cause i sayy its okayy as im stuck in this misery

love u geist thank u for ur art. i always come back to the first songs i found by u

underground shi

Thank you for listening <3
hey, stranger part 2 

Prod. @m-i-s-e-r-y
Mix/master by @farhantnvr 

Art by Devyan
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Lyrics:
another day, another chance of stormy weather
i really wish that some strangers would stay strangers, okay
i thought with time, maybe I would have felt better
but it seems like the sky was more than a little gray
x 2

is it you?
is it me or the sea that makes us so out of reach?
what to do? cause i say it’s okay as I’m stuck in this misery

another day, another chance of stormy weather
i really wish that some strangers would stay strangers, okay
i thought with time, maybe I would have felt better
but it seems like the sky was more than a little gray
x 2

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stormy weather (prod. misery)

cover art by @sleepywater

lie and say you love me i dont wanna know
feelings with ur heartbeat steady going slow 
i know that ur leaving, when you coming home?
you dont have a reason, why you gotta go ?
they say that ur flying to a better place
but how could anywhere be better, dont you wanna stay ?
cause i already planned  forever dont you wanna lay?
rest ur body in my arms at least another day

and i just wanna die to see your face again
turning water into wine ill never laugh again
and theres a reason that youre gone its not an accident
but ima b here on my own until ur back again

left me in a puddle with my blood in it
ur sinking in the knife i might be over it
im over it im over it

you say theres nothing left of it
i wanna give you  everything but heaven doesnt let me
in

i been alone for a while
u gave me reason to smile

so tell me was it worth it all ?
hands are hurting ? let me go
lying thru the alcohol

was it to much to ask you to save me
now im gone theres no reason to hate me

and i just wanna die to see your face again
turning water into wine ill never laugh again
and theres a reason that youre gone its not an accident
but ima b here on my own until ur back again

left me in a puddle with my blood in it
ur sinking in the knife i might be over it
im over it im over it

you say theres nothing left of it
i wanna give you  everything but heaven doesnt let me
in

another day (prod. venus)

prod. @afterlife66
cover art drawn by @wolfff_art <3

i get that it's all my fault
i should've never called..

my bones are melting, again
(again)
so guilty; i'm better than that
(better than that)

thread caught in us all
you're not in control
& i'm just a soul
for the manufacturing of an end that was meant
another casualty but without the consent

and all my life, been feeling scorn
i've tried to hide,
but these feelings tore up my insides
and left nothing more
than pitiful lies; tangled wires and cords

now why did i think that was okay?
remembered that moment was so vague

turning, learning; does it matter?
undeserving; losing stature, oh
swear i'm hurting, breath is flatter
"just desert me, leave me shattered"

guilt every night, and i can't move 
on when she's right by
& she fucking hates me, 
but it's alright, 
in some way, there's no way...
THIS ISN'T RIGHT

my bones are melting, again
(again)
so guilty; i'm better than that
(better than that)
better than that
(better than that)

i don't wanna make it out alive
it's a part of life, i'm sorry that i lied
there isn't excuses for the way i treated this
i'm just a vessel losing grip

(4x)
grip, grip, grip
losing

i'm craving my last breath
when i change it'll be for the best
but nobody'll fucking believe me anymore
for everything i said and did
like are you fucking deaf???
i feel your resent...

vessel [prod. afterlife]

stay away please

prod. me
(capsctrl on acoustic guitar)
<3

lyrics:
what was it like to fall in love with me?
asleep in the morning, awake in the night
i'll take it all, i'll face it all, im in deep.
no saving me now.

cry more
days spent stumbling onto who i am, what i want
lace up, run far
running into what i am, fuck who i was

take your time, take your time
save your breath
its all a lie, all a lie, its a test
waking up, waking up all over again
waste of lungs, wasted lungs i am.

