a cover of better of dead by @8graves

lyrics:

I’m better off dead
It’s always the same
I’m better off dead
It’s all razors and chains
I’m better off dead

Break and mend
Hear the call
A crack in the sky
Be a friend
Build a wall
And I’ll be the fly
I’ve been staring out the window
At the world burning down
You can nail it to my head, no
I’m not wearing the crown

It’s not safe inside my head
It’s not safe inside my head

I’m better off dead
It’s always the same
I’m better off dead
It’s all razors and chains
I’m better off dead

I was made
In the dark
Original sin
Be the blade
Leave your mark
And I’ll be the skin
I’ve been living with no feelings
I get so sick and tired
Of just staring at the ceiling
While the room is on fire

It’s not safe inside my head
It’s not safe inside my head
It’s not safe inside my head
It’s not safe inside my head, oh no

I’m better off dead
It’s always the same
I’m better off dead
It’s all razors and chains
I’m better off dead

I need keys
That can’t be made
The sun and the shade
A needle and thread
What I feel
Is best unsaid
It’s not safe inside my head, oh no

I’m better off dead
It’s always the same
I’m better off dead
It’s all razors and chains
I’m better off dead
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flower petals ✾

grasior - better off dead (8 graves)

self produced, (dawsin)
mix and mastered by me (dawsin)
written by me (dawsin)

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lyrics ♡:
(hush)

is it sad that i think that your right?
that im ugly? and that you hate the sight
of me, i can promise that its alright
its okay cause i get it all the time

you dont wanna live the same as my youth
i get stares as soon i walk in the room
i get anxious when i wake up and i see the moon
im a human and im not perfect too

i will never forget the pain that Yahiko suffered.
And now...
this world shall know pain. 
ALMIGHTY PUSH!"

cause if you think your my homie you might die
cause everytime i ask you why you just lie 
and if u wanna duke it out then we'll fight 
ill knock u off and pass you by with a sigh

cause if you think your my homie you might die
cause everytime i ask you why you just lie 
and if u wanna duke it out then we'll fight 
ill knock u off and pass you by with a sigh

im trapped 
in the walls
im not so sure what to do about it
pls help me
e-e-e-e-e-e-e
me

why do i feel this way?
why do i feel so much hate?
why dont you come lay my grave
and we will all be safe

I SAID WHY DO I FEEL THIS WAY?
*way*
WHY DO I FEEL SO MUCH HATE?
WHY DONT YOU COME LAY MY GRAVE
AND WE WILL ALL BE SAFE

S-A-A-A-FE
S-A-A-A-FE
SAFE

*hush*
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𝕟𝕠 𝕞𝕒𝕥𝕥𝕖𝕣 𝕨𝕙𝕒𝕥 𝕡𝕒𝕚𝕟 𝕪𝕠𝕦𝕣 𝕘𝕠𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕥𝕙𝕣𝕠𝕦𝕘𝕙 𝕛𝕦𝕤𝕥 𝕜𝕟𝕠𝕨 𝕥𝕙𝕒𝕥 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕞𝕒𝕥𝕥𝕖𝕣

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hate

@decayinganyways 
prod @tnvr555 

we fall in love in the backseat 
lean in closer and you’ll kiss me 
pretty smile for the taxi 
hold ur gun and say you’ll kill me 

it’s something acidic, something so pretty now I’m just burning down
hear me out yelling out 
baby girl never just calming down 
i been going up 
waiting for the crash
nothing ever lasts when the bullets turn to ash

got a ringing in my skull 
screeching loud until I fall
raise the speakers fucking loud 
tell me something that i’ll know 

50 rounds into my chest and i swear that it’s your best 
got your scope into my heart 
let it spark, let it spark 
and i want, for you to see what you’ve done to me 
what you’ve done me 
so hold your gun, hold it tight 
mmm if you kill me we'll just do it right 
“so right”

bullets that i know
are hitting so shallow 
i’m feeling so hollow 
i’m stuck in the gallows 
it’s ohhhh
i’ve fallen right down 
oh i’ve fallen right down 
oh i’ve fallen right down

hold ur gun (sped up)

hold ur gun w/ decayinganyways (sped up)

prod by ruevi & me
@ruevi

lyrics -
-ruevi-
(yeah i can't deny
didn't even try
i left you with some dust
cuz always wanna fight
now i see the mess
paid with some regrets
staring at the phone
in the silence of the night)

-grasior-
do you even care if im still there
single call away yet you just stare
stomping on the ground for what never meant
the birds are chirping this should be your punishment

you say that your a model 
picking up a bottle
drifting in the air up there

do you think about it
if you want to hide it
why is all so unfair

i dont want to wait for the dead air
talking like you know me waht a nightmare
tell me where do i belong
so i can play along

