Ur voices fit so well together. Ily btw do u luv me too pool

Pool I’ll be honest here, I sometimes cry to this

@mental
prod. @yashio20k + @rewind214

[mental]
you hate me and you love me 
but to me it's the same thing 
i only ever numb it 
i wish that i could change things 
i'm bleeding and i'm blushing 
cause everything is breaking 
i'm trying not to cut me 
i'm disgusting and nothing is okay

i wonder if i fucked it up or not 
i wonder if i can ignore these thoughts 
i wonder if there's any point getting up
i wonder if love really feels like it's love
you know me better than everyone
it's been three days since i've seen the sun
i'm running but what am i running from
i'm crumbling one kiss and i'll turn to dust

i'll never go back again
i'll never go back i'll never go back
i'll never go back again
i'll never go back i'll never go back

okay - mental

first time i might feel it
second time its something i could care less
so baby can you smash it into pieces
its the last time so ill remember that

one more time
can i be a memory
just one more life
if you could just let me be
ill be alright
ill jump out the door yea its sxicide
yea its sxicide

silent songs like the birds
you're still looking for an answer
but you callin amber
im too fuked up
thinking bout the pockets on my waist
wasted all my time yea this was a mistake

rollin up the leaf baby
its a wake and bake
gotta get the guap yea
gotta get that cake
i can't get the blunt to stick
where tf's the tape
i got two lives baby
i got two takes

care less (me)

Instrumental by the man, the myth, the legendary topping, 'Mozartrella'
@moz-103259352

[I don’t wanna go to sleep
You’re not by my side
You’re all I see
When I close my eyes]

I died the day that you left me
Closed my eyes, was never resurrected
I honestly thought that this would never even happen
But I thought wrong, I wish we could’ve circumvented

I lied the day that you left me
Said I’m fine, I wasn’t and I can’t be
I honestly hoped that we could’ve reconnected
But that’s in my mind, I do not expect it

I think of it many times
I’ve been losing myself
It’s just a wall that I can’t climb
I’m not doing too well
I lie awake like every night
And I said I’d give ‘em hell
But I’m steady stuck inside

Yeah, I lied
Through my teeth
Yeah, I’m not fine
When I sleep and my eyes close
Again, you stand right there
The same place and the same air
Again, you tell me you don’t care
And all I did was stop and stare

[I just wanna go and scream, but I’m too tongue-tied
Do I love or hate you? I can’t decide
And I’m honestly just coping, I just tell myself these lies
I was hoping we could just coincide]

the day that u left me (moz)

@hartfxlt @reijiro3k

in the side of my head
is the soul from the mess
take the time to rest
and decide

you say i dont know you
but i cant give it up
so ill choose
what you dont want me to
say that "its hard but we'll make it through"

stay, wont you stay
we both know theres no other way
dont change your face
you're the place in my heart that i chase
ill always embrace

self sabotage subconsciously
you're in my thoughts just haunting me
I never thought it run this deep
you're loves not a want, I swear its a need
so if you're listening...
I've grown sore, to your insistency 
of your push aways and distancing !

in the side of my head
is the soul from the mess
take the time to rest
and decide

you say i dont know you
but i cant give it up
so ill choose
what you dont want me to
say that "its hard but we'll make it through"

stay, wont you stay
we both know theres no other way
dont change your face
you're the place in my heart that i chase
ill always embrace

the place in my heart + hartfxlt (reijiro3k)

Instrumental by @shatter3d and @jichuuu

Since a lot of people liked this style, here's another one ;P

I don't wanna fight you
I don't wanna argue
Baby could we talk please
Can't you see what I see

You're the one I run to
Pity now you're gone too
I can't feel my heartbeat
Now that you're a memory

I have always loved you
I have always wanted you
Could you please just talk to me
You're part of my identity

You're who I belong to
Now my world's without you
You were everything I need
You were the other half of me

You were the other half of me
Baby you made me complete
I can't let you turn into a memory

You were always there for me
How'd I ever let you leave
Baby yeah you've burned into my memory

Baby yeah you've burned into my memory
You're the only thing I see when I fall asleep
You're the only thing I got inside my dreams
And inside my centerpiece
You can do whatever you want to me

I can't focus w/o you
You've made my world split into two
I can't let you leave
Not this easily
Not this easily

memory (shatter3d + jichu)

thx so much for 100 followers! more stuff coming otw:P
beat by @moz-103259352
ib han2k15 if it wasnt obvious enough lol

(baby girl know im sorry
i been chasin bags i been chasin money
tell me how did i mess it up again?
tell me how did i break ur trust again?)

i apologise
i tried a thousand times
i did a thousand things wrong
told a thousand lies
and now my baby is gone
all i do is cry
and now im writing these songs
about you & i

felt like suicide
i made her move aside
and now i cant move on
yeah i know ur right
and i cant go on
yeah im stuck inside
did 2 many wrongs that i couldnt right

she was all that i had
now i cant go back
wish i could take back
all the things that i said
u made me feel things tht i didnt know i could
wish i said the things that i always knew i shld
now im back here again on my own
now im back here again all alone
i dont need noone
ill do it all by myself i dont need noone

on my own (moz)

artwork by @kyomonemui
prod me and @elixioo !!

