Its raining
I remember those days where i danced in the rain
Jumped in the pools, but now i watch with pain.

Pain in my heart
I am getting older, am i too old?
Where are those days where i used to be bold??

I miss my childhood..
Those days were so good
But deep in my heart im still that child
Deep in my heart im still wild
Yeah deep down i know, i'll always be that child

But is it wrong to embrace your innerchild?
Or is it part of the healing?
Because theres alot with what im dealing
Is it wrong to live in your own fantasy?
A fantasy i enjoy and only i can see?
Is it wrong? Or just part of me?

I miss my childhood..
Those days were so good
But deep in my heart im still that child
Deep in my heart im still wild
Yeah deep down i know, i'll always be that child

And i know that its okay
I shouldnt care about what other people say
I should live and enjoy every day

But is it wrong to embrace your innerchild?
Or is it part of the healing?
Because theres alot with what im dealing
Is it wrong to live in your own fantasy?
A fantasy i enjoy and only i can see?
Is it wrong? Or just part of me?

Just as how i am
I am good and enough
Sometimes people tell me difderently..
But then lets pretend we dont hear them, pretending we dont see--
See all mean things they say
Because i am cool and verry much okay

And i know that its okay
I shouldnt care about what other people say
I should live and enjoy every day

Childhood memories

my Lord, i wanna give you my heart
wanna give you my entire life
Because you are the living God
you can do anything, more than alot

you decided to live a life as a human,
u came to earth as a little baby
you gave your sun jesus Christ
yeah its Your son that got sacrificed

He paid the price
now im living, but thanks to Him i'll be living twice
here and now and in heaven again, if i'll follow your Advice

[refrain]
u made the people and the Angels from above
you are so amazing, yeah, a God of love
please come live into my heart
i dont ever wanna be away from you, no, never apart

God you're my number 1
cuz there is no one like you, not anyone
when i look at my dad i see a Father
just like that you wanna be my father

when im having a difficult moment
you're always there
when im crying, you count my tears
u wipe them carefully and know all my fears

u made the people and the Angels from above
you are so amazing, yeah, a God of love
please come live into my heart
i dont ever wanna be away from you, no, never apart

God, im thankfull for having you in my life
please let your spirit give me wisdom
God, thank you for all the beautifull things in this world, that i can see and feel
when i look at your creation there are broken parts of me that i feel heal 

my Lord, i wanna give you my heart
wanna give you my entire life
Because you are the living God
you can do anything, more than alot

u made the people and the Angels from above
you are so amazing, yeah, a God of love
please come live into my heart
i dont ever wanna be away from you, no, never apart

Give You my heart

I depend on You, Lord, my Savior,
In the chaos, You're my peace, my favor.
When the world falls down in disbelief,
You bring relief, You’re my hope, my belief.

In the stillness, I hear Your voice,
Calling me to trust, to make a choice.

When my heart begins to freeze,
And the shadows try to steal my peace,
I’ll stand firm, for I know You’re near,
Your love, it casts out every fear.
In the grave, You rose again,
Defeating death, You made a way, Amen.

In moments of shock, when I can’t see,
You remind me of the victory.
Dramatic is the cross You bore,
But it’s Your grace that I adore.

In the stillness, I hear Your voice,
Calling me to trust, to make a choice.

When my heart begins to freeze,
And the shadows try to steal my peace,
I’ll stand firm, for I know You’re near,
Your love, it casts out every fear.
In the grave, You rose again,
Defeating death, You made a way, Amen.

You took my pain, my broken soul,
In Your arms, You make me whole.
I’ll depend on You, You are my light,
You turned the darkest night so bright.


When my heart begins to freeze,
And the shadows try to steal my peace,
I’ll stand firm, for I know You’re near,
Your love, it casts out every fear.
In the grave, You rose again,
Defeating death, You made a way, Amen.


I depend on You, always, always…
In You, I find relief, always, always…
I’ll trust in You forever,
With You, I’ll rise forevermore.

