w/ @yokaidreams 

lyrics
// i'm geist
i’m feeling messed up
stomach fucking twisted into knots love
try to shrug it off but still annoyed in the end
oh now, i’m pissed off
drag him across the floor and cause the chaos
ride until you’re numb like, what’re you feeling again?

i leave my friends at door
don’t know who they are anymore
i’m sitting at the top while you’re there still just laying on the floor
i’m only here for the gore
stacking bodies galore
cause i can give them everything and they’d still beg me for more

// yokai dreams
2 faced punk shoulda known before you test me
leave u in the gutter they won't find you til the next week
better pray to God that somebody come arrest me
give it all you got but you never could impress me

i got an ache in my head
and my stomach is sore
i got his blood on my hands
there's some more on the floor
i gotta get out of this scene
before they file a report
i'm on a rampage baby not myself anymore

i don't rly like what ur doin to me
but something bout the way that you lie is soothing
i'm shaking from my fingers all the way to my toes
i'm steady to ready to go
so let's go
let's get this show on the road

// i'm geist & yokai dreams
people say i'm crazy
say i'm doin the most
and now they looking at me scared
like they just seen a ghost
i take it one at a time
only way that i know
i might just leave it all behind
or decide that i wont

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CHAOS! W/ YOKAI DREAMS [PROD. DUTCH REVZ]

Skeleton

@yokaidreams @tnvr555 

all black
nails, clothes
blacked out
coke nose
turned just for a second now she’s got me in a choke hold
pretty eyes you know it’s all to save face
i’m so used to all the acting 
i’ve got no time to waste

you’re a time bomb ticking baby 
i’m calling your bluff now
cardiac arrest you’re killing everyone you touch love
and for a mention you’d do ‘bout anything
but i don’t care for who you are so get the fuck out my face

kerosene love
i'm burning up at ur touch
i know the hate that u contain is so much more than i will
ever see love
so u should bite off ur tongue
and take the knife from my gut
cuz i've been bleeding out

left last night, didn't see u til the morning
scratch and bite ya, she's a fuckin animal
don't have a care at all
violating protocol
she's in my area code
looking fucking scary tho
but for you i swear that i could write another million lines
but we been running out of time

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TIMEBOMB W/ YOKAI DREAMS [TNVR]

DISDAIN

prod @tnvr555

// i'm geist 
try to prove yourself
but can’t do the minimal
don’t look at me
your eyes are so pitiful
took time took years
still invisible
just another day
fucking miserable

all stressed out
can’t numb it with nicotine
teeth drug stained
paranoia from the lsd
it’s all fake
all hate
making enemies
blood fresh red stacking bodies at the crime scene

i wake up dead
hardly functioning on caffeine
to the party everybody wants to fight me
swear to god i’ll put that bitch in the dirt
don’t dare you question my worth
or you’ll all end up hurt

// tnvr 
i just made a crime scene,
cut 'em up like denji
contract with my shadows
so they will not go against me
we're just wasting time see,
now i'm feeling empty
take take take all my energy
leave me with misery

feed them lies,
they won't ask you anything
push me off the edge
there's no empathy
it's all fake, all hate
now you're dead to me
you can find me at the morgue if you remember me

CRIME SCENE W/ TNVR

complications (+siem spark)

@user-153698253 @yokaidreams @tnvr555

// ohmace
you could tell me i'm just another guy
you could lie and say i'm never on your mind
and i know that you miss being mine
we should do something about it tonight
without rules
everything was easy hanging out with you 
always had your back was looking out for you
everything isnt always about you
it's not about you, 
it's not about you
dont you know that i'm just fine without you
you think it's something i'm not allowed to do
everything is not always about you...

control is what you crave
you fucking lost your way
can't recognize your face
your love is such a waste

you're a waste i dont wanna make it work
i could find a million other girls who want to flirt
look me in the eyes baby tell me with a smirk
i could see right through it all ive been on high alert

// yokai dreams 
been on high alert i don't think i'm calming down soon
i cannot convince myself i'm doin fine without you
maybe there's no reason to hope
you're treating me like a joke and i cope
but for what it's worth
i tried
my best just to fix this
i died
inside
when you said "we're finished"

