Its raining
I remember those days where i danced in the rain
Jumped in the pools, but now i watch with pain.

Pain in my heart
I am getting older, am i too old?
Where are those days where i used to be bold??

I miss my childhood..
Those days were so good
But deep in my heart im still that child
Deep in my heart im still wild
Yeah deep down i know, i'll always be that child

But is it wrong to embrace your innerchild?
Or is it part of the healing?
Because theres alot with what im dealing
Is it wrong to live in your own fantasy?
A fantasy i enjoy and only i can see?
Is it wrong? Or just part of me?

I miss my childhood..
Those days were so good
But deep in my heart im still that child
Deep in my heart im still wild
Yeah deep down i know, i'll always be that child

And i know that its okay
I shouldnt care about what other people say
I should live and enjoy every day

But is it wrong to embrace your innerchild?
Or is it part of the healing?
Because theres alot with what im dealing
Is it wrong to live in your own fantasy?
A fantasy i enjoy and only i can see?
Is it wrong? Or just part of me?

Just as how i am
I am good and enough
Sometimes people tell me difderently..
But then lets pretend we dont hear them, pretending we dont see--
See all mean things they say
Because i am cool and verry much okay

And i know that its okay
I shouldnt care about what other people say
I should live and enjoy every day

Childhood memories

I depend on You, Lord, my Savior,
In the chaos, You're my peace, my favor.
When the world falls down in disbelief,
You bring relief, You’re my hope, my belief.

In the stillness, I hear Your voice,
Calling me to trust, to make a choice.

When my heart begins to freeze,
And the shadows try to steal my peace,
I’ll stand firm, for I know You’re near,
Your love, it casts out every fear.
In the grave, You rose again,
Defeating death, You made a way, Amen.

In moments of shock, when I can’t see,
You remind me of the victory.
Dramatic is the cross You bore,
But it’s Your grace that I adore.

In the stillness, I hear Your voice,
Calling me to trust, to make a choice.

When my heart begins to freeze,
And the shadows try to steal my peace,
I’ll stand firm, for I know You’re near,
Your love, it casts out every fear.
In the grave, You rose again,
Defeating death, You made a way, Amen.

You took my pain, my broken soul,
In Your arms, You make me whole.
I’ll depend on You, You are my light,
You turned the darkest night so bright.


When my heart begins to freeze,
And the shadows try to steal my peace,
I’ll stand firm, for I know You’re near,
Your love, it casts out every fear.
In the grave, You rose again,
Defeating death, You made a way, Amen.


I depend on You, always, always…
In You, I find relief, always, always…
I’ll trust in You forever,
With You, I’ll rise forevermore.

I depend on You

Silent ember, tatakai e
守るべきもの, never let it fade
Yami no naka, I hold the light
燃える心, guiding through the night

Kaze ga sasayaku, carrying my flame
夜のささやき, calling out my name

Burning soul, kagayake
守るべきもの, I won’t break
Yami no naka, hear my cry
燃える心, reaching for the sky

Burning soul, kagayake
守るべきもの, I won’t break
Yami no naka, hear my cry
燃える心, reaching for the sky

Through shattered paths, I walk alone
暗闇の中で, yet courage has grown
With every step, I face the fear
Kimi no tame ni, I am always near

Flames arise where shadows bend
心の奥で, my strength will never end
Through the forest, past the darkest glen
Kaze ni nosete, I rise again


[Refrein (repeated)]
Burning soul, kagayake
守るべきもの, I won’t break
Yami no naka, hear my cry
燃える心, reaching for the sky

Burning soul, kagayake
守るべきもの, I won’t break
Yami no naka, hear my cry
燃える心, reaching for the sky


Hikari sashite, through the fight
Kimi to boku, hold on tight
Fading shadows, drifting free
星屑の道, follow me

Moonlit rivers, flowing pure and wide
月の涙, reflecting by my side
I fight for hope, with every strike I give
Kimi to boku, for as long as I live


Silent ember, tatakai e
守るべきもの, shining endlessly
Yami no naka, I walk the line
燃える心, forever you are mine

Breath of Dawn — Tanjiro

Follow me, follow me, but you’ll never find truth,
Tempt me, tempt me, but I only steal youth.
I’ll lure, lure, lure, and your heart will ignite—
Twisting your soul in the shadows of night

You pull me in, then tear me down,
But in the Light I’m finally found.
The night won’t hold its grip on me—
Only His truth can set me free.

