promise that ive changed its a new hue :(

Just Geist

prod. caspr
engineered by skrwd
mixed and mastered by Patrick Gardner

I swear I care, I'm feeling lost when you're not here
I just wanna talk about it, can we talk about it?
I swear I care, I'm feeling lost when you're not here
I just wanna talk about it, can we talk about it?

I just wanna talk about it but you don't hit my phone up
I got too much in my system, fucking throwing up
I've been working every night, just have to count it up
Tell you I miss you, but you don't wanna speak much
I feel so lost when you're not here
I can't fucking sleep when you're not near
I swear I care, but we don't even talk and it's not fair
I've been losing my mind and I'm holding onto you
Trying to figure out a way to give it back to you
Overthinking every word I ever say to you
I'm trying my best, don't know what else to do
I'm so scared you'll leave me here, I worry so much you'll disappear
I just wanna talk about it, you don't wanna talk about it

I swear I care, I'm feeling lost when you're not here
I just wanna talk about it, can we talk about it?
I swear I care, I'm feeling lost when you're not here
I just wanna talk about it, can we talk about it?

I haven't seen you in weeks, you're not too far from the city
You tremble when you speak and I know it's on me partially
Talk to me softly, tell me that you want me
Laying in my bed, yeah, longing for your heartbeat
When I'm with you it's not so bad but every time you leave, I just get so sad
You're the only one that knows me like that so I'm so scared that you won't come back
You're the roof over my head, eyes got me focused
Every time I inhale your scent, I'm in heaven
You're the one I'm flexin, not even a question
Tell me what's on your mind, maybe it'll kill the tension
We'll be alright, only a matter of time
Even from far away, you're the color of my sky

I swear I care, I'm feeling lost when you're not here
I just wanna talk about it, can we talk about it?
I swear I care, I'm feeling lost when you're not here
I just wanna talk about it, can we talk about it?

swear w/ skele (prod. caves)

produced by hiraeth


and the wall still comes down
steady running where we are 
we'll break down
and no one ever wanted her 
we know now
every brick is in our heart 
we fall down

wall (we'll) break down

izalith

thank u for listening 

// lyrics 
threw it all away
i just wanted you to stay
now the world’s so gray
i just you wanted you to…

sever me my darling
i just wanted you to stay
your eyes so damn charming
when you stare, can’t look away
sever me my darling
i just wanted you to stay
now my heart’s not beating
what I’d do to feel okay

what i’d do to feel okay
i’d pull my hand against the blade
i’d hold my breath cause i can’t breathe without you here

these days are freezing cold but i’m used to sleeping alone
and i wish you the best despite that i can’t let this all go
yeah it hurts
and i know i’m worse
but you ruined this first
so why do i still cry baby

sever me my darling
i just wanted you to stay
your eyes so damn charming
when you stare, can’t look away
sever me my darling
i just wanted you to stay
now my heart’s not beating
what I’d do to feel okay

sever me my darling
i just wanted you to stay
your eyes so damn charming
when you stare, can’t look away
sever me my darling
i just wanted you to stay
now my heart’s not beating
what I’d do to feel okay

spotify

i just wanted u to stay [iof]

volume 1 on spotify, feb 3rd 

i don’t care if it’s lonely
i’m so sick of you just talking like you know me
and you could or you would if you didn’t go starting fires in this basement

oh…
hope you got everything you needed now
cause i’m burning every garden where we fell in love
and i’m killin’ every peasant that walks in this town
you know i’m painting the walls red till they scream for help

and i can bury every feeling that i’m feeling but i know that it’s just moments before i put the fucking gun in my mouth
you cut my heart and now it’s bleeding and i’m staring at the ceiling but the fuck do i expect when this is how it turns out?

oh why’d you go and make geist red
now he’s full of hate
i can’t stand to look at myself
not a fan of him
bodies scattered all across the hall
baby i don’t miss
so why’d go and makes me red
but i’m loving this...
i’ll fight an ego with a bigger one
i’ll hit another million
geistcord till the day i fucking die
but swear we’ve just begun
don’t care for anybody else
or anyone’s opinion
so go ahead and make geist red
red
red
red

i promise our love is dead [drma x lockhome]

