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hiraeth. eight months in the making.
featuring: @onlyfriendyeah
produced by: @lindenblossom
cover art by: @ejcarrmusic
i hope you enjoy <3
thank you for everything.

lyrics:
it feels like im missing something
a portrait unfinished
my life has been next to nothing
a chord thats diminished

cuz i’ll wait for change
and better days
just to come home with nothin
or maybe i’ll
just stay the same
cuz im too good at suffering
and i could always
take the blame
for all of my shortcomings 

hiraeth
i'm feeling the silence now
i can’t return, i'm fallen
my fragile body’s calling
i'm violent
feel like i'm dying now
i'm breaking down, i'm fallen
maybe it’s all for nothin

(onlyfriend)
maybe it's all for nothing
all the choices i make lead me closer to the coffin
no i can't take the weight of the changes
and i don't rly know what i'm doing
just pretend that you can't see me fading
and shy away raising no alarms
like i'm safe from harm
when i'm too far gone
and i can't hear a word from you

hiraeth
i'm feeling the silence now
i can’t return, i'm fallen
my fragile body’s calling
i'm violent
feel like i'm dying now
i'm breaking down, i'm fallen
maybe it’s all for nothin

(both)
hiraeth
i'm feeling the silence now
i can’t return, i'm fallen
my fragile body’s calling
i'm violent
feel like i'm dying now
i'm breaking down, i'm fallen
maybe it’s all for nothin

hiraeth (feat. onlyfriend) [linden]

spotify!

spotify:
https://open.spotify.com/track/4fv8YRo7BYXrjDWAf5QSAy?si=ca7163aff2b04300

artists:
https://soundcloud.com/onlyfriendyeah
https://soundcloud.com/lilskeleskrrt

prod. joe tedesco

lyrics:
it's unbearable
just got back from the bar an i'm f*cking miserable
cold and sober in the dark

my mind keeps racing
i grieve in stages
and i can't change how
ur sleeping fine in someone else's bed
head on someone else's chest
i can't bear to know the rest
so let me rest
in pieces

i'm just tryna rest in peace so well
i don't rly need ur f*ckin help
so just stop callin me
i'm just tryna kick it in hell

sayin that u love me idk if u mean that
keep lookin at the photos i should prolly delete that
you never really loved me i dunno why you said that
must've been easy broke my heart over snapchat
it's almost funny how u act so fine
post a couple pictures of his bed online

my mind keep racing
i break in stages
you don't even care of the timing
take a couple shots as i scroll thru ur ig

my mind keeps racing
i grieve in stages
and i can't change how
ur sleeping fine in someone else's bed
head on someone else's chest
i can't bear to know the rest
so let me rest

my mind keeps racing
i grieve in stages
and i can't change how
ur sleeping fine in someone else's bed
head on someone else's chest
i can't bear to know the rest
so let me rest

onlyfriend - let me rest (ft. skele) [prod. joe tedesco]

Follow Alainite on Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/alainite/

Written and recorded by @alainite
Produced by IOF
Mixed and mastered by @hellosloani
Artwork by @scottysplash

Yeah I can feel your eyes they burn right through my soul
You're in my body yeah you're everywhere I go

And every time that I watch you shine so bright in the summer light
My heart it drops like the fall
Stay right here, I'll be the one
Give me your hand I know you want more
Streetlights guide our way through the winter
We'll hide from the rain when it pours
Yeah I'm right here, I'll be the one
Just take my hand I know you want more

Cos I don't wanna run, I don't wanna run, you're the only one that I want
Cos baby I don't wanna waste time
Tell me you're the one who'll be mine

You're the one that'll be mine
Oh baby, I don't wanna waste time
So shall we cut the lights and keep on dancing
We could go all night long darling

Everyone's got their eyes on you
You smile and laugh and it steals the room
Fill it up with your cheap perfume
And I wish this wouldn't end so soon

But I'll hold on tight we've just begun
Oh you're the only one
I'll wait for you until the morning sun

And every time that I watch you shine so bright in the summer light
My heart it drops like the fall
Stay right here, I'll be the one
Give me your hand I know you want more
Streetlights guide our way through the winter
We'll hide from the rain when it pours
Yeah I'm right here, I'll be the one
Just take my hand and maybe we could both explore

