prod. sleepwater, tnvr, i'm geist
@tnvr555 @imgeist

// sleepwater
heart gone i want it back
wait for you to call back
when I'm not with you heart gone black
never in love now, the fucks that
hearts set on u, want back
room to run round, seeing black
black
black
black
hearts in the ground seein bad

rotting my brain out need u stay now
lost in the ground
its just a test

// i'm geist
heart gone i want it back
wait for you to call back
when I'm not with you heart gone black
never in love now, the fucks that

the fucks that
did u find it in the trash?
cause i don’t seem to have any must have lost it in the past
and u tried to show me that it wasn’t that bad
then you watched it all bleed saw my heart turn black

the fucks that
i’m 200 on the dash
cause I’m running out of time i either save us or i crash
and i gave my all for u to stab me in the back
but u said that you would love me when my heart turns black

// sleepwater
heart gone i want it back
wait for you to call back
when I'm not with you heart gone black
never in love now, the fucks that
hearts set on u, want back

i'm geist & sleepwater - heart 404

produced by hiraeth

remember to wash the socks u came in

And its so obvious
How can you not see me
See me
If I ran away would you need me ?
Played your last messages on repeat
This the last time that you’ll see me

So let me down
Pull me out
Of this hole im in
Baby would you cave it in 
What is happening
I can’t believe I shat again :p!!
Blood is everywhere
Im crawling out of bed again

Fuck with me for the last time 
This the last night
Fights getting outta hand now
But its alright
Fuck living ima die now 
Its about time
Thoughts sheltering my mind out
From the outside

Trying to run from the past
Tell me how hard does it get now
Living to die in a bed
No in-between to forget now
Call me when all of it ends
Im putting a gun to my he’d now

Fuck with me for the last time 
This the last night
Fights getting outta hand now
But its alright
Fuck living ima die now 
Its about time
Thoughts sheltering my mind out
From the outside

Fuck with me for the last time 
This the last night
Fights getting outta hand now
But its alright
Fuck living ima die now 
Its about time
Thoughts sheltering my mind out
From the outside

newmaker

Congrats JPJP for winning the Lightning remix competition in geistcord 
Hope you all enjoy <3

// geist
ghost inside of my walls they know
every time it comes and goes
light inside of my eyes won’t show
i think it’s gone for good

i tried to tell you,
there’s something wrong with my head
it’s see through,
cant get out of my bed
what’d you do?
to captivate me
every night you’re haunting my dreams

i guess i should’ve tried a bit harder
my heart skips a beat when you talk to me
you couldn’t hold on much longer
feelings get lost at sea

// hook (geist x envy)
tethered inside we’re caught in the silence
tell me would i be dead when the night ends?
i don’t wanna feel left out when you’re smiling
i don’t wanna hear a sound from the lightning

// envy
i struggle to say what i need to
and you say that i would complete you
so many things i would undo
i didnt mean to mislead you
and i cant be true to myself
left you when you needed help
and i swear that i couldnt tell
it feels like im frozen in hell
cause nothing makes sense anymore when youre not around i forget what im living for
and i cant sleep i swear i see you in my dreams

// hook (geist x envy)
tethered inside we’re caught in the silence
tell me would i be dead when the night ends?
i don’t wanna feel left out when you’re smiling
i don’t wanna hear a sound from the lightning

Spotify

Lightning w/ NotEnvy [JPJP]

people always talk like they know me 
no one sees the knife inside my heart as i slowly die 
feelings come alive and they’re burning  
i had all the patience in the world but now i don’t try 
it’s a waste of time 
everyone walks out my life 
i say goodbye 
you’ve heard that line 
but i remember every night 
 
hey 
i’m afraid love 
lately it’s more than i just can’t wake up 
stay? 
cause i need you 
but you don’t feel the same and it’s so see through 
 
(oh i just want to go home) 

try to act like i’m tough 
cant even stomach the thought of my blood 
i want to paint walls red when i’m in love 
i want to paint walls red 
i want to paint walls red oh 
try to act like enough 
can’t even stomach the thought of you now  
i want to paint walls red when i’m in love 
i want to paint walls red 
i want to paint walls red oh...

i want to paint walls red [drma x michael harrison]

