Produced by: grasior

Lyrics:
lost all hope
thinking id be ok
falling apart for you
just make it new

you're so cold,
and after everything your something to behold
I left you out
so I see my goals
you're breaking ground
damn your so profound
we should've never gone out

with it over
I feel closure
can't let you rot away my brain

i see the silhouettes drawn on my walls
it got me going of the withdrawals

you make me nervous
please don’t resurface
everything but us had a purpose

oh i wonder how you got this way
you watched me slowly burn away in decay

you're so cold,
and after everything your something to behold
I left you out
so I see my goals
you're breaking ground
damn your so profound
we should've never gone out
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flower petals ✾

volume 1 on spotify, feb 3rd 

i don’t care if it’s lonely
i’m so sick of you just talking like you know me
and you could or you would if you didn’t go starting fires in this basement

oh…
hope you got everything you needed now
cause i’m burning every garden where we fell in love
and i’m killin’ every peasant that walks in this town
you know i’m painting the walls red till they scream for help

and i can bury every feeling that i’m feeling but i know that it’s just moments before i put the fucking gun in my mouth
you cut my heart and now it’s bleeding and i’m staring at the ceiling but the fuck do i expect when this is how it turns out?

oh why’d you go and make geist red
now he’s full of hate
i can’t stand to look at myself
not a fan of him
bodies scattered all across the hall
baby i don’t miss
so why’d go and makes me red
but i’m loving this...
i’ll fight an ego with a bigger one
i’ll hit another million
geistcord till the day i fucking die
but swear we’ve just begun
don’t care for anybody else
or anyone’s opinion
so go ahead and make geist red
red
red
red

i promise our love is dead [drma x lockhome]

busy

bubbles /
depends, can you go fuck yourself

hira /
i can see a lot of shit coming out of you 
throwing hands until my face turns a darker blue
the evil in your eyes is pouring out of you
i still wonder why, im never mad at you

you could have some decency 
left me vacant while youre down on your knees
i should be more patient 
but its hard to be
when youre out fucking anybody that

breathes

is it too much to ask for your time
love my patience is walking the line
save me
its not like youd try
fell too close
breaking my spine

too close i feel like an option
i keep tryna run girl 
run into the forest
i could use some safety
are you tryna hold me?
stop shaking
eyes are getting blurry

i dont trust nobody
but i saw you as family
its getting too warm im struggling to breathe
its blatant im nothing to see

i can see a lot of shit coming out of you 
throwing hands until my face turns a darker blue
the evil in your eyes is pouring out of you
i still wonder why, im never mad at you

you could have some decency 
left me vacant while youre down on your knees
i should be more patient 
but its hard to be
when youre out fucking anybody that

breathes

breathe

prod by stezzyxl
enjoy^\^

lyrics:
lately i’ve been feeling like i’m fucking dead
a walking corpse hanging by a single thread
about to cut loose; the hand that i was once feed
oh no i beg

for mercy
i’ve done my best for you, but you just hurt me
i question myself if she really knows me
1 year down
i’m on my knees
and i still beg to this day

for closure
whenever u sad, u had my shoulder
whenever i was down, i just got lower
i screamed away
oh i’m in pain
and i still beg to this day 

for you
never once a day i didn’t love you
i treated u the same after i’ve been through
all the lies
and all the fights
and u won’t do the same

ur a piece of shit
ur a liar
our memories
are now on fire
ur like a cigarette 
with a bitter taste
left inside my mouth
i can’t erase 
ur pathetic
ur delusional 
u find it so cool
like an aesthetic 
u think ur always right
u wanna start a fight
u want the war? i’ll bring it to u
u won’t win this time 
oh i am different now
u can’t control me now
i won’t allow ur words to hit me if i hear a sound
and i will block u out
and i will turn u down
i’ll turn away from your mistakes, u cannot fix this now

i can feel the pressure building underneath my skin
wanna hide that’s funny think you’re so intelligent
wanna get inside my head might let you again
take what you desire you know i’ll always let you in

