hated spring

dont let it go, theres so much left to say

produced by @nothingnowheremusic
thank you all for listening <3 love yall

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elevate (prod. nothing,nowhere.)

ПОДРУЖКА - saypink!

черняга, Ч. 2

лучшая среди нас

katanacss - затяжки

s/o to deckabeats & alsbeatz for bringing this one to life
& s/o to you for stickin' around! it's guardin szn!

lyrics
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clock strikes twelve it's all over after
distant memories of disaster
full eclipse the sky's falling fast
we're all dead by dawn  

i guess the goal is
to set my body back beside my soul
cause i guess really all i wants control
this world is ugly but we paint it gold
i've lost my discretion a decrepit hole
sits inside my body where i tug and pull
and pull and pull
your life code was patched
with a fine tooth comb
all the lights were detached
i guess nobody's home
in your bed lies a match
where the fire was thrown
i don't like where this goes
can you leave me alone
(cause when the)

clock strikes twelve it's all over after
distant memories of disaster
full eclipse the sky's falling fast
we're all dead by dawn  

i don't wanna do this
feeling like i got to
channel what i'm bestowed
pushing on the gas
till i'm drivin real fast
when i crash imma reload

enter the void

distant memories (prod. deckabeats x alsbeatz)

happy halloween! thought i'd hit y'all with a fun one for the holidays!
s/o to @siemspark + @rjpasin for brining this to life!

lyrics
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wake up
get the crust out of your eyes
it's so late it's like 7:45
this whole place is asleep while i'm alive
i'm lonely but i guess that i'll survive
it's alright if you look me in the eyes
don't be afraid yeah i promise i won't bite
i'm not awake was asleep when you arrived
now i'm half baked & i don't think that i should drive

and i don't think that you're alright
it's the little things about you i've been noticing on site
you've been howling all night
inconsistencies will always be attached to your life
if you're running don't hide
cause the probability of getting caught is so high
oh and at least i fucking tried
a corrupt intervention when your truth is just a lie
so throw this away
flush it right down the drain
you've perfected your aim
looks like nothings changed
so maybe

wake up
get the crust out of your eyes
it's so late it's like 7:45
this whole place is asleep while i'm alive
i'm lonely but i guess that i'll survive
it's alright if you look me in the eyes
don't be afraid yeah i promise i won't bite
i'm not awake was asleep when you arrived
now i'm half baked & i don't think that i should drive

music video

half baked (prod. siem spark x rj pasin)

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LYRICS:

VERSE 1: 
Yo
I’m an addict
Addicted to being savage
My life is a little graphic
Like HBO making magic
I’m rapping to make that passive...
Money come in from traffic....
Doing mental gymnastics
I’m fluid and problematic
You losing if you come at me the wrong way
I’ve come a long way from sippin’ on Bombay
It's 1942 now 
In this loud mouth
Sippin’ hard in the back of a booth sold out
I can never get enough
Success is a drug
The money come in, but then I want more stuff
So I gotta work hard, play harder
Gotta work smarter
Time is money, and money is hard earned
So I’m not giving up
No I’m not giving in
I was born in this world I swear to make a difference
If you need a mentor I got something for you kid
Just watch the way I move and try your best to copy it…

HOOK (2x):
I run it like a CEO
I move like an athlete pro
I party like a rockstar's show
I live every day like my last, never know
I run it like a CEO
I move like an athlete pro
I party like a rockstar's show
I live every day like my last, never know

VERSE 2:
I like life, it gives you a chance for greatness
And you can waste it, or you can take it
Take control of your fate and chase it
I’ve been running towards dreams since I was just a kid
I’ve been held down, held back, hated
I’ve been pissed off, mad, frustrated... 
I’ve been loved, admired and finally made it 
To the other side where I realize something sacred
It's not about what anyone else thinks of me
It's all about how I live, what's my legacy?
Am I happy? Did I give fucking everything?
Or did I hold back, scared of all the uncertainty?
I think differently
Cuz now I’m different see
That's what happens when you take control of destiny
I have dignity
My pride it lives in me
And now it's time to teach others how to win with me…

