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w @heylog
produced by sleepwater
lyrics:

i don't think that i feel it
my stomach can't heal it
my heart i warn you
surround me i turn blue
you doubt me you flew
you drowning in sloot
my heart break in 2
im ready to die
cos i left ur side
i kick back and cry
this where i resite
i laugh at myself
its good for my health (oh no)
whats that on my the shelf (oh no)
i think its yourself (oh no)

ash blonde hair i need you now
carve my life thru the fields im a tree in the ground
i can't feel my fucking heart so why does it go pound pound pound
i sense you wanna dart, so why
 dont u wannaa stay, now

i can sense the fear ik our loves linear now
feeling like a tree thats never gonna grow; help
beat me black and blue with all the words you spew pal
you could save him now but i don't think he wants you now

heylog:

your pretty little words are meshed and i don't feel them
i'm to the point where i just lost every feeling
i still wouldn't feel a thing if i had a million friends
i'm getting closer everyday to ending it
the sun falls and creeps through my window
it's blinding me, now orange is painted on my walls
the same colour i saw when i fell in love
when i see it again i just can't get enough
can someone end my life, i don't wanna be here at all..
i'm past the part where i care at all
that's when i know shits getting bad
and i wonder how long this'll last

tree w/heylog

serotonin

volume 1 on spotify, feb 3rd 

i don’t care if it’s lonely
i’m so sick of you just talking like you know me
and you could or you would if you didn’t go starting fires in this basement

oh…
hope you got everything you needed now
cause i’m burning every garden where we fell in love
and i’m killin’ every peasant that walks in this town
you know i’m painting the walls red till they scream for help

and i can bury every feeling that i’m feeling but i know that it’s just moments before i put the fucking gun in my mouth
you cut my heart and now it’s bleeding and i’m staring at the ceiling but the fuck do i expect when this is how it turns out?

oh why’d you go and make geist red
now he’s full of hate
i can’t stand to look at myself
not a fan of him
bodies scattered all across the hall
baby i don’t miss
so why’d go and makes me red
but i’m loving this...
i’ll fight an ego with a bigger one
i’ll hit another million
geistcord till the day i fucking die
but swear we’ve just begun
don’t care for anybody else
or anyone’s opinion
so go ahead and make geist red
red
red
red

i promise our love is dead [drma x lockhome]

@heylog @prod-oc 

they crowd around like sheep
i count them i can't sleep
and who can i believe
when they all watch me bleed

u used to be home but
now i don't know u no more
say you're gonna change
but now you're acting like a whore

how could you hurt someone
that u swear to still adore?
don't you call this love
when it's rotten to the core

they crowd around like sheep
what watches over me
and we've all been warned
what lurks within our core
now that we fell off i'll soon be away
hate how i walked cus my arms barely swayed
now that i'm gone i think you'll be okay
ur not who i wanna be with anyway
if anythings wrong the tone raised too quick
who do u think u are giving me lip
glad that i left while i could i'll say this
i'll feel bad for any guy u end up with
enable the moon picture on my phone
i wanna ignore, wanna be alone
i'm not sorry at all for leaving you
by far the best decision i could do

spotify

sheep w/ heylog [oc]

dancing i want to go with you
glancing at the world from a better view
romance has turned into sending nudes
ill stay away from falling in love

i'll stay driving in the backroads
always on the way but i never wanna go
so ill stay dancing in the moonlight
underneath the stars with somebody i dont know

dancing i want to go with you
that's a world from a better view
i want to go with you
i want to go with you

i'll stay driving in the backroads
always on the way but i never wanna go
so ill stay dancing in the moonlight
underneath the stars with somebody i dont know

and the night's so cold
i hold you close and i won’t let go
lights off love
and you move so slow
say the times not right
like you always do

make a full twist
clockwise on your tip toes
seal it with a kiss
and a smile
feel my heart fold
whisper in my ear
say you never want to go home
but if you leave before the sunrise
how you gonna talk like that?

i can spend all night here dreaming
wishing this was something real
darling drag me whiles i’m bleeding
don’t you care bout how i feel?

i want to go with u w/ ohmace [tnvr]

prod @tnvr555 

you wake up in the middle of the night
and push my hair out of my face
hear you smiling
turn to your side and i’ll hold you
wake up in the morning
and i’m right where i’m supposed to be
homes complete
it’s you and me
feel at ease
promise you’ll never leave

so say that we worked it out
that it’s all good now
cause i need you here with me
and you know i love you
how i can’t sleep i’m bound
to see you in every dream

take me back now
to the summer where we met
where i was starving for your love
writing songs about our death
and the feelings never die
trust me that i tried my best
but the feelings never die
feels like my heart is in your chest
oh

we got lost a few times
u skipped states
i wrote rhymes
i still hurt every night
i can’t stare in your eyes

i see u in every dream

i see u in every dream [tnvr]

there seems to be a problem
oh don’t wait for me
heaven’s falling down
the rooms getting colder darling
don’t look out the window
it’s falling down

you’ll see death
you’ll see me try to fix everything that we had in the past
you’ll see death
you’ll see me as i hit the ground
lost my wings all again

there’s seems to be somebody else
scraping their hands against the wall
and when hope is lost you’ll find my name doesn’t spark light
no not at all..