[AMV]: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DNv4eGItpyg 
produced by @nate2timezz & i
thank you endlessly for listening.
more to come in time
🖤

they say, "you're not alone"
but i'm weighing myself down to the bone
i'm deprived of your voice, your expressions, your tones
they scream, "don't.. go"
but i guess you didn't listen
i hope that you just missed it

i'm losing my grip on reality
i need some help or just someone around me
not a physical family
the moment feelings all erupt
they can't handle your trust
guess i was too much of a burden from the cut
but don't let yourself go and doubt on me
the ocean is howling
that's my kind of outing
you don't know the hurt that it brings
can't focus, can't breathe
i love you, but you know what i think?

i'm way too detached
you don't got my back
been tryna distract
"that boy's such a drag"
i lay in my bed; think things never meant
her hand; never leant
where have you been, love

that girl made me feel like i didn't wanna suffer
validated all my reasons
and then continued to smother
cards all on the table
the table's brittle as fuck
cause you leave with no intentions of hurting me
that's enough-

if what you say is what you mean
then fall back onto me
i'll swallow up your misery
i don't care what it brings
i'll be your puppet with no strings
just show me that i have meaning
like a matter, or a purpose
just a reason that i'm breathing
i've been wishing on the stars since a kid
they're where my arms don't reach
but my eyes look past them
the scars make a pretty constellation
they connect all i see
but at the end of the day, they still look past it

you gotta hope it lasts
you're holding yourself back
if you're falling, your wings' cracked
you gotta snap em back
and when the sky becomes the ceiling,
i'll throw rocks to make it crash
oh, don't look back (2x)

through and through
every time i break down my own recluse
just because i thought they understood me too
from my point of view
they never do (2x)

they say, "you're not alone"
but i'm weighing myself down to the bone
i'm deprived of your voice, your expressions, your tones
you've never known
but i guess you didn't listen
i hope that you dismissed it.

everlast [prod. nate2timez x autumndropsdead]

@heylog @oc 

// geist
say you’ll change
words are worthless
baby you’re a fake
and i’m not for it
snakes stay in the lake
so go join them
don’t talk to me
i’m not your friend
darling

can’t stand to hate myself
need to fix my health
so i put the bottle down
and hit the gym instead
you gave it all for wealth
how do you face yourself?
you’re so caught up in your media
it’s so unwell

i don’t want to see your face
i swear show up and you will die.
put that bitch back in her place
can’t tell her ego from her pride
love to talk about your problems
but your life is such a lie
you’re not fooling anybody
swear to god i meant goodbye

// heylog
i was not afraid to tell her that she was being delusional
cause all her little friends just encourage her to be a hoe
well it's not hard to find someone who isn't modest
and with that i feel my brain slowly rotting
don't know why you gotta constantly talk over me
i used to let that go, now i say shut up when i speak
it's like you never have respect for anything i say
you try to lead me on, i can't be weak
i can't be weak

weak w/ heylog [oc]

i don’t want to wake up safe and sound
i’ve got a million ghosts they follow me around
cause it’s safe to say that i hate this town
and everyone that i see they act like fucking clowns  
 
well damn i lost my mind
holding on to something i couldn’t keep alive  
lights in my eyes died
staring at what was never truly mine

it’s black and white for the millionth time
the colors stripped with the lies
i’ll add the red with my bloodshot eyes
i swear i tried but you ruined my mind
the trust was pushed to the side
we couldn’t rebuild the broken ties
 
pretty eyes
how they always hypnotize
i can’t take it anymore
i’m holding on to what’s left of my pride
and i
don’t want to fight
but i can’t seem to get you off my mind

here we go again
i know you’ve had it my friends
i crashed my car through the fence  
you know i’m wanting to feel alive
it’s you and i
till the day that i die
i hope that day is tonight
cause i can’t take anymore
i tried 
i can’t take anymore i tried 

i’m no kid in the limelight
i’m more like a deer in the headlights love
already been hit to the curbside
lost so much blood but i’m alright now
and i don’t care if it feels like
razors in my thighs
soul’s been damned like wow
hope that one day i can make it out and tell you bout the love i found

here we go i take the pain like a man
bite my tongue till i can’t
i do it all just to feel alive
and where’d you go
when i just needed a friend
said you would wait till the end
but you couldn’t even stay the night

i can't seem to get you off my mind [tennis player]

