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Album Photo Credit: brennyngrace https://vsco.co/brennyngrace

HKFiftyOne - Bedridden - Paradigm

produced by young taylor @user-321073911

lyrics:

i dont really wanna go to fucking parties
nize ur feelings i aint looking for a shawty
drop a cheque make it back by the morning
waste my time why everything feels fucking boring

boring
this shit fucking boring
boring
boring
boring
its hella boring
shit is boring
its fucking boring

red supreme louis on my bag
all u fall behind bitch u jet lagged
pot is too loud seepin out the bag
boi dont u feel gassed u not in my lane 
lane lane lane lane

blowin lots of weed smoke thru the window pane
been a busy year so of course i fucking changed
i got headphones on my ears bout three quarters of the day

u stay hella wack
u fucking lame lame
ion ever touch that crack cocaine cain
but ill take a fucking tree right to the face face

i dont really wanna go to fucking parties
nize ur feelings i aint looking for a shawty
drop a cheque make it back by the morning
waste my time why everything feels fucking boring

boring
this shit fucking boring
boring
boring
boring
its hella boring
shit is boring
its fucking boring

and u heard it here first
imma stick around and make this shit for what its worth
the money come in bags
potent come in bags
u'd think im livin life but i could swear this shit a curse

shoulder bag
shoulder strap
gucci tag
body bad
she drop it down
and throw it back

pour it up
el derado rum in a soda cup
imma try to play the game until my time is up

i dont really wanna go to fucking parties
nize ur feelings i aint looking for a shawty
drop a cheque make it back by the morning
waste my time why everything feels fucking boring

boring
this shit fucking boring
boring
boring
boring
its hella boring
shit is boring
its fucking boring

boring (prod. young taylor)

https://youtu.be/wfci4HZBs5o

(CHORUS)
Flyin in my space coupe
Face 2
Smoke floatin out the moon roof
Cruise through
Yeah you know that I’ma do me
Do you
Stayin focused on the goal shawty
I don’t fuck with nobody
(2X)

(VERSE)
Punkstar shit got me feelin like fish narc
Ice on my wrist got me whippin in a Nascar
90 on my dash never crash I’ma go hard
Stuntin in that Goyard
Baby I’ma go far
I know I know
Stuntin in that Goyard
Shawty tryna go far
She knows she knows
Headed to the west coast
Rollin up the best smoke
All night long

(CHORUS)
Flyin in my space coupe
Face 2
Smoke floatin out the moon roof
Cruise through
Yeah you know that I’ma do me
Do you
Stayin focused on the goal shawty
I don’t fuck with nobody
(2X)

space coupe *VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION*

[prod. Dee B]

Hey im doing fine 
Thanks for writing to me
And ill do another line
If It helps forget you

So I feel blue
U do too
Got me spinning like a hula hoop
Toodle-oo

Think im brittney back in 99
No rules
Only happy when im high as hell
No doom

Burning all the messages you sent to me
Never realized how much you even meant to me
Wish i wasnt such a fuck up at everyhing
Rage and jealousy thats all i bleed

Moving on would be the best thingf
x2
Moving on from me is the best thing
Moving on woudl be the best thing
Hey im doing fine 
Thanks for writing to me
And ill do another line
If It helps forget you

 x2

Подожди моя я никогда тебя не вижу
Если ты моя я навсегда тебя и слышу 
И Если ты моя я навсегда твоя и буду
А если ты не мой тогда я здесь сижу и я жду

im doing fine, thanks

[prod. Dee B]

Teardrop shawty fuck the feelings away
So i stay fucked up take my demons to play
Only care about me when it benefits you
So i stay locked up in my cell of a room

And they say convolk he a hell of a dude
say im up next yeah hope they telling the truth
Didnt like me then now they act like they do
Oh gunshot shawty hit my heart when you shoot

Like a heart attack
All black
Yuh
Like a heart attack
No coming back 
Yuh
Like a heart attack
My heart cracked 
Yuh
Like a heart attack...

I got no friends no i dont need em like that
Spend a bag real quick then i make it right back
Make the pain go away when im writing my rap
All you bitches say the same damn shit when you cap

And they say convolk how he got it like that
But if i aint at the top where the fuck am i at
Wont be happy til i pull up to my fam with a bag
Wont be happy til i leave and ill never look back

Yuh 

Teardrop shawty fuck the feelings away
So i stay fucked up take my demons to play
Only care about me when it benefits you
So i stay locked up in my cell of a room

And they say convolk he a hell of a dude
say im up next yeah hope they telling the truth
Didnt like me then now they act like they do
Oh gunshot shawty hit my heart when you shoot

Heart attack gang baby imma die before you
Im a icon living and they know that its tru
Im a icon living got them acting confused
Cuz im anxiety stricken with a case of the blues
Yah

Teardrop shawty fuck the feelings away
So i stay fucked up take my demons to play
Only care about me when it benefits you
So i stay locked up in my cell of a room

