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@prodjpjp

sorry 

// lyrics 
pretty eyes
but we’re holding on to what love?
you know that i tried
but it never was enough oh
tell me all your lies
how am i supposed to trust now
i’ll sing another song
how i always watched it die

oh oh oh
i don’t want to fight
i just want to go home
i’m so scared i’ll die
in my bedroom all alone
looking for my heart
but i’m finding only bones
is it lost for good?

oh oh oh
i don’t want to cry
but my tears flooding the floor
drove 100 miles
but i think it’s time i go
and when we said goodbye
i could feel it in my bones
this time it’s for good 

oh oh oh 
i feel it in my bones 
goodbye

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goodbye [jpjp]

produced by sleepwater
piano by melon musik

wait for me in my next life
i swear that ill be fine
got three new chains on my neck fye
tell me im divine
got a deer trapped in the headlights
in a road full of pine
its coming near, following through me
i dont really mind if i die
through the window my neck and spine
i watched my body die
on the ground theres blood on the floor
never leave my side
tendants broken to the core
pendants my neck when im sore
penance she let her mourn
permanance purgatory
in doors

It's october, branches casting 
dont let go were everlasting
antidote w car fumes rising
way too close my hairs nearly frying
check his pulse a boy here is dying  
dont convulse a tear, see him trying
release from every joy now im crying
convinced u not to steer, into the dying

chemicals in my heart i feel so gloomy
with you youll tear me apart
im scared youd lose me

me
her

mourn

give a second dose
anything not to feel this
you know i’ll go ghost
pack my bags and i’m leaving
and you won’t find a note
fuck all this second hand smoke
cause it seems i attract a fucking crowd i can’t deal with

and time and time again was it worth it?
tell them love how you’re picture perfect
me? i’m trash washed up on the surface
i’m always the worst :))

now we’re falling again
into the darkest of nights
you can say you want me
but you already left my side
hate myself less
but it’s really bad tonight
i can’t keep on fighting
i’ve got too much on my mind

darling i will never be happy with you,
fuck i miss you,
damn i hate you
darling i will never be happy with you,
fuck i miss you,
damn i hate you

now it’s saturday night
you cope with drugs by your side
i cope by singing goodbye :D
and yeah it’s lonely alright
but truly i’m doing fine
despite temptations to die :(

just say my name so soft
you never want anyone to hear your thoughts :x
but i know every single word that crossed your mind
cause when you looked at me it all felt right :)

oh
when you looked at me it was alright

now we’re falling again
into the darkest of nights
you can say you want me
but you already left my side
hate myself less
but it’s really bad tonight
i can’t keep on fighting
i’ve got too much on my mind

darling i will never be happy with you,
fuck i miss you,
damn i hate you
darling i will never be happy with you,
fuck i miss you,
damn i hate you

fuck i miss you,
damn i hate you
fuck i miss you
damn i hate you
fuck i miss you
damn i hate you
fuck i miss you
damn i hate you :(

i will never be happy with you [erlax]

single off of my debut album "home away from home" (track 5)
shoutout to @xona for featuring on the track :)
produced by: azure & aidanhan
special shoutouts to @bitekivibes for being the goat too

LYRICS:
murph:

i walk out in the forest
but quickly i lose the light 
and my skin turns to mould
and the birds start to fly
i thought that i was safe, in my home away from home
but as i saw the creatures running i simply do not know

s.o.s, please save our souls
i might not make it back, barricade the door
s.o.s, please save our souls
frostbite all over me im stuck out in the cold

and now you're looking at me must've came back as a ghost
i love the way there's blood splattered all over the walls
can we find a way to give me pain, 'cause i need me some more
she put diamonds on her pinky ring, i love it when she flaunts

s.o.s, please save our souls
i might not make it back, barricade the door
s.o.s, please save our souls
frostbite all over me im stuck out in the cold

xona:

i'll decide what i do now - i'm reeling in "ours"
uh, leaving the pits that i found myself
(myself)
you desired my help
but i'm sick of words when its just pure guilt
so it's on me, awfully killing my health
i'm sorry i reached this point myself
the story goes on, to build a home
where we stay safe from the cold

murph:

s.o.s, please save our souls
i might not make it back, barricade the door
s.o.s, please save our souls
frostbite all over me im stuck out in the cold
(s.o.s)
s.o.s, please save our souls
i might not make it back, barricade the door
s.o.s, please save our souls
frostbite all over me im stuck out in the cold