@echoschamber 
@iamvagrxnt 

// echo's chamber
i should have known this’d never last
put down the phone so you can here me cry or say goodbye
everything’s moving way too fast
cause i can never just be in the moment
i just hope i wake up as someone unbroken
drink a cup of purple potion
the only thing to fix me now that you’re no longer with me
the color of a sunset
is enough to make me forget
that way beyond the blue
there’s no more me and you

you lied in motion
i miss the ocean
and i purple potions make me feel alive
alive

// geist
i fell fast asleep to your voice every night
now i just bleed my heart out in the mic
it’s alright, i’ll be fine
felt the tears build inside
poured like rain from my eyes
as we said our goodbyes

i fell fast asleep to your voice
now my heart it just hurts
love just say i’m the worst..
oh oh
but i’ll say i love you though there’s so much more than that
drift with the ocean and now you’re not coming back…
i’ll lay in motion and waste my whole life
drink purple potions and pray that i die

// together
you lied in motion
i miss the ocean
and i purple potions make me feel alive
alive

you lied in motion
i miss the ocean
and i purple potions make me feel alive
alive

purple potions w/ echo's chamber [vagrxnt]

ty for listening 

// lyrics
oh love
just face it
you’re so complacent
its selfish cravings
don’t care what anyone’s thinking
oh love
just face it
left my heart breaking
is yours that vacant?
don’t believe a word you’re saying

go on and kill the lights
you do it all just for the money
so go live your life
but don’t you talk about a heartbeat
when yours clearly died
and don’t you talk like u once knew me
or i’d be alive

said we met at wrong time
saw the devil in your soul
i swear he took mine
fuck i wanted more
the life in your eyes
it was love i so dearly adored
and watched it all die :/

got me on her mind
she said that i’m her sire :)
you know i’m always pulling up in an all black attire
and you can say the fuck you want but don’t call me a liar...
talk about me on your media
i promise i pay it no mind
wasted all this time but for you love i’d waste it two times...
hate what you’ve become i’ve come to terms the one i loved died
the red inside my eyes just signifies that geist has switched sides
bloods all on the walls i made a grave for what was soul tied

oh no
i grieve
i go ghost in the night
hide in trees search for light 

it’s killing me.
it’s all taking toll on my soul
i cannot feel
cant cope no more
i’m losing sleep
and self control
there’s so much pain
breaking my bones

complacent [wetmall]

produced by i'm geist
guitar @prodjpjp 
engineered @tnvr555

i burnt the words off of my tongue in dismay
they scraped my lungs on the way
oh how i love you i’d say

i watched the flowers decompose at my grave
you’d leave a rose everyday
and then regret you didn’t stay
ohh

i don’t want to talk
but i miss you
starting a new slate that’s been past due
you’re holding on to love but it’s gone blue
i’m holding on to love but it’s not you

i don’t to want to go
but my hearts bruised
there’s someone waiting for me that i can’t lose
choking on my words swear my tongues glued
i can’t say goodbye but i have too

her eyes as green as dancing trees in the rain
i watched the leaves all decay
there’s nothing more i could say

a perfect story, perfect song that had changed
all because i didn’t stay
and now i can’t be awake

oh
u don’t want to talk
but i miss you
promise that i’ve changed its a new hue
you’re letting go of love say it’s all blue
i’m letting go of love cause it hurts you

i don’t want to go
but my hearts bruised
there’s no one waiting for me and that’s fine too
choking on my words but it’s not new
i can say goodbye
it’s all that i do

oh
write the words in the stone
r.i.p. to our bones
petrify me my love
forgive me
i’m not that tough
my patience
trust
it’s all fucked
i’m sorry love
but hey..you might the one
your voice brings me a new calm
so promise me that you’ll come
and hold me close

