Just Geist

Produced by CapsCtrl
Fanlink: fanlink.to/lovelessgroup

Lyrics:
@sendflowrs
I see the sun shine down on your face 
A kiss from the clouds
You're a worthy mistake, yeah
Baby slow it down, think we need to hit the brakes
Your love it throws me down
Grit my teeth & I brace, yeah yeah
She said "I think we should take a break"
I know what that means, no such thing as a break
Baby I just sit & cry
Love left marks on my face 

Yeah, the moon so bright
Think it's close to morning
I'm callin'
Please don't hit my phone, you're fucking boring
I need a quick hit
Roll a blunt, then I'm snoring
I got no fuckin reason to be here, I think I'll call it 
Like where you at
Tell me where you been
& I just saw you in a photo, so I'll fuckin ask again
I'm like, who is that
Tell me who is him
& I don't wanna close my eyes, but I'm slippin' off again

@betweentheveinsandi
Don't come to me for attention when he won't give affection
Tonight I felt the tension, but I never thought to mention 
I was well crossed when I picked up that phone
I hide it well, substance deep in my bones
Wired in my head, 'til I'm dead & maybe then some
Could you lay me down in the ground & send my soul home
I might catch the train that go right up the side the mountain
Spent so many nights here that I swear that I could count 'em
Burn me & hurt me
Turn me
Oh, its so deserving 
Snakes across the ground as I walk across this house
With the cold light of the lantern & that's all that's left to guide me

+++++

@lovelessgroup
@lovelessgroup
@lovelessgroup
@lovelessgroup

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sendflowrs & betweentheveinsandi: Worthy Mistake (capsctrl)

feel the breeze
on my knees
some1 kill me please
don't wanna live
if u leave
will u stay with me
sick of this
i want peace
please leave me be(2x)

waking to the same shit
every single fucking day
im getting tired of all of it
im sick of the waiting game

this shit hit me outta nowhere
i wasn't expecting
anything that would make me feel so bad
why is life so unfair

my life has been nothing but fucked up
some say i deserve it
others that i have bad luck
can't depend on any1 and yeah that shit sucks
im only 16 and i can't get the fuck up
can't sit back and relax while i roll 1
cause im always stressed and depressed
i can't feel love
now im on my knees
in the middle of my room
wishing to be dead, soon

feel the breeze
on my knees
some1 kill me please
don't wanna live
if u leave
will u stay with me
sick of this
i want peace
please leave me be(2x)

ha~a~oh//woah~o
(please leave me be)

stuck in my head
never talk; i be nauseous
i feel the wind on my skin
never wanted you more
like am i important?
cause i feel ignored
i swear that i’m worthless

i try to be by you
but everything’s breaking
so now i should die soon
for not fucking waiting
it hit like a typhoon
oh how degrading
my eyes they would dilute
would you come to save me

leave me be w/autumndropsdead (afterlife x jolst)

(prod. moneo)

shoutout soundcloud.com/lilskeleskrrt for makin this wit me 

enjoy :))

lyrics:

kais:
breathe 
come down that tree and don’t break it now
tired eyes lookin at pavement 
shift your gaze here and please stay a bit 
don’t fall back down x2
don’t go around blamin’ the world for this; for me 

I am an extra in your movie 
don’t try and argue I’ll just leave 
we both know that we aren’t perfect we’re far from it 
far from roots we’ve grown a bit  

loving you something else.
I need a second chance, I’ll rip my heart apart from night to day.
I miss ur face could you please say the 3 dumb words that mean so much
it’s hard to hurt when you’re leanin on a crutch 
but baby, please 
don’t tell me that it’s all a fkn dream

skele:

bleed out 
i watched you fall 
just look at me now 

please don’t scream out 
i couldn’t take that sound 
you were all i had 

i’m so bad for you 
all the things i’ve been through 
always drag us down 
is it too late now 
i’m so in love with you 
anything i could do 
i would do for you 
i would cut thru my skin oh my god 
spilling out over the ground

kais:
breathe 
come down that tree and don’t break it now
tired eyes lookin at pavement 
shift your gaze here and please stay a bit 
don’t fall back down x4

pavement

spotify

pavement w/skele

just a vent, very drunk rn 
shoutout my brother @jolst on the production



tell me baby does he write you songs? 
blood all on my pillow when i wake up shit is wrong
i been takin 30’s got me itchin i can’t stop 
every time i think i got a hit it start to flop
i wish that i never saw those numbers from the start 
try not to let it bug me but i can’t lie it hurt my heart
i spill my soul on the mic n go smoke a dart 
shoutout to big veins we just alike in that regard 

