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JUNKLOVER (prod. kruleboi)

THEKIDSARESICK! ft. heffy, Killvein, Paqrat (prod. Mad Kelly

u suck & i h8 u (prod. love matt & chris marek)

how
how come i'm never enough?
my friends- keep on telling me it's just bad luck
im in a bit of a rut
misfortune of feelings i mistook for love

and you keep on texting me lately
don't understand why you're calling me "baby"
this isn't temporary, this is for real
you never would listen to how i would feel.

but now-
ur on the edge of the earth, my dear
now
u want us to run and just disappear

but you...

SUCK
YOU NEVER GAVE ANY FUCKS
TIRED OF HEARING THAT IT'S JUST BAD LUCK
I SAY ENOUGH IS ENOUGH
THE VOICES REMIND ME THAT YOU-

SUCK
YOU NEVER GAVE ANY FUCKS
TIRED OF HEARING THAT IT'S JUST BAD LUCK
I SAY ENOUGH IS ENOUGH
THE VOICES REMIND ME THAT YOU-

(you really do fuckin blow. and i know i'm too emotional but you?)
[so why are you calling me "baby"? 
the shit that you said, it made me feel like i'm going crazy]

YEA YOU SUCK.

you really- you really suck

YEA YOU SUCK
YOU NEVER GAVE ANY FUCKS
TIRED OF HEARING THAT IT'S JUST BAD LUCK
I SAY ENOUGH IS ENOUGH
THE VOICES REMIND ME THAT YOU-

SUCK
YOU NEVER GAVE ANY FUCKS
TIRED OF HEARING THAT IT'S JUST BAD LUCK
I SAY ENOUGH IS ENOUGH
THE VOICES REMIND ME THAT YOU-

suck.

[so why are you calling me "baby"? 
the shit that you said, it made me feel like i'm going crazy]

(you're a piece of shit, fuck you!)

yea, you suck.
yea, you.

u suck & i h8 u (prod. love matt & chris marek)

let's just stay inside
these places and faces are fading with time
let's say our goodbyes
it's better to hide
i don't wanna wake up to pale sunlight
i don't wanna give it time to figure out
if you're something i'd be better off without

when you sleep it's like you're still here
you still smile and you still care
and i can lay in bed forever
we break up every time i wake up
when you sleep it's like you're still here
you still smile and you still care
and i can lay in bed forever
we break up every time i wake up

if only i read
the words in your head
my love, you're looking like a ghost
i should've known how this would go
and if i digress
let's put this all to rest
you're so holographic in my dreams
if only we felt the love we see
i don't wanna open my eyes
without you there

when you sleep it's like you're still here
you still smile and you still care
and i can lay in bed forever
we break up every time i wake up
when you sleep it's like you're still here
you still smile and you still care
and i can lay in bed forever
we break up every time i wake up

slumbernumb (prod. heffy)

i think we’re talking too much
(call my bluff but i’m not in love)
just tryna… just tryna figure you out
(you’re not enough but you’re all i want)

and it just gets so superficial
(and the conversations dry)
how’d you get so bitter with a heart so brittle
(i don’t care enough to try)

losing you for the thrill of it
i don’t wanna fall in love with lies
well i could lay up for a little bit
if it helps you sleep at night

can you make me feel alive
can you make me feel a little
(rip my heart right up out my cage)

can you make me feel a little
cause i’m feeling nothing at all
(you’re so fucking well behaved)
x2

i think i’m running from love
(dodging calls now walls are up)
don’t try to.. try to give me the benefit of the doubt
(our hearts are numb and we’re way too dumb)
and we just talk about the same things
(i rather say nothing)
save yourself don’t try to save me
(i hate what we’re becoming)

love the feeling 
that we’re forcing
you can hate me
by the morning

love is fainted
always chasing
tried my best to
keep you waiting

can you make me feel alive
can you make me feel a little
(rip my heart right up out my cage)

can you make me feel a little
cause i’m feeling nothing at all
(you’re so fucking well behaved)
x2

behavior (prod. billy sane)

girls on drugs (prod. heffy)

bully w/ kii.(prod. ay!jd)

nova:
there's no denying there's two truths
orange vs apple juice
call me princess peach, bitch
mario was such a prick
i did not switch up on him
he loved to fucking play pretend
he isnt a victim
somethin's really wrong with him

he would tug on my pig tails
say we were a fairy tale
shove sand into my dress
then ask me why i made a mess
push me off the monkey bars 
help me up and tell me off
baby what you want from me?
then he stole my lunch money

he would tug on my pig tails
say we were a fairy tale
shove sand into my dress
then ask me why i made a mess
push me off the monkey bars 
help me up and tell me off
baby what you want from me?
then he stole my lunch money

he would tug on my pig tails
say we were a fairy tale
shove sand into my dress
then ask me why i made a mess
push me off the monkey bars 
help me up and tell me off
baby what you want from me?
then he stole my lunch money