And they say convolk he a hell of a dude
say im up next yeah hope they telling the truth
Didnt like me then now they act like they do
Oh gunshot shawty hit my heart when you shoot

Hit my heart when you shoot

heart attack

[prod. jakkyboi]

so tie me
to the train tracks 
light me up like a blunt when you face that
hate me 
when I’m dead and 
gone so far but I’ll stay in your head and

Tie me to the train tracks
Tie me to the train tracks
Tie me to the train tracks
Leave me there on my own dont look back

I dont really wanna talk i wanna walk away
Shawty say she wanna fuck i tell her not today
I been busy so i cant respond to all the hate
I dont fuck with laziness because i cant relate

this that sad shit
this that don’t show your dad shit
this that “oh this whole wave just a fad shit”

Pop 4 xans then it all fades to black shit
16 bars gonna cost you a rack bitch
 
Wrote you a note but i just wanna burn it
Life is a gift but i want to return it
Crashin the whip got trash in the bin
Say its just words but it cuts deep like a surgeon

just words but im fucked up from the hurt and
Your lies got me tossing and turning
Notes from the class that we had back in high school
Joking about how i want to be like you

so tie me
to the train tracks 
light me up like a blunt when you face that
hate me 
when I’m dead and 
gone so far but I’ll stay in your head and

Tie me to the train tracks
Tie me to the train tracks
Tie me to the train tracks
Leave me there on my own dont look back

tie me to the train tracks

[prod. jakkyboi]

mixed by me and Brody Mixing

prom night
Living life 
You and I 
white pills
Gettin high
In the moonlight

You and i 
Didnt ask to be born x2

So we 

Live it up
Live it up and give it up x4

(i was) Always ignored like the shit i see through
I still dont know what it means to be cool
Everyones been mean to me since preschool
If you know just how i feel i feel you 

Bore me
Hate me 
I dont care
Fuck school
Fuck you 
And your dumb friends

Glowing up
Blowing up 
Against all odds
Said im a failure
But you work the desk job

Acting like they hate you but they really on that fake shit
Staring at the ceiling wondering if imma make it
Lost inside her eyes pretty baby make me anxious
Trapped inside myself i dont think that i can take this

 
So we

Live it up
Live it up and give it up x8

Dont come back again
Dont act like we’re friends
Summer innocence
Live before we’re dead

Live it up and give it up
x4

live before we're dead

live it up

It Was You

something else

engineered by tom jacob of "twinz"
x
i kiss her neck, shawty she wet, i run it all in case you forget
don't wanna link i don't wanna build i keep it concealed i be the connect
x
thank you all, new music next week

the connect (prod. yz)

Sample Credit: The Wolf Children soundtrack - Hifumi no Majinai
Lyrics:
you do you b and ima do me, 
you know that yall cant tell me nothin so whyn't yall take a seat
and i aint got no time for sadness i put that all on me
yall been know im the greatest cant aint nobody compete

im in the stu know it saved me it did when i was a kid
i murder beats on the daily wit just a flip of a switch,
and i been spending so much money cuz it always come in,
they always tell me to budget but ion know what that is

, so ima focus on myself ya
ion even drink no more i got a empty shelf ya
im finally doin better if you couldnt tell ya
greeneyed girl she got my heart and now she make it melt ya

ooh, im pullin up in the snow
cuz i been grinding everyday yeah but you already know
i just been flying every day so i stay out of the cold
ya she be keepin me warm so i never gotta feel low

ya, i keep my eyes on the prize
ya, and yall been wanna know why
ya, my girl been keepin me high
ya, and now up in the sky

and i ain gotta know what they doin
im stayin in my lane i come thru an
im workin on my self while i do it, and i been growin every day im comin up know they knew it

ooh, now i got some presents and a tree, i finally found a home my heart is warm just like its Christmas Eve
ya, now i feel so blessed that yall know me
finally got my heart up out the street

ima keep going and do what i do best
ima do me and ill just forget the rest
we all got a path that gon give us a test
know it gon be fine we'll be livin the best

i found a lighthouse in the midst of the storm
it guided me home, gave me shelter, kept me warm
and all of the sadness in my heart is no more
its all been replaced by this love and im restored
and im still alive plus im gettin this bank
things lookin up and im good what you think
grateful for any food thats on my plate
know we'll be good no i know we'll be great

ya, i keep my feet in the snow
ya, like Christmas lights ima glow
ya, yall a gift and i know
ya, my heart continues to grow

i know ill always have what im needing
i know ill have my friends through the season
im giving what i can for a reason, you know im grateful every day that im alive and im breathing

christmas eve

still numb *VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION*

[prod. jakkyboi x jcam]
i cant show you
what i told you
i cant hold you
i dont know you

now my time's near
and im right her
this is my fear
so long bye dear

innocent
but you still 
locked me away

dont care 
no i dont care
what you say

stabbed in the back but you smile in my face

downworld  downworld
laugh to the grave

i cant show you
what i told you
i cant hold you
i dont know you

now my time's near
and im right here
this is my fear
so long bye dear

wanna go but i wont go
if i died you would care i would hope
when we sat on my living room flo
needed words what i got was a choke 