@tnvr555 

you always bring out the worst in me my love
i hate myself so much
watched u burn our home straight to the ground
i grieved but now i’m done

said you’d do it in a heartbeat
i guess hearts don’t beat inside your world
cause it’s been 4 weeks
i just wanted comfort in the girl who once adored me
i’ve learnt that your words are nothing more than just poetry

the worst in me my love
i hate myself so much
u burnt it to the ground
i grieved but now i’m done

said you’d do it in a heartbeat
i guess hearts don’t beat inside your world
cause it’s been 4 weeks
i just wanted comfort in the girl who once adored me
i’ve learnt that your words are nothing more than just poetry

i want to take the blade
slice across my throat okay
hurts more than i’ll ever say
hurts more than my music could ever convey
don’t come and play your games with me
i wanted somewhere i could breathe
it hurts
it burns
so endlessly
i swear to god you’ve ruined me
and i don’t ever want to feel
if this is love i rather bleed

spotify

i hate myself so much [tnvr]

hold me like this one will be the last time 

prod: michael harrison and gavin hadley 
master: @onlyfriendyeah

i took a trip out to vegas 
and you had lost your wallet 
i think we both tried to save it 
i think i knew i can't stop it 
cause baby we were breaking 
so many cracks spread without 
and by the time that it had split 
we had planned out a house 

i can't love you enough 
i'll try my best till it's done
baby you're all that i want 
i wish you'd tell me that once

i'd give up everything i have to fix the things ruined
but i just can't make myself put my heart through it 

i don't want it to stop 
i can't feel it all 
i don't want you gone 
i ran right through the wall

tell me everything
you want it too
i can't be your rendezvous
even if i tried 
i couldn't even if i wanted to
i always lose 
it's the truth 

i don't think that we can try again
now there's no me without you 
and baby i know that you lied again 
cause that's just what we do 
tell me that everything will be alright 
hold me like this one will be the last time 
kiss me so softly, i'll cry the whole night
grab on my body and look in my eyes 
look in my eyes

i can't love you enough 
i'll try my best till it's done 
(did i say too much, did i say too much?)
baby you're all that i want 
i wish you'd tell me that once

icantloveyouenough

@prod-oc 
@iamvagrxnt

a little numb, little sore
just kidding, i’m fucking torn
tell the lies, you adore my eyes that will never glisten again
i’ll bury you with all my friends

so
take it all
i really wanted to stay
but now I’m covered in blood, I took a punch to the face
so I’ll
take the fall
i don’t know what to say cause I x2

guess i might have caught you in a bad mood
hands deep in my chest now I’m screwed
holding on your waist, what I’d do
you can take control cause I’m through

with your lying eyes
you could have taken away
every part of me
that thinks its all in my head
dont wanna thank you
i just wanna tell you
that you are something of toxic remains

but your dark oak eyes
are always my demise
i wish to take it away
before i can realize
that you are leeching
bleeding at the sore seems
wishing to be fix something worse than you are

so
take it all
i really wanted to stay
but now I’m covered in blood, I took a punch to the face
so I’ll
take the fall
i don’t know what to say cause I x2

guess i might have caught you in a bad mood
hands deep in my chest now I’m screwed
holding on your waist, what I’d do
you can take control cause I’m through

cause im through
and you tore me
blood can drift from my wrists
just like the stories
you cant save me
theres no trying
i'd rather die here tonight than have you call me

TORN [oc]

produced by i'm geist
engineered + guitar @tnvr555

tell me how it feels
to be right by your side
cause i’d trade it all
if i could turn back time
it’s fine
i took the knife and died
i’ll take your pity and cry
if you see my ghost tonight
promise you’ll wave goodbye

left a note by the door
she said,
“i love you i’m sure
but now that i’ve thought it through
and i can’t go on with you”
severed heart i feel torn
like pain i’ve never endured
and every time it hurts worse
i sit here crying a verse

i’m not gonna fight this feeling now
let it slice through, let it bleed me out
and i really miss your voice
how i need you love
but we’ll just fight more
never hear me out

but u let me down
and i let you down…
yeah you were first
and you ditched this town…
can you see me now?
with my broken crown
do you hear this sound?
bet you don’t listen now..

the promises that we couldn’t keep
the memories it’s all agony
and now i’m left here with what i’ve reaped
i’ll plead and beg you for your pity

pity

love, ghost

prod valentine ghost
guitar @iissaame
instrumental mix/master @prod-oc

and the roses all decayed
it’s so hard to walk away
even when the sky’s are gray
i still wish that you had stayed
go back to your ways

why leave so soon...
was it all doomed?
cause i need you
but seems like you don’t

you left the room
knew it was doomed
cause i need you
but you’ll never stay
go back to your ways

baby does it hurt you
like you hurt me
i would never hurt you
love i’m sorry
could you look me in the face
and say that i’m not dirty?
cause i feel like im not your angel lately

yeah it feels like a suicide
you & i oh
watched me trip on words and cry
but you and i know
every word you say…a lie
watched my heart broke
baby how could you be fine
if i’m your home?

sigh

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TORN [oc]

I'm Geist