not sure how this started playing but im glad it did

Vibes XII

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S-9Nse6O0PE

prod. @freveltrothy & @jolst

bloodshot eyes
in the backseat
staring at the streetlights
broken inside
i've been up all night
baby i'm a fiend
yeah i'm always high
knives in my back 
got scars i can't hide
told you i'm alright
but i'm barely alive
i know i'm a mess
but i still try
and imma stay true 
till the day i die
till the day i... 
yeah

if you're down to ride
then i'm down for life
i would kill for you 
wouldn't even think twice 
i might crash out 
and never say goodbye
i can't tell what's real
they all tell me lies

racing to the top
i can't waste no time
working every night
till the stars align 
devil on my shoulder 
i might lose my mind
reaper coming closer
dancing on thin ice

bloodshot eyes
in the backseat
staring at the streetlights
broken inside
i've been up all night
baby i'm a fiend
yeah i'm always high
knives in my back 
got scars i can't hide
told you i'm alright
but i'm barely alive
i know i'm a mess
but i still try
and imma stay true 
till the day i die
till the day i... 
yeah

music video

down 4 life (prod. frevel & jolst) video in description*

Collaboration with : LxseR / Prod by micco. 
Lo-Fi Artists🥀

a message to my ex

a message to my ex w/ matego

feature: matego // produced by: caps ctrl & xsus

my last goodbye w/ matego (Caps Ctrl & Xsus)

I hate myself (4lexf)

Beat maker: Boyfifty // Feature: Lxser //

i’m always alone (matego & boyfifty)

share this song, i hope you enjoy :) 
feature: lil softie // beat maker: cxrter // mix: xsus

why did you leave me? (ft. lil softie) prod. cxrter & xsus

Lyrics_

Your voice echoes soft 
Everything comes with a cost
This life i made is tearing me apart

The years are burning away
But, i still feel the same
My bones will wither away
But my ghost will remain

I built a house of cards
Only to watch it fall
A haunting dissonance
Melodies that never resolve

The doctor gave me pills
Prescription chemicals
As i walk through the gate
I ran into a wall

Don’t go
Don’t go
I know im turning gray
But i used to be gold

Don’t go
Don’t go
Seasons change 
The cracks begin to show

Don’t go
The cracks begin to show

Don’t go
The cracks begin to show

Misery chose me
But baby you’re the only one who really knows me
I flew so high when i came down
I had a nosebleed 

I suffocate on the words
I can’t say
I’m choking
Memories corroding 

Its been so long since i felt like myself
Desperate for help
Are you there?
Can you hear me?

Im sick of saying the same shit in all of these songs
Ive been hanging by a thread for way too long

Don’t go
Don’t go
I know im turning gray
But i used to be gold

Don’t go
Don’t go
Seasons change 
The cracks begin to show

Don’t go
The cracks begin to show

Don’t go
The cracks begin to show

don’t go

A bold reminder that not everyone’s meant to lead — and not everyone’s built to follow. It's a lyrical mirror held up to the games people play, where loyalty is tested, masks fall away, and only the real ones stand tall. With sharp wordplay and a cinematic feel, this track dives into themes of trust, betrayal, and staying true to your position in a world full of actors. It’s not just a song — it’s a statement: know your place, hold it down, and never fold.

Play Your Role?

[prod. Dee B]

So sad so sad
That it fell apart before it all began
Too bad too bad
That you lost me you can never get me back

Billboard number 1 is where i wanna be
Rising to the top i came from underneath
In a mental hell left rotten like the pills beneath the cotton that be fucking up my dreams when i cant sleep
 
I was made for this
Im getting paid for this
You all make me sick
And this pains a bitch

Say you hate my shit
But you play my shit
So dont say we clique
Thats fake and shit

Shout out everyone fucking with me at south by
You was rocking me before the “sold out” signs
If u a fan then you know its cold outside
Do it for the people who need drugs to get by

Why you upset
That im so wet
I don’t like to flex
I’m already next x2

So sad so sad
That it fell apart before it all began
Too bad too bad
That you lost me you can never get me back

never get me back x4

yuh yuh yuh

so sad, so sad

Life's fucking crazy
I think I'm fading
Always in the background
That's where I'm staying
She gunned my fucking heart down
And replaced it
I have nothing left now
Man I hate it

Even if you tried to
You couldn't save me
Always getting lied to
My life is wasting
I'm so fucking tired
My dreams are dead to me
I'm not gonna make it
The reaper next to me

Watching over every move
So much sleep I lose
Every night I contemplate
Like what the fuck to do
I don't wanna feel this way
I'm so stuck in place
All I ever knew was pain
And fucking rainy days
I can't get outside my brain
I'm smoking purple haze
Make the demons go away
And all my thoughts erase
Don't know why they fucking hate
It makes no sense to me
I just wanna help myself
Discover inner peace

To me I am the enemy
There's something wrong with me
The chemicals inside my brain
Are fucking hurting me
The memories keep coming back
It's like their haunting me
Lying to my fucking face
Just tell me honestly
You ain't got no loyalty
I hate this fucking town
Wish that I could burn it down
All these snakes around

Life's fucking crazy
I think I'm fading
Always in the background
That's where I'm staying
She gunned my fucking heart down
And replaced it
I have nothing left now
Man I hate it

Life's fucking crazy
I think I'm fading
Always in the background
That's where I'm staying
She gunned my fucking heart down
And replaced it
I have nothing left now
Man I hate it

spotify

fading (prod. cartier)

[prod. Vision4k]

If i killed myself
Would you care?