You pull me in, then tear me down,
But in the Light I’m finally found.
The night won’t hold its grip on me—
Only His truth can set me free.

You pull me in, then tear me down,
But in the Light I’m finally found.
The night won’t hold its grip on me—
Only His truth can set me free.


You pull me in, then tear me down,
But in the Light I’m finally found.
The night won’t hold its grip on me—
Only His truth can set me free.


Call me, call me, but I’ll never bring peace,
Trust me, trust me, and your hope will decrease.
I pull, pull, pull every secret you hide—
You seek the light, but I’m darkness inside.

Draw near, draw near, and I’ll wrap you in lies,
Fall for me, fall for me, and your spirit denies.
I spin, spin, spin every thought you hold dear—

You chase a whisper, but I only bring fear.
Touch me, touch me, but I am only a snare,
Need me, need me, and I vanish like air.
I twist, twist, twist every dream you believe—
I am the shadow that whispers, “You can’t leave.”
I am your “easy thrill,” your dark delight,



You pull me in, then tear me down,
But in the Light I’m finally found.
The night won’t hold its grip on me—
Only His truth can set me free.

You pull me in, then tear me down,
But in the Light I’m finally found.
The night won’t hold its grip on me—
Only His truth can set me free.


You pull me in, then tear me down,
But in the Light I’m finally found.
The night won’t hold its grip on me—
Only His truth can set me free.

You pull me in, then tear me down,
But in the Light I’m finally found.
The night won’t hold its grip on me—
Only His truth can set me free.


Trust in me, trust in me, and your spirit I choke.
I spin, spin, spin until your heart can’t see—
But only in Him is your soul truly free.


Turn away, turn away, from the lies that you’ve known,
Run to Him, run to Him, and you’ll never be alone.
The shadows fade, fade, fade when His Light fills your chest—
The chains fall apart, and your soul can finally rest.


You pull me in, then tear me down,
But in the Light I’m finally found.
The night won’t hold its grip on me—
Only His truth can set me free.

You pull me in, then tear me down,
But in the Light I’m finally found.
The night won’t hold its grip on me—
Only His truth can set me free.

You pull me in, then tear me down,
But in the Light I’m finally found.
The night won’t hold its grip on me—
Only His truth can set me free.

You pull me in, then tear me down,
But in the Light I’m finally found.
The night won’t hold its grip on me—
Only His truth can set me free.

In the Light im found

Okay… so today I planned to be normal.
I opened my wardrobe… and of course, he’s here.
My invisible ghost friend!
Watching me, plotting, giggling…
Alright buddy, let’s see who’s really in charge!

I opened my wardrobe, nothing matched at all
My invisible ghost friend watched me stumble and fall
He whispered in my ear, “Chaos is the plan today”
I asked, “For what?” He said, “To make your mess your way!”

Contrary to reason, he hid my left shoe
I chased it around while he giggled—what to do?
Revenge on my own socks? That’s the plan he devised
He floated around laughing while I improvised

Oh my invisible ghost friend, what a sight
Presence he teaches me from morning to night
Wardrobe disasters, revenge in disguise
Contrary to logic, he makes life a surprise

He spilled my coffee and floated past my bed
Told me, “Your presence shines, even when misled”
Wardrobe chaos, mismatched socks, all in a blink
He laughed, “Life’s more fun if you don’t overthink!”

Oh my invisible ghost friend, what a sight
Presence he teaches me from morning to night
Wardrobe disasters, revenge in disguise
Contrary to logic, he makes life a surprise

“Okay, that’s enough for today…
I think I might be learning presence…
He taught me to dance like no one’s watching,
To laugh at chaos, and enjoy every morning,
To wear mismatched socks proudly, just for fun,

Wait!—he’s hiding my slippers again!”


Oh my invisible ghost friend, what a sight
Presence he teaches me from morning to night
Wardrobe disasters, revenge in disguise
Contrary to logic, he makes life a surprise
With him my life is a surprise
Yeah yeah, a big big surprise!

Yeah well, 
Nothing more to tell
This is the end of my story
Yeeahh, end of story

My invisible Ghost friend

Level up, Level up
Level, level, level up
Level up, level up
Level, level, level up

I am the king of all the hunters
Started low, but leveling up high
Weakest of all, but now im the strongest 
Tried to keep it a secret, cuz everyone will wonder how an why
I can’t tell them and dont wanna lie
(Level up)

The system gave me power—
Though i dont know exactly what this system is..