if youd listened to me who knows what we could be
(stop it now its dark in here)
so tied up on things that we didnt even mean
(stop it now i've had enough)
said you know me the best but you dont know me at all
i was depressed and didnt bother to call out to you
so much changed so fast but im right here
please dont give up

what is it like to fall out of love with me?
i feel so annoyed and, i dont know why
i took it all, i faced it all, i was in deep
dont start from the beginning just end it

cry more
days spent stumbling onto who i am, what i want
lace up, run far
running into what i am, fuck who i was

who i was

spotify

lyrics:

this is me sending a letter
jot down your name and the sender
i hope that you get this you better
the signals been fucked like forever

shout through the void if you hear this
im dodging my demons i near missed
count myself lucky im fearless
dont care anymore bout the sheer jist

of everything thats really going on
im only alright when my phone is on
the way that im thinking i know is wrong
i wish i was dead but im going strong

i hope you is too, i stare at the moon
i think bout the time by the river in june
the sound of your laugh always brighten a room
alright now you get it ill shut up real soon

hello out there, im still fine
talk in present, like youre still mine
like where are you, i cant see straight
and youre far too, and im too late

ill hold it in, cause im tough these days
i cannot sin, if theres no price to pay
im cold within, soon my mind will break
im falling in, save me from my fate

i promise im trying but i give up
it takes all my spirit just to get up
and you will not find me where ive been stuck
it will not define me it still got me fucked

hello out there, im still fine
talk in present, like youre still mine
like where are you, i cant see straight
and youre far too, and im too late

Hello Out There

hello out there

prod by stezzyxl
enjoy^\^

lyrics:
lately i’ve been feeling like i’m fucking dead
a walking corpse hanging by a single thread
about to cut loose; the hand that i was once feed
oh no i beg

for mercy
i’ve done my best for you, but you just hurt me
i question myself if she really knows me
1 year down
i’m on my knees
and i still beg to this day

for closure
whenever u sad, u had my shoulder
whenever i was down, i just got lower
i screamed away
oh i’m in pain
and i still beg to this day 

for you
never once a day i didn’t love you
i treated u the same after i’ve been through
all the lies
and all the fights
and u won’t do the same

ur a piece of shit
ur a liar
our memories
are now on fire
ur like a cigarette 
with a bitter taste
left inside my mouth
i can’t erase 
ur pathetic
ur delusional 
u find it so cool
like an aesthetic 
u think ur always right
u wanna start a fight
u want the war? i’ll bring it to u
u won’t win this time 
oh i am different now
u can’t control me now
i won’t allow ur words to hit me if i hear a sound
and i will block u out
and i will turn u down
i’ll turn away from your mistakes, u cannot fix this now

Lyrics:
Man I know I'm getting older
I turned into a stoner
Hey dad I just be playing
Know you know I'm just a loner

I wonder where my life went
I put that shit on silent
The days keep passing by
Live my life behind my eyelids

I keep seeing prime examples of what I'm supposed to be
I worry everyday that I'll let down my family tree
I've been working night and day but I still wonder honestly
Is it even good enough and can I change my destiny

I'm staying up, I'm laying low
I'm in the stu, don't check my phone
Don't understand, the new world we know
Not as a part, but just as a whole

I feel left out, not gonna cap
All this new shit, don't keep up with that
I stick to myself, the loneliest fact
Life just goes on, you can't run it back

Man I know I'm getting older
I turned into a stoner
Hey dad I just be playing
Know you know I'm just a loner

I wonder where my life went
I put that shit on silent
The days keep passing by
Live my life behind my eyelids

I keep seeing prime examples of what I'm supposed to be
I worry everyday that I'll let down my family tree
I've been working night and day but I still wonder honestly
Is it even good enough and can I change my destiny

I will keep trying, just for the sake
Yes I will bend, but I will not break
Take a step back at the end of the day
But it's not even over, like give me a break

I don't agree with my fate, yuh
Chasing the money since day one
Still in this mess, I'm a late one

