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Daily Drops #37

Sept. 4th 2Ø23

tualov (ฅ^･ω･^ ฅ)

lyrics:

Just holidays
And barely those holidays
Our good terms
Are not immune to decay 
I tried but im still away
And you’ve been fucking his brains out 
Don’t look at me as if there was a sorry to say

I would care but
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off 
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off
As the bodies grow dry
And I bleed from my eyes
From some shit I shoulda never saw
I don’t need a life line
I don’t need a good night
I just drink until I shut it off

 Ive never met someone so geared on my failure good job
At least I squeezed some meaning into ur shitty life huh
When I die an early death I hope that u can cope when the hatred in ur heart is now evicted with my pulse

Break the home
Breaks my bones and see my soul snapped too
Im alone most the time ur not restricting anything new
I like getting scary I do I know ur tryna be a boss good for u
What the fuck they turn me down for
 I am never going out more
I guess he wasn’t a regular guy
I hope u choke on ur vomit and die
My messages aids I do not open them
Im high as fuck from this bud its like opium
I don’t wanna live to get by
Ur literally here once and its over after that u fucking idiot do what u want ur done after this u fucking dumb ass u suck I fucking hate u
 
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off 
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off
As the bodies grow dry
And I bleed from my eyes
From some shit I shoulda never saw
I don’t need a life line
I don’t need a good night
I just drink until I shut it off

Im torn apart and I am dirty
If its like this fuck 30
I wanna die right now
Baby im sorry im fucked I can’t talk right now
She lies
She just loves him to death
I dont compare to that hex
I suck the tits off her chest
Times waits
For nobody
Crossed lines
Become common knowledge
Bullshit u were with friends that’s bullshit
I was the culprit before
I feel projection in my point of view
  
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off 
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off
As the bodies grow dry
And I bleed from my eyes
From some shit I shoulda never saw
I don’t need a life line
I don’t need a good night
I just drink until I shut it off

better_off_nUmb (splashgvng)

lyrics:

Burn me to bits and I will cauterize it somehow
It was just a friend until myself had found out
I cant look at you the way I seen you act just now
I swear to god ill blow this bitch apart right now right now right now
I swear id kill u both if I could but I cant
I drop out the knife I held inside my right hand
Im not tryna weep when they bring me on the stand
She Pick apart
The skin on my chest and clutch my beating heart
I was warned
Still I toss aside that rocky start
We had had
When we had met
Now u fucking on anyone else that rap
U just a fan
Oh u break me
I think I Took too much
But I lay down and I sweat it out
Coming clutch
At this function my guy smoked me out
Double dutch
U so crazy how u jump around
Say u hate me then u telling me we’ll work it out
All this did was put me under
6 feet of this dirt im buried breathing
But im tied to her
I tried to break this bond but it didn’t work
but Still I hope u been well
I dont need to hear it go and give em hell
Sometimes these words are hard to keep to myself
Once I sip my drink
Maybe we could talk it out

The Shift (eric Godlow)

w/ @yokaidreams 

lyrics
// i'm geist
i’m feeling messed up
stomach fucking twisted into knots love
try to shrug it off but still annoyed in the end
oh now, i’m pissed off
drag him across the floor and cause the chaos
ride until you’re numb like, what’re you feeling again?

i leave my friends at door
don’t know who they are anymore
i’m sitting at the top while you’re there still just laying on the floor
i’m only here for the gore
stacking bodies galore
cause i can give them everything and they’d still beg me for more

// yokai dreams
2 faced punk shoulda known before you test me
leave u in the gutter they won't find you til the next week
better pray to God that somebody come arrest me
give it all you got but you never could impress me

i got an ache in my head
and my stomach is sore
i got his blood on my hands
there's some more on the floor
i gotta get out of this scene
before they file a report
i'm on a rampage baby not myself anymore

i don't rly like what ur doin to me
but something bout the way that you lie is soothing
i'm shaking from my fingers all the way to my toes
i'm steady to ready to go
so let's go
let's get this show on the road

// i'm geist & yokai dreams
people say i'm crazy
say i'm doin the most
and now they looking at me scared
like they just seen a ghost
i take it one at a time
only way that i know
i might just leave it all behind
or decide that i wont

SPOTIFY

CHAOS! W/ YOKAI DREAMS [PROD. DUTCH REVZ]

ESCAPE! ft Loser

lyrics;