HOOK (2x):
I run it like a CEO
I move like an athlete pro
I party like a rockstar's show
I live every day like my last, never know
I run it like a CEO
I move like an athlete pro
I party like a rockstar's show
I live every day like my last, never know

BRIDGE (4x):
I will be the best
I will be the greatest
If it's just in my head
I don't care, man I made it
Peace in my mind
I’m alive, I’m fine
I’ll live my best life
With the gift of time...



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Rare [Copyright Free]

lyrics
--------
december left me cold
lying in the snow
you left me here alone
freezing through my coat
the ice inside my throat
ain't melting anymore
these bones of mine are old
and time will take it's toll

this story's mine to tell
and i'll tell it for forever
when the time comes
we can measure
how my pain is now your pleasure
and i know
nothing in this world will ever bring me back
from what you took can't take it back no more
can't take it back no more
can't take it back no more
cause i am not the man i was
i'm merely pantomiming him for show

warm wishes

Lyrics

I ain't got shit left to give
I ain't got shit left to share, don't even care
I ain't got shit left to feel
I ain't got shit left to heal, life isn't fair

I ain't got shit for a friend
Don't wanna make any amends, I burned the bridge
I ain't gone build it again
I would just burn it again, just for the sin

I feel alive when I'm detmer
Only to feel like I died when I'm better
I won't let me turn to Ken again ever
That was a bad link, I had to sever

They think I'm gone but I'm clever
I can come back where I wanna whenever
I learned to feel pain like it was pleasure
I'll cross the line to the point of no measure

Don't even need me a reason, sometimes I do it because I know I can
Knew it was wrong for reason, I knew just what it would cost but I did it again
Told me don't talk to the demons, I went and sat at the table to meet with 'em all
Now I got a few in my body that won't ever leave until I'm just a body

Till I'm just a pile of dust, till I'm just a pile of ashes
Highschool got on the bus, just hoping the driver would crash it
I don't know why I'm in a rush for a promise that never was broken
On the edge so I just need a push, chaos is all that I'm hoping

I ain't got shit left to give
I ain't got shit left to share, don't even care
I ain't got shit left to feel
I ain't got shit left to heal, life isn't fair

I ain't got shit for a friend
Don't wanna make any amends, I burned the bridge
I ain't gone build it again
I would just burn it again, just for the sin

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left to. | Produced by septfree & inbloom

Lyrics

What do I do? I don't even know
I don't have a home, I got nowhere to go
I been holdin' it in, I don't know how to cope
With the pain that's within every ounce of my bones

Don't look up to me, I am the epitome
Of all the reasons everyone got rid of me
Don't say you care cause I know you just pity me
God if you're there tell me why you did this to me

I'm a loser, I know I'm a mess
Only at this computer know how to confess
All the things I can never get off of my chest
Life is a game I just wanna reset

Pushing away any entity tryna be friends with me
See everyone as an enemy
Tired of fighting though, I wanna stop
At this point I don't know if I can turn it off

I'll never be who I wanted to when I was wanting you all I could dream of was holding you
I couldn't change all the hoe in you, I was just boring you, how did I ever see love in you?

