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I'm Geist - be alright w/ yokai dreams

5/9/22

Relax

@pekarot_161
just an idea, ambient
tell me on ice am i the one for you
why you want to wage a war if i know the truth
i need an armistice to defuse my own ruse
i feel like i vanish i got nothing to prove
give up on me
you give up on me

armistice

@evertheghost

(nevrwrld)
Don’t try and captivate my soul 
Don’t wanna fight
Please take it slow 

To late gotta keep it low 
To late gotta keep it low 

I ain’t messing the problems in my head 
Take my breath and punch me in the chest 

Pull my tongue and rip it out my head 
Take my heart rip it in a half 

You try to invite him over 
Got 3 screenshots from last October 
Don’t lie to my face 

you know you ain’t right
You know you ain’t right

I exercise my full right 
To keep on dying inside 

Please take your stupid thoughts
And shove them right up your ass 

Your always so full of shit 
I tried my best to make things right 

You fill my head with harmful thoughts 
And act so innocent in the dark 

I’m so tired of falling 
I’m so damn exhausted 

I cry so damn often 
My life keeps on falling 

(Ever The Ghost)
no peace
no remorse
only a flame to devour a forest
no remnants of life
captivate me on a fast decline
opening portals
unlocking powers
restless souls
all figure out after hours
lost and searching for my soul as it roams
got me backed in a corner
I just want to be alone

(nevrwrld)
Don’t try and captivate my soul 
Don’t wanna fight
Please take it slow 

To late gotta keep it low 
To late gotta keep it low 

I ain’t messing the problems in my head 
Take my breath and punch me in the chest 

Pull my tongue and rip it out my head 
Take my heart rip it in a half

Captivate [+ sogimura]

</3
guitar played by acey
rest prod by me

how can i not talk to you everytime i overthink
think of the words that you've been spewing
your right arm is covered in ink
found my charm and i let him in
i wanna know why you ruin it
found my heart and it might be pink
i wanna know why u pursuing him

i wanna know if you want me dear
raise our love but never our fears
i dont know if you want him here
recycle what you said to me ill make you go a floot
remember what you did to me i fucking hate you
do you hate me too, well hey i fucking hate you
i kissed a girl, i fucking love you

your eyes so nice i love them
im on ice when i talk to your best friend
she told me i suck i should leave you
back off i know my wrongs due
sunflower we're in orbit
you a lone wolf and i want it
and i want you babe he got you and i hate fate
slits in his brows your attracted to that
im here with a towel conflicted to scrap
i need out, resist all that cap
im bugging out i hate you for that
ill tough it out, ill make you look bad
if you loved me and if you want home

you touch on my neck and girl it felt like home
now im filled w stressed now and now im fueled w bones
you said you wouldent go, but now im all alone
you touch on my neck and girl it felt like home

I Hate The Internet (prod. Living Puff)

This song is about the world being your canvas, meaning a true artist never limits themselves.

-- lyrics --
Canvas

I sacrificed my life and gave it everything I got…

I sacrificed my life
gave it everything I got
Now I got a fuckin bag
And I got a big ass spot
So I throw it in the bag
I fuckin love to shop
But I don’t 6-9
I don’t fuckin talk to cops

Got damn it
I just got becky from a Janet
I Been fightin anxiety and panic
Why I always feel I’m being underhanded
I don’t understand it
I always had the cash when you was empty handed 
So you stab me in the back and say it’s just semantics 
I don’t fuck wit that and my private jet just landed
I been makin out like bandit 
at the top gettin top from a Candice
the world is my canvas

The world is my canvas
Cuz I’m a true artist
The picture I paint it
I go in the hardest 
give a fuck what you say
Imma do me regardless
It‘s more than my ex girl
That’s left me so heartless

And I don’t even fucking want her back
I just wanna keep on making stacks 
I just wanna keep on spitting facts
What’s your problem that’s no way to react

Got damn it
I just got becky from a Janet
I Been fightin anxiety and panic
Why I always feel I’m being underhanded
I don’t understand it
I always had the cash when you was empty handed 
So you stab me in the back and say it’s just semantics 
I don’t fuck wit that and my private jet just landed
I been makin out like bandit 
at the top gettin top from a Candice
the world is my canvas

I copped a goyard bag 
to put my heart in
I don’t beg for shit
So Fuck your pardon
I earned every lick
Life got me hardened
I don’t ever quit
I hunt like I’m starvin