Dirt covers the wedding dress
U had married off on the wrong one baby
This act is a mercy death
Its Unlike all I had check off hatefully /
Most of them wont make the pearly gates
But u a angel trapped in purgatory 
The Toy box and the zodiac 
Cant feel love but I do baby
Wine stains on the faux door
Its not Norwegian wood its a glue on I had checked
1817 we had hit the harbour 
I had been alive ever since 20 years before then
Maybe it was how he lived inside the family
Mom comparing him to dad but its demonic
Maybe brother locking him inside the furnace
Taught him evil could exist inside his kinfolk still
Two souls so unlike his had made the life hell
Even with his father now the damage had been dealt
Dirt covers the wedding dress
U had married off on the wrong one baby
This act is a mercy death
Its Unlike all I had check off hatefully
Burn his body up in the furnace fumes
Blame my childhood I was taught what’s the worst of rooms
Chugging vodka to chase the pot now im disconnected
Still its sober memories with humans I dissected
Cross reference the witnesses
They dont know what think its skewed memories
Words of hope from a nihilist
I know, he feeds off the woe for his family
Dirt covers the wedding dress
U had married off on the wrong one baby
This act is a mercy death
Its Unlike all I had check off hatefully /

Mercy Death 142 2 (Eric godlow)

produced by: @tnvr555
vocals and lyrics by: me and @heylog

lyrics:
just a sec, i needa bit to catch my breath
i try to hold onto what's left
but it seems that you're leaving again
and i saw your face
you're laughing at the back of the room
you're with someone and i can assume that
you have moved on, so soon
(you have moved on, so soon)

and this jealousy consumes at my mind
i can't believe that you're not mine
it gets harder to breathe, when you're not laying next to me
i think i've fallen in too deep

summer's coming round the corner, i can't wait to be warm
the uv's high so we lay some blankets out on the porch
and do you remember what you said to me
our past is something hard to believe
don't go
cause i don't want anybody else
oh no
i really don't want anybody now
i'm edging toward the ground
but that's what happens all the time as soon as life goes on
to you i'm not important
and i hope i'm wrong
without you it's harder to breathe
cause you're not laying next to me

and this jealousy consumes at my mind
i can't believe that you're not mine
it gets harder to breathe, when you're not laying next to me
(not laying next to me)
and this jealousy consumes at my mind
i can't believe that you're not mine
it gets harder to breathe, when you're not laying next to me
i think I've fallen in too deep

hope every1 has a good day/night xx

jealousy w/ heylog (tnvr)

@heylog @oc 

// geist
say you’ll change
words are worthless
baby you’re a fake
and i’m not for it
snakes stay in the lake
so go join them
don’t talk to me
i’m not your friend
darling

can’t stand to hate myself
need to fix my health
so i put the bottle down
and hit the gym instead
you gave it all for wealth
how do you face yourself?
you’re so caught up in your media
it’s so unwell

i don’t want to see your face
i swear show up and you will die.
put that bitch back in her place
can’t tell her ego from her pride
love to talk about your problems
but your life is such a lie
you’re not fooling anybody
swear to god i meant goodbye

// heylog
i was not afraid to tell her that she was being delusional
cause all her little friends just encourage her to be a hoe
well it's not hard to find someone who isn't modest
and with that i feel my brain slowly rotting
don't know why you gotta constantly talk over me
i used to let that go, now i say shut up when i speak
it's like you never have respect for anything i say
you try to lead me on, i can't be weak
i can't be weak

spotify

weak w/ heylog [oc]

softly yeah
slowly ruin everything
you broke me with no reservation 
and tore my walls down right away
cancer
i know we all gonn' die anyways 
she held me down underneath the soil
she gonn' pull me down to hell god bless my soul

she just keep dragging me down
i ain't gonn' string this along 
and i'd rather fend for myself
than simply keep hanging on
i can't feel you kissin' my mouth
right now i'm numb to the core
i'd rather give this up now
than watch it burn to the coals 

i can't keep
she just can't 
she just can't 
i hate this 
i'd rather give this up now

sunrise 
i'm fallin' for all of this again
dark eyes
she a coyote with a kill
baby better roll up another dollar for me i guess
nothin' matter much if i already know just where it ends
sunrise
i'm fallin' for all of this again
dark eyes
she a coyote with a kill
baby better roll up another dollar for me again 
nothin' matters much if i already know just where it ends 

i was chasin' summer
baby blue skies 
posted in the pinnacle with eagle eyes
wind when i soar
silver sunsets
i fell asleep ice ice on my neck
reason to smile
versatile crocodile
haven't seen you in a while
i was waiting in denial
i was in the jungle sleepin' next to the reptiles 
i was sippin' with some snakes 
car gated estates
carbon 19 with the cooler in the wraith
sittin' in the stars
take me to mars
she can't take me far got the keys to the car
ridin' on go 

she just keeps killin' me yeah
i just can't fight this one off 
she won't ever really let me bleed out for anyone
no not for anyone
she just keep draggin' me down
i ain't gonn' string this along
and i'd rather give this up now

dragging me down w/ riff raff (p. flask)

prod @tnvr555 

// lyrics 
i bet you’re staring at stars
living your dreams where u are
i’m chasing mine they’re so far
oh oh :)
i hope you’ve healed from your scars
found love that’s worth your whole heart
just hold on tight and never let go...