Never was there when I needed it, pain you were feeding it 
My heart was yours, you were beating it
I feel like X you were eating it, I kept repeating it
Knife in my back, I'ma leave it in

God I don't know where I went wrong in life
But I need to figure it out but I can't figure it out
I just been losing myself, all been doing well
Tryna call god, think I'm going to hell

But I don't want to, no I don't wanna
I just succumb to all the weight I'm under
I'm not an angel, baby I'm a monster
From another angle, I'm a motherfucker

That's just how this thing go, I'm just on the river
Might let this pain go, I might pull the trigger

bones. | Produced by septfree

Produced by tennis player

Lyrics

Truth is I'm a liar
I can't go to heaven my soul already on fire
This is shit, I can't even get a grip
I been walking on a cliff and I think that I'm bouta slip

Like woah, I can't hold on
No more I'm so done
Go just like everyone else
We went through the same thing but you ain't feel what I felt

You don't know the cold in my bones
You don't know the ghost in my home
You don't feel the hate in my veins
You don't know my story, we ain't even on the same page

I just wanna feel alive
I don't wanna feel like this, I'm dead inside
Maybe in another life
I won't need to think about another life

Maybe you won't leave me for another guy
Maybe you won't tell my ass another lie
Maybe I won't give a bitch another try
Maybe I won't give a shit and you'll just die

Bird brain, head cage, I'ma let it fly
I don't think about the pain tonight
I can't get away from the pain inside
All I feel is hate, I just wanna say goodbye

I can't heal with all the pain I deal with
I don't wanna feel it no more, I wanna kill it
Death to what's in me, demons I know many
But one's always closer than the others, like a brother

Truth is I'm a liar
I can't go to heaven my soul already on fire
This is shit, I can't even get a grip
I been walking on a cliff and I think that I'm bouta slip

Like woah, I can't hold on
No more I'm so done
Go just like everyone else
We went through the same thing but you ain't feel what I felt

You don't know the cold in my bones
You don't know the ghost in my home
You don't feel the hate in my veins
You don't know my story, we ain't even on the same page

I just wanna...
I don't wanna feel like this, I'm....
Maybe in a...
I won't need to think about a...

anotherlife.

little rainbows after death

the fool

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LYRICS:

Hey hey hey hey!
Woah!
Hey hey hey hey!

Yeah I'm all alone
And still learning to let go
I'll carry on my own
And find out where I belong
And I just need to move on 
I have hope
I'm open to a new place, a new road
I'm on my own
But I'm better off alone
Yeah I'm better off alone

And I wake up
To a new day
In the same place
With a new flame
It's not too late
I'll be okay
Leave behind all
That led to my pain
And I know it's never really ever quite perfect
But I know the hardest things are always worth it…

Yeah I'm all alone
And still learning to let go
I'll carry on my own
And find out where I belong
And I just need to move on 
I have hope
I'm open to a new place, a new road
I'm on my own
But I'm better off alone
Yeah I'm better off alone

(2x)
Got demons in my head
They’re better off dead
I'll find a way to kill this sorrow
Got demons in my head
I used to regret
Be in a better place tomorrow...

And I wake up
To a new day
In the same place
With a new flame
I will make change
I will make a new life…

Yeah I'm all alone
And still learning to let go
I'll carry on my own
And find out where I belong
And I just need to move on 
I have hope
I'm open to a new place, a new road
I'm on my own
But I'm better off alone
Yeah I'm better off alone

Hey hey hey hey!
Woah!
Hey hey hey hey!

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Learning to Let Go [Copyright-Free]

eevee - all night

baby i can’t stand
not bein in your arms
wasn’t in tha plan
to give up my heart
i kept on fallin apart 
if you love me
lets jus restart
baby i can’t stand
not bein in your arms
wasn’t in tha plan
to give up my heart
i kept on fallin apart 
if you love me
lets jus restart

blacked out before i even pulled to tha club
but les pop another bottle
tryna stay fucked up
so what bitch
you left me
so i’m hitting up my plug bitch
cuz i don’t need your love
i jus need more drugs
i’m lost in my thoughts
so i block it all with alcohol
and hella pills 
i’m a lost cause
it’s kinda crazy
i was really hoping maybe baby you could save me

i got a cold heart
ima- ima- ima-
time to restart
ya
time to re-restart
i got a cold heart
ima- ima- ima-
time to restart
ya
time to re-restart

trashstar [prod. gloryasap x xgatteora]

i only let u down

waterboarded in my dreams

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LYRICS:

