post nut clarity

mi amor

gym shoegaze

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playlist 18

My Life 🎵 🎶 🎧

😇imar

idek

art by @fvckk.bvnn
lyrics:
i can’t tell you 
i can’t tell you how many times
that i’ve wanted i’ve wanted to quit
i can’t tell you 
i can’t tell you how many times
that i’ve wanted i’ve wanted to run

gotta stay strong  
gotta stay strong my friend 
gotta stay strong  
there’s no one in the end
to watch you run

keep step wit me
if you forget take a breath 
keep me in yo mind 
there’s no one left here
i feel my spine move every step
bring me one step closer to escape
realizing all is fake
the illusion of being awake
i hope my son know that he’s made to walk the sun

you can run decide 
to fight or fly, i may

choose to ride the lightning
miles away 
 
i hope my son know that he’s made to walk the sun
i hope my son know daddy’s proud of what he’s done
i hope you live to shoot another day
you’d better brought some bullets in your gun

the night the day
the time decay 
our bodies escape from us

why do we 
have to prey on eachother
quite so much?

there is no answer to these questions
learn your lesson
walk away from awesome power
blessings come with practice
on our backs is all this weight 
some can’t handle knowing 
it’s their fate

and they wanna go back, oh yeah
and they tryna go back, oh yeah
but there aint no goin back, oh no
yeah there’s only one path, oh yeah

and they wanna go back, oh yeah
yeah they tryna go back, oh yeah
but there aint no goin back, oh no
yeah there’s only one path, oh yeah

i can’t tell you 
i can’t tell you how many times
that i’ve wanted i’ve wanted to quit
i can’t tell you 
i can’t tell you how many times
that i’ve wanted i’ve wanted to run

gotta stay strong  
gotta stay strong my friend 
gotta stay strong  
there’s no one in the end
to watch you run

RUN (PROD. BRAHMAN)

Deftones be quiet and drive gym edit (tom platz and fightclub)

Kevin Levrone x TrenTwins X Mascara - Deftones (She's gonna ruin your fucking life)

hey waszuppp alas night before has arrived on the soundclouddd!

Night Before (Acoustic)

For that one set - song edited by me hope u like it

SUPERHEAVEN - YOUNGEST DAUGHTER X YATES X PLATZ EDITED

𝙇𝙚𝙚 𝙋𝙧𝙞𝙚𝙨𝙩 𝙭 𝘿𝙚𝙛𝙩𝙤𝙣𝙚𝙨 - 𝘽𝙚𝙬𝙖𝙧𝙚 (𝙗𝙚𝙨𝙩 𝙥𝙖𝙧𝙩, 𝙨𝙡𝙤𝙬𝙚𝙙)

The better version of rob a bank 🖤
999

Juice WRLD Rob A Bank OG - HD-

@aeter song
dm @aetervault on ig for removal

lyrics:
sarah, dont do what i think you want to my love
sarah
sarah, dont do what i think you bout to my love
sarah

spotify

aeter - im sorry, sarah

Griffith's speech x Safe in your skin

NIGHTPHONE

Jaydes-leave me alone

girl

COVER ART BY @TOKYOGLD

WHOLE EP PROD BY @TIMPARK_

Blunts Inda Neon Ft. Yung Bruh

do wut you want shawt

#1 - soft serenades

love her forever, my mistake
i shouldve seen from a mile away
shes in my brain i cant escape
she fills my pain
this my worst day
i wanna be your first aid
then throw me away like a bandaid
ill keep singing you soft serenades
until im worthy of your space

first aid

#5 - soft serenades

your nails are perfect for the itch on my back
still need your love but i dont think ill get it back
dont tell me this is how it ends
cant be happy without you
you're what i depend
i was hoping to fit in
born a loser i can't ever win
i don't want it to end, i don't want it to end
oh, oh
love gets blown in the distance
haven't felt your love i missed it
talking to a therapist won't fix it
so i'll take all my drugs then i'll mix it
i don't think that's the right decision
but i was just trying to fit in

fit in

#7 - soft serenades

https://youtu.be/NqCo-_pVRTY?si=HcHl1xlRnIsP0WW4

stuck in the past, the present day don't really work out
hoping i dont spend my future in that jail cell
i'm moving fast, but not too fast to get my workout
i'd rather fast, i'm too depressed to do a workout, workout
was kinda hoping it could work out, work out
i cut myself don't even hurt now, hurt now
i'm feeling better guess it worked out, worked out

