I don't wanna feel it no more, I wanna kill it
Death to what's in me, demons I know many
But one's always closer than the others, like a brother

Truth is I'm a liar
I can't go to heaven my soul already on fire
This is shit, I can't even get a grip
I been walking on a cliff and I think that I'm bouta slip

Like woah, I can't hold on
No more I'm so done
Go just like everyone else
We went through the same thing but you ain't feel what I felt

You don't know the cold in my bones
You don't know the ghost in my home
You don't feel the hate in my veins
You don't know my story, we ain't even on the same page

I just wanna...
I don't wanna feel like this, I'm....
Maybe in a...
I won't need to think about a...

anotherlife.

@akumuh - CLOSER TO CLOSURE (prod. neverforever)

@akumuh - MY HEAD HURTS (prod. neverforever)

i only let u down

Bloody Hands - Julia Alexa (Jeff Thomas Remix)

Free Download

0040 (Rework of Ólafur Arnalds)

The Saxophones - If You're On The Water

strangers now

julia alexa & belfa - everything i couldn't be

caitlin // bent denim

my spam soundcloud <3
pls dm me on insta @ juliaalex.a b4 sampling any of my songs, tyy!

i only let u down

juli♡