(you're kind of a bully. ya' know that?)

buh-bye..

bully w/ floret (prod. ay!jd)

ugly duckling syndrome w/ flesh golem (prod. tunnA Beatz)

nova:
why are you staring at me?
"its cause i think you are so fucking pretty"
i don't understand..
i dont see what you see.
"how can a mirror see its own beauty?"

"how can a mirror see its own beauty?"

'xcuse me but
pardon me
i disagree
i am an ugly duckling 
and if- you love me
i'm so sorry
i am an ugly duckling

'xcuse me but
pardon me
i disagree
i am an ugly duckling 
and if- you love me
i'm so sorry
i am an ugly duckling

flesh golem:
it feels wrong 
making a mess
taking these steps on my own
i just flow
wherever the wind
takes me i'll go 

i'm not who i wanna be
but i think i'm stuck so i make do
i've been feeling numb but my body bruised
i just wanna promise and follow through
look at my reflection and feel depression
i see a puppet stuck in the present
i'm feeling ugly i feel the tension
i'm feeling lost need a new direction back home

nova:
'xcuse me but
pardon me
i disagree
i am an ugly duckling 
and if- you love me
i'm so sorry
i am an ugly duckling

'xcuse me but
pardon me
i disagree
i am an ugly duckling 
and if- you love me
i'm so sorry
i am an ugly duckling

i am an ugly duckling.

'xcuse me but
pardon me
i disagree
i am an ugly duckling 
and if- you love me
i'm so sorry
i am an ugly duckling

'xcuse me but
pardon me
i disagree
i am an ugly duckling 
and if- you love me
i'm so sorry
i am an ugly duckling

ugly duckling syndrome w/ flesh golem (prod. tunnA Beatz)

carrie (prod. tunnA Beatz)

Prom is feeling boring
blood is pouring on my face
i feel the white hot boiling anger
feel it pulsing through my veins

they're like "congratulations carrie"
they'll regret this when they're buried
sensing such ungodly power?
they'll be dead within the hour

your dreams just wont come true but your nightmares? 
they're coming after you
your dreams just wont come true but your nightmares? 
im coming after you

sorry susan
sorry tom
sorry that i ruined prom
pigs blood? thats a classic
god, i hope youve picked your casket

sorry susan 
sorry tom
sorry that i got carried away
you really ticked me off
sorry that i ruined prom

everyone is screaming
smile is beaming on my face
they're decorated with blood splatter
now im burning down this place

they're on their knees-begging for mercy
"please dont hurt me", so cliché
i have no patience for their tears so if they broke it then they pay

your dreams just wont come true but your nightmares? 
they're coming after you
your dreams just wont come true but your nightmares? 
im coming after you

sorry susan
sorry tom
sorry that i ruined prom
pigs blood? thats a classic
god, i hope youve picked your casket

sorry susan 
sorry tom
sorry that i got carried away
you really ticked me off
sorry that i ruined prom

your dreams just wont come true but your nightmares? 
they're coming after you
your dreams just wont come true but your nightmares? 
im coming after you

sorry susan
sorry tom
sorry that i ruined prom
pigs blood? thats a classic
god, i hope youve picked your casket

sorry susan 
sorry tom
sorry that i got carried away
you really ticked me off
sorry that i ruined prom

carrie (prod. tunnA Beatz)

prod: @loe4t x @mikemrozmusic

music video:
https://youtu.be/awBQV_DPlFQ

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feel the feeling (prod. loe4t x mike mroz)

i can feel the pressure building underneath my skin
wanna hide that’s funny think you’re so intelligent
wanna get inside my head might let you again
take what you desire you know i’ll always let you in

cause i
could give a piece of mine
would give a thousand times
you cut into my flesh
take me home with you tonight
look into my eyes something there you hoped to find?
consume or be consumed you're the one that holds the knife

cause i can feel the chills around me like a fucking ghost town
you think you’re better off without try to get away now

cause there’s this ghost inside the wall where your voice is
you say you hate me baby tell me all your choices
cause enough is enough
and enough gets done
imma hold you down while you’re on the run

please don’t count the bodies
i just couldn’t help myself
when you’re on the run
the hunt feel so damn heaven sent

well you ripped apart my heart
so it’s been fair from the start
you can’t hide now in the dark
circle round you like a shark

sink my teeth in your veins
tell me how u love pain
feel the blood as it drains straight from your neck
we’re not one of the same
i’m a lot more insane
you could never escape what will come next

on the run

on the run w/ notenvy [tnvr]

