Watch Another.

Lyrics:

I know you see these scars, girl, I did it all for her (Effystonem reference - https://soundcloud.com/glosuka/effystonem)
I’m looking at the stars as I question my self-worth
Like, am I really worth? Where did I take a turn?
I’m going for the worst; I just wish I could change it all

Cause if I could, I’d break the fall
So if we try, we try, we’ll make it out
I promise you cause all in all, 
I need you to know that you’re enough

Let’s just be honest, look at where we’re at now
Born to be free but forced to be locked down
Wanna make a change but you’re standing in the background
I can see it clear, your depression in a compound

I just wanna try it, try it, try it
You just can’t deny it, ’ny it, ’ny it
I know you won’t like it, like it, like it

Just tell me where you were when I needed you the most :( 

I did like everything I could just to pursue you
I guess it wasn’t enough; I couldn’t do two, ohh
I can’t pull it together like I used to
Maybe it’s a sign that I need you

Break The Fall (overr)

Cause I know your lost...

w/ @less-thaan-3 & @ritsuzuki 
yuru dreams!

Lyrics:

[@drewalongtheglare]
It's bad enough, eventually you'll perish, and it's sad to know
I'm stuck watching you struggle, and it's hard to watch
Yeah, it's unbearable, the things you said to me
Wanna forget it all...

But I find it hard
I missed from the start
And yeah, it's doing me in
I can't even feel my lungs

While you hold your guard
Just give me some time
I'll guide you
'Cause I know ur lost

[@less-thaan-3]
yea its hard 2 watch when your leaving
everything you said was so decieving 
tried so hard not to need me
now my body's hanging from the ceiling

tryna see less
body wants to breathe in
tryna sleep in 
probably wanna forget

ive been sleepless
i dont wanna treat it
id rather stay inside my bed and skip the weekend

[@ritsuzuki]
sorry im a sobber
i want this to be over
no i cannot think alot
tell me what you're on about
why cant i just step down?
jump, and end it all
dont you know you're all that i wanted?
my hearts shattered, its broken
tell me, did i matter at all?

who am i, what am i?
i think that im lost
ill break the mirror i cant look at it right
ITS IN MY HEAD
its always my fault, like its always been

Hard To Watch w/ lessthan3 & ritsu (prod. drew)

@6vesta
@yashio20k

i dont want you to go alone
i dont want you to hang up the phone
you said that you want to see you gone
please tell me what the problem tell all

i dont wanna see you go alone
i dont want you to hang up the phone
you said you want to see you gone
please tell me what the problem tell all

when i try its js not good enough
still havin visions of us
dont know when to try 
or to cry. i know its to much 
to ask for, guess ur bored, guess im outa luck
and everytime i try 

u say im worthless
do you mean that
been goin back n fourth, can you see that
you say im worthless, i cant be that
and u js say u hate me now u dont mean that

u say im worthless
do you mean that
been goin back n fourth, can you see that
you say im worthless, i cant be that
and u js say u hate me now u dont mean that

i dont want you to go alone
i dont want you to hang up the phone
you said that you want to see you gone
please tell me what the problem tell all

i dont wanna see you go alone
i dont want you to hang up the phone
you said you want to see you gone
please tell me what the problem tell all

(i dont wanna see you go alone)
(i dont want you to hang up the phone)
(you said you want to see you gone)
(please tell me what the problem tell all)

imperfect.*+ ♡ ft. vesta (yashio)

~clumsy~
produced by @saykirani & mee..

spotify; https://open.spotify.com/album/77UcsxO6RKAJkKiDYtmmQM?si=L_1UBYKoTUa55RdEfpkbhA

i need more umamusume friends who’s ur favorite uma guys mine is super creek mwehehe

♡♡
so say what u wna say
idk what i want okk??
go be w ur friends all day
leave me in the dust bae i'm not okay

so say what u wna say
idk what i want okk?
go be w ur friends all day
leave me in the dust bae i'm not okay

my puppet strings pull me back
still l find a way to u
with everything sinking down.,.
i could never lie to u (guess what this is referencing..)

