#2 - i cant stop thinking about it

I'll die until I feel alive
I'm sorry to my fathers wife
Your son already ruined his life
I count my days I'm out of time
My friends concerned with the way I live
The pressures too hot I rip off my skin

just another useless life to everyone

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⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣠⣴⣿⡿⠟⠋⠁⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠈⠉⠛⠿⣿⣿⣷⣤⣄⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
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⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢀⣴⣿⠿⠋⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠈⠙⢿⣿⣿⣧⡀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣴⣿⡟⠁⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠙⢿⣿⣿⣦⡀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⢠⣾⡿⠋⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢀⣀⣀⣀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠙⢿⣿⣷⣄⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
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⠀⠀⢠⣿⡿⠁⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣠⣴⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⠿⠛⠉⠀⠀⠙⠻⣿⣿⣿⣿⣦⣀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠙⣿⣿⣧⠀⠀⠀
⠀⢀⣿⡿⠁⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣠⣾⣿⣿⣿⣿⡿⠋⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠈⠙⠿⣿⣿⣿⣷⣄⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠘⣿⣿⣇⠀⠀
⠀⣸⣿⠃⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢠⣾⣿⣿⣿⣿⠟⠛⠲⠶⣤⣀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢀⣠⣬⣿⣿⣿⣿⣷⣄⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠸⣿⣿⡆⠀
⢀⣿⡿⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣰⣿⣿⣿⣿⠟⠁⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠉⠳⣦⡀⠀⠀⢀⣴⠟⠉⠀⠀⠈⠻⣿⣿⣿⣷⡄⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢹⣿⣷⠀
⢸⣿⡇⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢠⣿⣿⣿⣿⠏⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠈⢿⡄⣰⠏⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠘⣿⣿⣿⣿⡄⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠈⣿⣿⡆
⢸⣿⡇⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣾⣿⣿⣿⣿⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢀⣀⠀⠀⠀⠈⣿⡏⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢸⣿⣿⣿⣿⡄⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢹⣿⡇
⢸⣿⡇⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢠⣿⢹⣿⣿⣇⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠺⠿⠀⠀⠀⢠⣿⠀⠀⠀⠀⣿⡗⠀⠀⠀⠀⠈⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢸⣿⡇
⢸⣿⡇⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢸⡏⠸⣿⣿⣿⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢀⡾⠻⣇⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢀⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⡇⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢸⣿⡇
⢸⣿⣧⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠘⣿⠀⢻⣿⣿⣧⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣠⠟⠀⠀⠻⣆⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣸⣿⣿⣿⡿⢹⡇⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢸⣿⡇
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⠀⠸⣿⣷⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠘⣧⠀⠀⠻⣿⣿⣿⣶⣖⠉⠁⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠈⠙⠻⠶⣤⣤⣾⣿⣿⣿⡿⠃⣰⡟⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢰⣿⡟⠀
⠀⠀⢻⣿⣧⡀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠘⣧⠀⠀⠙⢿⣿⣿⣿⣷⣄⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢀⣴⣾⣿⣿⣿⠟⠋⠀⣼⡟⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣾⣿⠃⠀
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⠀⠀⠀⠀⠻⣿⣿⣄⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠙⢶⡀⠀⠀⠀⠉⠛⠛⠿⠿⣷⣶⣶⠿⠿⠛⠛⠋⠉⠀⠀⢀⣠⡶⠋⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢀⣾⣿⠃⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠙⢿⣿⣷⡀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠉⠳⢦⣄⡀⠀⠀⠀⢀⡿⠙⣿⡀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣀⣤⡶⠟⠋⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣠⣿⡿⠁⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠙⢿⣿⣦⣄⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠈⠙⠛⠳⠶⣿⠷⠶⢿⡷⠶⠾⠛⠛⠋⠁⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣠⣾⣿⠋⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢀⣽⣿⣿⣷⣄⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢰⡿⠀⠀⢸⣿⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢀⣠⣾⡿⠛⠁⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣠⣾⠟⠁⠈⠛⠿⣿⣶⣤⡀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢾⠇⠀⠀⠸⣿⡀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢀⣤⣶⣿⠿⣿⣧⡀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣼⡿⠃⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠉⠛⠿⣷⣶⣤⣀⣀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠙⠁⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣀⣀⣤⣶⡾⠿⠛⠋⠀⠀⠈⢻⣷⡄⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
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⠀⠀⠀⢀⣾⠏⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢿⣿⠉⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠹⣿⣆⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⣾⠇⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢸⣿⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠹⣿⡀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⣸⡟⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢸⣿⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢻⣧⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⢀⣿⣇⣀⣀⣀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢸⣿⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠘⣿⡀⠀⠀⠀
⢀⣾⠟⠛⠛⠛⠛⠛⠿⣶⣄⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢸⣿⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣿⡇⠀⠀⠀
⣾⣇⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢸⣿⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢸⣿⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣠⡴⠚⠛⠛⠛⠛⠻⣿⣧⠀⠀⠀
⠘⣿⣦⣀⣀⣀⣀⣠⣴⠿⠋⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢸⣿⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢠⣟⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣿⡧⠀⠀
⠀⠈⠙⠛⠛⠿⠿⣿⣷⣤⣤⣀⣀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢸⣿⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠻⣦⣄⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣠⡟⠁⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣿⣿⠁⠈⠉⠉⠉⠛⠓⠒⠒⠒⠲⠤⠤⠤⠤⠤⠤⠶⠾⣿⣤⣤⣤⣤⣤⣤⣤⣤⣤⣤⣤⣤⣤⣤⣤⡶⠶⢶⣶⡿⠿⠿⠓⠛⠛⠉⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣿⣿⢀⣀⣀⣀⣠⣤⣤⣤⣄⣀⣀⣀⣀⣀⣀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣿⡇⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢀⣤⣾⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣶⣶⣶⣶⣶⣶⣶⣦⣤⣤⣿⣇⡀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠛⠛⠛⠛⠛⠛⠛⠛⠛⠛⠛⠛⠛⠛⠛⠛⠛⠛⠛⠛⠛⠛⠻⠿⠿⠿⠿

"You're my boy"
"such a fucking hypocrite"
torment
killing her killing her killing her
this ugly flesh of mine
im not very gorgeous
obsessive, possessive, jealous

@mousethighs on insta
19 y/o
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###kodered
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just another useless life to everyone

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