Ur voices fit so well together. Ily btw do u luv me too pool

@makemeapromise @44yy

all ur calls im ignoring
like the voices in my head keep talking
all the the tweas im takin out cant help it
sprite chill down my veins got me stupid
it feels so cold yet distant
lately ive been tweaking out
ive been tryna figure out the difference
i dont think im changing
but i dont need to
ive been gettin drunk cs lately ive been missing u

stumblin all my steps
n all my vision is blurring again
the twea got me stressin it dont make any sense
n im thinkin of drinkin more tweas till the end
till i get wasted till i pass out
im wasted it comes around
im wasted my heart wont calm down
calm down

twea prod surgeon & 44y



@1akura

im hoping that one day
might both of our souls meet
come close and i'll hold you
maybe you could hold me
you're everything i'd want
i'll make you my only
even if the sky falls
you'll never be lonely

i was so lost
then i found you
i was so torn
you make me feel brand new
it feels so warm
just being around you
you're my savior, my angel, my home

i'm far from perfect
but i'll do anything to show you that you're worth it
you mend my scars and stitch my heart just like a surgeon
keep messing up on how to love but now i'm learning


home (akura)

2 AM drop haha.
Watch FLCL its the best.
ft. @ily1aydenn

Lyrics:

[Drew]

Begging for a chance, you didn't take me though
When I step up to the plate, you can’t escape me, huh
Lil’ bitch, I’m the batter when I swing at you
Im Cracking smiles like Naota, so they hate me tho

Baby, I can’t even breathe anymore — I’m dying
I know you say you knew that, but I knew you were lying
I thought it was obvious — like, just look at the timing
You’re tearing out my heart, baby, you're tearing out my eyelids

Knock it out the park, bitch — it's going, going, gone
I don’t need to see the price, if I want it then I cop
First they did that shit to me, now they’re telling me to stop
But I swear I walk 'em down — walk 'em down, you know I walk

You don’t listen, I don’t need you — you’re not something that I want
I think that you were mistaken — your loss
Baby, I don’t got the time for it, I don’t got the time
You said I was "acting drone"? Yeah, you're really one to talk

[Aydenn]
(Just realizing I forgot to ask for his lyrics mb...)

[Drew]

I know she’s mad — yeah, she knows I’m not thinking ’bout it
I’m in the realm off two tabs, yeah, my vision’s clouded
Do I think I need her? Maybe just a tad bit
I think that you’ll love it — no promises, won’t start runnin’

But you bleed out, bleed out, bleed out
I see all your wounds, yeah, I promise that I’ll heal you
But if you’re talkin’ back to me, you’re dropping real close
Wish there was something — there was something I could do, though

Batter w/ aydenn (prod. drew)

Instrumental by @yashio20k

I guess that you’re sick of me
You’ve been acting differently
If I’m being honest
You were all I ever wanted
I know that you don’t think of me
I remember you so vividly
An Aphrodite incarnate
But I didn’t mind your sharpness

Oh my tongue’s no good
And my mind ain’t too
Can’t convince you
So what am I to do
I’m in love with you
But your love’s untrue
No matter how long I pursue
The truth won’t be less cruel

It’s so hard for me to open up
You took me in, and dropped me off like you don’t give a fuck
Ah, ah... what a way to mess me up
I think about you every day
You've probably already forgot

But it’s cool though
This ain’t nothing new, no
Chew me up and spit me out
Make me feel like a fool, oh
I’m not someone you should worry about
I know that you don’t, there is no doubt
Nobody wants me around
But I guess it doesn’t matter now

I could scream and I could shout
I’ve lost all I’ve ever found
But I won’t make the faintest sound
’Cause it’ll get drowned out...

aphrodite (yashio)

prod me + @yashio20k <3

@coldspades
i knew this day would come, but not today
i'm looking out my window, got me feeling some way
can we start again, baby is it too late?
this feeling in my chest i just can’t explain

when the wind blows through your hair
baby do you think of me at all?
i just can’t tell if you care
i just wanna give you my all

right there
if you need me i can be right there
i can't forget your face or your hair
does it matter to you if i stare?

but you probably have someone
someone that makes you smile
and i know that isn’t me
but baby can you stay for a while?

pop a pill just to feel alright
baby without you i just don't feel right
can you stay with me? stay tonight
cause i don't wanna have to say goodbye

coldspades - when the wind blows (me + yashio)

HXROSHII TALKIN SHI' (BESTiECUH REMIX) [HBD HXROSHII]

prod @hartfxlt n @kyoakyo

ep very very very very soon @  100 followers 
thank u all 4 all the love 

Lyrics:
girl ik u said u wanna try again 
think we’re holdin on 2 somethin 
we’re just playin pretend 
baby ion rlly wanna hurt again 
filled the holes in my heart 
now ur pressin restart 

got this pain in my head 
i jus wanna lay in bed 
n pretend u nvr said 
that u wanted me again 
tellin lies up 2 ur eyes 
kno we wont make it thru the nite 
b4 u go n wanna fkn pick a fight 

again n again how u say u changed 
pushed me so far away 
stuck up in ur ways 
theres a distance between us 
its not good 4 the heart 
u put a wall up between us 
tryna tear it apart
feel ashamed 2 say i felt it from the start 
n now u play the victim w a broken heart 
now u kno u cant go back 
cant press restart 
still got this pain in my chest from ur hollow heart 

from ur hollow heart 
got this pain in my chest from ur hollow heart 
got this pain in my chest from ur hollow heart 
got this pain in my chest from ur hollow heart 

ik u said u wouldnt do it again 
u do this over n over 
think its time 2 end 
cant play the fool 
no i wont pretend 
tried 2 turn a blind eye 
though u were my friend 

i put my trust in another 
wind up hurting again
put ur pain inside me burdens on my chest 
left me heavy hearted i cant sleep at night 
sayin prayers 2 the moon swear it feel so right 
swear it shyne so bright like the look in ur eyes
i heard u say im sorry its not fine this time 

all those words that u said 
they bounce around in my head 
no i cant play pretend u rlly fked up again 
i swear u push me n push me till i fall off my edge 
i dont think we could go back 
no we could nvr b friends 
when i lay in my bed ur all i hear in my head 
ur words they cut so deep they left me cryin again

hollow heart (hartfxlt + kyoa)

tongue tied w/ akura (dinosaur)