Cos I don't wanna run, I don't wanna run, you're the only one that I want
Cos baby I don't wanna waste time
Tell me you're the one who'll be mine
Cos I don't wanna run, I don't wanna run, you're the only one that I want
Cos baby I don't wanna waste time
Tell me you're the one who'll be mine

Listen on Spotify

Streetlights ft. I'm Geist (Prod. IOF)

@hiraethsry
@prodjpjp 

lyrics
// hiraeth
stab with me with a knife and put it in my back
“i could never love you” wym by that
i don’t wanna die but life is going fast
text me when ur drunk and say you want me back

i don’t wanna talk to you
lemme go i swear i never intrude
stressed out now my hands are blue
left me, what’d i mean to you

cut around my wrists i’m laying staring at the ceiling
out of body fuck i swear i’m living for a reason
blood trail on my arm i’m steady looking for a meaning
tryna cut you off ur never good to me i’m leaving

i don’t wanna talk to you
lemme go i swear i never intrude
stressed out now my hands are blue
left me, what’d i mean to you

// geist
what’d i mean to you?
you crossed my name out in red love
held me close, just to say that we’re losing touch
cut me deep and then scream that i’m not enough
want me now, when i say that i’m giving up

here we go again
dancing in the rain
couldn’t save my face
so i ran away
pretty little waist
only caused me pain
covered in my blood
oh, how you love the taste

did you mean it?
tell another lie or you could say that i’m the reason
people fucking change but just as not as quick seasons
you know that i’m hurting so just leave me in the deep end

Spotify

Intrude w/ hiraeth [JPJP]

@prod-plxce

// lyrics 
don’t speak to me in tongues
and smiles so counterfeit
you think we’ve just begun
but love i’m over it
time has passed and i can’t take more damage
leave me alone i want to call it quits

took a punch to the face??
and now i’m bleeding on the dance floor
fuck! i’m sorta overthinking screaming bout your manwhores :D
knew the feeling would devour everything i’ve fought for
so go on and tell all your lies
you better sleep with your lights ;)

hate me, hate me
guess i saw it coming
but don’t shame me, baby
all i ever gave was my love
crazy lately
i just want to fucking give up :/
but everybody’s screaming my name
i cannot let them down :)
x2

put the knife in my hand and you’re gaslighting the whole room now
don’t you wait for a sign, promise that it’s already ruined love
i tried my best to salvage what had remained
cracked my skull against the pavement, pulling worms out of my brain

i’m getting lost with these feelings inside
made me feel stupid for living a lie
covered in blood but you know that i tried
to leave it behind
but we watched it die

SPOTIFY

HATE ME! [PLXCE]

@prodjpjp
@imgeist

use me for my skin, you can have it
stressed out, cant stop it's a habit
fucked up she wont talk when i'm like this
no thoughts, bringing shame i cant manage
no feelings, i feel like i might have lost it
hate my own skin get me out its getting toxic
fucked up i kinda feel like i dont want it
no feelings i feel like i'm out of options

these scars are more than cuts to me
i cant believe you really sat there and just watched me bleed
man he loves to talk a lot for someone so discreet
you took away from all i own i'll leave you in the sea
i can’t believe you really sat there and just watched me leave
i’m getting anxious i can tell that no one cares for me
man he loves to talk a lot but no one’s listening
you took away from all i own i'll leave you in the sea

i’ll leave you in the sea
i know what’s best for me
and i, held on tight when it was hard to breathe
and i,
fell apart when you crossed my name in red
and u saw how much i bled

fucked up
how she’s wanting me now
wait till i cut off all my hair and throw a fit in this town
cause i’m
stuck up
feel my ego rebound
at the end of the day
i’m a nobody with a crown

don’t waste my time
i’m wanting out
so say goodbye
leave with the crowd
every part of us is gone

these scars are more than cuts to me
i cant believe you really sat there and just watched me bleed
man he loves to talk a lot for someone so discreet
you took away from all i own i'll leave you in the sea
i can’t believe you really sat there and just watched me leave
i’m getting anxious i can tell that no one cares for me
man he loves to talk a lot but no one’s listening
you took away from all i own i'll leave you in the sea

anxious w/ i'm geist [prod. jpjp]

give a second dose
anything not to feel this
you know i’ll go ghost
pack my bags and i’m leaving
and you won’t find a note
fuck all this second hand smoke
cause it seems i attract a fucking crowd i can’t deal with