so please will u hold me close?
go ahead, have ur way w/ me 
my brain used to hold me back
but nowadays i feel so free

fight until it's ovr liek an angel w a shotgun
for a sliver of ur lov i'll still find a way to catch up
idc if i hurts- just want to be the one for u

the one for uu
the one for u

just know i can't promise much
but i can swear that i'll try
i'm kind of clumsy,.. you know?
-so embarrassing i'll die ysfsdfgsgbxdf

no, u don't get to say
how i'll live my life
that's all for me to choose
that's all for me to choose
-& that's from me to uu

i wish i was smart enough like tachyon 𓃗
once a gifted child
now so mediocre

i can see it in their faces, they don't like me 
that's how it seems, anyway: they dislike me

ya "goodbye" got stuck in my throat
it's okay?
now i'm withering away in ur mind ,. 
oh god fuck no (ily back number))

the thought of it terrifies me
not much but i'm hanging on
i just want u right beside me
it's fucked up; no i can't move on

it's fucked up; no i can't move on
what'd u do to make me liek that?
it's fucked up; no i can't move on
all these days u treat me liek that?

but i can't help myself, i'll always come right back to u
it's not healthy but u tell me what i need to do

so say what u wna say
idk what i want okk??
go be w ur friends all day
leave me in the dust bae i'm not okay

so say what u wna say
idk what i want okk?
go be w ur friends all day
leave me in the dust bae i'm not okay

my puppet strings pull me back
still l find a way to u
with everything sinking down;
i could never lie to u

so please will u hold me close?
go ahead, have ur way w/ me 
my own brain used to hold me back
but nowadays i feel so free

https://linktr.ee/pawprinted

clumsy (kirani + me)

Instrumental by @shatter3d and @jichuuu

Since a lot of people liked this style, here's another one ;P

I don't wanna fight you
I don't wanna argue
Baby could we talk please
Can't you see what I see

You're the one I run to
Pity now you're gone too
I can't feel my heartbeat
Now that you're a memory

I have always loved you
I have always wanted you
Could you please just talk to me
You're part of my identity

You're who I belong to
Now my world's without you
You were everything I need
You were the other half of me

You were the other half of me
Baby you made me complete
I can't let you turn into a memory

You were always there for me
How'd I ever let you leave
Baby yeah you've burned into my memory

Baby yeah you've burned into my memory
You're the only thing I see when I fall asleep
You're the only thing I got inside my dreams
And inside my centerpiece
You can do whatever you want to me

I can't focus w/o you
You've made my world split into two
I can't let you leave
Not this easily
Not this easily

memory (shatter3d + jichu)

thx so much for 100 followers! more stuff coming otw:P
beat by @moz-103259352

(baby girl know im sorry
i been chasin bags i been chasin money
tell me how did i mess it up again?
tell me how did i break ur trust again?)

i apologise
i tried a thousand times
i did a thousand things wrong
told a thousand lies
and now my baby is gone
all i do is cry
and now im writing these songs
about you & i

felt like suicide
i made her move aside
and now i cant move on
yeah i know ur right
and i cant go on
yeah im stuck inside
did 2 many wrongs that i couldnt right

she was all that i had
now i cant go back
wish i could take back
all the things that i said
u made me feel things tht i didnt know i could
wish i said the things that i always knew i shld
now im back here again on my own
now im back here again all alone
i dont need noone
ill do it all by myself i dont need noone


on my own (moz)

Special thanks: 
- Instrumental by @rewind214 & @pico-13910899
- Mastering by @soreu_u

A thousand things I can’t convey
There’s so much on mind to say
Won’t you wait... won’t you stay...
Won’t you stay?