everybody write bout doin drugs, it’s ok
but u ain’t ever threw up in ur sleep it burn ur lungs
i been sippin lean for 4 days babe im havin fun, ay
feel my heart beatin in my chest i’m dying young
and words are powerful theyll kill u like a gun 
watch the shit u speak cus ur whole life it becomes
people love to talk their shit but watch em when i run
when i fly to USA im landin with a punch 

i got G.E.R.D
regurgitation ): 
might pop a 40
and float away and
can’t stand you phonies
so go away yea
got good friends round me
but they won’t stay, yea 
and i’m used to that 
always been the same 
since a small boy i been
always filled with hate 
but i love my momma 
and i love my dad :)
and i’m thankful daily
for the shit i have 

maybe life is okay
maybe it’s not that bad 
i got someone who loves me
can’t argue with that <3 
i still get so fucked up
til i can’t call a cab 
i been tryna love myself 
but i don’t love me back 
i still wake everyday 
with shit on my shoulders i’m a heavyweight
get away
from all the negative things i always say 
fill the page
with shit i would think but i would never say
care+ in my drink 
but i been tryna get in better shape 

i can’t even think yea 
baby i’m just sitting here recording with a drink yea 
shoutout to the gang 
that’s double L all on my krink yeah 
shoutout to the goat jolst 
can’t wait till we link yeah <3 (love u bro) 

n i still wear a hoodie 
even when it’s hot
pull it over my face
so u can’t see me rot
baby take your hood down
girl i’m self conscious
everybody talkin money $$$
don’t know what a job is 

i guess this is what they call 
a r- release 
i just love you all so much 
that i can’t even speak
i feel fuckin worthless
but you’re all helping me
this one for the soundcloud
ima go to sleep … 

(love u all bro i get a lil soppy when i am drunk sorry )

maybe its not that bad (jolst)

produced by neverforever

cty_gazing_ inspired by city gazing by hero

completely non profit 

lyrics

rain clouds above me
my souls fuckin ugly
everyone act so roughly
not like we playing rugby

so c'mon
u get a free throw
i'ma break ur ribs with my feet tho
u can keep those
knocking out some teeth like t bone
12 zero

switch just flipped 
so I drink and drink and drink
Molly got boys fucked 
why do I not feel a thing
sitting in a gutter 
feels like where I'm meant to be
lemme take a second 
i just need some time to think

sunrise
that's home time
well past dawn when I close eyes
my surprise 
pretty sure that i hate going outside
like oh my i can be a hypocrite ik
dont we all sometimes 
like don't lie
u don't see the grey sky

that's all i see
in u and me

all the bad all the hurt
i guess i just see the worst
fuck urself
fuck the world 
save it? nah it don't deserve
i been burnt
i have learnt
good intentions same as dirt
i been burnt
i have learnt
good intentions same as -

rain clouds above me
my souls fuckin ugly
everyone act so roughly
not like we playing rugby

fuck like
i really woke up?
fall asleep face up i wanna choke up
fully gave up
yeah
zoning out this bitch while smoking with the raindrops

this ain't life i'm stuck in my own self made hell
hate the world almost half i do myself
i just suck but u should know i'm something else
self aware i take the devil's side in hell

cough up sludge I force it back into my gut
taste just fine it's like a stronger form of bud
bought an h and in a week I'm out of bud
sleeves r stained, recycler bong that's full of muck

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well it gets lonely 
city gazing from the satellites
all alone here 
in this spaceship and the latern light 
well ive got oxygen 
enough to maybe make the night
but ive accepted that this place 
is where I'll come to die

the view ive got from in my coffin
well it's really nice
if I jumped what'd be the chance 
I'd land in powerlines
a mangled body's not the image 
that I'd hope ud find
a lump of coal that u can bury 
is worth the piece of mind

maybe best to turn this ship 
and gun for saturn's rings
I'd meet an alien 
and tell him how I really think
this world is ugly 
if u took the time to sink it in
people selfish and absorbed 
inside of useless shit

ive got a problem
ive forgotten how to let u in
my vision fades 
alarms are blaring, I hit jettison 
a fire show ignites
somewhere above the midnight sky
I hear just silence
void is pretty fond of eating life

city gazing, with my homies:
foreign parasites 
a formed allience 
between the dead and all this moldy life
I pull the plug on sos
command don't give a shite
I found ignition in the pain
that came from u and I

dmg_ctrl_/cty_gazing_ (neverforever)