and time and time again was it worth it?
tell them love how you’re picture perfect
me? i’m trash washed up on the surface
i’m always the worst :))

now we’re falling again
into the darkest of nights
you can say you want me
but you already left my side
hate myself less
but it’s really bad tonight
i can’t keep on fighting
i’ve got too much on my mind

darling i will never be happy with you,
fuck i miss you,
damn i hate you
darling i will never be happy with you,
fuck i miss you,
damn i hate you

now it’s saturday night
you cope with drugs by your side
i cope by singing goodbye :D
and yeah it’s lonely alright
but truly i’m doing fine
despite temptations to die :(

just say my name so soft
you never want anyone to hear your thoughts :x
but i know every single word that crossed your mind
cause when you looked at me it all felt right :)

oh
when you looked at me it was alright

now we’re falling again
into the darkest of nights
you can say you want me
but you already left my side
hate myself less
but it’s really bad tonight
i can’t keep on fighting
i’ve got too much on my mind

darling i will never be happy with you,
fuck i miss you,
damn i hate you
darling i will never be happy with you,
fuck i miss you,
damn i hate you

fuck i miss you,
damn i hate you
fuck i miss you
damn i hate you
fuck i miss you
damn i hate you
fuck i miss you
damn i hate you :(

spotify

i will never be happy with you [erlax]

thank u for listening 

// lyrics 
threw it all away
i just wanted you to stay
now the world’s so gray
i just you wanted you to…

sever me my darling
i just wanted you to stay
your eyes so damn charming
when you stare, can’t look away
sever me my darling
i just wanted you to stay
now my heart’s not beating
what I’d do to feel okay

what i’d do to feel okay
i’d pull my hand against the blade
i’d hold my breath cause i can’t breathe without you here

these days are freezing cold but i’m used to sleeping alone
and i wish you the best despite that i can’t let this all go
yeah it hurts
and i know i’m worse
but you ruined this first
so why do i still cry baby

sever me my darling
i just wanted you to stay
your eyes so damn charming
when you stare, can’t look away
sever me my darling
i just wanted you to stay
now my heart’s not beating
what I’d do to feel okay

sever me my darling
i just wanted you to stay
your eyes so damn charming
when you stare, can’t look away
sever me my darling
i just wanted you to stay
now my heart’s not beating
what I’d do to feel okay

i just wanted u to stay [iof]

volume 1 on spotify, feb 3rd 

i don’t care if it’s lonely
i’m so sick of you just talking like you know me
and you could or you would if you didn’t go starting fires in this basement

oh…
hope you got everything you needed now
cause i’m burning every garden where we fell in love
and i’m killin’ every peasant that walks in this town
you know i’m painting the walls red till they scream for help

and i can bury every feeling that i’m feeling but i know that it’s just moments before i put the fucking gun in my mouth
you cut my heart and now it’s bleeding and i’m staring at the ceiling but the fuck do i expect when this is how it turns out?

oh why’d you go and make geist red
now he’s full of hate
i can’t stand to look at myself
not a fan of him
bodies scattered all across the hall
baby i don’t miss
so why’d go and makes me red
but i’m loving this...
i’ll fight an ego with a bigger one
i’ll hit another million
geistcord till the day i fucking die
but swear we’ve just begun
don’t care for anybody else
or anyone’s opinion
so go ahead and make geist red
red
red
red

i promise our love is dead [drma x lockhome]

@heylog @oc 

// geist
say you’ll change
words are worthless
baby you’re a fake
and i’m not for it
snakes stay in the lake
so go join them
don’t talk to me
i’m not your friend
darling

can’t stand to hate myself
need to fix my health
so i put the bottle down
and hit the gym instead
you gave it all for wealth
how do you face yourself?
you’re so caught up in your media
it’s so unwell

i don’t want to see your face
i swear show up and you will die.
put that bitch back in her place
can’t tell her ego from her pride
love to talk about your problems
but your life is such a lie
you’re not fooling anybody
swear to god i meant goodbye

