prod by marlon & jacob vallen

its hard to feel proud
wonder when i fell behind
i cant find a reason now
between the lines

need something i can lean on
just something for myself
people change, it seems im the only one that cant move on at all

sleep away my days, its got me feeling useless
theres alot to say, when i dont i feel like a nuisance 

sleep away i lay awake
don't follow me, my dream is fake
my blood still flows it circulates
clown on stage 

not everything revolves around you, its a hard truth to tell, all this circus has to end
i've been barely proud of myself, this is where i dwell, no more masks we used to lend
from now on it's only no repent, i just do my thing, then i got no one to blame
but in the end i did resent, think i didn't think, enough to see flames

proud w/ marlon

blow it off p. prodbychen

My perfect victory (prod. sorrowbringer)

Merlot (legos)

prod me

lyrics

im never moving my fate
imma look back at ur face
return my hat its not urs
ill act like i was never bored
hard
youre making it hard
playing my part
look up at the stars
i make no marks
i use my card
raising the bar
u wont get far
its only up
aluminum
and theyll be hating
while my hands are up
thats just my luck
i guess we're done
but u gone and ruined all the fun
i know that we'll get through it together
bleed out my cranium, im not better
im not good at using my resources
but i think ill learn for you cuz its important
return on investments, thats extortion
all of these compliments that im warding
what's all this hope? im feeling a beacon
those pretty blue eyes i cant help from reaching
pain
ima sit under the rain
just help me save faith
make way
drained
im tempted to run away
im getting thrown strays
hey
hey

aluminum

"fragile" produced by: ilyl1ght
inspired by xona

lyrics:
its getting worse now, worse now
ill work it out
calm down, calm down?
ill find a way out, way out?
now ill regret the day i let you see my face

i lay out on the floor
i wither to my core
feels like that i'm at war
think i felt this before
think i felt this before
think i felt -
im worried on what id do
new year, new me and new you
bad timing cant follow through
im sorry but who are you?
i cant be doing this
my face inside my hands i guess i'm used to it
dont want my friends to know
i got this on my own
the wall they make me sick
i think there caving in

its getting worse now, worse now
i need to calm down, calm down?

so tell me what do you want from me
oh
my body's fragile and i feel so weak
i'm so sick and tired of the ones who speak
speak lies
speak, speak, speak, speak
so tell me what do you want from me
so tell me what do you want from me

fragile

had this one in the vault for a while and am really happy to finally show it to u guys, hope u enjoy:)

Produced, Mixed and Mastered by Tnvr

Stream here! : 
https://share.amuse.io/cV4oHhs2Q-a1

lyrics:

well i hate
that i needed you this much
didn't know til it was too late
now you're out there falling in love
guess i didn't say enough
now you're burning up our polaroids
you're sick of seeing us
i'll pick up the pieces til i finally have them all
could you keep me like a secret, will you answer when i call you?

you should know that it was all for you
that it was all for you
that it was all for you

is it me? is it him?
is it someone else entirely?
i love you in entirety
i haven't cut you off but i should
if i could
if i could but you know that i never ever would
try to breathe, take it slow
know you said you'd never lie to me
hang me like a tire swing
i'll leave you in my memory for good
as i should
as i should
i don't think that i ever really could

guess that you can call me when you want
yeah you make me feel like
i'm the only one
stepping on landmines
i never told you how i love you every damn time
write another sad line, maybe you'll hear it
is it me that you need, or did you find a different tune?
did you find a better rhyme, or did you find something to lose?
well

you should know that it was all for you
that it was all for you
that it was all for you

is it me? is it him?
is it someone else entirely?
i love you in entirety
i haven't cut you off but i should
if i could
if i could but you know that i never ever would
try to breathe, take it slow
know you said you'd never lie to me
hang me like a tire swing
i'll leave you in my memory for good
as i should
as i should
i don't think that i ever really could

Tire Swing (tnvr)

Left Alone is our most vulnerable confession. Created as a baroque trip-hop elegy of surrender and abandonment. Sultry vocals drift over cinematic strings, moody bass, and vinyl crackle, unfolding a story of devotion, desire, and the silence that followed. At once sensual and tragic, the song captures the ache of giving everything to love and being left in the shadows, haunted and hollow.

At the mercy of your power 
I laid in shadowed night
And you know that I surrendered 
Melted into your bite

My pleas were drowned in silence
My body flooded through
And I submit into your hunger
Yes, I gave myself to you!

You've split me open 
Claimed my soul 
Unspoken vows of
"...never let you go"

Yes, I gave in 
Swallowed whole 
Emptied inside 
Then left alone

Oh, left alone.

Now nothing fills like our union 
That overcame me every night 
Where my body arched to meet the pleasure
And my voice cried in delight

But my pleas were drowned in silence
My body flooded through
When I submitted to your hunger
And I gave myself to you!

You split me open 
Claimed my soul 
Unspoken vows of
"...never let you go"

Yes, I gave in 
Swallowed whole 
Emptied inside 
Then left alone

Oh, left alone

Oh, you've ruined me for this world
As I seek you in the shadow
Like a hungry empty ghost 
I am a hungry
Empty
Ghost

You've split me open 
Claimed my soul 
Unspoken vows of
"...never let you go"

Yes, I gave in 
Swallowed whole 
Emptied inside 
Then left alone

Oh, left alone

Left Alone

when did you get hot extended
sabrina carpenter

When Did You Get Hot? (Slowed/Extended) - Sabrina Carpenter

I'm in a frame...
Not in time.
Not in time...
Something in between...
Something in between...

I am a concept...
I can feel...
The heavy pulse...
The pulse of my existence.

I can't trust anything...
Because it turns...
Because it holds...
And keeps falling...

Where am I?...
I was in a place once,
That I knew,
That I fit,
That I act.

And I became
Not something,
But the part...
Part of something.

And I stayed...
Because it had to...
And I had to...
Because it stayed...

There was...
No before...
No after...
Only between...

(I'm in between)

Cubed

𝘴𝘪𝘭𝘦𝘯𝘵, 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘥𝘦𝘦𝘱 𝘸𝘢𝘵𝘦𝘳.

fragile

ilyl1ght ✦

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