thank u for listening 

// lyrics 
threw it all away
i just wanted you to stay
now the world’s so gray
i just you wanted you to…

sever me my darling
i just wanted you to stay
your eyes so damn charming
when you stare, can’t look away
sever me my darling
i just wanted you to stay
now my heart’s not beating
what I’d do to feel okay

what i’d do to feel okay
i’d pull my hand against the blade
i’d hold my breath cause i can’t breathe without you here

these days are freezing cold but i’m used to sleeping alone
and i wish you the best despite that i can’t let this all go
yeah it hurts
and i know i’m worse
but you ruined this first
so why do i still cry baby

sever me my darling
i just wanted you to stay
your eyes so damn charming
when you stare, can’t look away
sever me my darling
i just wanted you to stay
now my heart’s not beating
what I’d do to feel okay

sever me my darling
i just wanted you to stay
your eyes so damn charming
when you stare, can’t look away
sever me my darling
i just wanted you to stay
now my heart’s not beating
what I’d do to feel okay

i just wanted u to stay [iof]

volume 1 on spotify, feb 3rd 

i don’t care if it’s lonely
i’m so sick of you just talking like you know me
and you could or you would if you didn’t go starting fires in this basement

oh…
hope you got everything you needed now
cause i’m burning every garden where we fell in love
and i’m killin’ every peasant that walks in this town
you know i’m painting the walls red till they scream for help

and i can bury every feeling that i’m feeling but i know that it’s just moments before i put the fucking gun in my mouth
you cut my heart and now it’s bleeding and i’m staring at the ceiling but the fuck do i expect when this is how it turns out?

oh why’d you go and make geist red
now he’s full of hate
i can’t stand to look at myself
not a fan of him
bodies scattered all across the hall
baby i don’t miss
so why’d go and makes me red
but i’m loving this...
i’ll fight an ego with a bigger one
i’ll hit another million
geistcord till the day i fucking die
but swear we’ve just begun
don’t care for anybody else
or anyone’s opinion
so go ahead and make geist red
red
red
red

i promise our love is dead [drma x lockhome]

with skele  soundcloud.com/lilskeleskrrt  <3

Greenwood:
Finish me in dark light
Overworked and so tired
Holding on, you’re so tight
Thought that I’d be alright
But you couldn’t see me like you couldn’t know where I’m at 
(you couldn’t know where I’m at)
Thought you didn’t need to, thought you knew me better than that

Listen to the rain, does it ever stop?
Parallel to all the shit that we’ve got going on
If you called I’m not convinced we couldn’t figure out
A way to fix it but I swear it’s getting bigger now
And you were lonely, I get that now
I could always find a reason to come around
The only way I knew how to come back down
Think I had you for a moment, I don’t know how

Think I been that
I’ve been everything you wanted before the impact
Least you could’ve done is kept the moment intact
Now it finds me in my dreams you couldn’t fix that
Crack it like a six pack,
Nah, haven’t drank in a minute
Skip the function cause the substance had me feel like I’m finished
Love these people but I really think I needed some distance
Said it to your face and I don’t know if you listened
Cause nothing feels like it’s different 

Finish me in dark light
Overworked and so tired
Holding on, you’re so tight
Thought that I’d be alright
But you couldn’t see me like you couldn’t know where I’m at 
(you couldn’t know where I’m at)
Thought you didn’t need to, thought you knew me better than that

Skele:
want you to look at me
like i’m for show
i feel it heavy whenever it snows
i’m in the forest
the spirits are showing me hope
baby i know that you’re screaming
i’m not hearing it
lately i can’t even tell you what the fuck i’m feeling is
i just need a reason i don’t wanna disappear again
i’m driving way too fast
i’m so gone
i’m not steering it
lay me on the bed
stain it red
where the bleeding is

i thought you knew me better
and i always shake all night
what happened to us in december
i stayed behind

i’m in the bed where we slept
where he held me
i’m so in love with the fantasy
i was with him
in the evergreens
he’ll never know
what it meant to me

Quiet Afterwards (w/ skele)

@heylog @oc 

// geist
say you’ll change
words are worthless
baby you’re a fake
and i’m not for it
snakes stay in the lake
so go join them
don’t talk to me
i’m not your friend
darling

can’t stand to hate myself
need to fix my health
so i put the bottle down
and hit the gym instead
you gave it all for wealth
how do you face yourself?
you’re so caught up in your media
it’s so unwell

i don’t want to see your face
i swear show up and you will die.
put that bitch back in her place
can’t tell her ego from her pride
love to talk about your problems
but your life is such a lie
you’re not fooling anybody
swear to god i meant goodbye