i’m a mess but i guess i talk about it often enough
and i’m depressed but let’s be honest like who isn’t my love 
the confidence is all a front behind this mask i’m so lost
and i detest my very being for still giving a fuck :/ 

so walk all on me
spit on my virtues...
i don’t hate you
i still miss you :( 
oh come baby
this love i can’t lose
i don’t hate you
i still miss you
darling i will never be happy without you :/ 
i don’t hate you
i still miss you...

you talk about me like you still love my name
like there’s still hope in your veins
like you didn’t choose to walk this road
and every time we tried, it’d all end the same
and i’d still do it again
for every second of your love :/ 

don’t watch it rip me apart oh baby 
i can’t take this feeling anymore :( 
i wake up anxious, my heart is aching
if you’re not here then i don’t have a home

oh
i can’t wipe this feeling of regret
no
you’re moving on but please never forget...

i will never be happy without you

i will never be happy without you [tnvr]

Cinderella

@prod-oc 
@iamvagrxnt

a little numb, little sore
just kidding, i’m fucking torn
tell the lies, you adore my eyes that will never glisten again
i’ll bury you with all my friends

so
take it all
i really wanted to stay
but now I’m covered in blood, I took a punch to the face
so I’ll
take the fall
i don’t know what to say cause I x2

guess i might have caught you in a bad mood
hands deep in my chest now I’m screwed
holding on your waist, what I’d do
you can take control cause I’m through

with your lying eyes
you could have taken away
every part of me
that thinks its all in my head
dont wanna thank you
i just wanna tell you
that you are something of toxic remains

but your dark oak eyes
are always my demise
i wish to take it away
before i can realize
that you are leeching
bleeding at the sore seems
wishing to be fix something worse than you are

so
take it all
i really wanted to stay
but now I’m covered in blood, I took a punch to the face
so I’ll
take the fall
i don’t know what to say cause I x2

guess i might have caught you in a bad mood
hands deep in my chest now I’m screwed
holding on your waist, what I’d do
you can take control cause I’m through

cause im through
and you tore me
blood can drift from my wrists
just like the stories
you cant save me
theres no trying
i'd rather die here tonight than have you call me

TORN [oc]

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Kill

better days (prod. jones & ninewaters)

Affection (prod. drmabeats)

say a prayer for me 

prod michael harrison 
master: @onlyfriendyeah

i wanna feel you as you climb underneath 
i can't move 
it's like i'm stuck to the sheets
i've been so bad
you say at last
i just wanna see you mad

oh i'm immature?
you are the reason i'm so fucked
you really speak the worst 
things to me 
shit that i didn't deserve

(if you want)
i'll take it off for you 
just tell me what to do

just wanna love you 'till it hurts
(is that bad?)
my baby put me through the worst
(is that so sad?)
so darling swing around the hearse 
oh, you know i'll let you kill me first 

black dress waiting for me
if i'm asleep
would you adore me?
if i was home 
would you hold me?
i could've swore 
that you once told me
oh,
i fucking swear i'm moving backwards now 
figure out 
what's left of me
i'm shaking 
can you hold me down 
i'm holding out
prayers up 
was the water over my head enough?
will i be saved
if i'm brave enough?
i would do it for us

(say a prayer for me)
say a prayer for me
stop and stare you see 
i'm right here on my knees
take it off for me 
hope that god don't see 
baby make me say please

prayer

1st song off my album "pity", out september 25th 

@lilskeleskrrt @bitekivibes @ytstatic
produced by me, guitar @ikarinan @tnvr555

lyrics:
i started running from you
too fast
n i fell to the ground
spilled out blood on the grass
you said you needed me
like you could never leave
and i fell for it dreaming
made it easy to breathe

but you broke it all
paper walls
you were supposed to be here
but you’re so good being gone
and i felt it all
8 missed calls
hit me up when u need me
and leave me hurt when you don’t

don’t act like you’re so innocent
like it’s not what you want
i gave u all that i had
while u were holding the gun
oh god
it was everything you said from the start
i was waiting on it falling apart

oh oh
what a waste of my time
but if it’s all with you
i’d gladly waste my whole life
oh no
i wish i didn’t say goodbye
the paper walls are burning down
our home is gone..