stone

produced by i'm geist
engineered @tnvr555

how do i feel now?
stuck inside my room love
tell me it’s a ghost town
these ghosts all i know now
i can see you in every surface of my room
engraved in every thing i do

well here i go
back to the city in a bag of bones
no heart, no soul
don’t need your pity
got a 1000 ghosts
yeah, i’m not here alone
i rot with the ones i love the most
and they hold on close
kept me alive for far too long

so say i’m faded
i’m just devastated
can’t eat, can’t sleep, can’t take this
rotting in the basement
just another day
i’m stuck missing your face
and soon i’m gonna pack my bags
and get out of this place
so yeah i’m wasted
you know how i cope
it’s not the best i’m selfish
hate myself it’s endless
and i’m sorry i’m this way
and if i could i’d stay
but we’ve grown far apart in ways that’ll never be okay

pity

sorry i'm this way

wait 
it’s been a hard day 
stay 
but it’s too late you’re been gone  
it never sticks for quite too long 
 
oh it’s storming and i’m cold 
cried my eyes out and you saw the damage done  
then still chose to move along 
oh it’s hurting, i’m alone 
the rooms a little darker now you’re gone
but that’s how i belong 

hold my heart 

come on baby tell me do you do it to be spiteful  
i pray that you’re happy and get everything that you want 
i hope you stop listening cause i’m not sure where geist goes
where’d the time go..
got to work on myself 

i try to stay sober but im drinking my own weight now 
losing my composure and deep breaths just do not help love 
always make me feel like i am crazy then i’m not wrong..

such a shame [prodsecre x chrismarek]

This track opens with a fragile piano intro, soft and haunting, like a voice calling from far away. The atmosphere is heavy, almost empty, pulling the listener into a lonely space.

As it moves forward, the music swells gradually, adding strings and percussion, building a sense of urgency. The tension rises until it bursts into a storm of sound — crashing drums, distorted guitars, and raw emotion at the climax.

The middle section feels like a fight against collapse — loud, chaotic, desperate, echoing themes of pain and struggle. Then the track slowly falls back into silence, ending with a fading piano outro that leaves the listener suspended in emptiness.


Scarred Lines final

Drowning in Quiet

Thank you for listening

with bracket man @lilskeleskrrt <3

prod @prodbymicco
mixed and mastered by @farhantnvr

Available on the following and more!
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/6jfMX3otXPhCjfWUpwtzAJ
iTunes: https://music.apple.com/us/album/the-end-feat-lil-skele-single/1528224382

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Lyrics
// I'm Geist
Feeling so hopeless again,
She said I love you but this is the end,
We burn like fires and can’t make amends,
I’m sick and tired of playing pretend

Feeling so hopeless again,
How could you leave me here, stuck on the fence,
Isolating and I’m losing my friends,
Don’t say goodbye I don’t want it to end
Yeah
I’m feeling so hopeless again,
She said I love you but this is the end,
We burn like fires and can’t make amends,
I’m sick and tired of playing pretend
Yeah

Oh, winter-fall where’d i go
Always getting lost in the snow
I can feel the frost in my bones
Then I pay the cost all alone 
And I’m running again
Afraid of losing myself
With every passing day
I get more overwhelmed
I’m burning in this hell
Too scared to ask for help

Feeling so hopeless again,
She said I love you but this is the end,
We burn like fires and can’t make amends,
I’m sick and tired of playing pretend

Feeling so hopeless again,
How could you leave me here, stuck on the fence,
Isolating and I’m losing my friends,
Don’t say goodbye I don’t want it to end
Yeah
I’m feeling so hopeless again,
She said I love you but this is the end,
We burn like fires and can’t make amends,
I’m sick and tired of playing pretend

// Skele
Getting really tired of playing pretend
And this is gonna hurt when all of it ends
Thought it was fine, i met all of your friends
And now i spend my nights all alone in my bed, again
Yeah, i get a check and i spend that
bought a new bag, you can have that
6 months and im still stuck but i need you and i hate that
Told you that i want us
But i cant keep my head up
You can tell me that i'm not enough
I spent my time on you
But you never told me what to do 
I gave my all for you
But everythings falling through

Spotify

The End w/ Skele (Prod. Micco)

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