Ughh you got me fuxked up on this track love 🖤🖤

This song is beast ive never rapped before dont think i have the voice for it but i love rappin this song and what not 

if i had to find a way to
say the things i wanna say to you
i’d give it all i got
then i’d sit and rot, like i know you want me to

and if i had to write to you, i would
probably drop a tear or two
i gave it all i got, you said “thanks a lot”
then did what you had to do

you said i was the only one, i was the only one
you loved, guess it was just for fun, yeah i was just for fun
but it’s pouring outside and i’m losing my mind because you walked outta my life
and now everything falls apart

everything falls apart
look at how far we got
everything falls apart
now it’s pouring outside and i’m losing my mind
because you walked outta my life
and everything falls apart

i’m doing the best with what i was given
but most days, i wake up and don’t feel like living
it honestly hurts you would just leave me hanging
after everything i did for you
after what you put me through

everything falls apart

writing all these songs is ruining my mental health
i might be dead when i’m done

lingering on all the pain that night had made me felt
i couldn’t see through the storm

love wasn’t enough
yeah, i wasn’t enough

what if you stayed just for the night?
and let them go home without saying goodbye

what if we stayed, just you and i
but i know that things would get harder with time

what if you stayed?
what if you stayed?

what if you stayed?
things will get better with time

sitting upstairs
while you’re packing your wares
i don’t know how i got here

then you come up
it’s finally done
you ask for a kiss and you run

love’s not enough to dig through the struggle
marriage requires particular muscle

what if?

track 12 from my upcoming album, "the way we used to love." out on February 22nd. you can pre-order or pre-save on any stores or streaming platforms-

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the way we used to love.

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prod. by Thomas Reid

Lyrics:
Thomas Reid:
You already know my words
Before I speak
You already know my heart
feels so weak without you

Rxseboy:
I was out here for a minute on my lonely.
You were doing drugs in your room feeling broken.
Told me, you were having trouble staying focused.
Got with the wrong crowd, thought you could open up.

Backfired, you were eighteen.
Every memory turning into a daydream.
Zoning out.
What’s that about? you won’t tell me.
Lied to my face when you said you were healthy.

I never said ‘leave.’
I begged you to stay.
Every other day said you wanna go away.
Putting food on your plate.
Then it switched to a platter.
You looked in my eyes said it didn’t even matter.

Used to stay home, watch a movie on the couch.
Now you all alone wit a pill in your mouth.
Take a sip of the alc’ while you thinking of me.
Envisioning every single thing that we never could be.

Thomas Reid:
You already know my words
Before I speak
You already know my heart
feels so weak without you

Holding you
Holding you
Tighter
Hoping you stay
Holding you
Holding you
Tighter
Are you okay?

Rxseboy:
Stressed out, blaming everyone around you.
In the same boat, but I wouldn’t call it powfu.
Everyday, wanna make up, dunno how to.
Said you stopped drinking again, girl I’m proud too.

Get too high, I could bring you down.
On a trip, hit you back when I’m back in town.
We got two different lives.
two different vibes.
Doing drugs, I don’t, that’s two different highs.

Promised me I could hold you.
Look at your scars, think I’m here with the old you.
We were so young, living lavish with no rules.
Now I’m doing work while you still getting home schooled.

Disappointed in us and I can’t lie.
Disagreed when you said that we can’t try.
Know you said I’m a fool, girl am I?
Don’t forget that I’m here on standby.

Powfu:
Yeah, I’m on standby
If you wanna talk you can pass by
Used to visit me at work all the damn time
When you leaving me “on seen” I’m a sad guy

Quit this shit I’ll hate myself if I lose you
Pass the torch before the flames consume you
Tryna figure out a way, running out of options
(I’m trying to help you!)
Just stop this please
Before it’s too late
You don’t think I’m serious I’ll tat it on my face
You don’t need drugs, be addicted to my love
Your friends never cared but I’m here to keep in touch

My parents still together and they met in the 70’s
Me don’t gotta split be the couple of century
Yuh feels like a movie but I’m still in love
When we offset
I’ve been thinking of you more even though we talk less

Sink in the sand
Always turn away when I offer you my hand
I see that you’re hurting
Don’t deserve it
Sitting in the dark, open up your curtains

I don’t wanna see you die
I don’t wanna be that guy that sits on the side
One step at a time
We’ll take you one step at a time

Thomas Reid:
You already know my words
Before I speak
You already know my heart
feels so weak without you

Are You Okay?

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Thomas Reid & Rxseboy - Are You Okay? (feat. Powfu)

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Produced by khail

Artwork by Gun Boi Kaz

i don't wanna fall in love

say that we good really wish that you would yeah that shit really mess with my head...

i gave you everything i had

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