Vibes XII

Artist on the song : Cavasoul
Song was produced by: Jovi & Xsus
All Rights Reserved // Distrokid 2022
lxtinsheep

thoughts of losing you

thoughts of losing you w/ cavasoul

Collaboration with : LxseR / Prod by micco. 
Lo-Fi Artists🥀

a message to my ex

a message to my ex w/ matego

Demon Girl

feature: matego // produced by: caps ctrl & xsus

my last goodbye w/ matego (Caps Ctrl & Xsus)

Hey there
I know it's hard to feel like I don't care
But I've been dying slowly
I don't want you to be scared
Cause you're the one that kills me
And you kill me so well
And I know you like it too baby
I can just tell
Yeah, I can just tell
When your eyes meet mine
If I fall in love again
I might lose my mind
Cause if I lose you
Imma lose it all
Blacked out
In an empty bathroom stall

Yeah, I woke up fucked up
High from last night
Saw you in my dream
I wish it was real life
I've been burnt out
Broken
With no one by my side
Leave me out to die
But you know I still try

Leave me, bleed me
I just don't care
Hate me, blame me
I know it's not fair
Yeah, I'm crazy
Baby I won't lie
Got too many scars that I can't hide
Got too many cuts and bruises baby
Trust me I've been through it
Treat my heart just like another drug
The way that you abuse it
That's the reason I can't fall in love
You treat me like I'm stupid
You won't find nobody else
To love you like I did
And still do
Try to block you out my brain
But you break through
I can't sleep and I can't eat
When I think of you
Nothing ever feels the same as it used to

Hey there
I know it's hard to feel like I don't care
But I've been dying slowly
I don't want you to be scared
Cause you're the one that kills me
And you kill me so well
And I know you like it too baby
I can just tell
Yeah, I can just tell
When your eyes meet mine
If I fall in love again
I might lose my mind
Cause if I lose you
Imma lose it all
Blacked out
In an empty bathroom stall

spotify

hey there (prod. frevel + 5head)

I hate myself (4lexf)

No I won't lie I miss her touch
Felt like pins and needles
On my skin at 4AM
She so bad, she evil
It's hard for me to open up
Cause I don't fuck with people
But whenever you're around
It's easy to breathe still
Yeah, it's like room gets filled with fresh air
Then I wake up from my dream
And you're not there
I could die right now, no I'm not scared
Give my life to you, no I don't care

Don't wanna feel no more
Leave my body on the floor
Her love's a bloodsport
Left me bloody and sore
But I've been here before
Way too many fucking times
Always going back and forth
With voices in my mind
I'm always going back and forth
And I'm so sick of it
Don't wanna talk about it
I would rather sing this shit
These days I'm careful who I trust
And who I call friend
So if we're riding together
Just know it's till the end

If you got me
Then I got you
Imma stay down
Imma stay true
Long as you feel
The way I do
We can make it
We can break through
But we broke apart
Burning out just like a star
Hurt me bad
Like a knife across my fucking heart
In your arms
Only place I ever wanna be
But now she's gone
And I'm lonely when I go to sleep

No I won't lie I miss her touch
Felt like pins and needles
On my skin at 4AM
She so bad, she evil
It's hard for me to open up
Cause I don't fuck with people
But whenever you're around
It's easy to breathe still
Yeah, it's like room gets filled with fresh air
Then I wake up from my dream
And you're not there
I could die right now, no I'm not scared
Give my life to you, no I don't care

pins & needles (prod. jolst + remghost)

a little something to let you know that you aren’t alone🥀
his insta @im_a_lxser_ mine @lxtinsheep
love you<3

what’s wrong with me? (ft. matego)

Beat maker: Boyfifty // Feature: Lxser //

i’m always alone (matego & boyfifty)

useless thoughts (boyfifty)

share this song, i hope you enjoy :) 
feature: lil softie // beat maker: cxrter // mix: xsus

why did you leave me? (ft. lil softie) prod. cxrter & xsus

the artists don't get any income from this song, when its gets released on january 23th 2023 on spotify and apple music + More.... 
all proceeds are donated to organizations. 
LONG LIVE JAHSEH

X (Feat. Demøn KîD )

Sorry, I needed to get this off my chest.

I remember

Where Is My Mind? (prod. Bumboi)

Every time you lied to me
It makes me suicidal
Baby I don't wanna breathe
If I can't stand beside you
Every time I looked inside your eyes
I see the stars move
Always tried my hardest
Not to put you in a bad mood

You said you could save me
Bring me back to safety
Left me here to die
Now you acting like you hate me
Think I'm going crazy
Does life have any meaning?
Sleeping in the morning
Wake up in the evening

Every time I wake up
Wanna close my eyes again
Darkness coming in
Eventually it all will end

My life of nothingness
Walk this road a lonely mess
I'm on my own again
All the walls are caving in

I hate my Anxiety
You could never understand the brain inside of me
I suffer silently
My smile seems to hide from me
She did me wrong
I still love her
Guess its irony

I bury memories
Gotta keep them underneath
When see her in my dreams
It gets hard to breathe
Her love turned me to a fiend
I'd do anything
Please don't lie to me
Tell me everything

Lately Life ain't what it seems
Wish I wasn't me
Inner demons creeping out just to bother me
Almost constantly
I struggle just to get to sleep
Put me in my grave I would rather
Rest in peace