god damn
i feel my heart tear on every beat
the silence is deafening
truly it’s killing me
u try to forget who i am
i try to forget how your eyes were like thousands of galaxies..
oh, consumed i’m so lost in your stare
comfort i felt like i wouldn’t have fears
writing you poetry wishing you were here
if i held on longer would i still be scared

paper walls w/ skele

CONSCIENCE (ft. ColeMane) *prod. ilynedia*

prod: @dutchrevz

Lyrics:
I 
I know your type 
You hate goodbyes
You’d rather fight
Confrontation what you like
Tell me off, tell me twice
What you really feel inside
Everything that you despised

YOUR BETTER OFF DEAD
THATS WHAT SHE SAID
WHAT DID I FEEL
NOTHING BUT DREAD
ALL IN MY HEAD
ALL IN MY HEAD
HATE THESE DRUGS
FUCKED UP LOVE AND REGRETS

YEAH
YEAH
YEAH IVE HAD ENOUGH BITCH
ILL BE ON MY OWN WHEN THE SUN SETS
SICK OF YOUR ASSUMPTIONS 
THE TONE OF YOUR VOICE AND THE WORDS THAT YOU CUT WITH
NEVER FELT LOVE
MONSTERS ATE MY HEART IN THE ABYSS
PULL ME APART LIKE A PUPPET
LIKE A PUPPET

In this room playing a game of waiting
What’s the point of saving time 
It’s draining
No one’s staying, I feel my body breaking
I been breaking down lately 
I hear a sound of scraping
Scratching, dragging through the day
Covering up my mouth with tape
listen to abuse you say
You can throw it all my way

MONSTERS ATE MY HEART IN THE ABYSS (prod.dutchrevz)

razorblades pt. 2 (ft. andrew warren) [prod. capsctrl]

Shakewell - Sleeping Bag (prod. Mikey The Magician)

https://open.spotify.com/track/6DUvGmi1JL5NdF37iVWUQJ?si=c2974mKDRhKQxHwdJu7TMg

Big Juice Tha Sip

Relapse (Prod. Mikey The Magician)

Stream

IMVU

Thank you for listening <3 

prod. @oceanonthebeat
big thanks to @lilsadeyes for doing this <3
also featuring the amazing @ivrii who basically inspired the whole concept <3

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Mix/Mastered @farhantnvr

Art by Ko.tsuki
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Lyrics:
ivri:
I’m ready to self-destruct,
Will you hold me please?
I don’t want to deal with it,
I’m taking you with me

i'm geist: 
I’m out of luck, my time is up,
This city doesn’t seem to breathe
With you here, I’ll self-destruct
In heaven, it’d just be you and me

But I stayed here trapped as a ghost,
And you moved on without me
I’m left here to wither alone,
I’m hoping that you’re free

ivri/i'm geist:
I’m ready to self-destruct
So, will you hold me please?
I don’t want to deal with it
I’m taking you with me 

sadeyes:
I self-destruct 
I’m losing love
I self-destruct
I’m losing touch 
I been going hard as the cement
Oh I murder every flow I hit the beat it drops dead
Oh I, I self-destruct

iTunes

Self-Destruct w/ sadeyes & ivri (Prod. ocean)

dent ft. ryster (pr. Ryan Bevolo x Nash)

PRE-SAVE

anti (pr. WOLFGANG PANDER)

lyrics:

im sober
soon ill be falling over
shawty im five leaf
baby u should do ur homework
all of my bone hurt
im cold
and my throat burns
i know
i know lately i been hard to find
i see you once like every weekend please dont use this time 
to fight
i put on my forces and i walk into the night
pink diamonds in my blunt its like my body flying kites
i see the village from the mountains looking down like what a site
gods ascend from clouds and then were saved or left to die
i guess no one understands me
i fill myself schedule to hide to pain of feeling empty
i got demons on my shoulders sweating buckets tryna tempt me
but they cant get through
in my experience on earth at least ive dealt with more than plenty

it happens every time
it snows
i just wanna get it right
i think i might mold to my home
and im happy with the life
but when im dead
will i know
im excited for the ride
touch my hands and theyre ice cold
im excited for the ride

icy
baby are u human had to tell her that i might be
least when she found out she couldnt tell me i was lying
if i told you everything ud look at me like mind freak
half way cross the universe the fuckers wanna fight me
i just push my pedal down and pull it up
i fold up my landing gear and drop the clutch
baby im from 20 fucking  million miles away 
and you aint even thanking me for showing up

im sober
soon ill be falling over
shawty im five leaf
baby u should do ur homework
all of my bone hurt
im cold
and my throat burns
i know
i know lately i been hard to find
i see you once like every weekend please dont use this time 
to fight

im sober
soon ill be falling over
shawty im five leaf
baby u should do ur homework
all of my bone hurt
im cold
and my throat burns
i know
i know lately i been hard to find
i see you once like every weekend please dont use this time 
to fight