@decayinganyways @tnvr555

I feel you crawling deep under my skin
You look at me, promise it's not what I think...
But I know you'd do all it takes just to win
So I play with caution
And move in
SILENCE :)
DARLING
I LOVE HOW YOU MOVE WHEN YOU'RE ON ME GRINDING
SIN
DARLING!
SINK YOUR TEETH IN ME
I WON'T KEEP YOU STARVING

She wants to tear me apart
Oh I know...
Her eyes of gold
Always finds into my home
She wants to rip out my heart
Oh I know
But I can't stop craving
How you touch me
My love...

She wants to tear me apart
Oh I know...
Her eyes of gold
Always finds into my home
She wants to rip out my heart :(
Oh I know
But I can't stop craving
How you touch me
My love :)

Lost in the crowd with nowhere to be found
I thought I found a place to just make it out
Knowing that I feel so hypnotized
Lost in this maze and out of my mind

Is it you?
Is it me?
Something in-between
Bloody shoes it seems
Something in my dreams...
So sick i've turned green
Want love so pristine
Take me to somewhere we can't be seen

OH MY FEAR
DON'T HOLD ME DEAR
MESS WITH MY HEAD
BUT I KNOW WHAT I SAW
MY CAROUSEL LOVE
PREPARE FOR THE FALL!
OPEN MY HEART
AND I SAW
THE DEMON THAT YOU KNOW YOU ARE-

WHAT YOU ARE
WHAT YOU ARE
WHAT ARE YOU

SHE WANTS TO TEAR ME APART
OH I KNOW!!!
HER EYES OF GOLD
ALWAYS FINDS INTO MY HOME :(
SHE WANTS TO RIP OUT MY HEART
OH I KNOW!!!
BUT I CAN'T STOP CRAVING
HOW YOU TOUCH ME
MY LOVE

SHE WANTS TO TEAR ME APART
OH I KNOW
HER EYES ARE GOLD
HER EYES ARE COLD!!!
SHE WANTS TO RIP OUT MY HEART
OH I KNOW :(
BUT I CAN'T STOP CRAVING
HOW YOU TOUCH ME
MY LOVE

carousel

carousel w/ decayinganyways [tnvr]

it's my birthday, happy valentines
thank you for listening as always 
prod @tnvr555

// verse
bottle up my issues
i can’t be caught saying i miss you
but truth is that i do
cross my heart
cause i hate that i do :/

that’s alright…
drown when i sleep like every night
wake up sigh, back to the grind
i’ve got no time to lose my mind
holding on to the silver lines
life’s too short to rot inside
i would never tell a lie
keep it honest till i die
ok

// chorus
and i don’t want to feel any remorse
come back over, see me baby
hands around my neck, so gently
what’s left but to bury the ghost
don’t say that you miss me baby
it’s not worth the feeling you bring

oh
this isn’t love
it’s far too cold
i thought i knew you
but i don’t
got your hands around my throat
come on love
bury the ghost

// envy
that’s alright
i can’t even step outside
air is poison grab my throat your face on every flashing light
but i don’t mind
cause i never lose sight on losing mine
yeah that’s alright
tell myself a thousand times

because i know it’s not enough
understand you’re running from
before you blame it on my feelings
take the air out of my lungs
and one day
i’ll regret having blood in these veins
but you stay
just to make sure i’m here when you’re sane

bury the ghost

bury the ghost w/ notenvy [tnvr]

// decayinganyways
a comet hit my mind when i saw her
can’t hide these feelings not an actor
who’s the director, putting her right in my heart 
just cut the scene and make me bleed till i see stars

just play me just like a fool 
i don’t know what the fuck to do
ride me right just like you do
you’re a star and I’m yours too

i love you more than you could know
so why don’t we put on a show

yeah my baby pretty actress
these other hoes can’t hack it
they’re C list she’s the baddest yeah you can try to imagine
you can fawn when she walks by
but I’m hers, she’s mine
she’s the lead everytime
the A-list no surprise

