aku xleh lepaskan
baby u my sun
baby tell my why u always on my mind
nape u biar aku last seen online
come and take my heart
you'll just throw it to me
left by broken promises is all i can see
girl u know the futures meant for u and me
don't u know that it just turns to energy
thats all that it means

what does it mean to you
is it a reminder to
what happens at the end
i think i lost it again

again again again
i take it that we're no more as friends
can't turn back time save this feeling inside
save this feeling inside

lepaskan prod.me

everlost  ˚　✦　　　.　　. 　 ˚　

its a thing a memory thing!
yeah I did the @coldspades its just so catchy haha

w/ @naawws

Lyrics ♡⸜(˶˃ ᵕ ˂˶)⸝♡:

[@drewalongtheglare]
The day you leave is when I die
So drop your guard, you must not hide
I know it's hard to stay alive
It's even worse to say goodbye

The day you leave is when I die
So drop your guard, you must not hide
I know it's hard to stay alive
It's even worse to say goodbye

[@naawws]
Yeah, I cannot lie, 
keepin' it to myself for the whole damn time
I was so busy hiding my own disguise
So drop your guard and do not hide

Always tell you the truth,
Why would I even lie?
I could show you some proof,
You would still just deny

I can't get you to stop,
You're wastin' all my time
Yeah, I cannot falter,
Gotta stay alive

Drop Your Guard ft. naawws (saeyxng + ‪kirani‬)

~clumsy~
produced by @saykirani & mee..

spotify; https://open.spotify.com/album/77UcsxO6RKAJkKiDYtmmQM?si=L_1UBYKoTUa55RdEfpkbhA

i need more umamusume friends who’s ur favorite uma guys mine is super creek mwehehe

♡♡
so say what u wna say
idk what i want okk??
go be w ur friends all day
leave me in the dust bae i'm not okay

so say what u wna say
idk what i want okk?
go be w ur friends all day
leave me in the dust bae i'm not okay

my puppet strings pull me back
still l find a way to u
with everything sinking down.,.
i could never lie to u (guess what this is referencing..)

so please will u hold me close?
go ahead, have ur way w/ me 
my brain used to hold me back
but nowadays i feel so free

fight until it's ovr liek an angel w a shotgun
for a sliver of ur lov i'll still find a way to catch up
idc if i hurts- just want to be the one for u

the one for uu
the one for u

just know i can't promise much
but i can swear that i'll try
i'm kind of clumsy,.. you know?
-so embarrassing i'll die ysfsdfgsgbxdf

no, u don't get to say
how i'll live my life
that's all for me to choose
that's all for me to choose
-& that's from me to uu

i wish i was smart enough like tachyon 𓃗
once a gifted child
now so mediocre

i can see it in their faces, they don't like me 
that's how it seems, anyway: they dislike me

ya "goodbye" got stuck in my throat
it's okay?
now i'm withering away in ur mind ,. 
oh god fuck no (ily back number))

the thought of it terrifies me
not much but i'm hanging on
i just want u right beside me
it's fucked up; no i can't move on

it's fucked up; no i can't move on
what'd u do to make me liek that?
it's fucked up; no i can't move on
all these days u treat me liek that?

but i can't help myself, i'll always come right back to u
it's not healthy but u tell me what i need to do

so say what u wna say
idk what i want okk??
go be w ur friends all day
leave me in the dust bae i'm not okay

so say what u wna say
idk what i want okk?
go be w ur friends all day
leave me in the dust bae i'm not okay

my puppet strings pull me back
still l find a way to u
with everything sinking down;
i could never lie to u

so please will u hold me close?
go ahead, have ur way w/ me 
my own brain used to hold me back
but nowadays i feel so free

https://linktr.ee/pawprinted

clumsy (kirani + me)

Special thanks: 
- Instrumental by @rewind214 & @pico-13910899
- Mastering by @soreu_u

A thousand things I can’t convey
There’s so much on mind to say
Won’t you wait... won’t you stay...
Won’t you stay?

The silence I know more each day
Your voice lingers on when I pray
Wide awake, how I lay,
You’re the one,
I crave

Time flew past,
And the tides started turning
Living life fast,
But at night I’m yearning,
Yearning to see you again,
I’m hurting
Knowing I can’t be right there,
I’m certain

I know you’ve moved on
I’m in a city that I hate,
It feels too wrong
Living life estranged for way too long
Yeah I’ve got no place where I belong, no

I want you by my side,
You in my life
For you, I would die
Baby, that’s no lie


a thousand things i cant convey (rewind + pico)

artwork by @kyomonemui
prod me and @elixioo !!

me:
i just wish you listened 
we're running out of time
so please don't be the reason we fall out of line
and i tell you i love you every single day
please don't make me lose you
please don't make her heartbreak

hold on for just a second 
(can't u wait for a little longer no)
you can't just let it pass you by
cuz idk what hurts more than losing u
and if it brings you back then ill pay my dues

but it hurts all the time
(hurts all the time)
everytime you on my mind
and idk what to do
when you're mad at me i fall in love

elixio:
I've been day-dreaming way too much
can you tell it's really been affecting me ? 
i don't mean to seem so distant

but ur not who u say u are
so i have to go
i gotta go

i'll admit that i miss ur face
more and more and more, everyday
but u never seem to look my way
everyday always dreaming harder

of a future w/ u
it sounds kind of dumb
when i say it like that
..idc

me:
dreamin of your soft kiss oh
silly me it was a fkin joke
never wanna be misguided
torn down and broken hearted

i regret not getting close
i forget your name
not getting close
just don't
just don't
just don't leave me alone

me&elixio:
am i really dreamin
(am i awake or asleep?)
will i see u next season
(i'll see you next autumn)
i feel your warm heart
opens and it pulls me away
(it pulls me away everyday)

me:

and i miss your soft lips
touch the smell of your sweater
but u don't really exist
no its all grey matter
you came to me like it was 'pose to be
just don't hurt me anymore

so don't wake me up nono
i don't wnna leave just yet
cuz we just met for the first time
in what feels like a long time
(in what feels like a long time)

can u promise me
youll stay here by my side 
forever

dreams +elixio (me + elixio)

