feat. gorejit (@gorejit)
prod. ingram11 (@ingram11mac)
mixed by LXXIV (@adam-vanscoyk)

lyrics:

[citrate]
lie to me tell me that i’m something 
just so i can feel the way i used to before nothing
lie to me tell me that i’m something 
just so i can feel the way i used to before nothing

life’s not guaranteed
please don’t fuck with me
got my blood all over it’s leaking right from the seams
life’s not guaranteed
please don’t fuck with me
unsure bout reality my life’s not what it seems

got like five more hours off the tab
and there’s nothing i can do except yell
ima fry your router you a fag
just wait i’ll behead you like the cartel

i hate myself you can see it in my eyes
can’t control my urges and i’m best friends with my knife
all you fuckers use me then you leave me in demise
tell my mother sorry when i die by suicide

i just wanna feel okay and live my life but i cannot ever do it cuz i’m fucking crazy
when i take my golden blade and cut your eyes bitch i hope you realize that you fucking made me

bitch ima eat your organs
leave you deceased in portions
bro you make me fucking hungry with all these contortions
bitch ima fuck your organs
and all my guns imported
so please don’t be surprised when you all see this drum start pouring

[gorejit]
yeah yeah yeah
ima kill that bitch just like elliot
i feel like i'm dead i need my medicine
i look like i'm dead eat your organs
vomit in a two seat its a foreign

reconstrict my body in debris
g19 with a m9 on a killing spree
eyelid full of lsd
i can't even fucking see
take a trip to saudi and i'm bringing extra magazines
stream that bitch on liveleak

[citrate]
lie to me tell me that i’m something 
just so i can feel the way i used to before nothing
lie to me tell me that i’m something 
just so i can feel the way i used to before nothing

life’s not guaranteed
please don’t fuck with me
got my blood all over it’s leaking right from the seams
life’s not guaranteed
please don’t fuck with me
unsure bout reality my life’s not what it seems

NOTHING (FEAT. GOREJIT) [PROD. INGRAM11]

Oh Huney (feat. ScarletBrides) (prod. LUCYFXR)

https://soundcloud.com/kirxcy
cover art by https://www.instagram.com/ilydarah/

THE MORE SHE SUFFERS THE HAPPIER I AM [HXLX // KIRXCY]

STREAM ON SPOTIFY

NAUGHTY (PROD. AKVRI x FROSTTT)

𝚠𝚑𝚘 𝚔𝚗𝚘𝚠𝚜 𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚗 𝚒 𝚍𝚘𝚗𝚝 𝚔𝚗𝚘𝚠//𝚊𝚏𝚏𝚒𝚗𝚒𝚝𝚢𝚡𝚒𝚒𝚒

FEATURING NOVISION
PROD BY @fucksomniaa
COVER ART BY https://www.instagram.com/spiiral_/

SOAB FT. NOVISION [FUCKSOMNIA]

The curtain rises… 
“Existential” is the opening track of my debut EP “Vulpine Genesis.”
A collision of orchestral grandeur and crushing bass, crafted to echo the tearing apart one feels in the depths of an existential crisis

Within this piece lies a fragment of Wes Anderson's cinema — a sample from "Fantastic Mr. Fox." A movie that shaped me as person, years ago.. during my own questioning.

Existential

New drop with tha g's @evilokai666 @daholymane @9ctr

SWISHER DRUMKIT : https://payhip.com/b/QZw9V

So much projects otw, stay tuned 🔊

2025 INTELLIGENT DIRT

SWISHER w/ EVIL, HOLYMANE & EXCLUSIVE

lay with me and we'll escape baby x2
i know that your brains racing 
fast pace and i been adding to the hate lately 
aid pain and im so sorry that i aint making 
this shit easy for you difficulty game playing 
substance aint been saving me but i still crave hate it
makes me forget and numb myself but now i aint facing 
what i need to be with you and now you aint patient 
just come here i like when you near
why do i keep pushing far from me 
turning something into nothing aint do shit for me 
now im aggressive cus im stressing and my fist forming
forcing you to fill your bags now out the door storming
even if we aint good pretend 
cus our love will never if we end

disappear here i feel better when you near 
dispose of your fear lost lane lemme steer 
top of your tier
see a wolf when you get sheered 
depart from peers who want you smeared ill wipe your tears when we escape im hard on you your heart cant take
i made your mind state solid hate 
turning home to vacant me to mental patient
cus its safe to say my sane brain deflating 
sun rays erasing cus the raining staying 
and you aint aye wait bitch your my moon shine chase it face it
see you when i stalk your days and
we aint back and now yours in braces 
kill us both i know that satan waiting

escape

kill ebola - over [prod.kill ebola]

fuck you to the god who made you 
pass the fucking hatred that they passed on to you 
are you happy now i pray that your not
tension in me building burn it down to the lot 
leaving furniture broken with hearts 
admitting its hard imma die and decay or change 
60 pills didnt kill what you made 
get the fuck in your grave aye
ill follow you there

left brain is sick with delusions it throw up x2
ive seen the hatred anger fear they act
sadness normal love abstract
brains been boxed in body bashed 
guts erupt and i just laugh 
cant help the fact i fucking hate you everything the same too
face escaped invade your thought loop trains to
music played and i erased just save you 
this aint me and i agree. ill wait too
open our eyes
when our hard headed pride meets the pain that arrives 
what i despise 
is my problems in them im not yours its our mind

not you

𝙳𝟹𝙰𝚃𝙷𝙲𝚅𝙻𝚃
𝚙𝚞𝚛𝚎 𝚗𝚘𝚒𝚜𝚎 𝚗𝚘 𝚏𝚞𝚌𝚔𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚕𝚢𝚛𝚒𝚌𝚜

𝚠𝚑𝚘 𝚔𝚗𝚘𝚠𝚜 𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚗 𝚒 𝚍𝚘𝚗𝚝 𝚔𝚗𝚘𝚠//𝚊𝚏𝚏𝚒𝚗𝚒𝚝𝚢𝚡𝚒𝚒𝚒

NXLI