EPITOME:

i-i-i-i-i try to forget the past 
but it just keep bringing me back
n-n-n-no we didn’t  know how this would last
is it funny to you to see my life shatter like glass
t-t-t-the world around me left me broken and scarred
don’t be surprised when i’m dead in the dark
these lonely feelings that i can’t shake

oh god
when will i break

(epitome & casperrr)

all of these feelings 
what is the meaning
i struggle every day to keep on living and breathing 
at this point i’ll be dead hanging from the ceiling 

i’ve been so alone
got no where to go
not even a home
walking down this lonely road
no hands to hold
i’m really on my own
it haunts me to know 
that i can’t let 

c-c-cant let
GO
of the past

it haunts me to know 
it haunts me to know

CASPERRR:

u keep haunting me in my sleep
n u keep haunting in my dream
i thought u were mine to keep 
but nothings really what it seems 
everything is black and white 
so much shit that i can fix
the only coloured thing is lean

dirty sprite makes me feel fine
all this buzz man am so high
did i lose weight i feel light
do you still remember thst night

it haunts me to know w/ casperrr (cl6udy x yunny goldz)

We're exactly where we were a year ago 
#ComeHome
MIXED: ARI
MASTERED: ARI
PRODUCED: MONEO
FEATURING: CINERARIA @user-344070600
WRITTEN: ARI AND CINNIE

Lyrics:

Staring at my phone
For the third night in a row
Looking at my photographs of you
And I think of all the words you said to me
Wanted me to go but I’m not ready

You belong
In my arms
Where you’re meant to be
But you can’t see it
On my own
And so It goes
We’re exactly where we were a year ago

Yeah I know
I don't deserve
All of the memories you gave me
I've ruined every damn thing
You're hurt
I've let you down
You're past it
I've lost you
I miss you oh

You belong
In my arms
Where you’re meant to be
But you can’t see it
On my own
And so It goes
We’re exactly where we were a year ago

In my arms you belong
Stay together 
Fall apart
She don’t listen to my songs
Forever till death, death due us part

WE BELONG ft. CINERARIA PROD. MONEO

Big thanks to @robstar100 for his amazing verse <3

Lyrics:

(You can do what you want, but imma do it right back)
(You can do what you want, but imma do it right back)
(You can do what you want, but imma do it right back)
(right back, right back, right back)

Well, time takes it's toll on everyone
Two years have passed, and I forgive you for what you've done
Flying too close to the sun

Schematics of my brain are things that I will never change
And everything about my head will be my downfall, downfall
But I'll take this chance if it means that things will go back to the way they were in 2019
I left that part behind me
You're not here to hear the words I shout
Into this microphone
Inside my home
and everything leaves me alone
cause, I just want you back
I'm so sorry for the shit you went through
everything that we became is so foreign
And I don't like the way life goes
Left me with my heart exposed
I kissed you under mistletoe
with everything I ever knew
that's okay
I felt fine, I felt alive
And that's the last time that I ever will
The last time that I ever will

Well, time takes it's toll on everyone
Two years have passed, and I forgive you for what you've done
Flying too close to the sun

(Robstar)
Feeling like I'm Icarus with my candle wings
I've been too high sipping on that candy drink
Living two lives, one's in love, the other's seeing shrinks
And tonight I'm pouring them pills down the sink
And I ain't giving up when the goings tough
'Cause I've been going for a while I ain't 'boutta lose my everything
Since we're done I'm eternally numb
I was focused on the time you were focused on a wedding ring

(HeyLee)
Well, time takes it's toll on everyone
Two years have passed, and I forgive you for what you've done
Flew too close to the sun
Stay with me now
Stay with me darling
Stay with me, I'm sorry
Stay with me.

(You can do what you want, but imma do it right back)
(You can do what you want, but imma do it right back)
(You can do what you want, but imma do it right back)
(right back, right back, right back)

Icarus (feat. Robstar)| Prod. kisstherajn

hey, check it out

i'm where you're supposed to be :/ (malloy x iof)

a song i wrote in 2019 and released in 2020. it's a song about struggling with addiction, and trying to love not only yourself, but another person. a failing relationship between two people because of addiction. the 2nd and new verse, is a letter to 14 year old me. and a memory for the older one. this song is a personal battle, the death and the aftermath of what's to come. thank you for listening.

chorus
i'm stuck in her eyes, and she's stuck in mine
turn off the lights
and i'll make her say
oh
yeah she wanna stay the night but i think that's bad
i don't wanna be attached unless you feel like that
oh

verse
klonopin, ativan is what i need girl
need a xan, need a bowl, just watch me breathe girl
klonopin, ativan is what i need girl
need a xan, need a bowl, just watch me breathe girl
she never come around, when i'm on drugs
idk what to quit. is it drugs or love?
i feel like it's too much to ask
i'd say i love you, but i'll never take it back
would you take it back, if you said so?
i feel like i can ask, but i'd rather not know
on the road
run away from you
scared of love i don't know what to
do
idk what to do

chorus
i'm stuck in her eyes, and she's stuck in mine
turn off the lights
and i'll make her say
oh
yeah she wanna stay the night but i think that's bad
i don't wanna be attached unless you feel like that
oh

verse 2
it's been years since i met you
and i've been trying to forget you
it's been years since i met you
and all i wanna do
is forget you
i gave it up for you, gave it up for you
i got sober for you, damn i got sober for me too
huh, i guess that's just the both of us
i guess we're growing up
go back to them days, poppin xans
i'll take another one
getting high with you, getting high with you
thought i'd OD, might just end up dyin with you
sobriety is something i could never do
i hope you're proud of me, the same way that i'm proud of you
i'm just tryna stay clean for my family
if i die young, then i'm dying happily
i don't wanna be here, not anymore
6 pills, now i'm falling to the floor

chorus
i'm stuck in her eyes, and she's stuck in mine
turn off the lights
and i'll make her say
oh
yeah she wanna stay the night but i think that's bad
i don't wanna be attached unless you feel like that
oh

limbo (2022)

the other side w/ foreign forest

shoutout @sadboiforever for this beautiful production
if yall want this on spotify run it up for me pls ily

lyrics:

what a fuckin letdown
you turned out to be...
now im burnin all these photos
in an attempt to let it go
and these conversations 
saved inside my phone
i want to delete them
but i cant...
i just wanna leave this in the past

just want to leave this
in the past...
and ive been thinkin about you
see you in the bottom of this glass...

why do you have to
go and do this shit to me?
i been crying my eyes out
instead of sleeping...
so fuckin tired of needless beating...

now ill never be the same!
yeah you fucked me up
and now ill always be afraid...

afraid...ill always be afraid...

letdown...[+2001]

lyrics

im just sitting at the bus stop while its pouring 
wishing u were here
waiting for a call before im off to the middle nowhere

even tho my mind is numb
still u swirl around in my head
the idea of being broken’s more calming than u in my bed

ohhh i thought that what we had was something special 
i guess i was wrong
i leaned all of my in to ur arms and then u let me drop

even tho my mind is numb
still u swirl around in my head
the idea of being broken’s more calming than u in my bed

im fucking drenched now 
and u just gonna let me rot

the other side w/ foreign forest

ashes

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