Love <3

sauve-moi ep3

The Upload

Aftermoon

forget me like forgetting the lyrics to my old songs

produced by @taxpurposes
thank you all for listening <3

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inside (guardin cover)

know better w/ eric godlow (prod m.e)

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lyrics:

baby ive been feeling worthless 
you dont give your time of day
tell what i did to deserve this
u fuck me over cause u think ill think its ok
ill keep running back
prepare for the attack
you get me underwater
my visions turning black 
i dont wanna argue
but you make it so hard
all i wanna do 

all i wanna do is know your love
but when i wake up in the morning i can hear you screaming out
all i wanna do is get you moaning
but when i cry its on your skin
its so wrong to love like this

baby why are u so fucking cold
maybe u just hurt me cause u know 
ill keep coming back cause i need more
ill keep running


i know u dont care and youll probably be fine
im in the corner in the back your mind
i know you'll never love me like i love you
but i can pretend u do 


hold me down
paint me as the villian so u can be mad
be like that 
you know i don't deserve it 
you do this shit on purpose

all i wanna do is know your love
but when i wake up in the morning i can hear you screaming out
all i wanna do is get you moaning
but when i cry its on your skin
its so wrong to love like this

baby why are u so fucking cold
maybe u just hurt me cause u know 
ill keep coming back cause i need more
ill keep running

on your skin demo (out everywhere now!!)

Penance

MiseryGarden Collective exclusive release!!

written by kobayami, Vertigo, & Lxst Boy
produced by jxsie beats
mixed by Lxst Boy & kobayami
mastered by Lxst Boy
cover art by kobayami

-lyrics-
(Verse 1: kobayami)
been about a year since I felt your grace
and I wont lie
I been missing that pretty face
with bangs on the side
thinking bout what i could've done better for you
should've adored you
should've gone for it and kissed you
well you know it wasn't always that bad
got to finally meet when you drove me mad 
with your beautiful looks
and the rope that you took from me
I know what I ain't took
but you put the life back in me
2 weeks into meeting you and we're talking in the dms
blowing up my phone, stating up until the a.m.
talking bout cute days but we'll never see them
cause I dont talk to you no more
I'm sorry babe I should've done more
without me though you're much better off
I'm not the same as i was before
mostly cause I'm such a bore

(Verse 2: Vertigo)
never been that into bangs but they look good on you
I never meant to change my ways, sorry if I failed you
now i just need you to know that I made every shot count
and I counted up my sorrows while I'm still on this couch
got ice cream and movies, yeah thats where I'm at
I'm feeling empty in my chest, dont know where  my head's at
I got a grovel to my voice, she said lets smoke till 2
i like that you think that, so lets go smoke on the roof
wish that I could've brought some weed and ride the high like noble steeds
but instead I grow like weeds
and affect your love too
she said I always seemed like the man with the plan
those people annoy be though, they're the type i can't stand
and so I'm sorry that i bored you with my lackluster ways
i hope that you'll forgive me
maybe
maybe someday

(Verse 3: Lxst Boy)
yeah
brush your bangs up off your face
looking so cute
I tried to be a better person
but that's far from the truth
and baby i cant fall asleep
cause I'm thinking bout you
constantly i find myself
walking straight up the moon
i miss your pale white face
in the glow of the evening light
talk about our past decisions
one day maybe get it right
yeah
or maybe get our act together
I sit and ponder petty things like the rainy weather
you picked me like a rose and told me I was something special
and now i wither and I die, never elemental
I grow as old as the trees as they surround the middle
I'm sorry that I'm boring
oh baby just a little

you're boring (kobayami, jxsie beats, Vertigo, & Lxst Boy)

@sorrow - sunshine (prod. 8ROKEBOY)

boredddddddd but heres one with umu :)

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LYRICS:

There was once a day that I would pray for you
I’d go and misbehave just so you’d notice too
Sneakin looks up and down from across the room
And damn what a hell of a view 

PRE:
I feel good 
You look great
I like you
I can’t wait
A first time
A first date
You’re so fine
I’m so late 
You sip wine
I drink straight
Don’t waste time
To my place 
I feel my
Heart it race 
So catch me if I fall

VERSE 2:
I’m fallin fast
Sitting here praying that this night’s gon last...
You got it all in tap
I’m loving your vibe, always have your back
We like all the same tracks
Listen all night in the sheets all black
Said I’m fallin fast
Don’t remember life before you that’s fact

PRE:
I feel good 
You look great
I like you
I can’t wait
A first time
A first date
You’re so fine
I’m so late 
You sip wine
I drink straight
Don’t waste time
To my place 
I feel my
Heart it race 
So catch me if I fall

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Co Beats-19

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everything will be alright in the end.

Yeah Boy and Doll Face-Pierce the Veil

a letter to someone who wont even know 
-L


i’m average everlasting need a medic I’m on a stretcher doing damage when I don’t answer tried to call up but it’s like never you said so what I don’t know about this shit I don’t really give a fuck way to high off the shit I’m gone I’m stuck I’m really feeling starstruck bitch I’m lost all gone alone no one uh uh so what you know you know because she won’t ever be the same guy my family on my ass I don’t think it’s OK you could see it in the face


i’m average everlasting need a medic I’m on a stretcher doing damage when I don’t answer tried to call up but it’s like never
Your love is toxic I don’t want it don’t even want it but I need it don’t got no options don’t you know options see you talking to all your friends like I’ve been unconscious got this pain eating me away hitting at my noggin we used to talk you should talk as friends everything was set but then you wanted more than you had never could forget but I needed needed you could I bee a fool I had this pain it wont ever pass leave it in the pass I would give u anything didn't have it was the way you had to move knocking me off track

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