// i'm geist 
control is what you crave 
but baby i crave it more 
shut you in lock the door 
yet you'll say you adore me 

spit it out 
the bloods on the floor 
it's toxic love 
that's killing us both 
the secrets out 
so love they all know 
just get out now 
can't do this anymore 

and baby i can tell you 
this would never work in your dreams 
it only works when i'm feeling lonely 
baby i cant tell you right now 
we need to find a way out 
need to find a way out

your love is such a waste w/ ohmace & yokai dreams [tnvr]

https://linktr.ee/chrisrain

Official Music Video:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FIQDN4F5idg&ab_channel=CHRISRAIN

CHRIS RAIN - CYNICAL

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// downfvll
I can’t escape, the ghost still wears your face
Same place, same pain, some things time won’t erase
Drowning in doubt, my heart’s a vengeful one
Can’t bring me down, my pride is what’s kept me alive

// i’m geist
so go on love just keep talking
but the crowd is cheering
they’re shouting
won’t fail them now
i’ve been plotting
oh can’t you see it in my eyes?
cold, red and full of fight
look now you’re hypnotized
so speak of all your lies
how rotten you’re inside

the seasons change
and mine’s coming
so take a seat
or start running
you’ll feel the knots in your stomach
so take my name out of your mouth

i’ve got my peace of mind right now
you’re just a sheep inside my crowd

// downfvll
i got my peace of mind, so now you not invited
and I was left in pieces, let me rest in peace and quiet
it’s bound to be lost in time, it’s all meant to be forgotten
i will make it, I will, at least I’ll die trying

the trauma, the memories, the pain, the past
if my heart would, stop beating, I’d be free from those at last
and momma, im sorry, Im driving, to crash
i withstood, the beating, but now,

// downfvll x geist
I can’t escape, the ghost still wears your face
Same place, same pain, some things time won’t erase
Drowning in doubt, my heart’s a vengeful one
Can’t bring me down, my pride is what’s kept me alive

a face i can't forget

the face i can't forget w/ downfvll

Now and Forever (soundcloud only)

~i was bullied in school for being different.
~they called me a fag but i wasn't phased.
~im just a femboy. 
+FUCK UR HOMOPHOBIA BITCH+

prod/mix/mast: @trechorboy
feat. @erisucult

TRECH:
i could leave ya
breathless 
face down in the dirt
remmy 20 gauge shot
i put the cobain in kurt
lemme
dress up 
like a b!tch in a skirt
cross dress but trech gets the girls for sure
you told me:
‘why the fuck you do that?’
& ‘nice outfit, fag.'
& ‘ill proceeded to vomit out words u hate’
damnit 
this femboy aint fuckin with ur mental
i'll get joy when im fuckin up ur temple
crop tops
in my drop top
with this dental grill
but the shawty giving me sloppy top is complimental
im more pretty than your bitch will ever be
ur just jealous you'll never look like me
.
.
.

ERISU:
they call me a faggot and a homo but i’m fucking your girl 
she sold her soul to me just 2 get her toes 2 curl
he told me:
‘why the fuck you do that?’
&
‘nice outfit, fag.' 
& i’ll proceed fuck on your girl on my onlyfans..
punch a bitch in the mouth if you hate me!
strapp3d up wit the teki,
2 clips will make you fucking bleed... 
yeah!
looking pretty,
don’t you fucking drown!
i’m studd3d 2 my wrist slit,
Kuai Liang, im iced out-
and i’ll rock a fucking dress
and i’ll rock a fucking skirt
i’ll wear anything i wanna fuckin wear you little 
whore!!
you on some 
fuck-shit,
fuck-bitch!!!!
punk bitch,
suck dick!!!
make-ups LIT!!
you cunt, shittt!!
pretty femboi in this bitch 
yeah i don’t need to say shit
if i wanna be a fucking cat boy 
let me be it bitch 
I DONT NEED UR SHIT OPINION 
YOU DONT GOTTA SAY SHIT
CLOSE YOUR STUPID FUCKING MOUTH 
B4 these pumps up UP ON YOUR NECK
.
.
.

TRECH:
BREATHLESS FACE DOWN IN THE DIRT
I SAY I NEVER GIVE A FUCK
BUT OVER TIME WORDS HURT
HOLY FUCK I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE
ALL THE LAUGHING AND STARES
STFU LIL WHORE
WHAT?
YOU'VE NEVER SEEN GUY IN DRAG?
IM SO SICK AND FUCKING TIRED OF BEING CALLED A FAG
YOUR BULLSHIT SHOWS THE TRUTH UNDERNEATH
ILL RIP UR MOTHER FUCKING BALLS OFF WITH MY TEETH

CHAOS! W/ YOKAI DREAMS [PROD. DUTCH REVZ]

I'm Geist