I sacrificed my life
gave it everything I got
Now I got a fuckin bag
And I got a big ass spot
So I throw it in the bag
I fuckin love to shop
But I don’t 6-9
I don’t fuckin talk to cops

Got damn it
I just got becky from a Janet
I Been fightin anxiety and panic
Why I always feel I’m being underhanded
I don’t understand it
I always had the cash when you was empty handed 
So you stab me in the back and say it’s just semantics 
I don’t fuck wit that and my private jet just landed
I been makin out like bandit 
at the top gettin top from a Candice
the world is my canvas

Canvas

Canvas (Prod. STARINTHESKY)

One of many

mixed/mastered: @lilspudxlp

[Chorus]
You made me realize
That everything is gonna be alright
I don't know what I was so afraid of
I think I just needed to clear my mind
I started to feel better when I read through your text
Whatever you wrote me did something to my head
I almost thought I would never get out of that mess
You always make my problems seem like they're not a threat
[Verse 1]
You reminded me that I'm still human
I can't expect everything to always be perfect
We all make mistakes and learn from them
It's the only way to be a better person
I wish someone had told me all this when I was young
I wouldn't have ever considered pulling the plug
Sometimes all we need is just a simple hug
I used to think that opening up wouldn't be enough
[Verse 2]
I used to hate looking at myself
I was insecure if you couldn't tell
You showed me how to have confidence
The cold shoulder was all I ever felt
The only person you can really change is yourself
You can't force your agenda on someone else
Trust me, I had to learn the hard way
If I never reflected I wouldn't be here still
[Chorus]
You made me realize
That everything is gonna be alright
I don't know what I was so afraid of
I think I just needed to clear my mind
I started to feel better when I read through your text
Whatever you wrote me did something to my head
I almost thought I would never get out of that mess
You always make my problems seem like they're not a threat

you made me realize (prod. 2001)

Lyrics:

you cant match my flow if you wanted to
labels hit my phone on the low im not in the booth
sippin on patron all alone while im on the move
gettin to the bag on my own like i oughta do

but yall dont even know so its lonely
do it by myself on my own G
fuck everyone else im a lone G
always try to drown but it wont leave

like fuck it ill just live with this sickness
like fuck it it aint none of your business
i swear that i get pushed to my limit
i hate it but i dont wanna give in

if only sorrow could build a staircase
or tears could show the way (shoutout BMTH)
you know id take it all right back
so we could see some better days
i know its really not worth leaving
they say goodbye anyway
i know that life can get real fucked
but im just hoping that you stay

Sickness

sickness

guitar by @prodjpjp
prod me
lyrics

im eating her bodyweight no, i know that you hate my face. bro
neck it down w a slice of cake yo, lets hold back from tainting grace, hoe
stomach thin w a feint of shake woah, she grows back but cant stay, loyal

im curious by the way that he touch you
im destroying us by the weight of my bad mood
im enjoying us, everyday is so bad dude
depression getting worse, i cant even leave my home dude
do i deserve this bad, i swear that i want to hold you
ur all i never had, i swear to god that i told you
does he want you back, as much as i do
i guess i like, i guess i like you

im eating her bodyweight, laying down as i deflate
where are you now, as i replay
deep in the ground is my only space
where are you now, i got something to say
i live in hell its the only way
i couldent tell that i need your face
locked in a cell and its called my place
how can you tell that i need a razor;
the trees when i stepback feels like safest place
if i see your guy ima stomp on his face
are you alright im not scared to embrace
whats that from your eye, get those slits of your face

cake

thank you for listening <3
@yokaidreams
@livingpuffy

// lyrics 
// geist
up all night till i blackout, yeah
lights off at your place now, yeah???
eyes glued to your waist down :)  
getting so sick of this ghost town 
 
tell me whats been on your mind 
you seem so out of it 
truth is I’ve been killing myself 
to stay relevant 
i don’t want to talk about it
just take me to bed again 
cause everyone’s a friend 
just to reap to the benefits  
 
won’t tell you how i feel cause i might regret it
i don’t want to be the one who’s losing now  
steady building skeletons in my closet 
everybody smiles but i’m still breaking down :(
in the middle of the night 
tell me it’ll be alright, be alright 
fake another smile, tell another lie
tell me it’ll be alright, be alright 