cause i
could give a piece of mine
would give a thousand times
you cut into my flesh
take me home with you tonight
look into my eyes something there you hoped to find?
consume or be consumed you're the one that holds the knife

cause i can feel the chills around me like a fucking ghost town
you think you’re better off without try to get away now

cause there’s this ghost inside the wall where your voice is
you say you hate me baby tell me all your choices
cause enough is enough
and enough gets done
imma hold you down while you’re on the run

please don’t count the bodies
i just couldn’t help myself
when you’re on the run
the hunt feel so damn heaven sent

well you ripped apart my heart
so it’s been fair from the start
you can’t hide now in the dark
circle round you like a shark

sink my teeth in your veins
tell me how u love pain
feel the blood as it drains straight from your neck
we’re not one of the same
i’m a lot more insane
you could never escape what will come next

on the run

spotify

on the run w/ notenvy [tnvr]

first song off "doomed" album
prod. @prod-oc 

// lyrics 
you fall from heaven
then you promised it won’t happen again???
your wings are fully severed
and your eyes are turning red like a fiend

oh my, alright
got a lot of blood dripped to the side
got a lot of thoughts
rotting my mind
got a lot of pain
that i’m still romanticizing
but don’t judge my insides
when you all keep on disguises
all night

you fall from heaven and said
please don’t go and tell all my friends
but your wings are god damned severed
don’t you think that they all know it’s the end

oh my alright
got a lot of scars all on your thighs
got a lot of drugs i know you hide
got a lot of pain that you’re still romanticizing
but won’t judge your insides
when i’ve kept up my disguises
all night
aha

romanticize

romanticize [oc]

prod. @prod-oc 

// sewerperson 
the trust was removed from you and i 
you and i 
from you i 
still I thought about how u told me its till we die
like you and i
till the afterlife
now I sit alone inside this booth and I bleed
all the words on this page leave me shameful its free
i know
oh i know
you’re still awake just like usual
just like the photos
oh I know 

uh if no one told me different I would get by
if u just shared my feelings we would be more than fine
blood all over the floorboards i cant hide
u should’ve been all mine u didn’t have to die
i will say a prayer and ill go to sleep
if I die tonight lord take my soul to keep
i was way too wavy look at my cup it bleeds
bape pink on top my hoodie with yeezys on my feet 

// geist 
yeah you come to go 
to put on a show 
watch me die alone
when i need you most 
again 
god i hate this game 
the way it ends the same 

be soft 
it’s all so brittle 
squeezed tight..
now blood leaves every pore 
swore that you were my angel 
saved me to ruin me once more 

shut up i’ve got nothing left to say to you 
i shutout every word cause you don’t speak the truth 
crossed my heart and now you’re gonna pay for two 
the sky is ripping open
swear this time we’re doomed 

please don’t look 
i cannot stomach it 
swore it’s you & i 
until my heart stops beating 
bloods all on the floorboards
never meant for this
don’t look me in the face 
cause you’re not my muse darling 

i won’t try there’s nothing to save 
i’ve learnt you’ve got no shame 
and i don’t want to know what’s his name 
i’ll put him in the grave 
i don’t need nobody to say 
who am i to blame 
i call every shot that i take 
you’re all just fucking lame 

yeah spit on my face 
once you’ll clean it with yours baby 
don’t say my name 
and watch the tone you speak to me 
i’m not the same 
person you left groveling 
on my feet again 
kill all who dare looks my way


you & i

you & i w/ sewerperson [oc]

@decayinganyways @prod-oc 

// decayinganyways
black light seen the blood
seen it all on display
sometimes get bored and i play with this blade
i won’t ever stay complacent no way
undead fuck it up play it back no delay
and I’ll say i won’t go
got dead eyes seen it in the snow

threw out all the fakes
get 'em outta my way
i burn it down all around
it’s a bloody parade
cross 'em out
hide the rounds that I fired today
their bodies drop and they rot
they can watch

okay so

.308
hit my shot and it hits fast
fuck around i’m shroud in a bloodbath
decay’s T-T-K yeah it’s so fast
E-G-O yeah it’s so high unmatched
saw blade to your skull like what’s that
slicing up cut a limb yeah I’m so rad
and i know that a brain won’t grow back
yeah i kill no live no love laugh

