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Produced, written and performed by Simon Cutsem.

Lyrics:

Yeah
Looking back time and time again
Don't know what I've been doing yet
Some thing to be over yet
Boo-ing who i just met
Didn't move a iota
Still at my mom's, know that
I feel stuck in the same place where I can't blossom, imagine that

Obsessing with dreams I barely chase
Scrolling through feeds I can't escape
Let them fade like in an empty space
Get out of your imposed maze
The mirror's face I barely know
Time to break, start the real show
I see why I am all alone
Closing walls that I call home

And now I see and now I start
The reflection of me that faded out, faded out
Time to break these chains apart
And let the silence turn to shout

Felt a light touch coming through my mind
Didn't know if I could embrace my time
Doing all I can to reduce the workload
But you still make me feel like im a fraud

Breathing in, breathing out
Vacant jobs on my cloud
Aspire to fly on my own
Bullied by some on my phone
Tired of fantazising exes
Tired of love as a trade
Freeing myself from the lies you been tryna make, yeah-eah

And now I see and now I start
The reflection of me that faded out, faded out
Time to break these chains apart
And let the silence turn to shout

Reflection Of Me

Stream

Picking up the pieces once again 
And I been sending mixed signals 
hoping that you pick up on em
wanted that reaction 
feelin like im steppin on em 
And you just want a fraction 
picking at the pieces oh
When showing up is decent 
Where did you go 
I don’t think I could ask 
I don’t think I could ask for better 
And deserve it 
I don’t deserve it no 

I just wanna let it breathe
I just gotta let it be 

Yeah they might not know how this shit get started 
but we sure know how to make it end 
keepin that tally 3 9’s out ten 
I been thinkin too much 
But I don’t need a break 

Break break 
I just need a break 
I just need a break break from the fake ones 
I just need a big break and a bank one
I see you running round the 2 
With the fake blues 
they catching up to you 
someday it’ll ring true 
I keep the armor on me 
I see my twin neat 
and all my brothers eat 
I’m awake through the night 
sleepin at the sunrise 

And I been sending mixed signals 
hoping that you pick up on em
wanted that reaction 
feelin like im steppin on em 
And you just want a fraction 
picking at the pieces oh
When showing up is decent 
Where did you go 
I don’t think I could ask 
I don’t think I could ask for better 
And deserve it 
I don’t deserve it no

i don't need a break (iledless)

LYRICS:

baby im a ghost
no u dont know me
got a bloody nose so no i cant sleep
and when i do
i have some weird dreams
yeah i miss my dudes
R.I.P HeyLee

Didnt show i care now i feel guilt
im not the cause but i feel like the blame still
got a lot on my mind
in my head all the time
i still thank god for showing me all these signs

baby im crying in silence
i dont wanna be blown off like some nonsense
i feel happier everytime we talkin
i just pray that u feel the same

i been smoking everyday and i know u hate
i know that ur worried imma end up as a patient
im a liability dont know why u stayin
when u say i love u too it feels ur forced to say it

i aint tryna drag u down like the last guy
and i aint tryna break ur heart like the last time
u can run away if u see bad signs
id rather be hurt than to force u to be mine

gotta lotta pain built up baby i know u dont see it
i got all these drugs taken my life
u say i dont need it
i wanna believe u so badly
but when i sober up shit gets deadly

the high taking over my life
u say u wont leave my side
tryna do better tryna do things right
but everytime i try i realize

im just a ghost
no u dont know me
got a bloody nose so no i cant sleep
and when i do
i have some weird dreams
yeah i miss my dudes
R.I.P HeyLee

Didnt show i care now i feel guilt
im not the cause but i feel like the blame still
got a lot on my mind
in my head all the time
i still thank god for showing me all these signs
baby im crying in silence
i dont wanna be blown off like some nonsense

fadeout (p. wayside)

produced by xona

-lyrics-

stained walls, no faults
closed doors than love
so why do I run when I need her touch?