The silence I know more each day
Your voice lingers on when I pray
Wide awake, how I lay,
You’re the one,
I crave

Time flew past,
And the tides started turning
Living life fast,
But at night I’m yearning,
Yearning to see you again,
I’m hurting
Knowing I can’t be right there,
I’m certain

I know you’ve moved on
I’m in a city that I hate,
It feels too wrong
Living life estranged for way too long
Yeah I’ve got no place where I belong, no

I want you by my side,
You in my life
For you, I would die
Baby, that’s no lie


a thousand things i cant convey (rewind + pico)

artwork by @kyomonemui
prod me and @elixioo !!

me:
i just wish you listened 
we're running out of time
so please don't be the reason we fall out of line
and i tell you i love you every single day
please don't make me lose you
please don't make her heartbreak

hold on for just a second 
(can't u wait for a little longer no)
you can't just let it pass you by
cuz idk what hurts more than losing u
and if it brings you back then ill pay my dues

but it hurts all the time
(hurts all the time)
everytime you on my mind
and idk what to do
when you're mad at me i fall in love

elixio:
I've been day-dreaming way too much
can you tell it's really been affecting me ? 
i don't mean to seem so distant

but ur not who u say u are
so i have to go
i gotta go

i'll admit that i miss ur face
more and more and more, everyday
but u never seem to look my way
everyday always dreaming harder

of a future w/ u
it sounds kind of dumb
when i say it like that
..idc

me:
dreamin of your soft kiss oh
silly me it was a fkin joke
never wanna be misguided
torn down and broken hearted

i regret not getting close
i forget your name
not getting close
just don't
just don't
just don't leave me alone

me&elixio:
am i really dreamin
(am i awake or asleep?)
will i see u next season
(i'll see you next autumn)
i feel your warm heart
opens and it pulls me away
(it pulls me away everyday)

me:

and i miss your soft lips
touch the smell of your sweater
but u don't really exist
no its all grey matter
you came to me like it was 'pose to be
just don't hurt me anymore

so don't wake me up nono
i don't wnna leave just yet
cuz we just met for the first time
in what feels like a long time
(in what feels like a long time)

can u promise me
youll stay here by my side 
forever

dreams +elixio (me + elixio)

Breathless

artwork by @kyomonemui

i just wanna go to sleep
late nights always thinkin bout you
in my head singing to me
like a whistle
i miss your voice
miss your hair
miss your lips oh

sweet like calpyso
sweet like ice cream
sweet like solero

she wanted mixue
so i told her lets go
that was years ago
im looking at her photo

pick it up
to the right
could u hold it softly
hold my hand and promise that you won't leave
at last my soul is setting free

i just want you to let me go

take it slow
i don't really just wanna be honest
the feelings im holding back

feel her heart beat like looking in the winter
i can't answer the phone
i can't do this alone

its my fault i didn't listen
now its you im missin
and it will end in a mystery

you can't say that i don't love u
(but you don't show it to me)
its hard to understand what you want from me
(you don't think i don't know what it feels like)

just a little
just a little
just a little bit 
just a little bit of you beside me
(its goodbye)
 


a song u should see (me)

@wesberk

(first time recording in fl studio)

I want to change and fight anxiety…but i cant fix it if i never face the problem itself.. <3

(lyrics)
yea, yea were going up today
just thinking about my past mistakes ive been trying to chase
all my feelings just wanna go run away
one day i will know this whole mess will go away
why cant i just run away
all thats left is just the touch
of the pressure that cant be undone

ive been locked up in a cage
inside my brain
its making me go insane
all that i wish is that i awake
im playing catch
without a bat
the pain attack
it hurts a lot
i see your light
came down in sight
unable to try
my fears tell me im alright

yea, yea were going up today
just thinking about my past mistakes ive been trying to chase
all my feelings just wanna go run away
one day i will know this whole mess will go away
why cant i just run away
all thats left is just the touch
of the pressure that cant be undone

forget the past... (wesberk)

good vibes only❤️

dc: v_v_x_ (prod lab, opens or anything)

@pastmemory

dreams +elixio (me + elixio)

pool