Ur voices fit so well together. Ily btw do u luv me too pool

shoutout @decago n @1altr

every day that passes by
i rly wanna die 
i wanna go 2 sleep forevr i jus wanna cry
ur presense made me feel whole
felt like i could try
n now that ur gone i rly wanna die
restarting my life i wanna fkn damn retry :) 

ik im the problem 
my life that im not solving
counting days till im not here 
cant see myself so clearly
i cant seem 2 escape these problems
i been hiding in the darkness
restarting my life wont solve em 
ik that im the issue- 

i dnt wanna miss u (miss uuu)
i jus wanna kiss u (kiss uuu)
ik im the issue (issue)
crying in my room i miss u

i dnt wanna feel this way jus anymore
i been hating myself 2 the core
i wanna die 
i wanna die baby
i dnt wanna feel my emotions lately
cant keep this 2 myself yeah i cant hide it
evry day that passes by i feel dying
my own life yeah that imma be jus ending
i dnt wanna live this way anymore

itwouldbebetterifiwasdead (decago x altr)

thx so much for 100 followers! more stuff coming otw:P
beat by @moz-103259352

(baby girl know im sorry
i been chasin bags i been chasin money
tell me how did i mess it up again?
tell me how did i break ur trust again?)

i apologise
i tried a thousand times
i did a thousand things wrong
told a thousand lies
and now my baby is gone
all i do is cry
and now im writing these songs
about you & i

felt like suicide
i made her move aside
and now i cant move on
yeah i know ur right
and i cant go on
yeah im stuck inside
did 2 many wrongs that i couldnt right

she was all that i had
now i cant go back
wish i could take back
all the things that i said
u made me feel things tht i didnt know i could
wish i said the things that i always knew i shld
now im back here again on my own
now im back here again all alone
i dont need noone
ill do it all by myself i dont need noone


on my own (moz)

@haunted_sad
ya baby ya u nvr needed me
u left me in the background jus so easily
i let u in i shouldnt have trusted u

shattered dreams scars i wear on my heart
i watched u and me the way that we fell apart
ya u replaced me ya u jus left me
all the lies we had it was neverlasting

i popped a pill to feel alright baby
was always waiting for death to fkn take me
i knew baby that #imtheissue (im the issue)
cryin in my head again think i miss u
idling away in my room im decaying
u left my heart baby ya u jus drained me
u pushed my face in the dirt u betrayed me
ya baby sry tht i couldnt save u :(( 
i thought baby tht i could jus save u
im spiraling back down lately what do i do?
ive been sading away lonely in my fkn room
i wrote all these songs jus tryna forget u
neverending letter baby that u never sent
u ripped the soul outta me left me feeling #dead
i dnt wanna rly feel my heart baby
lately i want death 2 jus take me

i dont feel alright baby
evry single night i want death to take me
lately i dnt wanna feel anymore
i hate myself baby 2 the fkn core ++
..
@ritsuzuki
I broke so many promises
you done messed up for the last time
you gave no fucks about us
you'd rather forget it all
and it hurts me
but now i cant give no fucks anymore
i hate everybody
i cant look them in the face
its like,
no one really sees the truth in my eyes
gotta end it now
its too late its already worse
break the mirror
yeah i messed up my skin forever

yourippedthesouloutofme w/ritsu (spaceboyry)

artwork by @kyomonemui
prod me and @elixioo !!

me:
i just wish you listened 
we're running out of time
so please don't be the reason we fall out of line
and i tell you i love you every single day
please don't make me lose you
please don't make her heartbreak

hold on for just a second 
(can't u wait for a little longer no)
you can't just let it pass you by
cuz idk what hurts more than losing u
and if it brings you back then ill pay my dues

but it hurts all the time
(hurts all the time)
everytime you on my mind
and idk what to do
when you're mad at me i fall in love

elixio:
I've been day-dreaming way too much
can you tell it's really been affecting me ? 
i don't mean to seem so distant

but ur not who u say u are
so i have to go
i gotta go

i'll admit that i miss ur face
more and more and more, everyday
but u never seem to look my way
everyday always dreaming harder

of a future w/ u
it sounds kind of dumb
when i say it like that
..idc

me:
dreamin of your soft kiss oh
silly me it was a fkin joke
never wanna be misguided
torn down and broken hearted

