😭💯 personally how someone I know makes me feel... should it be that way?

The first time I attempted a suicide was in May but I saw to much to let go including younger siblings ages 4-8 and 3 older siblings one being my twin who's a few minutes older than I am and two others one 19 year old brother and one 15 year old sister and including my two friends and cats was way too much given to me but to much to let go.

I hate my mind it ruins everything and keeps me from being fully happy

I wish I was perfect but I know that will never happens

NF AND DIFFDIFFERENT SONG

Speed Gang - Single Af Anthem

02. The Smooth

youtube.com/watch?v=4yncjvz4A2w

gnash - left out (ft. karizma)

broken again

NF - Lie (Sped Up Version w/ out Pitch Change)

NF - Lie

It was time I made a track with Snøw. This track is such a beauty hope you guys enjoy and can relate in many ways. keep supporting. Also a big thank's to our boy The Bootleg Boy for releasing our track exclusively on his YouTube page <3

Cover art by 
https://www.instagram.com/allnferreira/

The Bootleg Boy
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC0fiLCwTmAukotCXYnqfj0A
https://soundcloud.com/dabootlegboy

Snøw
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q_85X4BhUXc

S P O T I F Y

Snøw & Teqkoi - I'm Not Enough And I'm Sorry

"the way we used to love." coming this winter. . . my next album is on its way.

Apple Music - https://foundation-media.lnk.to/eliworthless

Spotify - https://open.spotify.com/track/4Q6hOZoviHB2yT9igwLtQc?si=2Jqt3LRnSvOwzIuedoHIGA

eli.

https://www.imelilucas.com
https://www.youtube.com/elilucasmusic
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LYRICS

i'm always so alone
even when surrounded 
by people that i know

i'm always so astounded
by my ability to ruin everything
losing friends and starting fires
everyone thinks i'm a liar

i always stay at home
cause i'm not good in public
i sit here on my phone

i'm always disappointed 
i watch them live their lives
i wish that i were happy
victim of my generation
time machines can not erase it

who am i supposed to be?
when will i be complete?
when will they be proud of me?
it's getting harder to see

slit my wrists, bloody fists
questioning why i exist

pain persists, evil gifts
fucking up my life to shit

i'm worthless, i'm worthless
i'm worthless, slit my wrists until i bleed out

i try to stay strong
no matter what i do,
i'm always in the wrong

it never gets easier,
but maybe that's the point
it's part of growing up
messing up and learning from it
that's just life, it's necessary

clinging to hope
what else is there to live for?
got nowhere to go
what else is pain good for?

i am confident that your life has purpose
it's okay, you will get through it
don't give up cause someone needs you

please, don't give up
gotta stay strong, gotta move on
gotta know hope, when you feel low
please, you gotta know
that someone needs you

please, don't give up
gotta stay strong, gotta move on
gotta know hope, when you feel low
please, you gotta know
that i need you

worthless

Anxiety

track 12 from my upcoming album, "the way we used to love." out on February 22nd. you can pre-order or pre-save on any stores or streaming platforms-

PURCHASE/PRESAVE - https://www.imelilucas.com/album/

stream this song -

spotify - https://open.spotify.com/track/17fD3RFZDgFILBiD2kB6xV?si=aCsHaL0fS7iRKVdaV7b_mQ

apple music - https://itunes.apple.com/us/album/the-way-we-used-to-love/1447704688

eli.

https://www.imelilucas.com
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worthless

eli.

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