work out

#3 - soft serenades

materialistic, but i love the way that you look in that lipstick
but lets keep it realistic, you wouldnt wanna be with me im way too autistic
self admitted
i feel like shit i know that somethings missing
i tried to fill the void but nothing's working
and look at the people that i end up hurting, yeah
they don't deserve it
people acting like they know me but they just know the surface
i didn't do it on purpose
rehabilitation is the only thing worth it

materialistic

#11 - soft serenades

i don't wanna go outside i'm terrified of light
i stabbed her in the back so many times but you're still mine
i don't wanna confess my sins, i must bring it to light
i cut myself 100 times so you don't care tonight

always been a loser, i will never fit in
wasted all my high school years doing business
she done heard the same shit, she don't wanna listen
after all i guess i'm really not that different
what if she found out that i was lying
what if she found out that i was trying to die, and
so many selfish actions
they're all distractions

self distruct myself, a bad habit
wouldn't wanna be with me if she knew all my past tense
starting fake relationships a really bad habit
all these real women getting emotional damage, i can't fucking stand it
i don't wanna lead her on, i still wanna keep her on
i'll give up the drugs one day, just don't leave me alone
i wasn't raised right, that excuse could work for so long
i'm getting paid right? that's the shit that made it all wrong..

i don't wanna go outside i'm terrified of light
i stabbed her in the back so many times but you're still mine
i don't wanna confess my sins, i must bring it to light
i cut myself 100 times so you don't care tonight

i found this weird cassette in the ruins

romanticism

CLOWN $HOW

jaydes - all in my head

lucille - fuckin freak

jaydes - i plan to leave the internet

music vid - https://youtu.be/9md_sKgdnVc?si=dUVy0HfrXfTefs_C

#5 - what a pathetic story
prod. casper’s pishogue

Loved to be in your arms
Well too bad I'm so fucking annoying
I would take care of your heart
So sad everything I did soiled it
Gave me so much reason to avoid it
But I can't read the signs that you're pointing
Look me in the eyes and say it's
Not my fault

(I wanna say I love you but I just can't prove it, I wanna run away from you but I can't do it)
(I wanna say I love you but I just can't prove it, I wanna run away from you but I can't do it)

a delusional nuisance

#4 - what a pathetic story

I feel you staring at me with your eyes
Are you judging me?
Or are you trying to read inside my mind, well you couldn't see
And I couldn't breathe
Just one more cig, what my lungs really need

You want me to stay
I want you to leave
Why are you so empathetic towards me?
I know I don't deserve it
I want you to bleed
I'll be the last thing she stares at, oh yeah it was me

interlude 1 - why do i keep doing that to her

lucille - whatever (og)

$wag Nightmare - Mercedes

nothing seems to get my mind off of death
I guess that you can say im just a little bit obsessed
Well Im already dead so tell me how to speed the process
I don’t deserve a damn thing except to be a carcass
I tried to be a good person but im so caught up
Everyday it’s getting worse man im so fucked up
i contradict all of my words but im so tired of lust
what’ll kill me first the drugs or a barrel to my gut

farewell cruel world i wont miss you

FAVORITE EX - $wag Nightmare

YEAH
HE TALKIN’ SWEET LIKE A CAVITY
TALKIN’ SHIT IT COULD GO DOWN LIKE GRAVITY
STEPPIN’ TO ME THAT’S A FANTASY
I AM A LIVING CALAMITY
I’M GRADUALLY LOSING MY SANITY
I WENT FROM GANJA TO FLIPPING PROFANITY
THEY PROFIT OFF ALL OUR DEPRAVITY
THAT’S THE REALITY

WHIP AN F-150 NOT A CAR
PICKING UP AN UGLY BITCH
AT THE BAR
ON THE PORCH
STRING BROKE ON MY GUITAR
BITCH YOU BETTER GET THE FUCK OUT THE YARD 
BITCH YOU BETTER GET THE FUCK OUT THE YARD (x4)