Getting Older

daydreams (savedmessage)

Late Last Night

fall against your wall (prod.irby)

standing at your doormat pt.2 (ft. yung axstn) (prod. irby)

give me 5 more minutes

prod: https://soundcloud.com/irby314

lyrics:
i know that you wont hear this
so i can be as honest as i want
isnt that fun
ive been wondering how it feels to stare down the barrel of a gun
so give me 5 more minutes
so i can clear my head up
so i can dry my eyes, love
i know that u wont get it 
but i think its time i said it 

i still care, but i know that i shouldnt
i cant help but wonder 
i hope your not hurting 
im getting used to my burdens
i know u wont hear this
my mind isnt working

my mind isnt working 

i still care
i hope u know that u can talk to me 
even tho your words cut me to the artery
i hope u know that i dont hate u 
even tho i really fucking want to 
so when its late and im feeling low
replacing air with chemicals 
i tend to forget what im holding on for
and nothing feels real
its so hard to forget when i cant heal

i still care, but i know that i shouldnt
i cant help but wonder 
i hope your not hurting 
im getting used to my burdens
i know u wont hear this
my mind isnt working

i still care, but i know that i shouldn't (prod. irby)

[+] A one take performance by @seejayxo

VISUALS: https://youtu.be/CD351Cxy6SQ

Support the creators:

Vocals by @seejayxo
Visuals by @eyebshootin
Edit by @prodfranse
Produced by @thersx

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LYRICS:

They don't know what's wrong with me
I roll up that sticky , smoke it honorably
thats just how we living baby, gotta be
I just need someone that hold it down 4 me
she act like she know me , shawty
you just know a part of me
she done took my heart it cut an artery
I was making plays way b4 they even saw in me
how im supposed to do this shit honestly?
every time we fuck you just leave another scar on me
I had that I never sleep, hardly
even if I make it will they love me? nah prolly
golly, I pop pills like a party
but im just in my room throwing up til the morning
baby girl you so damn gorgeous
I just wanna love you but I really cant afford it
boring, what's this life without a story
I don't want the fame, or the money, or the glory
she done took my heart it cut an artery
I was making plays way b4 they even saw in me
how im supposed to do this shit honestly?
every time we fuck you just leave another scar on me
I had that I never sleep, hardly
even if I make it will they love me? yea prolly
golly, I pop pills like a party
but im just in my room throwing up til the morning
I wish you could just be honest
I don't wanna hate you but I swear that you flaunt it
im just tryna be what you want bih
now my stomach hurting and im getting real
nautious
space ship launch and im on it
take what you want ion got it
my love for you is elongate
I be on them drugs and I know you won't stop it

Throwin Up

+ VISUALS

seejayxo - "throwin up" (+ visuals)

[+] A Burnout exclusive

VISUALS: https://youtu.be/fUwODacKZpI

Support the creators:

Vocals by @seejayxo + @ilyaxhes
Visuals by @eyebshootin
Produced by @metlast

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Numb

+ visuals

"NUMB" (feat. seejayxo + ashes) [- visuals]

i already tried my best, so why try again

prod: https://soundcloud.com/iofmusic

wake up
i can see my breath
cold hands
i can't feel my skin
shaking, body aching
pull me closer
breaking
i can't take anymore
this isn't the life that i wanna live
i already tried my best 
so why try again
is it over yet?
can i call it quits?
it's
seasonal depression
sick of everyone telling me it's a lesson
i should make more of my life 
cause "it's a blessing"
"and you'll be fine once you stop with all the stressing"
nobody understands
i can't get out my bed
i hate the helping hands
i've lost my fucking mind so don't you get it man?
they know nothing about me 
"he's just having a bad week"
it's lovely 

hide my problems in the alcohol 
drink myself away till i can't even feel a thing at all
i'm becoming just like you
it scares me to death,
i don't wanna but i have to

stormy weather (prod. misery)

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