i regret not getting close
i forget your name
not getting close
just don't
just don't
just don't leave me alone

me&elixio:
am i really dreamin
(am i awake or asleep?)
will i see u next season
(i'll see you next autumn)
i feel your warm heart
opens and it pulls me away
(it pulls me away everyday)

me:

and i miss your soft lips
touch the smell of your sweater
but u don't really exist
no its all grey matter
you came to me like it was 'pose to be
just don't hurt me anymore

so don't wake me up nono
i don't wnna leave just yet
cuz we just met for the first time
in what feels like a long time
(in what feels like a long time)

can u promise me
youll stay here by my side 
forever

dreams +elixio (me + elixio)

The sample in this song is Copycat by CircusP: https://genius.com/artists/Circusp

Lyrics:

[Chorus]
I don't wanna stop, bae, you make it hard
Bae, you build me up just to break me down
And I don't wanna see, like bae, just let me be
I can't comprehend the shit 'tween you and me

Told my bro he sold, had to reach the gold
Had to carry on, I can't go a day without this high
Lookin' at the crowd, had to steal the crown, uh
Baby, tell me, are you down, down, down, down, down

[Verse 1]
You can't take me out the game, too strong
You should see me when I walk in, too long
Like, get rid of the breaks, get outta my face
Finna bomb this hill, get 'em off

[Verse 2]
I could go without you, I'mma take off
You can't see me, I'm too fast, took too long
Better think twice, baby, I can't see you
Can you ease up? I'm in control again

Reference: CircusP – “Copycat” https://genius.com/Circusp-copycat-lyrics
Say, "Hello, who are you?"
And we'll start from scratch again
"Gotta go, talk to you soon!"
Day by day, I'm fading away

[Chorus Repeats]

Reference: CircusP – “Copycat” https://genius.com/Circusp-copycat-lyrics
(Woah-oh-oh, woah-oh-oh)
Copy that, copycat
(Woah-oh-oh, woah-oh-oh)
Co-co-copy that, copycat

REACH THE GOLD (prod. drew)

hii it's me again , hope you don't mind these little side songs being uploaded here a bit .. i like this one but i didn't really know where to put it

what a rly weird past month and a halfish .. both good and bad !! i've met some rly cool ppl lately ;D but i've been rly busy irl with things that make me wana scream hh

hmm .. i wanna mention this too .. i'm kind of getting tired of making diary (or whatever i've been making can be labelled as)😭would u guys hate it if i were to start making different kind of music? (albeit spiritually similar to my older stuff) i haven't really felt a sense of improvement in a while .. 

also if u didn't notice, i'm in the process of changing my name .. i've been elixio since like 2017 and it has some rough memories attached to it .. so safe to say i'm ready for something new

if we've collabed, no need to recredit or anything ! just in the future i'd really appreciate it if you would credit this new name from now on <3

i originally made this song almost a year ago , and i still like it but it definitely could use a makeover so .. here's this hehe

new vocal music soon i thinkk

original https://on.soundcloud.com/rvqP04igSRafAHAvLH
https://linktr.ee/pawprinted

.. i totally didn't use this song as an excuse to talk my head off

curl up and cry

@takuoriswagga
sum diff
hope yall fw it

asian way i kick
roll round w a stick 
choppa came w sum tits 
roll round w a nine
asian bitch so fine
shwty swear she mine

we dnt take no ls out here i bn going crzyy
she like justin bieber how she bn callin me baby
i dnt even need a hoe tht say she needing savin
spending in a week, all of tht money u been savin

ion talk a lot i got guns by my side, bitch
talk down on me only if ur rdy 2 die quick
i got da ak47 on me, i decide quick
i got a shooter he rdy to smoke out any of these sidekicks

smoke him like its gas yh
ion cap
nd my car it go fast yh
issa hellcat
223s unload the magazine, i got straps
n yo bitch i swear she mess w me
thts a fact yh

number nine on my pants yh
vivienne steppin yh
swear 2 god they envy me cuz i got it like tht yh
but ion even rlly care nah
no way im scared nah
my brother he cover me, he keepin tucked da strap

stick (takuori)

currently working on an ep but it's definitely getting delayed due to college and stuff. can't promise you guys that it's good but it's gotta be something really new to me hope you guys enjoy this first track that are going to be on the ep!!


