you put ur hands all on me now im leaving
you tell me that you love me, do you mean it ?
mean it 
mean it
dont you ever mean it ?
how could i mean everything you keep me as a secret

i put the switchblade to my arm
you left in the pain now its all gone wrong
you left me in vein now youre all i want
i dont gotta stay but shes all i want

like keep me as a secret
you mean it ? you wont leave ?
tell me that you miss him im griping upon ur sleeve
and even in the end i wont matter i wont breathe
im sick of always wanting the best and its not me

sleepwater
keep me from what you been selling please
pushing straight down make it hard to breath
i'm not okay now find it to hard breath !
dont know who to chase now, guess it wasn't me
rolling with my
guess ill just roll on my own i guess ill just roll on my own

i put the switchblade to my arm
you left in the pain now its all gone wrong
you left me in vein now youre all i want
i dont gotta stay but shes all i want

like keep me as a secret
you mean it ? you wont leave ?
tell me that you miss him im griping upon ur sleeve
and even in the end i wont matter i wont breathe
im sick of always wanting the best and its not me

roll on my own (feat. sleepwater)(prod. unlucky)

@pekarot

i've got a wound on my chest
talk to me soon before theres nothing left
i promise that ill be gone soon
dont come stay in my bed
you talk for hours and i live with dread
you know what ur supposed to do, 
i dont want you close to me
gripping your fucking heart all that is meant be

eyes so pretty i need them right next to me
cant believe i said that omg admit defeat
question why i'm leaving and i dont post you on my feed
you dont either i wish that u did for me
pull on that lever, open up the gin bottle
let it go let ur legs wobble,
let your head go to the rubble,
let ur neck go ima struggle
let your chest go till he go home
if you talk to him hes trouble
if you love youd swallow my heart 
 
yeah

i've got a wound on my chest
talk to me soon before theres nothing left
i promise that ill be gone soon
dont come stay in my bed
you talk for hours and i live with dread
you know what ur supposed to do, 
i dont want you close to me
gripping your fucking heart all that is meant be

wound

guitar by @prodjpjp
prod me
lyrics

im eating her bodyweight no, i know that you hate my face. bro
neck it down w a slice of cake yo, lets hold back from tainting grace, hoe
stomach thin w a feint of shake woah, she grows back but cant stay, loyal

im curious by the way that he touch you
im destroying us by the weight of my bad mood
im enjoying us, everyday is so bad dude
depression getting worse, i cant even leave my home dude
do i deserve this bad, i swear that i want to hold you
ur all i never had, i swear to god that i told you
does he want you back, as much as i do
i guess i like, i guess i like you

im eating her bodyweight, laying down as i deflate
where are you now, as i replay
deep in the ground is my only space
where are you now, i got something to say
i live in hell its the only way
i couldent tell that i need your face
locked in a cell and its called my place
how can you tell that i need a razor;
the trees when i stepback feels like safest place
if i see your guy ima stomp on his face
are you alright im not scared to embrace
whats that from your eye, get those slits of your face

cake

self prod :)

LYRICS

Tell me just a little bit
What's been on ur mind?
I been getting sick of it
Mechanically I cry
I don't wanna stick with this
Shit don't wanna lie
So don't tell me all these you wanna tell me all the time

How you gon live with me
You got that ecstacy
Like never sleep 21 I never sleep
It can be the moment that you talking to my soul
And you try to make me fall in fucking love again

CALL OUT MY LIFE
YOU WANNA BREAK IT RIGHT NOW
ALL THE LIES I WANNA FEEL IT RIGHT NOW
OPEN UR EYES U WANNA SEE ME REACT

Taking off a little bit
I know all the problems that you have
I don't even wanna see it crash
I just wanna love u till ur last
Breaking down a lot and then I dash
But the problem of this root is all ur lies
I don't even know if I can try
Everything you say it makes me
Curl in a ball and it makes me wanna die
How you gon live if you gon die
I don't even know if I can cry
Every single time you make me
Wish I was never even right

CALL OUT MY LIFE
YOU WANNA BREAK IT RIGHT NOW
ALL THE LIES I WANNA FEEL IT RIGHT NOW
OPEN UR EYES U WANNA SEE ME REACT

Always had a problem with us
And I don't really get the feelings looking back with my lust
Im crawling up towards the ceiling in the night when im up
Im looking back at all my demons in this timeline I fucked
I know its not fair for me
Demented bitch she stole all of my memories
Found a brand new heart to stand right as her centerpiece
How the fuck can this shit not be make believe
Can't be make believe

Watch what you gon take from me cuz I know how it ends
My noose not gon break for me cuz I know how it ends
Take my love respectfully or Il blow off your head
Manic I don't make believe I make believe instead
(hahahaha)