I QUIT SMOKING EXCEPT FOR THE BEATS THAT I RAP ON 
GREEN LIKE BROCCOLI 
I KEEP IT GOING FOREVER NO MATTER THE WEATHER BITCH THERE AIN’T NO STOPPING ME 
THEY WANNA TAKE AWAY EVERYTHING WE OWN LIKE IT’S A GAME OF MONOPOLY 
I TURN A FED TO AN EARTHWORM
BURY HIM DEEP IN THE DIRT ON MY PROPERTY 
THE ONLY GRILL THAT I GOT IS A FOREMAN 
I KEEP ME A SMITH LIKE A MORMON 
I TOOK A SIP OF THE MOONSHINE 
SPINNING LIKE I WAS A STORM THAT’S FORMING 
KNOCKING SHIT OVER LIKE HURRICANE 
YOU SHOULDN’T SLEEP ON ME LIKE POLYURETHANE 
I COULD DO THIS FOREVER LIKE PLASTIC 
I MAKE IT STRIKE LIKE THE TIP OF A MATCHSTICK
TALKING LIKE ARISTOTLE WHEN I RAP
A PHILOSOPHER GREATER THAN PLATO 
THROWING TOMATOES AT ME IMMA DO YOU LIKE NATO
HIT YOU WITH A MISSILE TURN YOU INTO PLAY-DO
POP HIM HE WADDLE LIKE DONALD
I AIN’T TALKING RONALD I’M TALKING THE DUCK 
AND SPEAKING OF DUCKS YOU BUGGING LIKE DAFFY
I STRETCH YOU LIKE TAFFY 
I DON’T GIVE A FUCK

I JUST BLEW UP A CYBER TRUCK
I JUST BUTT FUCKED ELON MUSK 
INDIAN BOY SO YOU KNOW MY BITCH 
TOLD ME MY DICK LOOK JUST LIKE A ELEPHANT TUSK
I’M PLAYING MARIO BROS WITH ZUCK 
I LEAVE A DEVIL WITH WINGS A HALO
I JUST SHOT UP THE AMAZON WAREHOUSE 
AND SENT A .5 TO JEFF BEZOS

BITCH YOU BETTER GET THE FUCK OUT THE YARD (X4)

NOTHING IS PUNK 
BESIDES MAYBE SELF IMMOLATING LIKE A MONK 
I KEEP A STICK LIKE A TRUNK DO 
FUCK JOE BIDEN AND PRESIDENT TRUMP TOO
AS LONG AS 12 GOT A GUN I GOT ONE TOO
THINKING BOUT PICKING UP KUNG FU 
“TO KNOW YOUR ENEMY YOU MUST BECOME THEM”
THAT WAS A QUOTE BY SUN TZU
STACKING PAPER LIKE A BOOKSTORE 
WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU NEED TO READ BOOKS FOR?
I GET ALL OF MY INFORMATION FROM THE INTERNET
I FIND WHATEVER I LOOK FOR
I BELIEVE WHATEVER I SEE
AND I CANNOT EAT ANYTHING SPICY 
I’M AN ILLITERATE VILLAGE IDIOT I CAN’T EVEN READ MY OWN ID
PACKING THAT DIP IN MY LIP
LIKE MY DICK IN A BITCH
I AIN’T TALKING MY SISTER
WALKING AROUND IN THEM ALLIGATOR SKIN BOOTS
JUST GAVE ME A BLISTER
I DON’T GOT A ROLEX
SHOOTING THAT PISTOL WITH ONE HAND MAKING MY WRIST HURT 
I AIN’T A TALKER
IF HE WANNA CHIT CHAT
HE CAN GO SPEAK TO MY FIST FIRST 

I JUST BLEW UP A CYBER TRUCK
I JUST BUTT FUCKED ELON MUSK 
INDIAN BOY SO YOU KNOW MY BITCH 
TOLD ME MY DICK LOOK JUST LIKE A ELEPHANT TUSK
I’M PLAYING MARIO BROS WITH ZUCK 
I LEAVE A DEVIL WITH WINGS A HALO
I JUST SHOT UP THE AMAZON WAREHOUSE 
AND SENT A .5 TO JEFF BEZOS

BITCH YOU BETTER GET THE FUCK OUT THE YARD (X4)

you best get from round here dressin’ like that
we don’t call the police around these parts


GET OUT OF MY YARD (PROD. WENDIGO)

announcer:
ladies and gentlemen of our nation
please join me in welcoming
the president of the united states of america!

people:
oh my fucking god
i love you mr. president
yeah we love you!

mr. president:
hahaha. how you guys doing?