and I am breaking apart
I'm losing my mind outside
it's my fault from the start
cause I trusted your lies
now theres tears on my eyes
got me crying all night
tell myself im alright
I needed you by my side
and I am breaking apart
I'm losing my mind outside
it's my fault from the start
cause I trusted your lies
now theres tears on my eyes
got me crying all night
tell myself im alright
don't you know that Im tired?
is this what you desired?

you got me feeling so damn hopeless
I wish I could change it
but youre the problem it's between us
but I'm so dumb that I didnt notice 
wish that I fucking change it
but it keep getting worst

tell me what the fuck did I do wrong?
and im hiding all my feeling just from writing all these songs
feeling bad about myself and I don't feel like I belong
slit the blade inside my heart and girl I promise Ill be gone

breaking apart (runawway, yashio)

tysm @4aia for hopping on yayayaya
prod me

hihi what's up muaheheh iii eerm actually don't know what to say this time just listen i guess tyty <3

beat breakdown (emotional); https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Mxo3KpSN_1A
spotify; https://open.spotify.com/album/66vzr64dUvUunDAA0lEq02?si=YkjRZlaVRoyyfI-5sFXCRA

linktr.ee/pawprinted
♡♡

he plays with a loaded gun
stuck in his bedroom alone
he can't let himself know love
or else he'll get too attached to it

all the wasted time, oh dear, it haunts him
he lets it eat him up inside until it rots him

he just worries and worries like everyday
what if this happens or that happens?
he can't help but think

and as the sun sets low
he's left alone with his thoughts
and that's a fate that's worse than death

so he stumbles all over his words
can't make up his mind
if this is really best for him

he feels lost, so unloved
but he'll conform to the people 
the people who were supposed to care

but they didn't
so he has to restart all from scratch
from nothing
safe for a few scars
he just wishes that he could be in her arms

@4aia
oh his chest feels so tight
ah and theres this aching within
it feels like hes living life in somebody elses skin
he gave his all to be seen yea
and now its on loop in his head
hes stuck reliving this thought
why is it so hard to forget?

scrolling- 
scrolling thru old texts on his phone
just so he might feel a little less alone 
its the weight of love he cant forget
and just like every other night
he wept

@pawprinted
he plays with a loaded gun
stuck in his bedroom alone
he can't let himself know love
or else he'll get too attached to it

all the wasted time, oh dear, it haunts him
he lets it eat him up inside until it rots him

he just worries and worries like everyday
what if this happens or that happens?
he can't help but think

and as the sun sets low
he's left alone with his thoughts
and that's a fate that's worse than death

so he stumbles all over his words
can't make up his mind
if this is really best for him

he feels lost, so unloved
but he'll conform to the people 
the people who were supposed to care

but they didn't
so he has to restart all from scratch
from nothing
safe for a few scars
he just wishes that he could be in her arms

all i want is someone that understands me
but clearly
that's not you  
that's not you

did you ever feel that sting of guilt? not once?
i should have known
that you'd use me
throw me away in the trash

just forget about me

understand w/ kaia

Instrumental by my awesome friend @ritsuzuki !

That day when you called my name
Held my hand
As you kissed my face
I've never felt this way
I demand that this never change

Have you, I'm so glad I have you
Take my hand and hold it tight
I could never let you go
Tattoo, stick with me like a tattoo
Your name's etched into my mind
I cannot forget you, no

She tell me this 
She tell me that
And now we're arguing again
But I could never stay mad
At my pretty little heroine

I fell in love with her touch and her body
And I fell in love with the shape of her face
I fell in love with my pretty lil honey
I do not ever want this to change
I pray that she feels me
Exactly in the same way
Baby, you should kill me
If you want to lead me astray !

tattoo (ritsu)

This one’s not about getting even . It’s about getting free. He Did It First is Lyra Noel’s revenge era wrapped in smooth trap beats and sharp truths. Every track hits with confidence and clarity, turning heartbreak into high energy and silence into power. She’s not bitter — just done playing fair.

repeat offender

good vibes only❤️

dc: v_v_x_ (prod lab, opens or anything)

alt: @3sixx

@pastmemory

dreams +elixio (me + elixio)

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