CALL OUT MY LIFE
YOU WANNA BREAK IT RIGHT NOW
ALL THE LIES I WANNA FEEL IT RIGHT NOW
OPEN UR EYES U WANNA SEE ME REACT

OPEN UR EYES

oh its not fair anymore
no its not fair anymore
no its not fair anymore

i just cant tell you enough
my thoughts been opening up
i never said it enough 
my heart was filled with your love

i would sacrifice my love just to be on your side
gimme just another day so that i can reside
while youre waiting at the gates, ill find somewhere to hide

i need somewhere to hide
i know youre in the fields looking at me over the light
if theres a chance that you hear me singing into the night
i need to tell you that ill love you till the end of the line

you know i always cared about you
i might sleep in water hang my head whilel i cry
been 2 years now im lost without you
take me to a forest filled with water and pine

its not fair anymore
its not fair anymore
its not fair anymore
its not fair anymore

how could you take away my best friend
ive got no one to trust
ill see your face in the end
your words fill my stomach making me who i am
you wouldnt have left me, i know ill see you again

enough

prod by me :) <3

lyrics -
ur telling me to hold on
i don't really think u see the best in me
'cos i know
if u really want it you'd make it work
oh i can see the end of us
can't believe that the wall was breached
god i don't wanna go
but you've been pushing me out for a while now
oh no

i hide my face when she laughing at it
cant lie, i dont care, cause shes going nowhere
told ur boy if he wanna back it, come out on the street but hes going somewhere
she getting cold now
pulled out, undercover when she come round
whole streets on the floor, what she know now
tears ready on the floor when she go out

breaking loads of bottles again
got a problem when you talk on ya friends
you want to tell me how she loves me
take you to dance
say you want to trust me I can’t relax
taking all you pour out
i don’t want the door down
7 milli foreign with the Roley got me iced out
in my dreams you know I’m having it
i can barely breathe when all these problems keep on happening

my nose red, blood is pouring out fast
i sit down, think i need to relax
she start her month say, "let's go to the bath"
she look at me when i cause her to gag
after i'm done i gotta leave ur house
cus i don't got time for any cuddles now
a kiss goodbye but she pulls me down
she told me she wanna go another round

couldn’t get enough, ignore the other side
I’ll tell it from the front
you speak about love, that’s never been us
these doors stayed shut
keep your facade
laid out-
knowing it was dormant
a few years and I’m back to this torment
is it really that important?
you know it better than me
you couldn’t let it at peace
this whole story was about me
I’ve got you right on your knees
the only thing that I need
is to make you forget at least…

the end of us (feat. hiraeth, erxn, heylog & xona)

prod by stezzyxl
enjoy^\^

lyrics:
pieces that i cannot mend
her words are empty, i pretend
pretty face that u disguise
i see right through ur mask and lies
no one really cares at all
i just want it all to stop
shattered glass against the wall
just like my dad with alcohol

oh no
oh no
oh no
oh no

u can keep on talking all u fucking want
i be making music while u out there making fucking flops
i be steady grinding, making progress and it doesn’t stop
begging for a feature, on ur knees, and i just laugh it off

and ur kinda irrelevant 
i’ll fold u cuz ur delicate
i got a A cuz i’m excellent 
and i’m a whole different person when i am in my element 
i’m from a another descendant 
and u can never be me, i’m unique and so different 

and no one gives a flying fuck bitch u still just a kid
and ur ego so high, yet u still throw ur fits
and get the fuck off of my dick, and mind ur own buis
talking down on me, bitch u don’t want this

:) 


Looking half a mile away to see you face the wall
everytime u look at me my feelings burn 
all the things u wanted and I failed them all
Everytime u Talk to me my stomach burns

Don’t notice me
Don’t notice 
Don’t no

Don’t notice me
Don’t notice 
Don’t no

Blood creeping out my window to my yard
All this involvement don’t know who u are 
All this water leaves, falls down where u are 
I don’t seem restless just going too far 
I’ve got no fuel left, you’ve drained all that I have 
Oh I’m anxious as shit, u should look at my arm
Cause I’ve torn it to pieces 
No pieces left
Just a pot that you piss in, now torn to shreds 

this feeling eats me alive guess i messed up my life
i try just to hide that way cant be right
well im just tired, everything is tiring
i stay up all night next day i sleep all the time
dont know what to say so i better stay silent
in my head im with you in fields full of violets

Walk myself to the pier this is life for me 
Pull myself up the wall u can’t carry me 
All this water gets colder crashes into me 
These feelings that I get I must have to leave

pier ft. melon

can i not make you proud?
is being alive, just enough to let you down
you can hold me as close as you want but ill drown
i think you already know that
it seems you already knew

how can you want me so bad
and then pretend you never knew me
oh
a tall order, such a tall task
but one you did so easily

take all i know away from me
and all that i love, just leave to me to decay
til im skin and im bone and im waffer thin
maybe youd like me better that way
ill cut my hair and you wont recognise me
honestly i dont know what you want
ill grit my teeth and ill come out of hiding
im in the forest, dont tell anyone

how could you love me
i knew some day youd do this
and thinking bout it
i probably persued it

fuck this, ima get so angry now, angry now
say some shit i should have talked about

how did you get angry when its me you were abusing
ask me where im going every minute you were choosing
angry with me every second, how did i not lose it
guess i kinda did how i reacted like a human
pull me from these strings, im not a puppet for your using

but no one noticed
thought i controlled it
but everytime i go to talk, i hide my feelings
i keep my mouth shut, in fear of arguments
i read somewhere thats its unhealthy, but i live like this
and it wont change
and god knows that ive tried
so if i ruin everything, im sorry
my circuits been fried
im walking on thin ice
slopped on an incline
my flows changed like 9 times
im sorry im ranting

after all 
i amount to nothing
nothings original
everythings been said before
every feeling felt before
every thought been thought before
every thing been seen before
but i thought
i could do it with you
oh how shameful
and i could feel them with you
oh how painful
that i confuse it with you

puppet

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