My Life 🎵 🎶 🎧

Imar ⭐️⭐️

NIGHTPHONE

actual release date is - March 10 2025

I wanna live inside your home, but you're not in my range
I wanna grab you by the face and tell you that it's okay
Wish I could tell you how I'm feeling, but I feel too ashamed
I put the blame on you, but I'm the one that ruined my name

I keep on staring at the negative, the positive's fake
You keep on telling me you love me, but that's subject to change
About to tie this rope and hang it, cause it's written in my name
Ouuh, it's such a pretty day to go blow out my brains

I wanna move away and tell my friends goodbye
Cause I've been sitting in my filth, which makes it harder to try
Sometimes I wish that I was born in 1995
Cause then I wouldn't get the chance to even live this life

Not breathing, you're dreaming
I'm leaving, you're seething
All that trauma guess I never learned my lesson
I guess every song of mine is a confession

that bitch ruined my reputation

CLOWN $HOW

Lost my reason, you want to check my phone for closure, but I got secrets
Havent introduced you to my second world, cause if I take you there, you would never leave it
I'm so dumb, why would I string you on? Knowing that I got so much going on
I'm sick, this little game I play has so much risk but little to no reward

Hello, hello, I'm not there, I'd have to cast a spell to feel a little pinch of remorse
I know, I know, I'm not fair, I really wish I was better and pray to God you still care

og song - hello juliet by clarion

juliet was a whore anyway

#4 - what a pathetic story

I feel you staring at me with your eyes
Are you judging me?
Or are you trying to read inside my mind, well you couldn't see
And I couldn't breathe
Just one more cig, what my lungs really need

You want me to stay
I want you to leave
Why are you so empathetic towards me?
I know I don't deserve it
I want you to bleed
I'll be the last thing she stares at, oh yeah it was me

interlude 1 - why do i keep doing that to her

im sketchy and creepy

$wag Nightmare - Mercedes

Your life is ruined, ruined
Why did I do this, do this?
Feel so stupid, stupid
I'm not a human, human
I shouldn't've met Cupid, Cupid
Cause I'm so clueless, clueless
I'm a user, abuser, sweet naive girl, I choose her
I just threw my life away
I don't know how many more days
Until they find her, find her
'Til they find her, find her

Never told you how fucked up I was, I guess that's why you don't really care
I know why I'm losing all your trust
Something tells you I'm not fully there

naive gf

Never let you alone

all i can do is reminisce

this life isnt what you want

nothing seems to get my mind off of death
I guess that you can say im just a little bit obsessed
Well Im already dead so tell me how to speed the process
I don’t deserve a damn thing except to be a carcass
I tried to be a good person but im so caught up
Everyday it’s getting worse man im so fucked up
i contradict all of my words but im so tired of lust
what’ll kill me first the drugs or a barrel to my gut

farewell cruel world i wont miss you

FAVORITE EX - $wag Nightmare

im still a loner and im such a lost cause
mixed&mastered by jayson sankar

this life isnt what you want

imar