// heylog
i was not afraid to tell her that she was being delusional
cause all her little friends just encourage her to be a hoe
well it's not hard to find someone who isn't modest
and with that i feel my brain slowly rotting
don't know why you gotta constantly talk over me
i used to let that go, now i say shut up when i speak
it's like you never have respect for anything i say
you try to lead me on, i can't be weak
i can't be weak

weak w/ heylog [oc]

i don’t want to wake up safe and sound
i’ve got a million ghosts they follow me around
cause it’s safe to say that i hate this town
and everyone that i see they act like fucking clowns  
 
well damn i lost my mind
holding on to something i couldn’t keep alive  
lights in my eyes died
staring at what was never truly mine

it’s black and white for the millionth time
the colors stripped with the lies
i’ll add the red with my bloodshot eyes
i swear i tried but you ruined my mind
the trust was pushed to the side
we couldn’t rebuild the broken ties
 
pretty eyes
how they always hypnotize
i can’t take it anymore
i’m holding on to what’s left of my pride
and i
don’t want to fight
but i can’t seem to get you off my mind

here we go again
i know you’ve had it my friends
i crashed my car through the fence  
you know i’m wanting to feel alive
it’s you and i
till the day that i die
i hope that day is tonight
cause i can’t take anymore
i tried 
i can’t take anymore i tried 

i’m no kid in the limelight
i’m more like a deer in the headlights love
already been hit to the curbside
lost so much blood but i’m alright now
and i don’t care if it feels like
razors in my thighs
soul’s been damned like wow
hope that one day i can make it out and tell you bout the love i found

here we go i take the pain like a man
bite my tongue till i can’t
i do it all just to feel alive
and where’d you go
when i just needed a friend
said you would wait till the end
but you couldn’t even stay the night

i can't seem to get you off my mind [tennis player]

Bad Memory

"voluntary fits of the truth, hope you read these lines in a clear view"

a part two to an old classic

lyrics:
i wish i could say to get me off this ride 
it’s the same old story
so the same old conflict is eating me alive 
i’m lying saying that i will get to choose 
a roller coaster in the winter just waiting to be used 
but who am i without you 
a wide eyed idiot chasing after something new 
like it’s something to prove 
like it’s something to prove

it’s coming up again 
and it’s forcing me to leave
all these recycled notions 
that stay in my head 
stereotypically kick me
til i’m showing red 
i don’t want it 
but i caused this 
stupid conflict 
we just don’t seem clear anymore 
we just don’t seem clear anymore 

the first one hit right with the moon 
then the guard fell down and it crept through
it’s a new message i’m feeling blue 
but i’m wondering if it paints you too
and i swore it’s what i wanted 
as soon as it was started 
but now it’s being flaunted 
and i keep feeling haunted 
by every mistake etched 
still don’t know what is best 

but who am i without this 
a blind eyed idiot, searching for the magic 
til i’m feelin sick 
so tell me if i should quit 

it’s coming up again 
and it’s forcing me to leave
all these recycled notions 
that stay in my head 
stereotypically kick me
til i’m showing red 
i don’t want it 
but i caused this 
stupid conflict 
we just don’t seem clear anymore 
we just don’t seem clear anymore 

so many times i felt it’s see through 
pull the mask off, show the real you 
voluntarily fits of the truth 
hope you read these lines in a clear view 
i don’t want this 
i don’t want this 

is there something in the silence
is there more to this decay 
can i really make the right choice 
when you’re asking me to stay

clear view pt. II [prod. elvien]

@onlyfriendyeah
@tnvr555 

give a second dose
anything not to feel this
you know i’ll go ghost
pack my bags and i’m leaving 
and you will find a note
cause i've learnt i love you most...
but you seem to attract the fucking crowd i can't deal with

but time and time again was it worth it?
tell them love how you’re picture perfect
me? i’m trash washed up on the surface
i’m always the worst :))

now we’re falling again
into the darkest of nights
you can say you want me
but you already left my side...
hate myself less
but it’s really bad tonight :/ 
i can’t keep on fighting
i’ve got too much on my mind!!!

darling i will never be happy with you,
fuck i miss you,
damn i hate you :/ 
darling i will never be happy with you,
fuck i miss you,
damn i hate you :( 

say i dont need ur validation
but that's a lie
i cant hold a conversation
i'm too tongue tied
couldn't break it off, not to save my life
instead of amputating i let u bleed me dry
fml
hold me up to hang me high
and if the fall dont break my bones youll twist the knife
and pull me close

lover

i will never be happy with u - alt

i will never be happy with u w/ onlyfriend [tnvr]