Shakin’ rubber bands in my hands, boy, you fumblin’
I can’t fuck with that, no no, you be bumblin’
I’m tryna stay with my brothas through thick or thin
Yeah, it’s hard to do when I got demons all within

So understand, I’m just a simple man
I ain’t tryna hand-to-hand
It feel like 2022 how I’m hoppin’ on this shit with no inhibition
This is not wrestling, no, this not no exhibition
I’ll take a blade to myself if I resort to dissin’
All you gotta do is fuckin’ listen

I got that bih sticky icky icky like some piston
Yahhhhhh, yah yahhhhhh

Don’t leave me hangin’ for the vanity you seek
Yeah, I’m not perfect but ain’t nobody you see
But I see both sides like double C, so look at me

I’m way too handsome—vanity
Way too cool in this fit, a phantom—vanity
I can’t bleed, yeah I’m untouchable—vanity
Lately I been losin’ my, my mental—sanity

I’m way too handsome—vanity
Way too cool in this fit, a phantom—vanity
I can’t bleed, yeah I’m untouchable—vanity
Lately I been losin’ my, my mental—sanity

Shakin’ rubber bands in my hands, boy, you fumblin’
I can’t fuck with that, no no, you be bumblin’
I’m tryna stay with my brothas through thick or thin
Yeah, it’s hard to do when I got demons all within

So understand, I’m just a simple man
I ain’t tryna hand-to-hand
It feel like 2022 how I’m hoppin’ on this shit with no inhibition

౨ৎ vanity ౨ৎ // miriyami, emogi8519, tokyos1ze

prod @hartfxlt n @1akura

thank u all 4 100 followers 
u rlly mean the world 2 me 

Lyrics:
when ur not here swear it doesnt feel right 
swear it doesnt feel right 

girl ion wanna leave ur side 
when ur not here swear it doesnt feel right 
want u by my side @ the end of the night 
if ur not close 2 me swear it doesnt feel right 

yet another night sayin prayers 2 the sky 
hope theyll bring me closer 
even if its 4 a night 
dont wanna feel this distance 4 the rest of our life 
girl i swear its hard 2 sleep 
if ur not next 2 me 

lets go n talk a walk under dyin sunlight 
when ur here w me 
wish i could make time freeze 
heart skips a beat when ur lips touch mine 
i wish u could stay forever and we’ll share this life 

breakin my heart as ur boardin the plane 
spreadin ur wingz n ur flyin away 
leavin my here girl my heart is decayed 
all this distance between us it hurts my brain 

it hurts my brain 
all the distance between us 
it hurts my brain 
all the distance between us 
swear ur breakin my heart as ur boardin the plane 

u could stay forever here by my side 
girl would u stay forever if i asked tonight 
kissed on ur lips now our souls intertwined 
this our fairy tale love n i want it 4 life 

make another story as we turn the page 
swear its hard 2 think straight when ur so far away 
1300 miles got my heart feelin strained 
girl when im w u its like forever in a day

forever in a day (hartfxlt + akura)

artwork by @kyomonemui
prod me and elixio !!

me:
i just wish you listened 
we're running out of time
so please don't be the reason we fall out of line
and i tell you i love you every single day
please don't make me lose you
please don't make her heartbreak

hold on for just a second 
(can't u wait for a little longer no)
you can't just let it pass you by
cuz idk what hurts more than losing u
and if it brings you back then ill pay my dues

but it hurts all the time
(hurts all the time)
everytime you on my mind
and idk what to do
when you're mad at me i fall in love

elixio:
I've been day-dreaming way too much
can you tell it's really been affecting me ? 
i don't mean to seem so distant

but ur not who u say u are
so i have to go
i gotta go

i'll admit that i miss ur face
more and more and more, everyday
but u never seem to look my way
everyday always dreaming harder

of a future w/ u
it sounds kind of dumb
when i say it like that
..idc

me:
dreamin of your soft kiss oh
silly me it was a fkin joke
never wanna be misguided
torn down and broken hearted

i regret not getting close
i forget your name
not getting close
just don't
just don't
just don't leave me alone

me&elixio:
am i really dreamin
(am i awake or asleep?)
will i see u next season
(i'll see you next autumn)
i feel your warm heart
opens and it pulls me away
(it pulls me away everyday)

me:

and i miss your soft lips
touch the smell of your sweater
but u don't really exist
no its all grey matter
you came to me like it was 'pose to be
just don't hurt me anymore

so don't wake me up nono
i don't wnna leave just yet
cuz we just met for the first time
in what feels like a long time
(in what feels like a long time)

can u promise me
youll stay here by my side 
forever

dreams +elixio (me + elixio)

good vibes only❤️

dc: v_v_x_ (prod lab, opens or anything)

@pastmemory

dreams +elixio (me + elixio)

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