- if u reached the bottom have a good day/night 333+ -

s.o.s w/ xona

@vito2300
@tnvr555

I would cut my lifeline to see you shine
I can’t fill the gap left from you and I
Left home been outside for quite some time
I can’t bare to go back got too much pride
It’s unlike you
It’s unlike you
Everything in motion
Never follow through
You made it feel hopeless
Nothing more to lose
Oh

Set in stone
Everything I’ve known
Had to let it go
Someday when I’ve grown
I’ll be running back to
Moments when I had you

I hate to say I know you’re right
Games we play just wasting time
I vowed to keep you safe inside
But everything just escapes me sometimes

Everything just escapes me sometimes
And I won’t waste my breath on a goodbye

Oh love, I wish that you were right
But you just turn your head and lie
So tell me what is honesty to you?
Cause honestly I only want the truth
Why is that so hard to do?

I’m scared of the limelight
But I’m still chasing the fame to cope
And I’d give you my lifeline
Cause I only need two years at most
And I’m over wasting my time
On people who once left my side
Cause I’ve got too much fucking pride
To stay where I’ve been left behind

I would cut my lifeline to see you shine
I can’t fill the gap left from you and I
Left home been outside for quite some time
I can’t bare to go back got too much pride
It’s unlike you
It’s unlike you
Everything in motion
Never follow through
You made it feel hopeless
Nothing more to lose
Oh

Set in stone
Everything I’ve known
Had to let it go
Someday when I’ve grown
I’ll be running back to
Moments when I had you

I hate to say I know you’re right
Games we play just wasting time
I vowed to keep you safe inside
But everything just escapes me sometimes

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Lifeline w/ VITO [TNVR]

[AMV]: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DNv4eGItpyg 
produced by @nate2timezz & i
thank you endlessly for listening.
more to come in time
🖤

they say, "you're not alone"
but i'm weighing myself down to the bone
i'm deprived of your voice, your expressions, your tones
they scream, "don't.. go"
but i guess you didn't listen
i hope that you just missed it

i'm losing my grip on reality
i need some help or just someone around me
not a physical family
the moment feelings all erupt
they can't handle your trust
guess i was too much of a burden from the cut
but don't let yourself go and doubt on me
the ocean is howling
that's my kind of outing
you don't know the hurt that it brings
can't focus, can't breathe
i love you, but you know what i think?

i'm way too detached
you don't got my back
been tryna distract
"that boy's such a drag"
i lay in my bed; think things never meant
her hand; never leant
where have you been, love

that girl made me feel like i didn't wanna suffer
validated all my reasons
and then continued to smother
cards all on the table
the table's brittle as fuck
cause you leave with no intentions of hurting me
that's enough-

if what you say is what you mean
then fall back onto me
i'll swallow up your misery
i don't care what it brings
i'll be your puppet with no strings
just show me that i have meaning
like a matter, or a purpose
just a reason that i'm breathing
i've been wishing on the stars since a kid
they're where my arms don't reach
but my eyes look past them
the scars make a pretty constellation
they connect all i see
but at the end of the day, they still look past it

you gotta hope it lasts
you're holding yourself back
if you're falling, your wings' cracked
you gotta snap em back
and when the sky becomes the ceiling,
i'll throw rocks to make it crash
oh, don't look back (2x)

through and through
every time i break down my own recluse
just because i thought they understood me too
from my point of view
they never do (2x)

they say, "you're not alone"
but i'm weighing myself down to the bone
i'm deprived of your voice, your expressions, your tones
you've never known
but i guess you didn't listen
i hope that you dismissed it.

everlast [prod. nate2timez x autumndropsdead]

