vibes

the good ones

Vibes XII

2/20/23

yeow Geist days

Break My Heart feat. Svar

Molly Demo

THIS IS NOT MY BEAT!!!!

beat is by https://soundcloud.com/johnnyfriend

just found this beat randomly and started humming the melody to Hope by X and it sounded so sick that i felt like i had to put it up somewhere

Xxxtentacion - Hope (HYPERPOP REMIX)

i don’t wanna let u go

Overthinking

Collaboration with : LxseR / Prod by micco. 
Lo-Fi Artists🥀

a message to my ex

a message to my ex w/ matego

Same Old Mess

Bad Friend

Thomas Reid & INTRN - Cry

too many problems (original demo)

feature: matego // produced by: caps ctrl & xsus

my last goodbye w/ matego (Caps Ctrl & Xsus)

Running

INTRN & Laeland - Running

I hate myself (4lexf)

emma

Beat maker: Boyfifty // Feature: Lxser //

i’m always alone (matego & boyfifty)

fkd up

share this song, i hope you enjoy :) 
feature: lil softie // beat maker: cxrter // mix: xsus

why did you leave me? (ft. lil softie) prod. cxrter & xsus

ty for listening 
@imnotenvy
@prodjpjp

// envy
i’m feeling distant again
i silence on the outside
i know it hurts
leave me hanging
tell me you’re fine
and no one ever said
this had to be the last time
yeah, no one ever said
this had to be the last time

// geist
oh
i hear the sirens in the night
singing songs to my demise
getting lost inside your eyes
holding onto love that died…

i said that i’m fine
but i’ve been here losing my mind
and i don’t know what’s left to say
i swear that i wanted to try but i drowned in the tides and i stared as the nights turn to day

leave me alone
i’ll rot and decay
i had a good time but i’m running away
you couldn’t save geist
we’re one and the same
but no one loves me
it’s always his name

// geist & envy
i’m feeling distant again
i silence on the outside
i know it hurts
leave me hanging
tell me you’re fine
and no one ever said
this had to be the last time
yeah, no one ever said
this had to be the last time

i’m feeling distant again
what’s to say?
no better feeling okay
oh tell me this is the end
spare my heart
don’t wait it’s too late

spotify

distant w/ notenvy [jpjp]

on all plats

prod. sorrowbringer

im inside my head learning self care . . ;(

vitality

produced by xona

-lyrics-

who’s arm do you need to hold?
will i care or will i even fall?
it didn’t matter to reverse the role
looking back, crashing into the wall
but tell me if you cry
when you think im not alright
doesn’t matter if I lie
when you see me in the light
i can’t get enough
i fell in love with your touch
it doesn’t bother that much
when you have me on your palm

~

it’s the silence i wish we could change 
stay aside me without an exchange
when you know what i love and i hate
you’re on my mind so it wouldn’t fade
but you know what it takes
to feel fine in the day
got your back, hope the same
cause i’d hate to feel afraid
it was me to get a grip
wish we never would’ve drift
now i push away our friends
i can’t get it through my head

valerie

prod me

out everywhere the 24th

twitter: https://twitter.com/DreamsYokai

happy vday lol

lyrics:

i done grown sick of this city man i hate it here
hate it how i only ever see you when i say that
i don't ever wanna talk to you again
no i never wanna talk to you again
get me low, i don't mind
make me wait, you could lie
just to stay another night but i know that
you don't ever wanna talk to me again
no you never wanna talk to me again

i hope that ur happy
blood in the backseat
foot to the floor and i hope i'll be crashing
4 in the morning, u haven't been back yet
what's so important ur cutting off access?
seem a little different now, you've changed somehow
i can smell his cologne on ur mattress
honest i thought we were past this
hope that ur happy
cuz i didn't plan this

i hope that ur happy

Prod. Siem Spark
Mix & Mastered by Swiiif

Ur Knife My Back (prod. Siem Spark)

it's my birthday so here's a song, ty all for listening <3 
produced by @prod-oc & @iamvagrxnt <3

and i can’t seem to wake up when i’m not with you
and my life feels so made up, it’s colored blue
so tell me where’d the time go
said i’m just ‘bout fine though
broken by design
but i still feel so alive
and someday you’d have let go
you’ll be just ‘bout fine though
know you’re on my mind
on this lonely valentines

oh
i’m colder than the season
feelings got me feeling feelings
do i really need a reason?
no more
so let’s skip to greetings
hi my name is geist i’m feeling
feelings that i don’t believe in

yeah oh
or i’m just cold in my bed
or it’s just all in my head
i don’t want a reason to feel like i’m falling in love again
yeah oh
painting the walls back to red
staring at the words that u said
phrased like a poet in love with the dead

where'd the time go? [oc x vagrxnt]

I'm Geist