MY FIRST OFFICIAL MIXTAPE

thanks to the help of
Psapfo
Darza
Ronin300
1Xydra
KellyMoon

Molly w/ @luvdarza (prod. dragon x prodghoul)

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/6WoXlGle95jkszY3VAWPho?si=2327d7ba423c4d4c

produced by plantcham
written by me
mix and mastered by me

happy birthday 2 me
been incredibly uninspired as of late, sorry for the absence
wanted to try something different, happy tunes after this
i hope you enjoy :)

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been awhile since i felt something
that felt real
my never ending thoughts
feels like im throwing rocks
can't you hear me?
i'm screaming
do you fear me?
i'm pleading
cause this just don't feel right
i don't want to cause a fight
you should live your final life
you've already ruined mine

am i
a bother?
were you proud then?
what a shocker
a crawler
every day just gets longer and longer
a bother
were you proud then?
what a shocker
a crawler
every day just gets longer and longer

can't help but feel stuck
it's all in my head
got this damn ache in my chest
just a minute of rest
is all i ask for
i don't feel bad for the way that i act
when my intention was for you to relax
so calm down
breathe in
what's the point in it
when you're not feeling
been awhile since i've gone without a meaning
i wonder why you talk without a reason
cause you've already ruined life

am i
a bother?
were you proud then?
what a shocker
a crawler
every day just gets longer and longer
a bother
were you proud then?
what a shocker
a crawler
every day just gets longer and longer

crawler

original song: https://soundcloud.com/our/nothing
edit credit: discord.gg/Qq5BebDH (kermit)

Things With Wings

ericdoa - nothing (solo)

Manic [prod. kindenthe3rd]

hair and nails

i know he looks better
in your stupid fall sweaters
and i know i never
could compete with him

bc i am so ugly
baby i really just want you to love me
baby i know that its hard to trust me
i can only give a couple promises
i promise to always be by your side
i promise to never fuckin lie
all i ask for is that you promise me
that youll never find another guy

her favorite color was sage green
i told her mine was the same thing
i never had one until i met you 
but now my hearts aching 
because you left
you wrote your name on my chest
and i hold my breath 
because 

baby you put him over me
and it fuckin hurts
baby id never choose anyone in the world
if there was a million people in the same room
id still choose her
and i can really blame you
cause shes so perfect
shes so worth it
because shes
my girl (6 billion)
(her favorite colors sage green)

sage green (p. xy1va)

happy january to you
prod. champion

i hope your intention wasnt to leave me in the past
i just dont think that you miss me the way that i miss you, it's fine
i'm hoping you thrive, i'm hoping you fly, i hope you go so far with life
and i'm hoping the love that you shared was just as real as mine
now how will i get by? i'll tell you prolly get so high that i dont even think about the fact that you was in my life
and it's been working so well i'm lying i'm lying
but what more can i do when you dont want me in your life

our love in the fucking morgue you've just took it's fucking life
only thing that i still wonder is if you'll be back one night
and another thing i wonder is if you care if i'm alright
guess it's every man for themself every life for they life. fuck my life

aint no point in shedding tears no more
but i'm probably still gonna shed a couple more for you 
i miss loving you, i miss fucking you, i miss talking to you all the time i'm still in love with you i'm still in love with you
when we in that room it's not real life it's the broadcast room
and we control the fucking show, i miss hosting with you
just bring me close bring me close want me closer to you
dont wanna lose myself but what more can i do

i hope your intention wasnt to leave me in the past
i just dont think that you miss me the way that i miss you, it's fine
i'm hoping you thrive, i'm hoping you fly, i hope you go so far with life
and i'm hoping the love that you shared was just as real as mine
now how will i get by? i'll tell you prolly get so high that i dont even think about the fact that you was in my life
and it's been working so well i'm lying i'm lying
but what more can i do when you dont want me in your life

what more i can do?

stream the album on spotify! https://open.spotify.com/album/0oFwETwTYETkNFXdiaHlFQ?si=28qugY83TAmtXnXIl8NKbQ

lyrics:

@ivanparadiis
don’t know why you’re acting so callous, like you couldn’t care less
wasting my time, you know i couldn’t bear the silence
acting so callous, like you couldn’t care less
wasting my time, you know i couldn’t bear the silence

@im_no_one_shawty
oh no, you've done it this time
spread your wings, no kissing good night
can't regain all i lost, i'm blowing up just like dynamite
and i swear you’re like a drug the way withdrawals ache my damn mind
i'm getting at anyone, i mean anyone, to move on with my damn life
and i'm not proud of it, renowned for it (just call me a fucking whore)
but what i've got within is suffering, i need someone so close
that our skin clips right through each other's, slippin’ just like i'm on butter
i think i'm gonna fall again and she’s gonna have a hot girl summer

@ivanparadiis
you said everything’s fine now, i can’t believe you gon' run back
i don’t care ‘bout that bullshit, your lies, they make me quite nauseous
i can’t keep it all inside, can’t bear the silence, i’m tongue-tied
can’t spare the time for this shit, walking right back and you’re acting so callous
oh, not again, you’ve been on my mind this time again
should i pretend? everything’s fine, to what extent?
can’t stand that, i’m past it, i’m gone and won’t come back
this shit, i ain’t playin’, i’m done ‘cause, because you’re

acting so callous, like you couldn’t care less
wasting my time, you know i couldn’t bear the silence
acting so callous, like you couldn’t care less
wasting my time, you know i couldn’t bear the silence

@onlywoke
i had to leave when you said
you didn't wanna talk to me, ‘cause you ain't give me honesty
i leave that shit on the fence,
every time you say you fall for me, stop all this talkin', please
just go, right now
talk like friends, but we fight now
all she ever do is bring the bar down for herself, yeah, yeah
you get so upset, but you don't blame it on yourself, no
wonder why your mind’s filled with lies
said she by herself, she don't need nobody else, but
she knows that when the time’s right
she'll come running back

@tonch-t
i know the things that i say gonna stay in her head.
didn't wanna leave last night, i think you overslept
not this time, i need some rest
didn't wanna leave you alone, you so heaven-sent
if you wanna leave or if you wanna stay
i'll be fucked up about it all night anyway
should i care about you anyway?
lend me a hand, why don't you listen up a little? i told you
say you know what’s right for me, go ahead and lie more please
‘cause i've been falling apart so easy, dream all night, don't even start with me
when we take it too far, man, i hate this part

@ivanparadiis
acting so callous, like you couldn’t care less
wasting my time, you know i couldn’t bear the silence
acting so callous, like you couldn’t care less
wasting my time, you know i couldn’t bear the silence

HOT GIRL SUMMER [prod. LUCARI, stein, sav, NØ_ØNE, onlywoke]

pink

phy - model p. @hollowstakk

UVC's Christmas compilation featuring the best acts out of the hottest scene in underground music right now!

Manic [prod. kindenthe3rd]

kiryuu (@imkiryuu)