@moz-103259352
@yashio20k

I just want to say, if it weren't for moz, I probably wouldn't be releasing any music. Luv u man<3

(Don’t push me away
Could you please listen to the things I have to say?
We stopped seeing eye to eye
I still couldn’t say goodbye
Tell me that I matter, baby, even if you have to lie)

You’ve been stuck inside my brain,
I’m not sure whether that’s alright
You drive me insane,
Guess I’m chasing down the wrong highs
Need you here with me,
I don’t care if this is all a lie
If heaven has a fee,
Then for you I would pay the price

But you wouldn’t do the same,
I know, and that’s fine
Even if you don’t change,
I’ll follow, stay by your side
Just look at me the same,
Could forever stare at your eyes
No matter the pain,
I’ll pretend that it feels right

I could spend forever looking into your eyes,
I could live forever if it is by your side
So don’t push me away
I don’t know if I could handle that 
Please stay
For you I would go to hell and back

I thought we had things figured out
Trusted each other and pushed our doubts
Pushed them to the side,
But seeing eye to eye,
It wasn’t nearly as easy as we had in mind

if u read these lol ur awesome ^_^

don't push me away (moz + yashio)

prod @iinnam
feat @1crusafix
cover by @se2717357284 on instagram

#sⓔasons ft crusafix (innam)

artwork by @kyomonemui

i just wanna go to sleep
late nights always thinkin bout you
in my head singing to me
like a whistle
i miss your voice
miss your hair
miss your lips oh

sweet like calpyso
sweet like ice cream
sweet like solero

she wanted mixue
so i told her lets go
that was years ago
im looking at her photo

pick it up
to the right
could u hold it softly
hold my hand and promise that you won't leave
at last my soul is setting free

i just want you to let me go

take it slow
i don't really just wanna be honest
the feelings im holding back

feel her heart beat like looking in the winter
i can't answer the phone
i can't do this alone

its my fault i didn't listen
now its you im missin
and it will end in a mystery

you can't say that i don't love u
(but you don't show it to me)
its hard to understand what you want from me
(you don't think i don't know what it feels like)

just a little
just a little
just a little bit 
just a little bit of you beside me
(its goodbye)
 


a song u should see (me)

@hurtwinds 

maybe I will revisit and fix the master :p 

All of the air in my lungs burns like embers
high all the time, I’ve been out of my mind
and the wind will keep fighting the current till ends of time
If it’s you that I stand for, I’ll look for answer, just one or two
It’s been eating me up inside, taking what’s left and alive
like it’s tears from the alcove
a charade was my biggest mistake
I hope karmas quick for my sake
But I’ve never been good to me
fond of my misery, fond of the things that keep killing me
try as I might, I can’t care for the time
and try as you might, I’ll just keep passing by

know that I try, I just can’t see with my eyes
they’re not open
can’t bear a glance, what remains is unspoken
I can’t keep on blaming myself
can’t keep on blaming myself
see that I try, I can’t help you, help you

what's left and alive (hurtwinds)

tysm @4aia for hopping on yayayaya
prod me

hihi what's up muaheheh iii eerm actually don't know what to say this time just listen i guess tyty <3

beat breakdown (emotional); https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Mxo3KpSN_1A
spotify; https://open.spotify.com/album/66vzr64dUvUunDAA0lEq02?si=YkjRZlaVRoyyfI-5sFXCRA

linktr.ee/pawprinted
♡♡

he plays with a loaded gun
stuck in his bedroom alone
he can't let himself know love
or else he'll get too attached to it

all the wasted time, oh dear, it haunts him
he lets it eat him up inside until it rots him

he just worries and worries like everyday
what if this happens or that happens?
he can't help but think

and as the sun sets low
he's left alone with his thoughts
and that's a fate that's worse than death

so he stumbles all over his words
can't make up his mind
if this is really best for him

he feels lost, so unloved
but he'll conform to the people 
the people who were supposed to care

but they didn't
so he has to restart all from scratch
from nothing
safe for a few scars
he just wishes that he could be in her arms

@4aia
oh his chest feels so tight
ah and theres this aching within
it feels like hes living life in somebody elses skin
he gave his all to be seen yea
and now its on loop in his head
hes stuck reliving this thought
why is it so hard to forget?

scrolling- 
scrolling thru old texts on his phone
just so he might feel a little less alone 
its the weight of love he cant forget
and just like every other night
he wept

@pawprinted
he plays with a loaded gun
stuck in his bedroom alone
he can't let himself know love
or else he'll get too attached to it

all the wasted time, oh dear, it haunts him
he lets it eat him up inside until it rots him

he just worries and worries like everyday
what if this happens or that happens?
he can't help but think

and as the sun sets low
he's left alone with his thoughts
and that's a fate that's worse than death

so he stumbles all over his words
can't make up his mind
if this is really best for him

he feels lost, so unloved
but he'll conform to the people 
the people who were supposed to care

but they didn't
so he has to restart all from scratch
from nothing
safe for a few scars
he just wishes that he could be in her arms

all i want is someone that understands me
but clearly
that's not you  
that's not you

did you ever feel that sting of guilt? not once?
i should have known
that you'd use me
throw me away in the trash

just forget about me

understand w/ kaia

how i roll (SUNL1GHT)

nah

@drewalongtheglare
@naawws
@yuru-dream
@nocturniist

how i roll (SUNL1GHT)

vyi

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