I depend on You

Silent ember, tatakai e
守るべきもの, never let it fade
Yami no naka, I hold the light
燃える心, guiding through the night

Kaze ga sasayaku, carrying my flame
夜のささやき, calling out my name

Burning soul, kagayake
守るべきもの, I won’t break
Yami no naka, hear my cry
燃える心, reaching for the sky

Burning soul, kagayake
守るべきもの, I won’t break
Yami no naka, hear my cry
燃える心, reaching for the sky

Through shattered paths, I walk alone
暗闇の中で, yet courage has grown
With every step, I face the fear
Kimi no tame ni, I am always near

Flames arise where shadows bend
心の奥で, my strength will never end
Through the forest, past the darkest glen
Kaze ni nosete, I rise again


[Refrein (repeated)]
Burning soul, kagayake
守るべきもの, I won’t break
Yami no naka, hear my cry
燃える心, reaching for the sky

Burning soul, kagayake
守るべきもの, I won’t break
Yami no naka, hear my cry
燃える心, reaching for the sky


Hikari sashite, through the fight
Kimi to boku, hold on tight
Fading shadows, drifting free
星屑の道, follow me

Moonlit rivers, flowing pure and wide
月の涙, reflecting by my side
I fight for hope, with every strike I give
Kimi to boku, for as long as I live


Silent ember, tatakai e
守るべきもの, shining endlessly
Yami no naka, I walk the line
燃える心, forever you are mine

Breath of Dawn — Tanjiro

I waited for love, but you weren't there
Cold walls answered with empty air
You never gave what I kept needing
I'm done with all the lies, but I keep bleeding

I called your name, but no one came
Silence hit harder than any blame
I held on tight, but hope fell through
Now I see the truth that lives in you

They call it a family affair
But don't call it blood affair
Because there is no love affair
You don't pray for love
Command for love
You don't expect love
Thats why you're still waiting for love
You didn't care
Cuz you didn't receive love from your family affair

You broke me down, but I still stood
Tried to love you more than I ever could
You taught my heart what pain can do
It hit me hard and left my days all blue

I tried to forgive, but scars remain
I built my walls to shelter my pain
Now I choose the love I want to keep
No more waiting in the dark and deep

They call it a family affair
But don't call it blood affair
Because there is no love affair
You don't pray for love
Command for love
You don't expect love
Thats why you're still waiting for love
You didn't care
Cuz you didn't receive love from your family affair

They call it a family affair
But that's not fair
Who are they to judge and talk?
I've walked my path, I'll choose my walk

I'm walking free, no chains remain
I found my voice, I own my pain
The past is gone, but I've grown strong
This is my life, my heart, my song

Family affair

Gele bloemen voor mijn deur
k pak ze op en ruik de geur
Daarna gooi ik ze ik de prul
Wat moet ik met dat spul?

Ik ben niet geïnteresseerd
Maarja, wel leuk geprobeerd!
Ik waardeer de inzet
Maar bloemen geven mij geen pret

Harten breken is een kunst, en ik speel het spel,
Wil je indruk maken, dan moet je betalen, en snel,
Wil je bij me zijn, dan moet je alles geven,
Anders lach ik alleen en laat je leven beven.

Ik wil chocolade,
Ringen, armbanden, ja de duurste sieraden
Geef mij kleding
Schoenen, jurken, alles, bling bling!
Geef me al je geld
Misschien ben je dan mijn held
Zeg dat je van me houd
Dan scheur ik je hart in tweeën, Maar het laat me koud

Je denkt dat jij mij kan verleiden
Maar ik laat me echt niet leiden
Als je mij wilt imponeren
Zal je toch wat meer moeten proberen.

Liefde is saai, ik wil cash,
Geef mij alles wat blinkt, anders ben je trash.

Harten breken is een kunst, en ik speel het spel,
Wil je indruk maken, dan moet je betalen, en snel,
Wil je bij me zijn, dan moet je alles geven,
Anders lach ik alleen en laat je leven beven.

Ik wil chocolade,
Ringen, armbanden, ja de duurste sieraden
Geef mij kleding
Schoenen, jurken, alles, bling bling!
Geef me al je geld
Misschien ben je dan mijn held
Zeg dat je van me houd
Dan scheur ik je hart in tweeën, Maar het laat me koud

Dus kom maar op, verras me dan,
Laat zien hoeveel je werkelijk kan.
Maar verwacht geen warmte of een zoen,
Ik ben hier alleen om te doen wat ik wil doen.