// yokai 
hands around my neck I'm choking out
hard to be me when they say that
i’m too laid back
never gonna make it
grow up, face facts
gotta make the payments

and she tells me that we'll be alright but i doubt that
i gotta find a way to get out but i’m trapped
i thought that i could finally find a way to bounce back
forget it tho

spotify

be alright w/ yokai dreams [living puff]

prod me

our time has passed ik i need you here alone
your face looks nice from the pictures i see on my phone
you don't think twice when i tell you i've grown all alone
was i the one that you wanted before it begun

her name is poison and i am addicted
she cast flames on my heart, ik that shes different
i know  that im lame still living, this is what i predicted
no direction or aim, tunnel vision getting twisted
shes poisonous shes poisonous shes ignorant shes ignorant
shes poisonous shes poisonous shes ignorant shes ignorant
destroy me leave me out, you annoy me your a cow
got some grass to feed, hear me out
you on the fully feed, on the ground?

our time has passed ik i need you here alone
your face looks nice from the pictures i see on my phone
you hide everything you do i'm inside of everything i knew
wipe tears behind pine, get back beside my life
i love you how fuck me then tell me to be fine

her name is poison and i am addicted
she cast flames on my heart, ik that shes different
i know  that im lame still living, this is what i predicted
no direction or aim, tunnel vision getting twisted

I'm sorry (prod.Lilheartbreak)

This Is America

produced by https://soundcloud.com/jakkyboi
mixed by https://soundcloud.com/demxntia
Lyrics:
[And if you asked me to drive you far away from here
I would grab my keys and go wherever we wanted
Cuz Summer's almost over baby gotta make the most of it]

I hit the brakes when I know something's just not right
Maybe i'm overthinking crazy or i'm outta my mind
I took this road so many times but I can't give up
Till I put up a fight
And I won't say it's not you, it's me
But I could say it all in my sleep no
I fell in love from the very first start of it
I can't reverse cuz we made it so far from there
And if you asked me to drive you far away from here
I would grab my keys and go wherever we wanted
Cuz summer's almost over baby gotta make the most of it

It's into drive, nevermind, turn it back around
Ever since I met you got my head always spinning
Around and Around like we goin 180
I think you got me sick but I know you're the remedy
And if you love me, you would sit there riding shotgun quietly
While I say what I gotta say cuz I don't have another day
If my heart's doing U-turns

I hit the brakes when I know something's just not right
Maybe i'm overthinking crazy or i'm outta my mind
I took this road so many times but I can't give up
Till I put up a fight
And I won't say it's not you, it's me
But I could say it all in my sleep no
I fell in love from the very first start of it
I can't reverse cuz we made it so far from there
And if you asked me to drive you far away from here
I would grab my keys and go wherever we wanted 
Cuz summer's almost over baby gotta make the most of it

SPOTIFYY

My Heart Does U-turns(prod. jakkyboi)

music video: https://youtu.be/ZziL_RXsCJk
MIXED BY JSTACKS
LYRICS:

aim it at my head or not at all
just don’t regret it
wanna see me fall so bad
cause you know I’m a threat yea,
my love getting anxious 
he know i haven’t been home yet
ill never let you kill me
cause i have too much thats unsaid
(2: ill never let you kill me cause i have to watch the sunset)

id go six feet down
to take you home tonight
as long as you’re around
ill be satisfied
we could burn this town
then get on a flight
id do anything
just to make you mine

Sunset (prod Charlie Shuffler + Glasear)

I’ve never felt so fucked send help my love I’m going under
I wonder what you think of me tell me is it over
wish I didn’t love you so much
I’ve been getting used to what it does
trying to loosen my grip
girl I know I won’t get anywhere by
holding on too tightly I’m trying
not to lose my fuckin mind
you’re so confusing all the time
I don’t wanna lose you ill do anything
damnit I think you’re gone already

I wonder what you think of me but
god I know i shouldn’t
fall apart every time that you come when
I’m standing still alone and fucking stuck
wish I didn’t care about you so much
miss the way we used to talk
lately you’ve been gone
so far off from what I thought I would want
I love you so much 
you can use me just know I love you and

I’ve never felt so fucked send help my love I’m going under
I wonder what you think of me tell me is it over
wish I didn’t love you so much
I’ve been getting used to what it does
trying to loosen my grip
girl I know I won’t get anywhere by
holding on too tightly I’m trying
not to lose my fuckin mind
you’re so confusing all the time
I don’t wanna lose you ill do anything
damnit I think you’re gone already