Level up, Level up
Level, level, level up
Level up, level up
Level, level, level up

I dont even know myself how this all happend
All i know is at some point I thought i saw my end
I Thought i died, maybe i did
Maybe i didnt, we’ll never know how it went

I Woke up in a dungeon, blood on my hands, heart still beating
Every breath I take reminds me I’m still breathing 
Every quest feels like life or death
One wrong move, could mean my last breath 
But here i am; fron E-rank scars to an S-rank throne
I Walk this dark path on my own

“Arise” — feel the power I take

Every scar, every fight
Every tear i cried—
Turned my darkness into might

Level up, Level up
Level, level, level up
Level up, level up
Level, level, level up

I dont even know myself how this all happend
All i know is at some point I thought i saw my end
I Thought i died, maybe i did
Maybe i didnt, we’ll never know how it went

Level up, Level up
Level, level, level up
Level up, level up
Level, level, level up

Level up~! (inspired by the anime "solo leveling")

Shattered signals 
The skyline bends in colors I can’t comprehend
Footsteps echo softly where the circuits twist and bend
A shadow moves beside me, silent but alive
暗闇の中で, I feel the city breathe and sigh

Every flicker, every pulse, reminds me of your name
I chase the phantom signals, playing this endless game

Ashes fall, I heed the call
Wires break, I face it all
Yami no naka, hikari ga saku
Kimi to boku, zutto tsuzuku taku

Ashes fall, I heed the call
Wires break, I face it all
Yami no naka, hikari ga saku
Kimi to boku, zutto tsuzuku taku

Wires hum a warning, yet I step into the fray
The night devours the corners where the powerless sway
A fleeting voice calls softly, fading in the glow
星屑の雨, I follow where the currents flow

Every heartbeat strikes a code I cannot break
I trace the fleeting moments that the shadows make

Ashes fall, I heed the call
Wires break, I face it all
Yami no naka, hikari ga saku
Kimi to boku, zutto tsuzuku taku

Ashes fall, I heed the call
Wires break, I face it all
Yami no naka, hikari ga saku
Kimi to boku, zutto tsuzuku taku

If the wires fracture and the worlds collapse on me
心の奥で, I fight to still be free
Through echoes, through corruption, through the endless night
遠い光まで, I’ll reach the fading light

Ashes fall, I heed the call
Wires break, I face it all
Yami no naka, hikari ga saku
Kimi to boku, zutto tsuzuku taku

Ashes fall, I heed the call
Wires break, I face it all
Yami no naka, hikari ga saku
Kimi to boku, zutto tsuzuku taku

Shattered Signals (inspired by the anime “Charlotte”)

Pa pa pa pa
Pa pa
Pa pa pa
Pa pa pa pa

Pa pa paranoid
In insane
Im a psycho, psychopath
Good at breaking hearts, but terrible at math

Cute boys, cute girls, i’ll make them all mine
Look how they all stand, they’re all standing in one line
Lining up for me, cant handle my beauty
They all think im such a cutie
Until they see my inside
The inside i try to hide
But at some point it gets to the light
Then they see my bad side

Pa pa paranoid
In insane
Im a psycho, psychopath
Good at breaking hearts, but terrible at math

How many hearts have i broken?
I dont even remember because the beast in me has awoken
Give me all you’ve got
Treat me like your God
Then i will break your heart, cuz im heartless
Yeah i am heartless
Im that bitch who does’nt care
Lookin cute, twirling with my hair
Making sure you dont see me stare, yeah, staring with my death stare

Pa pa pa pa
Pa pa
Pa pa pa
Pa pa pa pa

Pa pa paranoid
In insane
Im a psycho, psychopath
Good at breaking hearts, but terrible at math

Pa pa paranoid
In insane
Im a psycho, psychopath
Good at breaking hearts, but terrible at math

But listen to my lullaby,
The one that makes the angels cry
They fall from heaven when they hear my name
Cuz loving me is just a losing game
I spin you ‘round like a carousel
Pretty smile but you can’t tell
That behind my sweet disguise
Hides a storm you can’t survive