people:
this is the best day of my life
yeah! woo hoo! yeehaw!

mr. president:
hahaha.you’re too kind everybody! you’re too kind


TO BE THE BOSS YEAH YOU GOTTA PAY THE COST 
PUT YOUR HANDS UP 
LIKE YOU GETTING STOPPED BY THE COPS 
FUCK A NAZI 
MY CHOPPA HIT EM RIGHT BETWEEN THE EYES 
THEY TURN US ON EACH OTHER 
IT’S YO BROTHER YOU DESPISE 
KANYE WEST CAN SUCK MY DICK UNTIL HE DIES
I’M ON A MISSION TO MURDER CORRUPT POLITICIANS
NOBODY WANNA LISTEN TOO BUSY ARGUING BITCHING 
AND DISSING ONE OTHER TO MAKE A NOTICEABLE DIFFERENCE 
YOU WANNA GET RICH? PAY THE PRICE (YESSIR)
YO TWEET GOT 100 THOUSAND LIKES (YESSIR)
ABOUT HOW WE SHOULD SEPARATE BLACKS AND THE WHITES (YESSIR)
THEY WANT US SEPARATED WE CAN NEVER FIGHT (YESSIR)

RIGHT LEFT RIGHT LEFT RIGHT (YES SIR) 
GOT THE OPPOSITION STARING DOWN THE PIPE (YES SIR) 
TELL ME ARE YOU MAGGOTS AND MICE (NO SIR)
WOULD YOU GIVE YOUR LIFE (SIR YES SIR)
FOR THE BILLIONAIRE ON A YACHT (YES SIR)
FOR THE POLITICIAN AT THE TOP (YES SIR)
FOR PEACE AND JUSTICE ABROAD (NO SIR)
I AM YOUR GOD (SIR YES SIR)
TO BE THE BOSS YEAH YOU GOTTA BRAINWASH AND TORTURE
PULL UP WITH BARS MADE OF NAPALM AND TORCH YA
ENFORCE MY LAWS WITH BOMBS 
AND KILL COMMUNISTS FOR STARTING IT 
I TEAR EM APART
ADD A STAR TO THE FLAG 
YOU CAN DIE IF YOU A FAG OR BROWN COLORED 
I DON’T GIVE A FUCK ABOUT NO OTHER THAN MONEY
IT’S ALWAYS SUNNY IN SPACE
I WILL ESCAPE IF NEED BE
I LEAVE YOU LIVIN’ IN FECES 
KNEE DEEP BITCH
TAKE FROM THE POOR AND MAKE THE RICH
MORE LIT
THERE AIN’T NO HOPE FOR YOUR GENERATION GO SLIT YO WRISTS
I’LL BUY UP EVERY SINGLE HOUSE AND PRODUCE THE FOOD 
SO IF YOU HUNGRY AND SICK YOU CAN LICK THE BRICKS
WE GOT PLENTY OF FUNDS FOR WEAPONS 
BUT NONE FOR BOOKS OR HEALTH CARE, I BUY GUNS
GIVE PRAISE TO THE WHITE BLUE AND THE RED
I’M ALWAYS EATING GOOD THAT’S WHY THEY CALL ME “THE FED”


THE STATE OF THE UNION (PROD. CUBE x CALDER)

Robin the Hammer:
Oh my god
We-We were like…
Doing nuclear bomb drills in school
Nuclear bomb drills?!
That thing falls, you are DRILLED

WHEN THE SUN GETS BRIGHT 
AND THE LAND GETS HOT
I SEE SMOKE ON THE MOUNTAIN TOPS
EVERYTHING’S ON FIRE
CAN’T TRUST MY NEIGHBOR 
CAN’T TRUST THE COPS
AND THE GOVERNMENT IS RAN BY ROBOTS
EVERYTHING’S ON FIRE