Got flown out to LA by a man in the game
Said id be a fucking legend have em screaming my name
Promised me everything like the money and fame
Now my ass back at home man and nothing has changed

Everyday full of pain and they feel the same
Used to be sunshine Now im stuck in the rain
Used to see big growth now im stuck in my lane
But i aint ever giving up get the fuck out my way

Everybody treats me like a pain in the ass
Judge me right now for the shit in the past
When i say i wanna die just know it aint cap
Put chrome to my dome wanna feel the blast

I wanna die
I wanna die 
I wanna die
I wanna die
Yeah i wanna die
I wanna die
Yeah i wanna die 
I wanna die


I wanna die
Its not a joke 
everybody hate me but i hate myself the most
Yeah im always angry keep emotions on me close
Yeah im never happy when i smile and say hello

Tell me that you love me come and call me on my phone
You dont ask if im ok but say that you’re my bro
Now you hear me talk about it maybe let me know
But i dont have no real friends so i know that you wont

Put the bars on my tongue now im drinking
How could you know what im thinking
Hope youll be gone for the weekend
Belt round my neck im not breathing

I wanna die
I wanna die 
I wanna die
I wanna die
Yeah i wanna die
I wanna die
Yeah i wanna die 
I wanna die

x2

i wanna die

From the bottom of my cold heart
You know I loved you
Put you in my past life
That's what the drugs do
Acid on a cold night
Fucking freezing
Oh my god
I'm so high
Think I'm peaking

I'm going the distance
Just gotta stay consistent
They would never listen
But now they treat me different
It's because I'm glo'd up
Gave it all my focus
You gotta work your hardest
If you want people to notice

No days off I'm never sleeping
Writing songs in my head
While I'm dreaming
All my life I'm stuck
Searching for a meaning
Wish I gave a fuck
I can't find a reason

I can't find a reason
Bitch I'm smoking trees
And I'm so clueless
Does she love me?
Or she leaving
Oh that's perfect
That's exactly what I needed
A broken heart
My soul is dark
I feel defeated

A broken heart
My soul is dark
I feel defeated

A broken heart
My soul is dark
I feel defeated

A broken heart
My soul is dark
I feel defeated

A broken heart
My soul is dark
I feel defeated

A broken heart
I'm rolling hard
In the night
And I'm looking at the stars
Took my life
And she ripped it all apart
I put it back
But you can see the scars

You can see the scars
All the pain inside my eyes
I'm just another kid
That's tortured by his mind
Thought of getting out
Like 1000 fucking times
I can barely breathe
But I just say I'm fine

I just say I'm fine
Anxiety inside
Makes it hard to sleep at night
Smoking get me right
Gets me out head
You talking shit to me
But I'm in your bitches bed
In between her legs

I be going stupid
I'm ruthless
Go behind my back
I'll leave you toothless
Leave you looking useless
Like bro what are you doing
Your whole life a lie
Say you winning but you losing

From the bottom of my cold heart
You know I loved you
Put you in my past life
That's what the drugs do
Acid on a cold night
I'm fucking freezing
Oh my god
I'm so high
I think I'm peaking

past life (prod. xtravulous)

Artist
https://soundcloud.com/steadysuffer
https://www.instagram.com/steadysuffer_/

Youtube Video - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dSJYXGl3g-o

steadysuffer - Don't Enter Pt. 3 (prod. Blade901)

weird freestyle [prod. shinjin]

lyrics:
cuz i been down bad 
i been lonely 
why does everybody think they know me
all these fucking thoughts and i been thinking that im useless
dressed up in designer and i still feel like im worthless
got lost in the wake 
i feel im deserted 
u left as of late 
i feel i deserve this
caught up in these days 
dont know if its worth it
im stuck in my ways 
wont open the curtains
oh my god its the same
rip me down to the core 
swear to god i wont change 
let the tears hit the floor 

Wat3r:
watching all the things i care about fall by the wayside
said i wouldnt care about this life and i should take mine 
(i should take mine)
you always say it too
but you dont know 
you could never understand 
just go home 
you’re so fuckin selfish and i hope one day you wake up 
vanity and greed that you hide behind all your makeup 
(fuckin worthless)
and its like you never shut up 
ruined everything i loved and its fucked up 


follow @yungxwater <3333

damn that's crazy, anyways i'm sad w/ 💕Wat3r💕 (prod. discent)

And I swear it's not fair
It's not right
How you tell me all these fucking lies
Every night
I've been feeling like i might die
I'm traumatized
Kiss me kiss me I go braindead
Every time
She told me I'm no good
But that's fine
Now I know I'm always in her mind
Getting to bands
I can't worry bout you
Every time you come around me it's always bad news

Left me fucking cursed
Lonely with a bad mood
Laying in the dirt
Trynna find my loose screws
I be on my own got no one to turn to
Every time you come around me it's always bad news
Left me fucking cursed
Lonely with a bad mood
Laying in the dirt
Trynna find my loose screws
I be on my own got no one to turn to

Braindead baby
Idk what's goin on
You don't know what I'd do
To get inside your arms
I'd go to lengths
That you've never fucking seen
Go to all those places
That you see inside your dreams
Stuck like a tattoo
Don't know what to do
Drowning like a typhoon
Imma die soon
Alone in my room
Wanna see you
Wanna feel you
Wanna kill you
Don't know what's goin on
Don't know what I'm doing wrong
Won't be here for long
Miss me when i'm gone

And I swear it's not fair
It's not right
How you tell me all these fucking lies
Every night
I've been feeling like i might die
I'm traumatized
Kiss me kiss me i go braindead
Every time
She told me i'm no good
But that's fine
Now i know i'm always in her mind
Getting to bands
I can't worry bout you
Every time you come around me it's always bad news

Left me fucking cursed
Lonely with a bad mood
Laying in the dirt
Trynna find my loose screws
I be on my own got no one to turn to

I be on my own got no one to turn to

braindead w/ loseher (prod. tennis player)

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