I don’t wanna waste my time with you
spend a couple months now I’m back into
this game that I hate and I know its forsure
that you’ll leave me broken when you walk out the door
wish I didn’t fall so easily
cuz I feel you start to walk away from me
and I know I gotta get my self together now
feel so small underneath this ground
can you tell I’m breaking
with every word you’re saying to me now
all my bones are shaking trying my best somehow

I’ve never felt so fucked send help my love I’m going under
I wonder what you think of me tell me is it over

gonna keep loving you
cuz its the only thing I know how to do
I’m useless I’m used up
your perfect I’m in love
holding onto pieces that would keep us connected
pouring out my heart I should have kept you protected
I don’t wanna lose you after all that we went through
if it has to be this way ill never forget you

send help (feat. kaiyko & familypet) [prod. curtains]

I'm face down, won't you pull me from the bottom
I always got something I can't explain
So for a second I will turn away
Try to figure out what's inside of my brain
That's been eating me away
I got ten ice packs for the bruises I got every day
For the last few years and the last few months I been so so
So alone so alone Just walking through these empty worlds
You see me in your photographs but thats not me no more

So tell me you'll look for me And I promise I will look for you
Yea you say there's a place for me, But you're lying when I dream of you

So spare me a moment, Just to feel my heart beating
I've been waiting forever just to drown in this feeling
I don't wanna cry, Feel like everybody's watching me
Trippin like this as if anybody knows of me
Ima keep it cool when i'm chillin next to somebody
Feelin like a nobody I'm living like a nobody

So spare me a moment, Just to feel my heart beating
I've been waiting forever just to drown in this feeling
Is it too good to be true let me know now
Ima give it up real quick for the show now
Are you wishing for me?
Don't you wanna be free?

Yea i'm face down I been holding on for too long
Been killin myself everynight for another song
What's even for I do all of this just to make it through
I don't even care who's watching Ima do the shit I do

I got so much love so much love yea all around the world
But i'm still such a nobody, But I still got somebody
To make me feel something I guess that's all I ever needed

So spare me a moment, Just to feel my heart beating
I've been waiting forever just to drown in this feeling
I don't wanna cry, Feel like everybody's watching me
Trippin like this as if anybody knows of me
Ima keep it cool when i'm chillin next to somebody
Feelin like a nobody I'm living like a nobody

So spare me a moment, Just to feel my heart beating
I've been waiting forever just to drown in this feeling

Like A Nobody (Prod. Otvaje)

MUSIC VIDEO: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yaTRvkSj138


mixed by jstacksbeats

HYSTERICAL GLAMOUR (prod iankon)

Thank you for listening <3 

prod. @oceanonthebeat
big thanks to @lilsadeyes for doing this <3
also featuring the amazing @ivrii who basically inspired the whole concept <3

Available on the following and more!
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/7kdSD3DfVg9bMbtXtX2ECm
iTunes: https://itunes.apple.com/us/album/pathos-ep/1462224279?app=itunes
Google Play: https://play.google.com/store/music/album/I_m_Geist_Pathos?id=Bgk4q7nahjlex2fiye53jgpcsm4


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Full EP Stream:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PEp9oBqLZWw

Mix/Mastered @farhantnvr

Art by Ko.tsuki
https://www.instagram.com/ko.tsukii

Lyrics:
ivri:
I’m ready to self-destruct,
Will you hold me please?
I don’t want to deal with it,
I’m taking you with me

i'm geist: 
I’m out of luck, my time is up,
This city doesn’t seem to breathe
With you here, I’ll self-destruct
In heaven, it’d just be you and me

But I stayed here trapped as a ghost,
And you moved on without me
I’m left here to wither alone,
I’m hoping that you’re free

ivri/i'm geist:
I’m ready to self-destruct
So, will you hold me please?
I don’t want to deal with it
I’m taking you with me 

sadeyes:
I self-destruct 
I’m losing love
I self-destruct
I’m losing touch 
I been going hard as the cement
Oh I murder every flow I hit the beat it drops dead
Oh I, I self-destruct

iTunes

Self-Destruct w/ sadeyes & ivri (Prod. ocean)

raviolo

She's A Big Boy

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