self produced, (dawsin)
mix and mastered by me (dawsin)
written by me (dawsin)

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lyrics ♡:
(hush)

is it sad that i think that your right?
that im ugly? and that you hate the sight
of me, i can promise that its alright
its okay cause i get it all the time

you dont wanna live the same as my youth
i get stares as soon i walk in the room
i get anxious when i wake up and i see the moon
im a human and im not perfect too

i will never forget the pain that Yahiko suffered.
And now...
this world shall know pain. 
ALMIGHTY PUSH!"

cause if you think your my homie you might die
cause everytime i ask you why you just lie 
and if u wanna duke it out then we'll fight 
ill knock u off and pass you by with a sigh

cause if you think your my homie you might die
cause everytime i ask you why you just lie 
and if u wanna duke it out then we'll fight 
ill knock u off and pass you by with a sigh

im trapped 
in the walls
im not so sure what to do about it
pls help me
e-e-e-e-e-e-e
me

why do i feel this way?
why do i feel so much hate?
why dont you come lay my grave
and we will all be safe

I SAID WHY DO I FEEL THIS WAY?
*way*
WHY DO I FEEL SO MUCH HATE?
WHY DONT YOU COME LAY MY GRAVE
AND WE WILL ALL BE SAFE

S-A-A-A-FE
S-A-A-A-FE
SAFE

*hush*
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𝕟𝕠 𝕞𝕒𝕥𝕥𝕖𝕣 𝕨𝕙𝕒𝕥 𝕡𝕒𝕚𝕟 𝕪𝕠𝕦𝕣 𝕘𝕠𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕥𝕙𝕣𝕠𝕦𝕘𝕙 𝕛𝕦𝕤𝕥 𝕜𝕟𝕠𝕨 𝕥𝕙𝕒𝕥 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕞𝕒𝕥𝕥𝕖𝕣

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lyrics:
lately i’ve been feeling like i’m fucking dead
a walking corpse hanging by a single thread
about to cut loose; the hand that i was once feed
oh no i beg

for mercy
i’ve done my best for you, but you just hurt me
i question myself if she really knows me
1 year down
i’m on my knees
and i still beg to this day

for closure
whenever u sad, u had my shoulder
whenever i was down, i just got lower
i screamed away
oh i’m in pain
and i still beg to this day 

for you
never once a day i didn’t love you
i treated u the same after i’ve been through
all the lies
and all the fights
and u won’t do the same

ur a piece of shit
ur a liar
our memories
are now on fire
ur like a cigarette 
with a bitter taste
left inside my mouth
i can’t erase 
ur pathetic
ur delusional 
u find it so cool
like an aesthetic 
u think ur always right
u wanna start a fight
u want the war? i’ll bring it to u
u won’t win this time 
oh i am different now
u can’t control me now
i won’t allow ur words to hit me if i hear a sound
and i will block u out
and i will turn u down
i’ll turn away from your mistakes, u cannot fix this now

theres something in this world 
i feel like 
no one even wants me here 
calm along the surface 
deep inside ive got my layers of fear 

theres something in this world 
i feel like 
no one even wants me here 
calm along the surface 
deep inside ive got my layers of fear 
i promise everybodys doing better than me 
stuck here cutting losses so you can watch me bleed 
fuck that im burning money 
give a shit what it means 
my bad i pray to god you bring some comfort to me

you're safe here don't worry
i'll come back as quick as i can
rush, i'm in a hurry
can't see anything on my end
my end
haven't been the same since the last time
my peripheral is gone, there's twitching in my left eye
i think i go insane, hear the war cries
strike it down, i can't be seen neither dead and neither alive
why all of the sudden now you believe in me
"i had no potential" is what you'd think of me
now ur switching sides and wanna be on my team
i'll be the better man and just cut you off and leave

i swear youre only doing it out of spite
you got a question
ima bite
i cant believe im still alive
your bullshit is the reason ima die

you can keep on picking me up 
and putting me down slowly
youre too close 
for someone who dont know me
im too far motherfucker dont bro me
bro me bro me bro bro

something in this world 
i feel like 
no one even wants me here

here w/heylog

produced by @inuday 

we lack luster maybe we're just fucked up
o.d on the backseat she not getting up yuh
i swear just a second ago she was feeling fine
and she was fucking begging me for just another line
i can't save you
i can't save you

stay back
always blacked out in the benz
i know she’s my ride or die
the way this never seems to end
but i cannot save her life
cause she just doesn’t want to live
i can taste in every kiss
all the poison on her lips

she’s a mess
you can see it in her eyes
flaunting how she’s so depressed
like that’s all that’s in her life…
but she’s sweeter than the rest
and she’ll never tell a lie 🙂
yeah her love is for the best
rip my heart out and undress
AHHH

take me home and pull me under
poison me and kill me lover
you could never show up sober
line by line won’t bring you closure

i can't save you! w/ inuday

prod by me <3
on spotify this friday

lyrics -
keep on talking what's your name
no ones looking whos to blame

you cant understand
why no one cares

maybe your one of many
who dares

but your one to mix pain and pleasure
maybe nothing wont come ever

do you see how much you changed 
after you lost

no ones there for you
yet you beg n choose
why do you believe that anybody's following you
your reflection speaks
nothing there but creeks
the only thing you see are rodents who just wanna eat
daddy's money come in handy when you needa eat
that Loui bag wont do you nothing if you wanna sleep
it feels like time is going slow with what you wanna see
cause nobody's around yeah
you just wanna follow the creek
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flower petals ✾

creek

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lyrics:

i aim it slowly
gotta be careful
she looks so lovely, got her in my reticle

i aim it slowly
gotta be careful
she looks so lovely, got her in my reticle

~got her in my reticle

i swear ill end it now, press the muzzle to my skull
why do you care now, trying to atone?
your actions cut way too close to the bone
literally not joking you saw it from my phone (phone)