// geist
my baby’s pretty like an actress
see her on the mattress
curves her spine like it’s all but a habit

then she gets lost in her head
copes with drugs in her bed
cries till her eyes blood red

so whats so funny
you playboy bunny
nose so runny
laughed at every word that i’ve said
say you’re sorry
and it would fool me
moves so cunning
know that one day i’ll turn up dead

oh cut the scenes
this is now r rate baby
put your hands all on me
and you that know that you would do it again
you play the part
just like an actress baby
got your thighs all shaking
but that’s not what you will tell all your friends

actress

actress w/ decayinganyways [tnvr]

tell me what it is you wanna know
finish up the bottle then we'll go, babe
waste a little money on some blow
she said, "won't you have a little?"
i said, "no way"

i'm too phased, it's too late
but coming down is all i ever do, babe
and i'm so down if you're ready
i'm floating but i'm heavy
and i'll show you if you let me, girl

i don't know if you already know how
but girl, i got the feeling that you know now
you're buried in the pillow, yeah, you're so loud
but i'm about to show you, baby, slow down
slow down, slow down
i'm about to show you, baby, slow down
slow down, slow down
i'm about to show you, baby, slow down

push a little further on the edge
crawl a little further on the bed, babe
i'm burning up, yeah all i see is red
she said, "fuck me like i'm famous"
i said, "okay" :) 

it's two-faced, it's too late
but coming down is all i ever do, babe
and i'm so down if you're ready
i'm floating but i'm heavy
and i'll show you if you let me, girl

i don't know if you already know how
but girl, i got the feeling that you know now
you're buried in the pillow, yeah, you're so loud
but i'm about to show you, baby, slow down 
slow down, slow down
i'm about to show you baby, slow down 
slow down, slow down
i'm about to show you baby, slow down

oh, ooh-ooh
slow down, slow down, yeah
won't you listen to me? 
drugs all in my system 
tell me what you heard 
tell me what you know yeah 
i've been rollin' for days, 
yeah, this is so foreign
oh, vanity, no, listen baby

slow down [tnvr] (chase atlantic cover)

@decayinganyways @tnvr555 

// decayinganyways
// verse
it’ll be a cold night, when you’re around
so take your shot, and make it count
and we can play these games, that’s your claim to fame
that Russian roulette touch going through my brain
it’s 6 painless shots for 6 painful months
was caught inside your side was caught inside your hunt
i’ll file down the pin so somehow I could win
lets hope these game begin
and hope they’re ending swift

// chorus
our love is russian roulette knew this was all just a bet
don’t hurt my heart blow my brains out instead
our love is russian roulette kiss me softly with lead
don’t break down all of my love
shoot my brains out instead

// geist
we're playing russian roulette
gun to my head and i'm hoping it blows my brains
i’ll miss and you’ll take me to bed
lay me right down and then you’ll blow me all the same

god i love the taste
when you ride on my face
so baby don't stop moving
grind until you're out of fluids

and you take the fall
yeah you risk it all
to see if its a fire you can tame
yeah you take it off
yeah you’d do it all
just to taste what you can of the fame?

the next one's gonna go through your brain
you look at me like it's not a game
darling
you want to feel this more than i do..
i’m starting to see that we’re the same
load a full clip
let’s taste the pain
darling
just do it the way that you do

russian roulette

russian roulette w/ decayinganyways [tnvr]

attitude w/ blackwinterwells, wido, grandee, osquinn, kurtains, glaive and chach

micro-edits done by blackwinterwells @blackwinterwells
https://open.spotify.com/album/7dzXv9t8Y3sxxIvRFMuNsP
@pincode8485
prod @blackwinterwells

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sour w/ 8485

<<##33 @blackwinterwells @pincode8485 <<##33
~ prodd. @angelus7k @alice-gass @ginsengxx

[buh]
heds mixd upp i gta go nw,, *~*
i cn barely thinkk,, i thinkk i gta wtch outt #0.o#
gta gt up,, no i cnt stay dwnxx ._.
thy bn testn me bt rlly @ wht cost nw ?

<<##33's beatn out my chestt bt im lockd inxx ||o.o||
i js rly wna lv wht did i wlk in ?.?
iv bn fln lik a mess i thnk i lostt itxx #_@
i wnt evn say a wordd thers no mor tlkn ;;X

lostt it al bt il mk it bak,, im loosin time yh im loosn tracc ;;//
dnt kno y i fkn laf,, its ovrwhelming yh i cnt do tht d*,,*b

mixd up ++ blackwinterwells ++ 8485 [p. angelus + alice gas + ginseng]

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on the run w/ notenvy [tnvr]

I'm Geist