Pa pa pa pa
Pa pa
Pa pa pa
Pa pa pa pa

And you keep coming back for more
Even when i slam the door
Addicted to my poison touch
You want love—i’m giving too much
But never what you need
I watch your fragile heart bleed
Another rose i set on fire
Another victim of desire

Pa pa paranoid
In insane
Im a psycho, psychopath
Good at breaking hearts, but terrible at math

So here’s your final little warning
Don’t say i didn’t tell you in the morning
I’m the chaos you can’t tame
The spark that starts the flame
You can try to run away
But i haunt you anyway
Im the nightmare in your dream
The quiet voice that makes you scream

Psychopath

Ka-ka-kawaii!
Ka-ka
Ka
Kawaii!

Pretty skirts, pretty nails
These girls get all the menn
Being cute, committing crimes.
Thats really all they can.

Blue eyes
Dark hair
Those girls win the most guys. 

Im adorable, so kawaii
Take me to hawaii.
Im the cutest girl on the world.
No, dont speak a word!

Im kawaii!

Darling, take me with you!

Am i not the cutest in this world?


Pretty skirts, pretty nails
These girls get all the menn
Being cute, committing crimes.
Thats really all they can.


I have everything you need, my darling.
I even gave you all i got
Why won't you be my king, my darling?
You know i am so hot.

Pet me like im you're kitty
I promise that ill be a good cat
No i will never be shitty
Give me headpats, pat, pat, pat


You dont want me?
Well i dont need you!
Keep your bullshit, all i hear is mimimi
Blah blah blah is all you can do.


Pretty skirts, pretty nails
These girls apparently dont get all the menn
Being cute, committing crimes.
Thats really all they can.

Blah blah blah! (Blah blah blah!)
Blah blah blah!


Kawaii!

Kawaii!

kawaii

Oooooooooo
Oooo
Oooooooooo

I-i-i-i Shine
Im im im i am Shining bright

Crying tears of glitter
Oceans
Tears of glitter
O o o o oceans
Oceans filled with glitter

I-i-i-i Shine
Im im im i am Shining bright

Oooooooooo
Oooo
Oooooooooo

Where my broken pieces glitter



Crying tears of glitter
Oceans
Tears of glitter
O o o o oceans
Oceans filled with glitter

Where my broken pieces glitter

I-i-i-i Shine
Im im im i am Shining bright

Oooooooooo
Oooo
Oooooooooo

Oceans of glitter

I have ADHD
its not physically but mentally
My brain is constantly on and does not stop working 
Its basically google with too many tabs, a pc that keeps overworking

ADHD— darkness and bright light!
It makes you fall alot but also gives you power and —Might!

Sometimes my brain says random things, an error in my system
Switching topics every second, can’t control or even listen
I try to focus, but my thoughts just run and scatter
A million voices in my head, all talking, none that matter

Slow me down, but I don’t know how, I’m just a silly clown
My mind’s too loud, it won’t calm down
I’m trying hard to stay in line
But I’m always running out of time

I have ADHD, my mind won’t stay still
Running at a speed I can’t control or kill
Too many thoughts, yeah, they’re all in me
This is how it feels, living with ADHD

They tell me “focus”, like it’s easy to do
If I could switch it off, I swear I would too
I feel too much, I think too fast
Living in the future, stuck in the past

I start a task, then lose the track
Ideas jump around, they never look back
My thoughts are like fireworks, bright and loud
Sometimes I feel lost, hidden in the crowd

ADHD— darkness and bright light!
It makes you fall alot but also gives you power and—Might!

I make a joke, then forget the punchline
Time slips away—what even is time?
I’m not broken, just moving my way
A storm of colors, nights turning into day

Slow me down, but I don’t know how, I’m just a silly clown
My mind’s too loud, it won’t calm down
I’m trying hard to stay in line
But I’m always running out of time

I have ADHD, my mind won’t stay still
Running at a speed I can’t control or kill
Too many thoughts, yeah, they’re all in me
This is how it feels, living with ADHD

Tabs keep spinning, my brain won’t slow
But through the noise, I still can grow
Not broken, not lost, just living free
This is my world, this is me

Yeah, yeah, this is me!

ADHD

I make music with suno AI, but write all lyrics myself.
Im also an artist on many music platforms!
Spotify- apple music- YouTube— and many more!
See the links in my profile for spotify and Apple Music~!

My invisible Ghost friend

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