my health slipped away now im dying 
too broke for the drugs they supplying
hope i live a lil longer i aint lying
hope i live a lil longer i aint lying

wanna go but i wont go
if i died you would care i would hope
when we sat on my living room flo
needed words what i got was a choke

and i miss you miss you the most
do you still check on me i would hope
and i still wanna fuck on the low
and im still sorry hope you know


now my time's near
and im right here
this is my fear
so long bye dear

now my time's near
and im right here
this is my fear
so long bye dear

so long bye dear

Sample Credit:  Little Kingdoms - Little Minds
I loved these guys, they're not a band anymore but you can still support them by buying some of their stuff on their bandcamp <3 https://littlekingdoms.bandcamp.com/

Lyrics:
know i got a paper heart, i still got it in my hands
hope it never fall apart, while im tryna get my bands
always say you like my art, i dont really understand
touch it and it come apart, sure you want me as your man

why you be so distant now, all i really wanna know
let me give you everything you need so you dont ever go
know that i been feelin down, i dont wanna feel so low
ima do what i can so we always make it through it though

tryna stay up cuz you been gone
you dont really know cuz its been long
now you been show up in these songs
wonder what happened what went wrong

but i aint gonna let a thing just hold me back
and ima get my wheels right back up on the track
ima fight another day ill never slack
eye the prize im headed for another bag

you know im gonna be a go getter, im bouta pile up all this guap and make it sooner the better, im tryna find my way in life im tryna write a new letter, i want them dubs i wanna read about the way i feel better

im sippin now i pour up a cup, you wanna know just how i live cuz it ain never enough, yall just trust me i be good you know i never can bluff, spending all my time just thinking why im lookin for love

i been countin on my friends
and you know that it already been said
UV Blue while im chillin in my bed
coming up ill remember in the end

let your own light shine
in the dark night time
how i feel so fine
with a heart like mine
better hold good times
keep you goin tonight
in the pale moonlight
everything alright

littleheart

Sample Credit: Swells - Rudolph
https://swellssound.bandcamp.com/track/rudolph

Lyrics:
been a while feelin low but im up now
and i breathe in my lungs like blunt now
pour it up in a red solo cup now
wonder how they must all think of us now
get that guap like you know i do
have your cake and you eat it too
its alright you can bake sumn new
know its true you aint gotta choose

you wanna know how i do this, i stay up late, i write a verse, i make a beat im so fluid, im speaking bars im so fluent, yeah but you already knew it, im gettin bands every day, label talk, walk away, been out here i do it

late nights, Beamer car rides in the spring time
get mine, money piled high in my free time
make flights, riding on site through the street lights
no fights, its a good night purple lean sky

Latenights

Lyrics:
i see yall go hard, i just gotta go harder
spend some more time grinding, less whining for starters
gotta get my cash, save it up ill go farther
tryna get my future man like hasta manana

sippin perrier while i work in the booth
lemon all day in the vibe got the juice
neverstray now i rock the cat on my shoes
cartier on my girl you know how i do, ooh

spend too much cash but it aint even trouble
always comin in piling up on the double, ooh
hard time tryna keepin it subtle
still gloin up while im still in the struggle

one foot in but im one foot out
life tests me tryna see what im bout
got bad days but im still gettin clout
ima make it ion have any doubt


Im making hits you know im on a roll
im busy grinding so i dont hear when you hit my phone
im goin harder than you ever known
im in my zone i told em no one gonna take my throne
x2

Call me a prince cause I drip in gold
I'm the ice king with a flow so cold
I be home free while you all just sold
I be gettin money I still got my soul

I'm the headline but you all old news
Y'all be still flexin them same old shoes
You a take Ls cause you born to lose
Forget yo whole team ion know yo crew

Up all night you wont catch me sleep
I been workin on my grind while I'm tryna think
I cant take no blunt i cant take no drink
Can't close my eyes can't sleep a wink

I grind all day all night stay up
I got this skill dont need no luck
Dont wish it on me i be blunt
I work and work till i come up

Harder

yeah i need it when i tell you 
yeah i need it when i tell you
yeah i need it when i tell you
tell you 

what the fuck phone broke on the pavement
dub my woes left those in the basement
break my fall when calls turn evasive
friend or foe can't tell feeling jaded

think im wasted
face my flaws
last call for the facelift
fan favorite
cool tattoo did it hurt?
r u famous?

WHAT THA FUCK
PHONE BROKE ON THA PAVEMENT
DUB MY WOES
LEFT THOSE IN THA BASEMENT
BREAK MY FALL
WHEN CALLS TURN EVASIVE
FRIEND OR FOE
CAN'T TELL FEELING JADED
x2

ya i need it when i tell u
ya i need it when i tell u
ya i need it when i tell u

think im wasted
face my flaws
last call for the facelift
fan favorite
cool tattoo did it hurt?
r u famous?

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