-ruevi-
keep it in your distance
i don't wanna listen to you
you are always pissed off
and there is nothing i can undo

spit in my face
(i won't be mad)
say what you want
(can't be that bad)
is it all that you have
cuz im sick of your traits
you make me wanna puke
everytime i hear your name

don't end it
its doing damage
don't let me fall now
its kinda messed up
but at the same time i don't want you around me
hang up everytime when you call me 

-ruevi & grasior-
you got me feeling sick in my bones
but nothing that i do makes me numb
i rather be with you than alone
count to three n then its fucking done

yeah i can't deny
didn't even try
i left you with some dust
cuz always wanna fight
now i see the mess
paid with some regrets
staring at the phone
in the silence of the night
(x2)

-grasior-
why'd you call me
step back 5 feet let me feel free
fresh air in my body but the same me
same mess but i cant just do the same thing
not the same thing no

noxium ft. ruevi

@prod-oc

i can’t fall asleep
when you’re not here with me
so promise that you’ll pay a visit in my dreams
my eyes they start to bleed
but please do not worry
i rather wipe the blood than what’s left of my tears

oh oh oh

saw my angel’s wings tore apart again
now i’m gone adrift no guardian
so ive lost some friends
it’s all part of it
but when i’m on top
don’t say my name

there’s that girl in red…
everybody seems to adore
got blood on my fit
now im starting to get real annoyed
and when winter’s gone
you’ll wonder why it’s still getting cold
with severed wings
you’re all sanctioned here
left to be doomed

doomed

doomed [oc]

@prod-oc 

ive got so much words still left to say
but i won’t rain on your parade
i try to stay clean from all the hate
but i don’t need to talk to throw my shade
cause everybody knows my ways
and they would ride for me any day

i’m sick of holding back all the rage
blood all on my hands
and then i wipe it on my face
and i dont want to hear you say my name
i can talk my shit
cause i will back up what i say

there’s a lot of snakes inside of the grass
and if i ripped them all right out would i get over the past
i won’t
the bones are buried
underneath the boards
there’s a lot of pain i wish didn’t last
and if i gave another chance you’d rip me open with glass
i know
eyes tell all you won’t

ive got so much words still left to say
but i don’t want to rain on your parade
i tried to stay clean from hate
i just can’t escape

but i don’t need to talk to throw my shade
cause everybody here they know my ways
they’d ride for me any day
they’d ride for me anywhere

so lay down
it’s all rain now
i took your words to my heart
ruined worth
now it’s dark
but i guess it’s what i get

so lay down
it’s doomed now
it’s just a fault in your stars
made a choice now it’s dark

rain

rain [oc]

prod by me
@melonsly

- lyrics -
- grasior -
see me in the garden of Asphodel
laying dead in what feels like hell
you got me feeling phsyco
hitting all my high notes
just a shell of what i used to be
got me runnin round in circles
hurting those i wont know
why am i such a lie
am i worthless
cause i dont want to be me
fall apart one day
no you don't want to see me

- melon -
no, im not moving in circles
yeah im not moving at all
cant even look at these out there 
breaking me down
but i run to you
and now even you're fucking gone
you're gone
you're gone
hurt me again
why do i care that much
i hate myself
im crushing down under the weight

asphodel ft. melon

"the love of my life" redo by stezzyxl lol

the love of a another life

youre so beautiful
ive got nothing to offer, i told you so
if you point out that im not what youre looking for
id change myself to be what you wanted
youre all that i wanted

im so proud of you
are you proud of me too
id do anything to be loved by you
is that not enough
howd i think it was
dont let go of the feelings you have for us

cause im paranoid
dont you fear it too ?
loosing all that we have 
and looking for someone new
i dont think i could do that

youre so beautiful
ive got nothing to offer, i told you so
if you point out that im not what youre looking for
id change myself to be what you wanted
youre all that i wanted

im so proud of you
are you proud of me too
id do anything to be loved by you
is that not enough
howd i think it was
dont let go of the feelings you have for us

are u proud of me too

rot 
i can’t deal with all of it 
i’m starting to feel nauseous 
would you want to talk? 
but please don’t mind the silence 
my brain just isn’t kind to me 

stay alive 
say a lie
wish that i could speak my mind 
but i’ve got so much to lose 
that i’d rather keep my pride  
say its fine
then we die 
it all feels like wasted time 
say are you wasting my time?

yeah i should stay my distance
promise that’s just how i know to be
i like it much better
when nobody seems to notice me 
stay and listen?
but i've been bored of all the fucking grief
no one seems to comprehend 
yet they have the songs on repeat 

i’m pleading my silence
no reason for violence 
i’m not gonna take this outside 
i’ve been subconsciously cautious 
of inhaling your toxins 
but seems that i let them inside 
there’s no way to find what’s wrong now 
cause i moved on so why the comedown

doomed [oc]

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