// heylog
i was not afraid to tell her that she was being delusional
cause all her little friends just encourage her to be a hoe
well it's not hard to find someone who isn't modest
and with that i feel my brain slowly rotting
don't know why you gotta constantly talk over me
i used to let that go, now i say shut up when i speak
it's like you never have respect for anything i say
you try to lead me on, i can't be weak
i can't be weak

weak w/ heylog [oc]

i don’t want to wake up safe and sound
i’ve got a million ghosts they follow me around
cause it’s safe to say that i hate this town
and everyone that i see they act like fucking clowns  
 
well damn i lost my mind
holding on to something i couldn’t keep alive  
lights in my eyes died
staring at what was never truly mine

it’s black and white for the millionth time
the colors stripped with the lies
i’ll add the red with my bloodshot eyes
i swear i tried but you ruined my mind
the trust was pushed to the side
we couldn’t rebuild the broken ties
 
pretty eyes
how they always hypnotize
i can’t take it anymore
i’m holding on to what’s left of my pride
and i
don’t want to fight
but i can’t seem to get you off my mind

here we go again
i know you’ve had it my friends
i crashed my car through the fence  
you know i’m wanting to feel alive
it’s you and i
till the day that i die
i hope that day is tonight
cause i can’t take anymore
i tried 
i can’t take anymore i tried 

i’m no kid in the limelight
i’m more like a deer in the headlights love
already been hit to the curbside
lost so much blood but i’m alright now
and i don’t care if it feels like
razors in my thighs
soul’s been damned like wow
hope that one day i can make it out and tell you bout the love i found

here we go i take the pain like a man
bite my tongue till i can’t
i do it all just to feel alive
and where’d you go
when i just needed a friend
said you would wait till the end
but you couldn’t even stay the night

i can't seem to get you off my mind [tennis player]

@lilskeleskrrt
@prodjpjp

// geist
don’t look at me and tell me no hard feelings
blood was lost, it’s dripping through the ceiling
i saw this coming from a mile away
the knife was left in my chest for a reason
but i wish you the best forever, you win
i don’t want to fall in love with hate

i just wanted to dance
when your hand’s in my hand i feel my heart is racing
lost in a trance
but now i’m alone and i rot in this basement
there’s blood on my hands
and i paint the walls red when given a chance
oh don’t give me that glance
your eyes tell me secrets my heart cannot stand

oh
the knife was left for a reason :/
oh
wish you the best forever you win...

// skele
cut me right thru
baby you don’t need a panic
watch it pour out
darling isn’t it romantic
it’s like paradise
fading out
only you and i
somebody call the surgeon
tell him that it’s urgent
on the table stained red
i told you
i think that it was worth it
this is perfect
if you hold me as i go
i’ll wait up there for certain

and you
are
the reason
that i lay awake
staying up
i’ve been stuck here for days
hold my heart
in ur hand till breaks

don’t keep telling me to let go
screaming out
i stop to listen to the echo
not enough
fucking tearing up my throat
i’ll keep going
till the blood
makes me choke
what you know
baby tell me where you go at night
empty out this bed
i’m still not feeling right
staring at my meds
i’m on the borderline
walk along the edge
i don’t feel alive

paradise w/ skele [jpjp]

i can't look at you

prod: @irby314
master: https://soundcloud.com/diskrypt

another missed call
it's all that i wanted to see the leaves fall
please i'll 
be all alone 
and i'm not able
skin crawl 
i know what you want 
and that it's painful
tangled
it's not hard to see your angle
i see the cuts in this 
baby it's not picturesque
can't cover up the stitch
see the scars surround my chest
oh, i think i love you too much to be a good thing
don't think i trust you enough 
i get the feeling

this'll all be over soon
baby i can't look at you 
feel my skin turn pale and blue 
baby i can't look at you 
this'll all be over soon
baby i can't look at you 
feel my skin turn pale and blue 
baby i can't look at you

can't get out of what i started 
that's a problem
cause you like to lie regardless
if i'm honest
try,
keep me broken hearted
be your target
cry my dearly departed 
i'll be your last one

it goes on 
and on 
and on 
(i'll be whatever you want)
and on 
and on
and on
(until i beg you to stop)

i'll be whatever you want 
until you beg me to stop
no matter what the cost 
i think about it a lot
i'll be whoever you need
pretend i'm on tv
want you to stare at me 
want you to reach through the screen
i'll take it off for you,
regret it
a doll for you to mess with 
he told me have some respect for myself
didn't get the message 
pour it out, get me drunk
oh i'm and easy one to bed with
let me down, not enough 
oh i'm an easy one to end with 