~your slowly killing yourself dawsin

play with my feelings
then i play with your life
*life*
talking about my emotions as i click open my knife
*knife*
if you want to, you can try and hide
if i see you with him again i promise he'll die

y-e-a is what you told me last thursday
told you that i loved you, and your dry in the worst way
what did i do to deserve this in the first place?
looking back i could've known from your sweet face

i aim it slowly
gotta be careful
she looks so lovely, got her in my reticle

needa go
my heart aches
u felt like a home
stop me before i break

gonna blow out my head with this red dot.
thought i'd be good enough but i guess not
but id rather be alone and just rot
its my safe place at least that's what i thought

needa go
my heart aches
need more
before you and i cave

needa go
my heart aches
need more
before you and i c-c-c-c

"all the shit that you used to care so much about, just keeps you a prisoner of your own mind"

play with my feelings
then i play with your life
*life*
talking about my emotions as i click open my knife
*knife*

reticle

Oh
I can see you when I fall asleep
You live in my head now you're haunting me
Holding my hand and then you cut my veins
Squeeze every ounce of my blood you can take
Oh...

YOU'VE GOT YOUR HANDS AROUND MY NECK 
AND YOU'RE TAKING MY LIFE :( 
TIGHT LIKE A NOOSE 
OH I CAN HEAR YOU SMILE...

OH OH OH OH OH
OH OH OH OH OH 

So shut me up
Go on sever my tongue
And if it's not enough
Then just cut my throat out
Hear me grasp for air
But I'll still stare
At how your eyes captivate
Everyone around you babe...

You said "what are we"
What are we??
I don't know love...
Cause it seems like you're somebody
To someone else now :( 
And don't act like it's funny
Cause I'm throwing up
Wiped the blood up
With money
Cause that's all I'm for

THAT'S ALL I'M FOR 
SIX FEET UNDERNEATH AND IT'S WHAT I DESERVE 
IT'S WHAT I DESERVE 

Into the shadows I go
I found my place in the underworld
Buried in ashes and smoke
One day you'll get just what you deserve
ONE DAY YOU'LL GET JUST WHAT YOU DESERVE 
YOU'RE BORN WITH THIS CURSE 
IT'S WHAT YOU DESERVE 
Into the shadows I go
I found my place in the underworld

Cut me up now, burn me in fire
Watch as i drown, love, don't you get tired?
Taking my life again and again
Twist in the knife, it's your only friend

I'm just another body to you
You're undercover, but I'm no fool
Out for blood, I know you are

I see there's murder on your 
MIND
DARLING 
I'M BARELY ALIVE
SO DIG MY GRAVE 
Parasites crawling away
Poltergeists taking my place

Into the shadows I go
I found my place in the underworld
Buried in ashes and smoke
One day you'll get just what you deserve
ONE DAY YOU'LL GET JUST WHAT YOU DESERVE 
YOU'RE BORN WITH THIS CURSE 
IT'S WHAT YOU DESERVE 
Into the shadows I go
I found my place in the underworld
IN THE UNDERWORLD 
IN THE UNDERWORLD

what you deserve

what you deserve w/ tnvr [tnvr]

i can feel the pressure building underneath my skin
wanna hide that’s funny think you’re so intelligent
wanna get inside my head might let you again
take what you desire you know i’ll always let you in

cause i
could give a piece of mine
would give a thousand times
you cut into my flesh
take me home with you tonight
look into my eyes something there you hoped to find?
consume or be consumed you're the one that holds the knife

cause i can feel the chills around me like a fucking ghost town
you think you’re better off without try to get away now

cause there’s this ghost inside the wall where your voice is
you say you hate me baby tell me all your choices
cause enough is enough
and enough gets done
imma hold you down while you’re on the run

please don’t count the bodies
i just couldn’t help myself
when you’re on the run
the hunt feel so damn heaven sent

well you ripped apart my heart
so it’s been fair from the start
you can’t hide now in the dark
circle round you like a shark

sink my teeth in your veins
tell me how u love pain
feel the blood as it drains straight from your neck
we’re not one of the same
i’m a lot more insane
you could never escape what will come next

on the run

on the run w/ notenvy [tnvr]

@prod-oc

i can’t fall asleep
when you’re not here with me
so promise that you’ll pay a visit in my dreams
my eyes they start to bleed
but please do not worry
i rather wipe the blood than what’s left of my tears

oh oh oh

saw my angel’s wings tore apart again
now i’m gone adrift no guardian
so ive lost some friends
it’s all part of it
but when i’m on top
don’t say my name

there’s that girl in red…
everybody seems to adore
got blood on my fit
now im starting to get real annoyed
and when winter’s gone
you’ll wonder why it’s still getting cold
with severed wings
you’re all sanctioned here
left to be doomed

doomed

doomed [oc]

and i feel so cold in the middle of summer
would you take my hand or leave me here to shiver
and i’m back at the start i’m consumed by the somber
cause i fall so fast but hit the floor even harder…

and a voice so sweet to fall asleep to
now i can’t sleep without you ;/
wish i could take all your problems
give you a life you’d enjoy

and a spark so real i felt something new
now i watch it all turn blue
wish i could do it all over
did i miss something important? :(

doomed [oc]

I'm Geist

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