I PAY MY TAXES I PAY MY DUES
I POP MY COLLAR AND I SHINE MY SHOES
DID EVERYTHING I WAS S’POSED TO DO 
BUT I STILL CAN’T AFFORD TO BUY GAS OR FOOD
THE LAND OF THE FREE AND HOME OF THE NUMB
OUR POLITICIANS ACT LIKE WE’RE DUMB
AND WE ARE THEY KNOW WE’RE TOO STUPID
TO ORGANIZE A REAL REVOLUTION
THE BEAT US DOWN 
MAKE US TIRED
SO THAT WE WONT EVEN TRY IT
GOT BILLS TO PAY 
GOT MOUTHS TO FEED 
KEEP YOU A SLAVE TO YOUR SALARY
AND WE SUFFICATING 
CAN’T EVEN BREATHE 
AND THE SPAWN OF SATAN’S WHO WE CHOOSE TO LEAD US
PONTIFICATE OVER THE CONSTITUTION
CANNIBALIZING OUR INSTITUTIONS
THEY MAKE POLLUTION 
DUMP IT IN THE RIVERS AND OCEANS 
AND STRESS IS OUR ONLY EMOTION
THEY THINK THEY’RE FLYING ABOVE THE LAW
TILL THE PEOPLE RISE AND ARREST THEM ALL 

YEAH, THEY GOT US RIGHT WHERE THEY WANT US 
UNINVOLVED AND UNEDUCATED 
HOW ARE WE GONNA COMPETE WITH THE ULTRA RICH 
IF EVERY DUMBASS WANTS TO BECOME ONE QUICK
YOU DRESS LIKE A PUNK BUT YOU REALLY A BITCH 
YOU DON’T CARE ABOUT NOTHING BUT THE FIT
TALKING LIKE A LIBERAL BUT YOU AIN’T LIBERATING SHIT
BESIDES YO LIPS
FLAPPING UP AND DOWN SO QUICK 
TELL ME WHAT KIND OF RESISTANCE 
WANTS TO GIVE ALL OF THEIR WEAPONS TO POLITICIANS
NOT ONE THAT’S GONNA MAKE A CHANGE 
SPREAD THE FLAMES
GOODBYE USA 

WHEN THE SUN GETS BRIGHT 
AND THE LAND GETS HOT
I SEE SMOKE ON THE MOUNTAIN TOPS
EVERYTHING’S ON FIRE
CAN’T TRUST MY NEIGHBOR 
CAN’T TRUST THE COPS
AND THE GOVERNMENT IS RAN BY ROBOTS
EVERYTHING’S ON FIRE


EVERYTHING'S ON FIRE (PROD. WENDIGO)

ALL STAND!
FOR THE NATIONAL ANTHEM

TAKE FROM THE POOR 
AND GIVE TO THE RICH 
IMMA BUILD THE NATION ON THE BACK OF IMMIGRANTS 
IMMA FILL MY GUN UP WITH BULLETS TO THE BRIM
AND KILL ANYBODY I DECIDE ON A WHIM
SAY “FIGHT, THE POWER”
FIGHT, THE POWER 
NEVER FORGET WHAT HAPPENED TO THE TOWERS 
NUCLEAR BOMBS LIKE WATER IN A SHOWER
DON’T WANNA FIGHT?
YOU’RE A TRAITOR AND A COWARD 
FIGHT, THE POWER x4
STAND FOR THE ANTHEM
HAND ON MY HEART 
WE’RE A COUNTRY BUILT ON GENOCIDE
DO YOUR PART 

OH SAY CAN YOU SEE
ALL THE BLOOD ON YOUR HANDS?
ALL THE PEOPLE THAT DIED
USED TO LIVE ON THIS LAND! 
WHO BROUGHT STRIPES AND BRIGHT STARS
TO THE HOT MIDDLE EAST?
WHO PUT POISON AND TRASH
IN THE FOOD THAT WE EAT? 
AND THE ROCKETS RED GLARE!
THE BOMBS BURSTING IN AIR!
GAVE PROOF THROUGH THE NIGHT
THAT OUR FLAG WAS STILL THERE!
OH SAY DOES THAT STAR SPANGLED, TANGLED, BANNER YET WAVE?
FOR THE LAND OF THE FREE
WAS BUILT OUT OF GRAVES! 

THE NATIONAL ANTHEM (PROD. CUBE x CALDER)

im still a loner and im such a lost cause
mixed&mastered by jayson sankar

can i at least get my hug :/

i'm not really happy i'm, alive
often times i wish that i would, die
if i perish would that make everyone, smile
if that's true, then it's, time

in my, casket
give me, flowers
it's so, saccharine
leave me, sour

so bittersweet...

lucille - bittersweet

thank you to everyone who supported me and helped make this possible.

art by @lildvrkie

dl:
https://www116.zippyshare.com/v/5pGGivD2/file.html