prod me :3

im giving up trying to reach it
thought your heart was the one that i needed
you're the one that i wanted to be with,
& sleep with, but why cant you see this
fuck it up, and do it over again
stuck in love, hate that i call you a friend
didn't want this to end, take my heart
and i'll leave it,
so maybe you'll keep it

im done with pretending
i say that im fine, but i cant find an ending
im tired of stressing
and tired of yelling
these lies that im telling
wont make it ok, so i figure my heart out
want you in my arms every night when its dark out
thought i couldn't love, but i can hear my heart now
all of these things should've said at the start, so
can we just restart now
and do it again

be with

prod by @neohnq @pyu



way too many missed calls
would you stay in touch
drugged up junkie love
girl u got me fucked up
Ever since i lost you…
you’ve been in my head
now she wanna comeback
ik she gon leave again

you make me feel ignored
just here when you’re bored
heart’s on the floor
what are you waiting for ?
dried eyes tears coming out my conscious
thinking bout it got me nauseous 
i try but i can’t stop it
you accelerate my heartbeat rate, 
like these drugs 
crashing down you’re my tidal wave
i disintegrate when i see your face
just take all of me
im a call away

i cant believe that we’re apart
i don’t want to wait any longer
i gave you my heart
gotta get it back get it back
popping pills until i heart attack
i constantly suffer
wish that i could be your side
without feeling like a bother

you make me feel like a bother
might as well throw me away
i loved you like no other
it comes back everytime i see your face

spotify

take all of me 🤍 (neohn & meta)

even though u bleed, doesn’t make it right 
I got what u need, sunset in my eyes
letting go of me was the start of something bright 
always watched u leave, this time got to say goodbye <3

cuts all on my sleeve did u even see me cry ?
I don’t ever sleep cuz u always on my mind
sometimes wear a mask, sometimes i need a disguise
how to even breath when looking up at the sky ?

fogging up my sills, I js came to say goodbye
Always speak my truth like a puppet I don’t lie 
came and went again, Idk, I’m kind’ve shy 
I don’t ever need .. Now i’m grown; now i’m fly 

I don’t ever need nothing from no one i’m fine .
I ran into u , and the next day on a flight 
Went to NYU & my friend, he says Hiii
Lit a cigarette, I got smoke in my eye

PRE-SAVE

goodbye (dimple)

@decago
@hartfxlt

i dont wanna die right here
yea i dont wanna see ur face at all
and tell me if i lied right here
can you tell me if i changed your life at all

yeah i dont wanna die right here
when i never got to feel your heart at all
you tell me that my homes right here
but i dont really feel that safe at all

@hartfxlt
you decay from the memory
open chest my heart still beats
getting cuts from the glass beneath
for you its best you're not by me 
I think I know that now
I can tell cuz you're finally smiling 
I think I know that now 
if you're better off then its all fine by me

i dont want to die +hartfxlt (decago)

@prodjayysoul
@grimgardx
@lescqyclsodc
@1kidsora

lyrics♫
(rubywitch)
Ich gebe auf
das ist es 
es gibt keine Hoffnung yuh
Ich gebe auf 
Ich bin es nicht 
not strong enough to help myself

meine Träume sind leer Ya 
Ich kann mich nicht erinnern Ya 
oder Stimme hören
es tut weh Ya 
Ich kann mich nicht erinnern Ya

(kid sora)
und es tut weh lyrics:
she'd show love and then she ghost
that's just how these things go
i don't wanna drive the boat
'cause you gonna leave me on the coast, yuh
i've been in the cold, yuh
i've been on my own, yuh
just gettin' $$$ i don't need you in my phone, yuh
shawty, she say that i'm crazayyy
'cause everyday for me is cake-day
that boy fell off, no, he not in his heyday
it's ##draxx and ##samepage.
---

stream

und es tut weh feat.kid sora (@jayysoul @grimgar)

with my brother @neohnq
prod @ilyajay & @rewind214

lyrics:
u in my head, i wont escape it
she think im famous
she see my shoulders weighted
no i aint waiting (fading, ya)
i think im boutta crash
cave in, i hate it
i put my heart on that x2

i put it all on my soul
sit back & watch it dissolve
my blood pooled all on the floor
i dont know how much more i can take
my hand gripped on the handbrake
take drugs till my hands shake
think i needa amputate
before its 2 late
before i never see ur eyes
so for one last time
i made my mistakes but i-
keep my head up, no time to cry
im j so fed up, of all the lies
i dread the day that i die
if ur not there by my side
stuck in my head
with no way out
and all my paths have lead right back to ur arms
right back 2 u
leave me fractured n bruised

but now its done
i wont see the sun
i wanna be alone
know im the best u had
no u dont care bout that
its the end
we'll meet again when we're dead

escape ft neohn (ajay + rewind)

Produced by @pyu
FYF >0<

lyrics;
i rmbr last yr u wanted nothing to do w/ me
now ur coming back, dont think ur words r getting thru to me
then again we all learn something new from all our scrutiny
i got more money, what i do? act more stupidly xd

who told u keep going, Stop ittt
im already hereeee
spell my N A M E out
cuz im the man of the yearrr
@dynastyszn on stage
u could see we going clearrr
xan loveee baby
FaceYourFears

i Live For The Pain
u know u live For The changes
u think We're the same
2 sides of a painting
uhhh, what i say?
in 2 different places
just got off the phone/
i wont Stop until i Make Ittt :D

i told nate keep going
i told luke keep going
what makes u think that im stopping?
im already glowing
i do it with ease, u could do it if u noticed
chinchilla ushanka
u treat me the coldest

FaceYourFearss (ó﹏ò｡) (@Meta)

u can blame me if it makes it better
baby i know u been fed up 
just know baby i dont blame u
hope u dont blame urself
i dont care abt what they do
i just need u to myself

can u tell me all ur secrets
i promise ill keep em
i promise im holdin on
pray that im the only one
fall into my arms girl
im right there
im not good at givin comfort
but ill try my best

before i never see ur eyes
for the last time

girl u know ill try
because its all i can do
i see ur face at night
for u i put aside my pride
just like every other time

i got the world on my shoulders
i pray that u dont
cuz w every little mistake
i can feel the earth quake