me:
i just wish you listened 
we're running out of time
so please don't be the reason we fall out of line
and i tell you i love you every single day
please don't make me lose you
please don't make her heartbreak

hold on for just a second 
(can't u wait for a little longer no)
you can't just let it pass you by
cuz idk what hurts more than losing u
and if it brings you back then ill pay my dues

but it hurts all the time
(hurts all the time)
everytime you on my mind
and idk what to do
when you're mad at me i fall in love

elixio:
I've been day-dreaming way too much
can you tell it's really been affecting me ? 
i don't mean to seem so distant

but ur not who u say u are
so i have to go
i gotta go

i'll admit that i miss ur face
more and more and more, everyday
but u never seem to look my way
everyday always dreaming harder

of a future w/ u
it sounds kind of dumb
when i say it like that
..idc

me:
dreamin of your soft kiss oh
silly me it was a fkin joke
never wanna be misguided
torn down and broken hearted

i regret not getting close
i forget your name
not getting close
just don't
just don't
just don't leave me alone

me&elixio:
am i really dreamin
(am i awake or asleep?)
will i see u next season
(i'll see you next autumn)
i feel your warm heart
opens and it pulls me away
(it pulls me away everyday)

me:

and i miss your soft lips
touch the smell of your sweater
but u don't really exist
no its all grey matter
you came to me like it was 'pose to be
just don't hurt me anymore

so don't wake me up nono
i don't wnna leave just yet
cuz we just met for the first time
in what feels like a long time
(in what feels like a long time)

can u promise me
youll stay here by my side 
forever

dreams +elixio (me + elixio)

prod @nazzz333 x @rewind214 !!

shoutout @6vesta and my hollowed twin @1xene

@haunted_sad
i knew baby tht i could never trust u 
i knew baby tht u were a liar from the start
u broke my heart bby its all the same to me
living in a fairytale call it make believe 
i might #flatline bby what do u see in me? 
stuck in second place baby think its meant4me
idling by i been wasting all my time
im always comin back to this point tht i wna die
cryin in my head cause ik im the #issue
i wna go back 2 the better times

@6vesta
i thought u were the one for me 
blood dripping off of the sink
only tell me what u mean
why im crying all the time? 
something i dont know
im holding onto these feelings but i think i should let go 
its something different now
its something i dont feel
its something i cant show u but i promise u its real

why im lying all the time
why im falling all the time
why i give up all the time
why im cutting all the time 
x2
@1xene
in the background
background
is where i stay
yea my hearts bound
hearts bound
to this place
yeah i might drown
might drown in chardonnay
so done
so done w all this pain

take away it all
erase it all
break, girl break my fall
erase it all

ialwayswastedmytime w/ xene + vesta (rewind + naz)

I’m standing in the shallow, but the waves keep crashing in,
I’m screaming out for something, but nobody’s listening.
I try to make a difference, but I’m stuck here in this fight,
Wondering if I’ll ever feel like I’m reaching for the light.

Every word I say, it sinks into the deep,
I’m drowning in this silence, no one seems to see.
Am I not enough, or is it just me?
I’m lost inside a world that won’t set me free.

I’m drowning, drowning, can't breathe or speak,
Fading in the silence that’s growing so deep.
I’m falling, falling, don’t know what to do,
Feel like I’m not enough, but I still push through.
Drowning in this echo, where no one understands,
Searching for a lifeline, a hand to take mine again.

I wear a mask of courage, but inside, I’m scared,
Trying to be perfect, but it’s like no one cares.
Every step I take, I wonder if it’s right,
Chasing after something just to feel alive tonight.

Every dream I chase seems to fade away,
I’m running in circles, but I can’t find my way.
Am I too much, or am I too small?
In this sea of doubt, I’m losing it all.

I’m drowning, drowning, can't breathe or speak,
Fading in the silence that’s growing so deep.
I’m falling, falling, don’t know what to do,
Feel like I’m not enough, but I still push through.
Drowning in this echo, where no one understands,
Searching for a lifeline, a hand to take mine again.

I’m reaching, reaching for something to hold,
But the water’s pulling me deeper into the cold.
I’m tired of fighting, tired of trying to be strong,
All I want is to feel like I belong.

Every time I give my all, it’s never good enough,
I keep pushing harder, but it’s like the road’s too rough.
I wonder if I’m doing my best, or if I’m just pretending,
I keep asking myself—when will this all end?

The water fills my lungs, and I can’t catch my breath,
Lack of oxygen in my brain, I'm suffocating with each step.
My vision’s fading slowly, my heart begins to race,
In this flood of doubt, I’m losing my place.

I’m drowning, drowning, can't breathe or speak,
Fading in the silence that’s growing so deep.
I’m falling, falling, don’t know what to do,
Feel like I’m not enough, but I still push through.
Drowning in this echo, where no one understands,
Searching for a lifeline, a hand to take mine again.

Drowning in the silence, but I’ll rise above,
One day I’ll find the strength to say I am enough.
For now, I’ll keep swimming, just trying to survive,
In the hope that someday, I’ll feel alive.

Echoes in the Water

Just Another Day (prod. Roe Parrish)

“Sh!t I Never Finished” brings together demos, fragments, and ideas from Tolani’s vault, offering listeners a rare look at the evolution of her sound and stories.

Listen Now

4:44

good vibes only❤️

dc: v_v_x_ (prod lab, opens or anything)

alt: @3sixx

@pastmemory

dreams +elixio (me + elixio)

pearllsmain

Recent comments

kazu

iowgen

bian

pawprinted

Related tracks