u can have my life, but i hope u don't end it...

if i could hold u

MSRY (prod. 8een & ohsobrkn)

Spilled My Coffee

Spilled My Coffee (feat. Rxseboy)

i'm not alright, it's not alright
i am missing you tonight
as i write you lullabies
you are sleeping by his side
but i'm not angry, i'm not angry
i'm just waiting, i'm still waiting
to get over it, to get over it

i'm not okay, it's not okay
i still miss you every day
i was standing in our way
but, i assure you i have changed
and i'm not dying, i'm not dying
but i'm trying, i've been trying
ever since you left, ever since you left

i keep trying to sleep, but you're haunting me
you're haunting me
and i just want to rest, but you're in my head
because you and i bleed the same red
you and i bleed the same

i'm not useless, i'm not useless
or so says my therapist
i'd be better off and better yet
with electroshock treatment
but i'm not crazy, i'm not crazy
okay maybe, okay maybe
just a little bit, just a little bit

i'm not upset, i'm not upset
i'm just trying to forget
because every memory we split
lives in a box under my bed
i'm not dying, i'm not dying
but i'm trying, i've been trying
ever since you left, ever since you left

i keep trying to sleep, but you're haunting me
you're haunting me
i just want to rest but you're in my head
you and i bleed the same red
you and i bleed the same

what did you do to me darling?
what did you do to me darling?
what did you do to me darling?
what did you do to me darling, dear?

i keep trying to sleep, but you're haunting me
you're haunting me
i just want to rest but you're in my head
you and i bleed the same red
you and i bleed the same


Ever Since You Left

she found a better guy lol

Produced by Oh Society
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCL2jM65vsh-WUpMi72_j0Wg
Mixed and Mastered by @kammichaelmusic

i could be better

eli.