Yo stand up 
We gon make some moves tonight
Yeah stand up
Got something to prove tonight
So stand up
We ain't gonna plan tonight 
We gonna take action on our dreams and fight...alright
We ain't gonna stall never stop
We gon make it all to the top
So stand up
We ain't gonna plan tonight
We gonna take action on our dreams and fight... alright

Yeah it's time to stand up take control tonight
Spent too much time on the plan, it's right
It's time to execute now on your dream in life
Gotta fail fast, learn, try again and fight, alright
Pull the trigger
Six, seven figures
Making that money from the drive that's in ya
Gold digger
Making money quicker
Pain is good, make ya skin a little thicker uh...
It ain't luck
Anyone that's at the top know it ain't luck
It's a grind, it's the time since the day one
Its your mind deep inside
How you stay tough
How you get back up
You put the work in and it comes back
Multiplies stacks
Execute and you can take that
Which you want bad
It’s the truth I'm the change that
You can make, fact
Yeah i've done it, it ain't luck i can teach you fast...

Yo stand up 
We gon make some moves tonight
Yeah stand up
Got something to prove tonight
So stand up
We ain't gonna plan tonight 
We gonna take action on our dreams and fight...alright
We ain't gonna stall never stop
We gon make it all to the top
So stand up
We ain't gonna plan tonight
We gonna take action on our dreams and fight... alright
Ay ay ay
We gonna take action on our dreams and fight... alright
Ay ay ay
We gonna take action on our dreams and fight... alright

You can get it all in some time
Make your dreams come, come to life
We ain't thinking small, thinking light
We just want it all in our sights
Move quicker
See the big picture
You could be selfish or you can be a giver
Goal wizard
Problem solve fixer
We ain't giving up till it's all delivered, uh
Don't stop
The top
We gon make it alright
No loss
Just hard work and then some long nights
Get lost
We dive deep, a disciplined life
The cost
Is sweat, time yeah a worthy price
I don't care what they all say
No way
Negativity, any hate I got no space
We gon put our hands up to the sky
Appreciate our lives and we fight till we die!

Yo stand up 
We gon make some moves tonight
Yeah stand up
Got something to prove tonight
So stand up
We ain't gonna plan tonight 
We gonna take action on our dreams and fight...alright
We ain't gonna stall never stop
We gon make it all to the top
So stand up
We ain't gonna plan tonight
We gonna take action on our dreams and fight... alright
Ay ay ay
We gonna take action on our dreams and fight... alright
Ay ay ay
We gonna take action on our dreams and fight... alright


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Stand Up [Copyright-Free]

Fuck this place I hate this town
Swear one day I'll burn it down
I prefer when no one round
Cause I just wanna die with sound

Smoke so much
I cannot feel my toes
I've been getting high
To try to fill these holes
Inside my mind
I hate me all the time
Feel depressed
But I tell em that I'm fine
Cause they don't really
Know or understand
It's not their fault
I really wasn't in the plan
But really I don't give a damn
I stack my money up
I got them blue strips in my hands
In the club and I'm throwin bands
I'm only 17
But you know I'm still the man
Any drug you want
You know I got it
She looked me right
In the eyes and she popped it

I'm so high not coming down
Fuck this place I hate this town
My creative vibe is running out
I'm gonna die
The light is out
She crushed my heart and took my soul
She took my youth and made me old
I hate this bitch with my whole heart
Left me shattered from the start

Left me in the dark

Yeah she left me in the dark
I think I'm gonna die
Demons coming for me
Angels falling out the sky
Now my heart is fucked up
Baby I was love drunk
Fell into a nightmare
Now I'll never wake up

I will never wake up
I don't wanna say much
I just wanna crash fast
Knew it when our lips touched
I fell for you too hard
I can't get back up
Now I'm fucking stuck here
I always have the worst luck

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hated spring

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