this'll all be over soon
baby i can't look at you 
feel my skin turn pale and blue 
baby i can't look at you 
this'll all be over soon
baby i can't look at you 
feel my skin turn pale and blue 
baby i can't look at you

picturesque

produced by my brother wisssery 

was saving this one for an album but i need to drop more singles so here u go 


this armour has become a coffin 
i drop to my knees and hear nothing 
this great sword is holding me up
as i look down at my chest
see arrows; i’m coughing 
up blood, and i’m feeling so nauseas  
this battle was ours and we lost it 
i promise that when i return 
to the kingdom of god
i’ll be clear of my conscience 

don’t wanna see the king, i can’t save shit 
and i’m not half the man that your grace is 
so i wipe off my steel plates
plan to get away
i’ll return 
in april or may, then 

once again i’ll walk this pavement 
with my helmet in hand and impatience 
and this time i wont go away
i will face the knight
that is standing 
at those wooden gates, and 

wooden gates 
i lift my shield
and i embrace
the next 25 seconds
is the end of my fate
so i brace, mace in my hand
need a brave face 
and it’s been years 
since i held a blade
gotta vacate 
with my family’s crest on my back
and my hands cold 
i will dance with the devil
in this kingdom of coal
don’t send for me
after this
leave me alone 
in the trees 
with the animals
and the sharp thorns 

and i know i’m not the one you want
but i’ll be right here incase you want me
i’ve always been strong and can swing steel battle axes but one look from you baby 
it dropped me
i’ve spent so many nights
with just me and my horse
sat thinking of small subtle ways i could copy
the knight that you lusted so long for
will meet his match soon
god will strike that man down if it’s not me

steelplate (wisssery)

sigo

Thank you for listening

with bracket man @lilskeleskrrt <3

prod @prodbymicco
mixed and mastered by @farhantnvr

Available on the following and more!
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Lyrics
// I'm Geist
Feeling so hopeless again,
She said I love you but this is the end,
We burn like fires and can’t make amends,
I’m sick and tired of playing pretend

Feeling so hopeless again,
How could you leave me here, stuck on the fence,
Isolating and I’m losing my friends,
Don’t say goodbye I don’t want it to end
Yeah
I’m feeling so hopeless again,
She said I love you but this is the end,
We burn like fires and can’t make amends,
I’m sick and tired of playing pretend
Yeah

Oh, winter-fall where’d i go
Always getting lost in the snow
I can feel the frost in my bones
Then I pay the cost all alone 
And I’m running again
Afraid of losing myself
With every passing day
I get more overwhelmed
I’m burning in this hell
Too scared to ask for help

Feeling so hopeless again,
She said I love you but this is the end,
We burn like fires and can’t make amends,
I’m sick and tired of playing pretend

Feeling so hopeless again,
How could you leave me here, stuck on the fence,
Isolating and I’m losing my friends,
Don’t say goodbye I don’t want it to end
Yeah
I’m feeling so hopeless again,
She said I love you but this is the end,
We burn like fires and can’t make amends,
I’m sick and tired of playing pretend

// Skele
Getting really tired of playing pretend
And this is gonna hurt when all of it ends
Thought it was fine, i met all of your friends
And now i spend my nights all alone in my bed, again
Yeah, i get a check and i spend that
bought a new bag, you can have that
6 months and im still stuck but i need you and i hate that
Told you that i want us
But i cant keep my head up
You can tell me that i'm not enough
I spent my time on you
But you never told me what to do 
I gave my all for you
But everythings falling through

Spotify

The End w/ Skele (Prod. Micco)

i swear that it's nothing 

prod: @irby314
laying in bed
and i'm trying to match his breathing 
and i'm wide awake 
but my heart isn't beating

some type of apathy 
i sleep through the morning
say i look sad 
i swear that it's nothing 
the way you whisper 
is making me shiver 
winter is coming 
i hope i feel something 

and you got some skeletons lining your closet 
got some secrets filling your pocket
been a couple days, and a couple nights
but it's fine as long as i'm breathing, right?

i know you don't like that 
it's not my fault, i can't help when i fall back
biting my nails till you text back
hitting your phone like "babe can you come home yet?"
it's the same every year with no reason 
praying to god that i'll live through the season
look at my eyes if you mean it 
why am i always just picking up pieces

apathy (prod. irby)

Could we try again? 
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paradise w/ skele [jpjp]

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