Ik wil chocolade,
Ringen, armbanden, ja de duurste sieraden
Geef mij kleding
Schoenen, jurken, alles, bling bling!
Geef me al je geld
Misschien ben je dan mijn held
Zeg dat je van me houdt
Dan scheur ik je hart in tweeën, Maar het laat me koud

Dus zet die bloemen maar weer neer,
Ik gooi ze weg, keer op keer.
Ik kies voor glitter, goud en pracht,
Liefde? Nee hoor — niet vannacht.

Geen Liefdes Interesse

Level up, Level up
Level, level, level up
Level up, level up
Level, level, level up

I am the king of all the hunters
Started low, but leveling up high
Weakest of all, but now im the strongest 
Tried to keep it a secret, cuz everyone will wonder how an why
I can’t tell them and dont wanna lie
(Level up)

The system gave me power—
Though i dont know exactly what this system is..

Level up, Level up
Level, level, level up
Level up, level up
Level, level, level up

I dont even know myself how this all happend
All i know is at some point I thought i saw my end
I Thought i died, maybe i did
Maybe i didnt, we’ll never know how it went

I Woke up in a dungeon, blood on my hands, heart still beating
Every breath I take reminds me I’m still breathing 
Every quest feels like life or death
One wrong move, could mean my last breath 
But here i am; fron E-rank scars to an S-rank throne
I Walk this dark path on my own

“Arise” — feel the power I take

Every scar, every fight
Every tear i cried—
Turned my darkness into might

Level up, Level up
Level, level, level up
Level up, level up
Level, level, level up

I dont even know myself how this all happend
All i know is at some point I thought i saw my end
I Thought i died, maybe i did
Maybe i didnt, we’ll never know how it went

Level up, Level up
Level, level, level up
Level up, level up
Level, level, level up

Level up~! (inspired by the anime "solo leveling")

Shattered signals 
The skyline bends in colors I can’t comprehend
Footsteps echo softly where the circuits twist and bend
A shadow moves beside me, silent but alive
暗闇の中で, I feel the city breathe and sigh

Every flicker, every pulse, reminds me of your name
I chase the phantom signals, playing this endless game

Ashes fall, I heed the call
Wires break, I face it all
Yami no naka, hikari ga saku
Kimi to boku, zutto tsuzuku taku

Ashes fall, I heed the call
Wires break, I face it all
Yami no naka, hikari ga saku
Kimi to boku, zutto tsuzuku taku

Wires hum a warning, yet I step into the fray
The night devours the corners where the powerless sway
A fleeting voice calls softly, fading in the glow
星屑の雨, I follow where the currents flow

Every heartbeat strikes a code I cannot break
I trace the fleeting moments that the shadows make

Ashes fall, I heed the call
Wires break, I face it all
Yami no naka, hikari ga saku
Kimi to boku, zutto tsuzuku taku

Ashes fall, I heed the call
Wires break, I face it all
Yami no naka, hikari ga saku
Kimi to boku, zutto tsuzuku taku

If the wires fracture and the worlds collapse on me
心の奥で, I fight to still be free
Through echoes, through corruption, through the endless night
遠い光まで, I’ll reach the fading light

Ashes fall, I heed the call
Wires break, I face it all
Yami no naka, hikari ga saku
Kimi to boku, zutto tsuzuku taku

Ashes fall, I heed the call
Wires break, I face it all
Yami no naka, hikari ga saku
Kimi to boku, zutto tsuzuku taku


Shattered Signals (inspired by the anime “Charlotte”)

Pa pa pa pa
Pa pa
Pa pa pa
Pa pa pa pa

Pa pa paranoid
In insane
Im a psycho, psychopath
Good at breaking hearts, but terrible at math

Cute boys, cute girls, i’ll make them all mine
Look how they all stand, they’re all standing in one line
Lining up for me, cant handle my beauty
They all think im such a cutie
Until they see my inside
The inside i try to hide
But at some point it gets to the light
Then they see my bad side

Pa pa paranoid
In insane
Im a psycho, psychopath
Good at breaking hearts, but terrible at math

How many hearts have i broken?
I dont even remember because the beast in me has awoken
Give me all you’ve got
Treat me like your God
Then i will break your heart, cuz im heartless
Yeah i am heartless
Im that bitch who does’nt care
Lookin cute, twirling with my hair
Making sure you dont see me stare, yeah, staring with my death stare

