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playlist 13

1985 hatchback honda civic

say what u mean

Thought of You (ft. aWannabe)

instrumental by the goats @six-days-after-christmas @i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later

youd think everything was fake
im just one more mistake
and youve become this
feeling that i just dont think ill shake
IM SO COMPLACENT
so disruptive
cant communicate
without words and pictures
guess it figures that everyones the same
im becoming everything i hate
thats all i tell myself most days
take my pictures out your frames
all i ever did was change
must be nothing in my brain
every day feels much more fake
much more than the last one
i know ill just break

your own worst enemy is you

skeleton - and im sorry los angeles

And fuck ariana grande

@menthol100s


ab to do shrooms again rn

u just keep scratching at your flesh knowing your body is sore
you say youre trying to forget, but thats what drugs are for
and by the time you get the lesson youre not there anymore
i knda liked hanging with u although it looked like im bored
i left my spirit in atlanta but i dont want it back
half of my conscious in the bathroom on the floor where i yacked
and half my heart is out in storage with the stuff that i packed
but all my mentals still in 2020 dyin and shit
you say you want me but ur always fucking hiding and shit
cant wrap my brain around why u always keep crying and shit
i fucking hate my life i swear i wanna die quick
but u keep stringing me along giving me reasons and shit

seizing naked on the floor at arbys off shrooms

Juice WRLD - Rush (unreleased)

May It Never Falter

For God and Country

https://open.spotify.com/track/4t6fNE7JadOLuJiehoWS1o?si=70901db5abd34748

why dont you walk away
play your part
don't even start
i dont know what to say
anymore
the pleasure is yours
lets find another way out
time is only running out
but youre scared

my dear ive been waiting all night
just kill me inside with your
tongue twisted lies
my dear i hope you find whats right
cuz im tired of waiting for the right time

why dont you walk away 
play your part
dont even start
i dont know what to say
anymore
the pleasure is yours

my dear i’ve been waiting all night

Gucci Mane - Another Lick

purity killed me

i feel sick

Panic

babies

https://soundcloud.com/menthol100s/demos-and-then-some-alex-g

ngl i do not feel like titling these i found them on my laptop

wifiskeleton - demo #8 (answer or i'll cry)

guitar by me

float in hell
take me away
fry my brains
until i cant feel pain
bitten fingernails
you can taste the paint
walking down the halls
i can hear your name

whats your name
i can feel you now
take me away 
cuz youre here now

bitten fingernails

do you see me here?
would you even care?
i know, im such a joke
the emotions you evoke

when i saw your face
i tried to keep my place
i try, i know i won't
i like you but you don't
like me

if you like me
then i like you
we could hold hands
that's what we might do

I always try hard
when I'm with you
that's because I'm always trying to impress you
babygirl lemme know how to destress you
I'm tryna talk about our lives, I'm tryna text you
I'm just really fuckin hopin for that text soon
will it come thru ?

I know it's never coming
Another has your loving
It's not up for discussion but my mind tells me “discuss it”
I think I'm so disgusting
but you make me feel like something
and I got a fuckin dozen words for you, baby

do you see me here?
would you even care?
i know, im such a joke
the emotions you evoke

when i saw your face
i tried to keep my place
i try, i know i won't
i like you but you don't
like me

Do you like me
Like I like you
I will not lie
I just want the truth
You could have me
Baby no rules
I just need you to tell me

Tell me, am I wrong?
I'm making you a song
I know that it's been done
In the past by another one
who's not me

Can you stop for me 
This is obsolete
All my friends keep sayin that you not 4 me
But it's all cuz my history probably
I be makin bad choices cuz I gots to be
But I swear that you a place that I gots to be
Saw ya face and I thought I won the lottery
To not ruin everything it took a lot of me
It took a lot of me

Because I 
I can't bare to see your face
One more time without you seeing in my mind I want a taste
I'll look at your pretty face
Everytime I'm feelin down, text you, you're never around
That shit always makes me frown
I can't deal with this shit right now
In my room, I'll sleep alone
If you call me, hear the tone
I just want to be alone
You're probably stringing me along

do you see me here?
would you even care?
i know, im such a joke
the emotions you evoke

when i saw your face
i tried to keep my place
i try, i know i won't
i like you but you don't
like me

Do you like me
Like I like you
I will not lie
I just want the truth
You could have me
Baby no rules
I just need you to tell me

Tell me, am I wrong?
I'm making you a song
I know that it's been done
In the past by another one
who's not me

im not nothing special, i just hope im special enough

foolish flamingo

I would rather go to sleep then think of you

i'm sorry i didn't ever love you

music vid - https://youtu.be/9md_sKgdnVc?si=dUVy0HfrXfTefs_C

#5 - what a pathetic story
prod. casper’s pishogue

Loved to be in your arms
Well too bad I'm so fucking annoying
I would take care of your heart
So sad everything I did soiled it
Gave me so much reason to avoid it
But I can't read the signs that you're pointing
Look me in the eyes and say it's
Not my fault

(I wanna say I love you but I just can't prove it, I wanna run away from you but I can't do it)
(I wanna say I love you but I just can't prove it, I wanna run away from you but I can't do it)

a delusional nuisance

Load Up

Mud Boyz (ft. INARI)

#3 - what a pathetic story

I think you're my new obsession Take me out from my depression
I know love is all about progression I'll spill your guts and teach you a lesson
Sick inside the head, but I can't control you
I can't control my hands, I can't help but hold you
I'll make you remember every fucking word I told you
Then I'll dismember your whole body after I scold you

I want to control you I'll lock you in my basement where no one can hear you
The shock is in your face, I'm loving the fear too
I'll make you feel safe, but I still wanna hurt you
You're a bitch, you're a slut, but you're everything I want
Spent my last dollar on you
I'm a fucking cuck, but I'll get my revenge on you
I'm so sick and you're so cute

I'll harass you and beat you
Why would I treat you like anything more than a toy?
I'm so fucking see-through, all I do is feed you lies
And take away your joy

sorry mom im sick and perverted

#2 - what a pathetic story

I bet you want my drugs, my teeth, my lips buried in your skin
You look like someone I met from my past but I just can't put my tongue on it
Our friends don't know we're sick in the head
So much shit I've done that I regret
If I could I would change it all but I digress
Cause right now we're off the shrooms
And that be feeling the best

I'm going back to L.A. this summer
I'm stuck chasing a feeling that makes me feel younger
As I grow older I get a little dumber
My heart can't love right, it gets a little numb-er
Can I see you in L.A. this summer?
It sounds like a good plan, I'll regret it after
I wanted a good time, we got a disaster
The joke is on me, I'll be the stock for your laughter

Am I just an option? I learned my lesson long ago
I'm just being cautious, I've lost so much love to these hoes
I start feeling better till she starts ringing on my phone
I can't help but answer cause I hate living so alone

should've bit my tongue w/ overtonight

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LEenwFT8JJs&feature=youtu.be
here is da vid
notes:// ୧(⇀‸↼‶)૭
i was actually not even angry i was just upset lol
i have no clue what to make the cover art
so i made it my fav orangutan
thx for 10k on spotify n almost 4k on here love love :)

should've bit my tongue w/ overtonight

imar