I’ll tell you the lies
the ones that you fear all inside
oh, the beautiful life
where I wouldn’t pay for the price
of losing you
of losing you
of losing you
of losing you…

~ 

my time slips to phases, the way I plant facades
my life remains weightless, though I don’t get it all
my chest feels anguish, a ghost that you once loved
while no one listened, I’ll be here till dawn

but I’m scared of what I am
seeing you, I don’t want to be friends
i wish to talk, I wished your hand
would reach back without my chances
falling out, I’m stressing how
all things go south
I am all doubts, I am the blame
there’s no around, I’m not unscathed
I’ll never be found

I’ll tell you the lies
the ones that you fear all inside
oh, the beautiful life
where I wouldn’t pay for the price
of losing you
of losing you
of losing you
of losing you…

atlantis

spotify

produced by me (dawsin)
written by me (dawsin)
everything by me (dawsin) :o

lyrics:
just a figment
of my
imagination
of me

RID OF ME
RID OF ME
MY OTHER PERSONALITY
HE'S NOT A FRIEND TO ME
HATE MYSELF
FAMILY STILL SCARED OF ME
.45 TO MY TEMPLE
I'M READY TO GET
RID OF ME

don't want no one
but I left these flowers 
here for you
baebaebaebae
babe it's true
baebaebaebae
that I wanna blow my head out
so I feel like a drop out
(in life)
so you'll walk in my room and ask me why I did this
ain't been the same, since I regained my pulse

let me leave
let me leave
let me leave 
this horrible dream

I might've said that "I was fine"
but-
ahaa
it's quite the opposite
i-
I don't even know how to feel anymore

remember the first time I said "hey"?
well this the last time I say "bye"
you're so fake
anxiety got me covering my arms in stripes
(our journey together, ends here.)

I'm disappointed in my self
cause 
I still have the ring on
I still haven't taken it off
AND I BET YOU THINK THATS IT'S PITIFUL
BUT I MISS YOUR EARFULS
I MISS WHEN WE TALKED ALOT
AND NOW ITS ALL GONE-

bipolarity

Prod by me

lyrics:
Singing in my voicemail I don't need no lullaby
I know that I'm perfect fuck I hear it all the time
Repeat I'm the one uh uh take this as your sign 
Use your manners now cuz you were never kind 
Fuck
You were never kind
Put that on my life

You were my type the most
But the evil that you held close
Close the page and write the note
Fuck dude you had the longest nose
Pinocchio

Flying to AZ
You were lazy
Found that shit out
You're not my baby  
Said that's not who you were look at you now
Getting drunk glad I never came to your house

you'll call me crazy but at this point I'm having fun
said I'd never make a song bout you but you said a lot
promises on promises I don't give a shit
yeah my new girl always gives an honest kiss

Singing in my voicemail I don't need no lullaby
I know that I'm perfect fuck I hear it all the time
Repeat I'm the one uh uh take this as your sign 
Use your manners now cuz you were never kind 

Singing in my voicemail I don't need no lullaby
I know that I'm perfect fuck I hear it all the time
Repeat I'm the one take this as your sign 
Use your manners now cuz you were never kind

in all seriousness I hope you become a better person for yourself.

Pinocchio

prod me

lyrics

speak lightly
i wont seem
that worried
abt u and me
down few
many lose
lives quick
nothings new
hiding right
behind you
you choose
you choose

from what i wear
to see and stare
i swear, i swear
youll have my care

how are u here with me
i told you im scared of
graphic and the terror to sieze
its more than it could seem
its more than wear and tear
and i could hardly bear
and i could hardly bear
i could hardly bear
i could hardly

from what i wear
to see and stare
i swear, i swear
youll have my care

wear (xona cover)

prod ilyl1ght

lyrics:
i cant dispel all the dirt thats picked up from the wind
so sorry i didn't realize things that i said would make you cry 
so sorry i dont give a fuck if your delicate
 not one to ask ill be okay but i run out of gas not even half way 
shes comin back i guess she wants more 
stayin out all night have fun bein a whore
i think i wanna be dead no i dont wanna be friends
i think i wanna be dead im tired of playin pretend

what do ya know?
what do ya know about me?

what do ya know

THE WIND BLOWS
THROUGH THE WINDOWS

wind

prod. ilyl1ght

lyrics:
Do you have something to say?
has there been anything new?
What goes on in your brain?
Do you only think about you?
I hardly know any of you
Who are these people? Who are you?

Oh i give up
Go do what you want
What did you say?
I wasn't listening :/

Oh i think that i'm overwhelmed
To many people around
Catch my breath i had to stop
oops i think i drifted off
I need nothing don't reach out
I got all this figured out
They all ask how have i been
Oh i'm okay don't ask again x2

overwhelmed

~2300~

@kennyorlando

prod by: @noahmadethiss + thislandis

forever mine (prod. noahmadethiss + thislandis)

~2300~

@kennyorlando

prod by: @natokitch

dark room (prod. nato)

𝘴𝘪𝘭𝘦𝘯𝘵, 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘥𝘦𝘦𝘱 𝘸𝘢𝘵𝘦𝘳.

overwhelmed

ilyl1ght ✦

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