jaydes - misery (sped up)

jaydes - misery

jaydes hysteric

Rose

burning bouquets on the floor
i’ll drop them off by your door
i’ll take it straight to my head 
it’s not enough
i need mooooreee (i need more)
i need more
nothing that i haven’t been thru before
sit back on the porch spark up a newport
you’ll still cross my mind either way
it’s so damn pathetic
would you be empathetic
give me a fuckin headache

i’ll hit my head on the porch
i’ll bleed out don’t show remorse
i’ll just let it run its course

run its course

prod. quintuple

it’ll all start making sense if you would give it a chance
follow lights around my room i just want to dance

leave my body behind 
and give it up to you
let my brain unwind
and turn into something

i’m helpless and i’m bored 
and i wanna see you now 
face to face with a sword
i dont wanna see you drown

everything i ever wanted
pushed away i never got it
cloudy head filled with narcotics
cant slow down no i can’t stop it 

oh oh oh oh

tell me why it feels so cold
left me all alone in the snow
frostbite on my tounge let it fold

these boots on my feet keep me grounded
i watched you drown in that fountain
ive hit my peak on this mountain
will i ever be the same i doubt it

tracers (i watched you drown in that fountain)

for entertainment
prod. sf cull

so shut out and taken away
didnt listen to them i regret everything
get a grip of yourself, you're losing your ring
(get a fucking grip, get a fucking grip)

i dont feel too at home
rewire my brain
find somewhere to roam
hold me by my chain

getting colder by the second
use your words as a weapon
i dont wanna read your message
fucking hate feeling so threatened

field of grass laying outside
thats where i watched myself die
get your fucking head in line
no its not gonna be fine

so shut out and taken away
didnt listen to them i regret everything
get a grip of yourself, you're losing your ring
(get a fucking grip, fall over and trip)

i dont feel too at home
rewire my brain
find somewhere to roam
hold me by my chain

said its gon be okay
took me in as a stray

get a grip

hysteric - jaydes (speed up)

rest in peace been an inspiration ever since you was cyrus.
remix of nope your too late i died - wifiskeleton & jacko
https://open.spotify.com/track/0WJfBpIO8TVsuKyvJwlye7?si=2cd23bd70fe14b63

when i dug out my veins to pump it full of mistakes
i couldn't explain why he kept me alive when i'm so wrong
i'm your loneliest creation i don't belong
i wish i'm not the flesh i'm assigned, this soul and this mind
i hope it's not mine, n im on a path to finnd all the signs u hide
my divine
i kill myselff n nnow i'm reborn
can't escape rfom samm n sarah cuz ik they'd be torn
it doesn't matter what i wear it's about what i've worn
r u even concerned will u ever return
split my brain into two
is it you i'm looking for
am i lying on the floor
is there smthing rlly more
i'd like to sell offf my soul
maybe i did
it would be simple
just to get rid of it, of it all
i wont have to think or recall

god's loneliest junkie

release date - March 10 2025

I wanna live inside your home, but you're not in my range
I wanna grab you by the face and tell you that it's okay
Wish I could tell you how I'm feeling, but I feel too ashamed
I put the blame on you, but I'm the one that ruined my name

I keep on staring at the negative, the positive's fake
You keep on telling me you love me, but that's subject to change
About to tie this rope and hang it, cause it's written in my name
Ouuh, it's such a pretty day to go blow out my brains

I wanna move away and tell my friends goodbye
Cause I've been sitting in my filth, which makes it harder to try
Sometimes I wish that I was born in 1995
Cause then I wouldn't get the chance to even live this life

Not breathing, you're dreaming
I'm leaving, you're seething
All that trauma guess I never learned my lesson
I guess every song of mine is a confession

that bitch ruined my reputation

#2 - i cant stop thinking about it

I'll die until I feel alive
I'm sorry to my fathers wife
Your son already ruined his life
I count my days I'm out of time
My friends concerned with the way I live
The pressures too hot I rip off my skin

just another useless life to everyone

imar