Pa pa pa pa
Pa pa
Pa pa pa
Pa pa pa pa

Pa pa paranoid
In insane
Im a psycho, psychopath
Good at breaking hearts, but terrible at math

Pa pa paranoid
In insane
Im a psycho, psychopath
Good at breaking hearts, but terrible at math

But listen to my lullaby,
The one that makes the angels cry
They fall from heaven when they hear my name
Cuz loving me is just a losing game
I spin you ‘round like a carousel
Pretty smile but you can’t tell
That behind my sweet disguise
Hides a storm you can’t survive

Pa pa pa pa
Pa pa
Pa pa pa
Pa pa pa pa

And you keep coming back for more
Even when i slam the door
Addicted to my poison touch
You want love—i’m giving too much
But never what you need
I watch your fragile heart bleed
Another rose i set on fire
Another victim of desire

Pa pa paranoid
In insane
Im a psycho, psychopath
Good at breaking hearts, but terrible at math

So here’s your final little warning
Don’t say i didn’t tell you in the morning
I’m the chaos you can’t tame
The spark that starts the flame
You can try to run away
But i haunt you anyway
Im the nightmare in your dream
The quiet voice that makes you scream

Psychopath

Hurt.. hurt..
Left alone..
Broken.. broken..
Heart of stone..

Red roses on my table slowly losing all their shine
Their beauty feels familiar ’cause it looks a lot like mine
I touch them and they tremble, all their petals start to fall
Just like attachment issues when I try to give my all

I’m reaching out but every step just pulls me back again
I want to let you in, but fear is running through my skin
I’m scared you’ll see the emptiness I’m trying to keep in
I bloom a little moment, then I fade like I’ve been thin

Im just like a rose..
Beautiful, but cant have someone close

Like roses red, I bruise whenever someone holds me tight
I crave the warmth, but shadows pull me further from the light
I want to stay, but every heartbeat tells me I should hide
I’m wilted by the memories that cut me from inside

I’m fragile at the edges, and I’m trembling when you stay
I tell you I don’t need you, but I break when you go away
I cling with attachment issues that I never learned to tame
And when you come too close to me, the thorns call out your name

I’m reaching out but every touch just makes me want to flee
I’m scared that once you know me, you’ll see what I fail to be
I want to trust the softness but the darkness follows me
A rose that keeps on dying even watered carefully

Hurt.. hurt..
Left alone..
Broken.. broken..
Heart of stone..

Like roses red, I bruise whenever someone holds me tight
I crave the warmth, but shadows pull me further from the light
I want to stay, but every heartbeat tells me I should hide
I’m wilted by the memories that cut me from inside

If I fall apart again, will you still want to remain?
If I press my thorns too deep, will you pull back from the pain?
I’m scared that I’m too broken, that I’m more a bruise than bloom
A rose that keeps on wilting in the safest kind of room

Im just like a rose..
Beautiful, but cant have someone close

Like roses red, I bloom but bleed when love is drawing near
I want your touch, but every piece of me is ruled by fear
But if you stay, I’ll try to let the sunlight in again
’Cause wilted roses sometimes learn to lift their heads again

Broken rose

Ka-ka-kawaii!
Ka-ka
Ka
Kawaii!

Pretty skirts, pretty nails
These girls get all the menn
Being cute, committing crimes.
Thats really all they can.

Blue eyes
Dark hair
Those girls win the most guys. 

Im adorable, so kawaii
Take me to hawaii.
Im the cutest girl on the world.
No, dont speak a word!

Im kawaii!

Darling, take me with you!

Am i not the cutest in this world?


Pretty skirts, pretty nails
These girls get all the menn
Being cute, committing crimes.
Thats really all they can.


I have everything you need, my darling.
I even gave you all i got
Why won't you be my king, my darling?
You know i am so hot.

Pet me like im you're kitty
I promise that ill be a good cat
No i will never be shitty
Give me headpats, pat, pat, pat


You dont want me?
Well i dont need you!
Keep your bullshit, all i hear is mimimi
Blah blah blah is all you can do.


Pretty skirts, pretty nails
These girls apparently dont get all the menn
Being cute, committing crimes.
Thats really all they can.

Blah blah blah! (Blah blah blah!)
Blah blah blah!


Kawaii!

Kawaii!

kawaii

I make music with suno AI, but write all lyrics myself

Broken rose

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