Fall back cuz I know that you're not mine
Girl I been going through it since like 09
So trife, fuck it I guess I wanna die
When I'm away, I just wanna be by your side ya

Everyday I'm switching lanes tryna find yea
Girl we have talked in a minute aye yea
I been on the grind for a minute aye yea
But I'll be coming home let's kick it aye yea

eventually it all will end ft. cøzybøy (prod. absxntmind)

(Another night spent alone)
(Sometimes I wish you could know)
(How much you fuck with my head)
(I'm constantly on the edge)
(I'm constantly on the edge)
(I'm constantly on the edge)
(Sometimes I wish you could know)
(Sometimes I wish you could know)

Another night spent alone
Sometimes I wish you could know
How much you fuck with my head
I'm constantly on the edge

I'm smoking, drinking coffee
Scars on me like a zombie
For you baby I'm crazy
Dive headfirst, now I'm too deep

I can't breathe, sinking deeper
Things are different, we're older
The world is on our shoulders
I feel it growing colder

Crush my dreams, watch them shatter
None of this even matters
Wanna die when I think about her
Wish I could know what's after

I'm a ghost, yeah I feel like Casper
When you're near me, my heart beats faster
And when I see you my mind starts racing
I've been working, now life's changing

No sleep, my body's aching
I'm no good at conversation
Need you like medication
'Cause every night I'm contemplating

Another night spent alone
Sometimes I wish you could know
How much you fuck with my head
I'm constantly on the edge

I'm smoking, drinking coffee
Scars on me, like a zombie
For you baby I'm crazy
Dive headfirst, now I'm too deep

(Dive headfirst, now I'm too deep)
(Scars on me, like a zombie)
(Maybe I'm going crazy)
(I wish that you would love me)

zombie (prod. jody)

After over a year its finally here thank you for your patience, love, and support. Here is a piece of me for you. -✦✦

producers:
1. @808gila
YT: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC2a4MbzmNLr59O7ryeFLf-Q/videos?view_as=subscriber

2. @jtpark
YT: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC-4r-CQERjH2Yf3z8OZ0qxQ
IG: https://www.instagram.com/prodbyjtpark/
TW: https://twitter.com/prodjtpark

2, 3, & 13. @user67beats
TT: https://traktrain.com/user67
IG: https://www.instagram.com/user67beats/
TW: https://twitter.com/prodbyuser67

4, 5, & 15: @prodby2k6
TT: https://traktrain.com/2k6#398704
IG: https://www.instagram.com/prodby2k6/
TW: https://twitter.com/ProdBy2k6

6, 7, 10, & 11: @Kcaaz
YT: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCXAzzCItZ91iCEUJbWqrAgA
IG: https://www.instagram.com/kcaaznc/?hl=en
SPOT: https://open.spotify.com/artist/5evZsbAa7rBuUzmrrSyBIe?si=iUEGtukVT_mLxO_UvHJ7DQ

8. @wavkid90
WEB: https://wavekid.infinity.airbit.com
YT: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCePpyk8hUD8NjwnuDXtHmYQ
IG: https://www.instagram.com/liltutur/

9: @lilbearshawty
IG: https://www.instagram.com/lilbearshawty/
TW: https://twitter.com/lilbearshawty
SPOT: https://open.spotify.com/artist/7hkeWsaD98uWlpKLukw0qK

12: @young-enzo
YT: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCVEQ2aSgBXJUVcaK-W-VBcA

14. @shanikai
IG: https://www.instagram.com/shanikai/

Black Out Brown Hen *prod. 2k6*

Devil Let Go *prod. Kcaaz*

UNREAL *prod. lilbearshawty*

And I swear it's not fair
It's not right
How you tell me all these fucking lies
Every night
I've been feeling like i might die
I'm traumatized
Kiss me kiss me I go braindead
Every time
She told me I'm no good
But that's fine
Now I know I'm always in her mind
Getting to bands
I can't worry bout you
Every time you come around me it's always bad news

Left me fucking cursed
Lonely with a bad mood
Laying in the dirt
Trynna find my loose screws
I be on my own got no one to turn to
Every time you come around me it's always bad news
Left me fucking cursed
Lonely with a bad mood
Laying in the dirt
Trynna find my loose screws
I be on my own got no one to turn to

Braindead baby
Idk what's goin on
You don't know what I'd do
To get inside your arms
I'd go to lengths
That you've never fucking seen
Go to all those places
That you see inside your dreams
Stuck like a tattoo
Don't know what to do
Drowning like a typhoon
Imma die soon
Alone in my room
Wanna see you
Wanna feel you
Wanna kill you
Don't know what's goin on
Don't know what I'm doing wrong
Won't be here for long
Miss me when i'm gone

And I swear it's not fair
It's not right
How you tell me all these fucking lies
Every night
I've been feeling like i might die
I'm traumatized
Kiss me kiss me i go braindead
Every time
She told me i'm no good
But that's fine
Now i know i'm always in her mind
Getting to bands
I can't worry bout you
Every time you come around me it's always bad news

Left me fucking cursed
Lonely with a bad mood
Laying in the dirt
Trynna find my loose screws
I be on my own got no one to turn to

I be on my own got no one to turn to

Vibes XII

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