@tnvr555

if we had a happy ending 
// lyrics 
say
“it’s you and i”
oh baby say it to my face
“until we die”
and i can’t stand to watch you waste
that precious smile
so follow me out of this place
let’s live our lives

it’s getting cold
promise i’ll keep you warm
so please just hold me close
don’t ever let me go

we’re soul tied now
i’ve fallen deep in love
oh baby, there’s no way out
so say, am i enough?

say
“it’s you and i”
oh baby say it to my face
“until we die”
i’ll put my hands around your waist
and hold you tight
we can dance all night to day
just you and i…
(just you and i)

i feel it in my bones
i’ll follow you wherever, you’re my home
i feel it in my soul
it’s tied to yours, i’ll never let you go

and what i would do to hold you here forever
have your hand in mine we’d never grow apart
my heart was made for you

we’re soul tied now
i’ve fallen deep in love
oh baby, there’s no way out
so say, am i enough?

we’re soul tied
we’re soul tied woah oh
we’re soul tied, soul tied, soul tied no oh oh
we’re soul tied, soul tied, soul tied oh

soul tied [tnvr]

@b_murph
@tnvr555 

And I fall in a bottomless pit
I taste blood, from when you bit on my lip
And I know (I know)
That u could never let me go
You’re cold, and you’re full of shit
I try to hide, but I'm still stuck in abyss
So I go (I go)
Cause I could never let you know

I don’t want to deal
Inside I’ve lost all ideal
Feeling like time does not heal
You’re gone now I cannot feel

I’m losing touch and truth is I don’t want to talk about it
I rather sow my damn mouth shut and choke on all of my spit
You twist my words and that’s fine love whatever shoe seems to fit
I only have space for so much more
I am scared to admit

Fight back,
Say the bad is all I ever know
Cause love it’s time that I let this go
Bite back, spite me
It’s all you ever do
Fuck that
Stay a ghost in my bedroom

GHOST

And I fall in a bottomless pit
I taste blood, from when you bit on my lip
And I know (I know)
That u could never let me go
You’re cold, and you’re full of shit
I try to hide, but I'm still stuck in abyss
So I go (I go)
Cause I could never let you know

ghost in my bedroom w/ b murph [tnvr]

hi :)
prod. me

lyrics:
say you wont forget me
i've been lost and empty
i don't need the sympathy i jus need a friend i can lean on

empty, lately i been empty
drugs been lookin so tempting, but ill hang on
hang on tight just for you

she wanna talk, but she heating up.. why you wanna talk when you need help?
i think i know a fake when i see one, and i think im gonna break if you be one
u can find me at my place barely breathin
i was always less needed
than them and i can see it
u can try and call it wont reach me

i dont really talk, but you kno that im like that
you know when it comes to me i dont fight back
read into everything you say, your words never lost with me

i know it gets so hard,
but life is separating us
so i wanna hear you
say you wont forget me
i've been lost and empty
i don't need the sympathy i jus need a friend i can lean on

i remember that look on your face, its so distrusted
i know, you didn't want this
but we found our love
right on pavement i found
u stomped ur feet on the ground
im sorry

say you won't forget me

red vol. 2, 7th july <3

i feel my heart tear string from string again 
and i’m so sorry but i don’t know where the fuck you went 
cause you’re somebody, not the one i met  
i’ll leave the roses by our grave for all the love we had  

no one ever really cares for what i need 
i fall in love with narcissists that have different beliefs 
said that you’d do anything 
but chose to watch me bleed 
and honestly the pain is starting to feel like relief 

no one ever really cares till u can’t breathe 
i’m really fucking fighting i just need my time to grieve 
feeling so damn angry can’t take anymore defeats 
i really miss my friend another ghost amongst the trees 

are you mad love 
tell me i’m the bad one 
your life is but a scam but 
you don’t care what anyone thinks of you 
wish you had think us through 

fuck it’s so pathetic 
miss when you were more poetic 
brag that you’re so copacetic 
but what’s that worth when everyone’s tasted you 
it just not the girl i knew..

i’ll lay here flat on my face 
compare us, i’m a waste 
but at least i’m not fake :/ 
so don’t text that you miss me too 
oh love it’s just not the truth

ghost in my bedroom w/ b murph [tnvr]

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