// i'm geist
take it off
turn slowly around
put your hands right up
you know what you’ve done

and it’ll all burn down again
will you smile as u kill all your friends?

locked eyes
got her fingers in herself
but she’s got you wrapped round those same fingers you’re a simp
oh well buddy there’s no shame if you’re living in my shade
but you wouldn’t catch me in my 20s taking breaks

fuck this
i’m not one to feel bad
locked in and it’s straight to a blood bath
dual blades and a gun in my backpack
no scoped
no live no love laugh
talk shit
then you’re back just to kiss ass
but don’t speak to me
you’ve got no class
move swift and i leave you in the past
won’t find an ego here to match

no live, no love, laugh w/ decayinganyways [oc]

it's my birthday, happy valentines
thank you for listening as always 
prod @tnvr555

// verse
bottle up my issues
i can’t be caught saying i miss you
but truth is that i do
cross my heart
cause i hate that i do :/

that’s alright…
drown when i sleep like every night
wake up sigh, back to the grind
i’ve got no time to lose my mind
holding on to the silver lines
life’s too short to rot inside
i would never tell a lie
keep it honest till i die
ok

// chorus
and i don’t want to feel any remorse
come back over, see me baby
hands around my neck, so gently
what’s left but to bury the ghost
don’t say that you miss me baby
it’s not worth the feeling you bring

oh
this isn’t love
it’s far too cold
i thought i knew you
but i don’t
got your hands around my throat
come on love
bury the ghost

// envy
that’s alright
i can’t even step outside
air is poison grab my throat your face on every flashing light
but i don’t mind
cause i never lose sight on losing mine
yeah that’s alright
tell myself a thousand times

because i know it’s not enough
understand you’re running from
before you blame it on my feelings
take the air out of my lungs
and one day
i’ll regret having blood in these veins
but you stay
just to make sure i’m here when you’re sane

bury the ghost

bury the ghost w/ notenvy [tnvr]

prod by icantsleeplol

lyrics:
why
am i
close to u
i
havent
seen u
in years

i
dont like to think at night
cause i could cry sometimes
shake it off, im alright
(inhale)
(exhale)
i guess im alive
i cannot stand the light
i feel so dead inside
standing in fear and fright

maybe then ill leave
this town
no trace or sound
no one will find me
around
no calls or texts i wont be 
found
𝘧𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘥
𝚏𝚘𝚞𝚗𝚍
fₒᵤₙd
punoɟ
f̵̮̠͚̯̯̌͗o̶̡̳̲̹̹̓̔̌u̷̘̺̘̓͌n̸̨̨̧̳̤̮̼̞͙̣͘d̵̜͎͎͌̃̍́̈́̒̆
f̵̮̠͚̯̯̌͗o̶̡̳̲̹̹̓̔̌u̷̘̺̘̓͌n̸̨̨̧̳̤̮̼̞͙̣͘d̵̜͎͎͌̃̍́̈́̒̆
f̵̮̠͚̯̯̌͗o̶̡̳̲̹̹̓̔̌u̷̘̺̘̓͌n̸̨̨̧̳̤̮̼̞͙̣͘d̵̜͎͎͌̃̍́̈́̒̆
f̵̮̠͚̯̯̌͗o̶̡̳̲̹̹̓̔̌u̷̘̺̘̓͌n̸̨̨̧̳̤̮̼̞͙̣͘d̵̜͎͎͌̃̍́̈́̒̆
d̸̞̰̓̃̈͐̉̒̇̑̚͝

wipe that grin
off ur face
and take me too
the place u hate
oh its in my room
i know it too
i feel the tension
impending doom

dont like to think at night
cause i could cry sometimes
shake it off, im alright
(inhale)
(exhale)
i guess im alive
i cannot stand the light
i feel so dead inside
standing in fear and fright

on the run w/ notenvy [tnvr]

I'm Geist