Those We Leave Behind

So, I Guess This Is Goodbye

They Always Come Back

Lovers' Requiem

Pretty People Never Lie, Vampires Really Never Die

Thank you for listening

with bracket man @lilskeleskrrt <3

prod @prodbymicco
mixed and mastered by @farhantnvr

Available on the following and more!
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/6jfMX3otXPhCjfWUpwtzAJ
iTunes: https://music.apple.com/us/album/the-end-feat-lil-skele-single/1528224382

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I'm Geist
https://open.spotify.com/artist/3RBbPmeuOZUZK0xtR32fHy
https://www.instagram.com/hidinginplainview
https://twitter.com/imgeistny
https://www.facebook.com/imgeist

Skele
https://open.spotify.com/artist/423Khduf8laJb7K4Otg6M2
https://soundcloud.com/lilskeleskrrt
https://www.instagram.com/ripskele
https://twitter.com/lilskele

Art by kirinhara
https://www.instagram.com/kirinhara/

Lyrics
// I'm Geist
Feeling so hopeless again,
She said I love you but this is the end,
We burn like fires and can’t make amends,
I’m sick and tired of playing pretend

Feeling so hopeless again,
How could you leave me here, stuck on the fence,
Isolating and I’m losing my friends,
Don’t say goodbye I don’t want it to end
Yeah
I’m feeling so hopeless again,
She said I love you but this is the end,
We burn like fires and can’t make amends,
I’m sick and tired of playing pretend
Yeah

Oh, winter-fall where’d i go
Always getting lost in the snow
I can feel the frost in my bones
Then I pay the cost all alone 
And I’m running again
Afraid of losing myself
With every passing day
I get more overwhelmed
I’m burning in this hell
Too scared to ask for help

Feeling so hopeless again,
She said I love you but this is the end,
We burn like fires and can’t make amends,
I’m sick and tired of playing pretend

Feeling so hopeless again,
How could you leave me here, stuck on the fence,
Isolating and I’m losing my friends,
Don’t say goodbye I don’t want it to end
Yeah
I’m feeling so hopeless again,
She said I love you but this is the end,
We burn like fires and can’t make amends,
I’m sick and tired of playing pretend

// Skele
Getting really tired of playing pretend
And this is gonna hurt when all of it ends
Thought it was fine, i met all of your friends
And now i spend my nights all alone in my bed, again
Yeah, i get a check and i spend that
bought a new bag, you can have that
6 months and im still stuck but i need you and i hate that
Told you that i want us
But i cant keep my head up
You can tell me that i'm not enough
I spent my time on you
But you never told me what to do 
I gave my all for you
But everythings falling through

The End w/ Skele (Prod. Micco)

Produced by Reytee
Fanlink: fanlink.to/lovelessgroup

Lyrics: 
@nevermadeithome
Yeah, I get sad sometimes
It's on my mind basically all the time
Yeah, I get sad sometimes
It's on my mind basically all the time

Svnam @sideviewdriveca
All the time, it's running through my head
I can't slow down
Tripping over words, I always end up on the ground
& I know that it's gonna get harder the more we move forward
So baby, be honest
Is this really even working for us?
Do you really wanna move on forward?
You can take the time that you need
As long as you come back to me

@onlyfriendyeah
I can't bear to call this home
& I can't do this alone
Well I'll be holding onto hope
'Cause without you I'm not home

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@lovelessgroup
@lovelessgroup
@lovelessgroup
@lovelessgroup

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Nevermadeithome, Svnam & Onlyfriend: Sometimes (reytee)

Produced by Droozy
Fanlink: fanlink.to/lovelessgroup

Lyrics: 
@onlyfriendyeah
You won't save me this time
You can't save me this time
Fall beneath the floor
Trapped inside the wall
Fall beneath the floor
Yeah, I prefer the tops of trees beneath my aching feet
I swear to god they haven't hit the ground in days or weeks
I done made up my mind
I'ma fade out of sight
I'ma say that I'm fine

Svnam @sideviewdriveca
I won't say that I'm fine
While we say our goodbyes
One more week
One more foot in the grave
I think I'm sinking faster than you can keep up with me
One more week
I won't say that I'm fine
One more foot in the grave
I think I'm tossing back & forth in my sleep again
It's never ending

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@lovelessgroup
@lovelessgroup
@lovelessgroup
@lovelessgroup

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