instrumental by my boy @prodpishogue go follow

lyrics:

you said you love me
but i cant ever tell tho
she said she hates me
its hard for me to know tho
maybe im a fool and nobody really loves me
said she wont hurt me, she really really cut me

really really thought she wouldnt stab me
snuck a tag into my car and tracked me
looked in thru my windows when im napping
why shes always there when im lacking

she told me pass her the joint
i wanna turn off my joins
she told me pass her the joint
i wanna turn off my joins
she told me pass her the joint
i wanna turn off my joins
i want her out of my head

shell probably come track me down
shes probably here in my town
shell probably take me away
ill probably never be found
she really need to calm down
she need some lean or some loud
she such a queen, need a crown
i know ill never be found

you said you love me
but i cant ever tell tho
she said she hates me
its hard for me to know tho
maybe im a fool and nobody really loves me
said she wont hurt me, she really really cut me

maybe im the crazy one idk

growing up is stupid i'll be 17 forever

Bewildered

if u really was smart then u would’ve stayed with me 
now you gotta live the rest of your life in misery
imma make you disappear like a fucking mystery 
cut your body parts up girl you ain’t shit to me 
I gave you the key and you threw it away 
now imma fucking kill you let your body decay
I miss the time when I would play Fortnite all day 
now all I ever think about is blowing my brains 
dumb bitch I told you that you should’ve stayed      
imma kill you before you kill me first 
I fucking miss you that’s why I wrote this verse 
I fucking hate you your loves a fucking curse
imma fucking kill you then imma jump in that hearse

you left now look at you

79! W/ IMAR

too far gone

i'm rlly clueless (feat. overtonight)

make u happy

mixed & mastered by jayson sankar
prod neverl0se

wandering eyes
for you and your smile
girl it’s been a while
im running the mile
got wandering eyes
ill see you tonight
just don’t tell me lies
ill be waiting all night

ur blowing my fuse
my life’s an excuse
a poor one at that
why can’t i just be normal for u?
i’d do it over for u
my life is over for u
i got no closure from u

built my life on a tower of lies
i don’t got a purpose i just wanna die
hold my hand as i jump in the fire
know im codependent, it’s a double homicide
you should go and pick a side
you should go and pick a side
you should go and pick a side

wandering eyes >_>

im still a loner and im such a lost cause
mixed&mastered by jayson sankar

can i at least get my hug :/

“Come Back to Me” is a heartfelt blend of emotion and rhythm — a song that captures the ache of longing and the hope for reconciliation. It paints the picture of love slipping away yet still burning strong in the heart, with lyrics that call out for that one special person to return.

Back to me

Im not un retired im just like posting on this account sometimes when im bored OK???? DONT GET IT TWISTED Shoutout harley poe this is basically a cover

u dont understand where my mental is
dug up all the dead to find where heaven is
girl you're way too shattered to be sensitive
its numbing me
its all a dream
its all a dream

oh look at you
sitting there all alone
no reason to exist
girl now ur bleeding on ur wrists  
oh look at you
sitting there all alone
no reason to exist
girl now ur bleeding on ur wrists

can i at least get my hug :/

imar