i don’t want to fight it
let it take control
i let you down
now you don’t love me no more
and when i hit the ground
oh not a sound was heard
so please just scrape what‘s left of me
and sell the bones

heaven's falling down

@decayinganyways @prod-oc 

// decayinganyways
black light seen the blood
seen it all on display
sometimes get bored and i play with this blade
i won’t ever stay complacent no way
undead fuck it up play it back no delay
and I’ll say i won’t go
got dead eyes seen it in the snow

threw out all the fakes
get 'em outta my way
i burn it down all around
it’s a bloody parade
cross 'em out
hide the rounds that I fired today
their bodies drop and they rot
they can watch

okay so

.308
hit my shot and it hits fast
fuck around i’m shroud in a bloodbath
decay’s T-T-K yeah it’s so fast
E-G-O yeah it’s so high unmatched
saw blade to your skull like what’s that
slicing up cut a limb yeah I’m so rad
and i know that a brain won’t grow back
yeah i kill no live no love laugh

// i'm geist
take it off
turn slowly around
put your hands right up
you know what you’ve done

and it’ll all burn down again
will you smile as u kill all your friends?

locked eyes
got her fingers in herself
but she’s got you wrapped round those same fingers you’re a simp
oh well buddy there’s no shame if you’re living in my shade
but you wouldn’t catch me in my 20s taking breaks

fuck this
i’m not one to feel bad
locked in and it’s straight to a blood bath
dual blades and a gun in my backpack
no scoped
no live no love laugh
talk shit
then you’re back just to kiss ass
but don’t speak to me
you’ve got no class
move swift and i leave you in the past
won’t find an ego here to match

no live, no love, laugh w/ decayinganyways [oc]

// yona
cling to your waist, god dont let this be a dream
its been so long, since someone's appeared in front of me 
ive been dying in the midst, fill my heart with vacancy
in my head i still believe that, ill....

lay out my arms
your head falls down soft
do you mind laying here with me?

cos were out in the sun
fell asleep so damn calm
how long till we lose this memory?

thought you were all i need

// valentine ghost 
i saw the love leaving your eyes
you said it was you and its i 
its always a lie 
tell me how you feel inside? 
are you just sick of us trying? 
i guess i should die 

cause i don’t know how you sleep soundly at night 
cant even breath when you’re not by my side

till daylight w/ yona [neverforever]

Luke John Ingram, Luke Ingram, 2025,Luke Ingram Xi Blues Rock

Waters ii

produced by heylog

lyrics:
oh now you notice
me when I'm thriving
i'm a bipolar kid
i'm happy, then i'm crying
don't tell me u love me
cus i know you're lying
what's going on what's happening to me
i'm foaming out between my teeth
oh now you notice
me when i'm thriving
i'm a bipolar kid
i'm happy, then i'm crying
don't tell me u love me
cus i know you're lying
what's going on what's happening to me
i'm foaming out between my teeth

she ask me "what'd u say?"
i'm just talking to myself
i may sound evil
but u gotta get to know me first
i promise i'm nice
but that could quickly take a turn
caught me by surprise
this is not even my worst
she claims that she's gay
wait
but why are u kissing me
don't tease with my brain
cause it's buzzing like a bumblebee
burn out the flame
hoping i get third degree
call me by your name
when ur famous overseas

oh now u like me
since i've changed
so ur saying i wasn't good enough before
what a shame
don't let out the beast
that would be a big mistake
drool drops from his teeth
and his canines concave
u want him released
i believe you've met your fate
she spill all the tea
now the problems piling up with pace
show no mercy
if this water hit me like a wave
begging no please
i'm finally awake

oh now you notice
me when i'm thriving
i'm a bipolar kid
i'm happy, then i'm crying
don't tell me u love me
cus i know you're lying
what's going on what's happening to me
i'm foaming out between my teeth
oh now you notice
me when i'm thriving
i'm a bipolar kid
i'm happy, then i'm crying
don't tell me u love me
cus i know you're lying
what's going on what's happening to me
i'm foaming out between my teeth

don't tell me u love me
ik ur lying
lips bittersweet
hint of violet
don't tell me u love me
id rather die
skin like candy
i cant decide

i want to go with u w/ ohmace [tnvr]

I'm Geist